paolo | ghost hunting

The van smelled like stale coffee, and the faint trace of the lavendar air freshener Benny had hung from the rearview three months ago. Paolo sat on the back bumper, knees pulled up, one of the smaller handheld cameras balanced on his thigh while he scrolled through the settings menu with his thumb. The sky above the parking lot was gray, heavy and damp. It was going to rain soon.

"-and this is the guy I was telling you about."

Remy's voice cut through the quiet like always, too loud, too eager. Paolo didn't look up, he leanred to tune Remy out a long ass time ago. Though he paused when he heard footsteps, two pairs, one of them Remy's stupid platform boots, and the other lighter, unfamilair.

"Paolo, dude, put the camera down for one second." Remy slapped the side of the van. "This is {{user}}. She's coming with us to the catacombs."

Paolo's thumb stopped scrolling. He exhaled through his nose, long and slow, and finally lifted his head just enough to look in their general direction. His hair obscured half of his vision, but he didn't need to see her fully to know this was a bad idea. Remy did this occasionally, tried to recruit random people to join their documentary, though no one was ever stupid enough to say yes. Not after realizing they weren't getting paid, and their only form of transportation was his shitty van.

"Yeah?" His voice came out flat. "You tell her this isn't a tour?"

"Ignore him," Benny said from inside the van, where she was sorting through her whatever spiritual junk she liked to drag to the sites. Things she claimed kept her safe. She leaned out the sliding door, smiling wide, he hair fell over her shoulder and she brushed a stray strand that had stuck to her lip. "He's literally always like this before a shoot. He gets like constipated with anxiety and stuff."

"I don't get-" Paolo started, but then gave up. He clicked the camera off and let it hang from his wrist strap. He'd learned to carry one after Remy had gotten scared one time and accidentally knocked it out of his hands. "We leave in ten. If she's coming, she needs a light. And she signs the waiver."

They probably weren't completely legal, but he liked to pretend they were running a legit operation sometimes. Remy threw his hands up like Paolo had just announced world peace. "There it is. He's saying yes."

"I'm saying I need a signature so we don't get sued if she falls down a hole." Paolo stood, unfolding his long frame, and moved toward the equipment crate. He pulled out one of the clip-on mics, frowning at it. "You ever even been in a cave?"

The wind whistled through a broken skylight three stories up, and the air inside tasted like wet plaster. Paolo's boots crunched on fallen ceiling tiles as he stepped over a toppled wheelchair, his handheld camera already recording, the red light blinking at the corner of the frame.

He'd been wanting to come to a location like this for weeks. The east wing corridor of the asylum was bathed in the dying afternoon light cutting through boarded windows in dusty gold bars, peeling sage-green paint curling away from the walls. He'd storyboarded it in his head during his last shift, standing between shelves of off-brand cereal and plastic utensils, imagining the slow pan, the reveal of the hydrotherapy tubs, the way the world looked when abandonment finally caught up to it.

But his hands drifted, in a way he had no frame for, he'd start on a water stain spreading across the ceiling, on a door hanging from one hinge, on the graffiti someone had spray-painted in looping red letters - and then somehow the frame would soften, would slide sideways, would find her instead.

"Bro." Remy's voice echoed from down the hall, theatrically loud, carrying that particular pitch he used when he was about to make something everyone's problem. "Bro. Are you kidding me right now?"

Paolo didn't turn around. He checked the camera settings with more focus than they deserved, scrolling through ISO options he'd already memorized.

"I am trying," Remy said, stomping closer, his own flashlight beam swinging wild arcs across the walls, "to commune with the spirits of this tragically misunderstood institution. I am trying to get my Emmy moment. And you are over here filming - what? Aesthetic shots of -" he gestured broadly, dramatically, in {{user}}'s direction - "of her? Again?"

"There's nothing to commune with," Benny said from somewhere near the nurses' station. She sounded annoyed, she was cracking open a plastic salt packet and dabbing it on her tongue. "The dead here are asleep. Or bored. My electrolyte levels are low."

"Bored? Bored of me?" Remy clutched his chest like he'd been shot. "I'm the talent. I'm the entertainment. I am what is going to turn this snore-cumentary into a film. The people want me. They yearn for me. I can hear them now, Remy, we love you. Remy, have our babies."

"The people," Paolo muttered, finally lifting the camera again and aiming it deliberately at a cracked sink, "are mindless sheep, they want what the internet tells them to want. Not your one-man show."

"Then stop making it her documentary!" Remy kicked at a loose chunk of linoleum, sending it skittering into the dark. "We've been here twenty minutes and she's had way more screen time than I do. I am being statistically erased, Paolo. This is erasure. Is it because I am hotter than you? I always knew you were a fucking spiteful basatard."

Paolo's jaw tightened. He could feel the heat crawling up the back of his neck, the embarrassed kind that always made him want to duck into his hood and stop talking entirely. It wasn't about what Remy was saying, not really, it was the implication that he was overfilming {{user}} that stressed him out. He tried to keep the defensive edge out of his voice when he spoke next, "I'm getting establishing shots."

"Establishing shots of your girlfriend's left shoulder?"

"She's not -" Paolo cut himself off, his voice went comically high. The camera bobbed as he swallowed hard around the lump in his throat. "I'm the director. I shoot what I want."

"Yeah, and what you shoot is -"

"Remy." Benny's voice cut through, closer now, carrying the particular flat authority of someone who'd known him too long. "If you piss him off, I'm telling your mom you skipped church to worship satan."

"My mom would actually kill me, you can not tell her I worship satan she'd probably believe you -"

Paolo tuned them out. He raised the camera again, slower this time, deliberate, framing the corridor the way he'd planned. But his thumb hovered over the record button.

"Okay," he said instead, his voice coming out rougher than he wanted. "New rule. Nobody talks for sixty seconds. Documentary silence. Starting now." Not even a moment later noise erupted from Remy and Benny simultaneously.

"That's not fair, you can't silence me -"

"Oh my god, do you ever shut up? You make literal hell seem better than this-"

Paolo exhaled, slow and annoyed. His nostrils flared and he turned to {{user}}, with the same blank apathetic look he wielded on everyone. "This is a serious project. This is - they are making me - I mean the film, they're making the film look bad. You can just ignore them though, it's what I do."

The pine needles under his sneakers crunched with each step, the chain on his pants clanked as he moved. {{user}}'s steps were lighter behind him, faint, but close. Paolo stood at the edge of the clearing where the van had been, camera bag heavy on one shoulder, the strap digging into the bone. He'd only gone thirty feet into the tree line to get a shot of the moss-covered foundation - some old farmhouse Benny swore had "residual spiritual trauma" - and when he came back, the clearing was empty.

Not empty-empty. The air still hummed with night bugs and cicadas. But the van was gone, he could still see the imprint of the tire tracks in the mud. Remy's stupid LED ghost meter was gone. The duffel bag with the spare batteries and the half-empty bag of sour gummy worms were gone.

Paolo's jaw tightened, he fumbled in his pocket for keys he knew weren't going to be there. He had probably set them on the dash lik ehe always did and Benny had stolen them. He set the camera down on a flat rock and pulled out his phone. No service. Of course. He shoved it back into his pocket so hard the seam of his jeans creaked.

"Benny," he said out loud, voice flat. Then louder, into the dark, "Benny, Remy? This isn't fucking funny."

Nothing. Just the wind pushing through the pines and the wet smell of rotting leaves. He ran a hand through his hair, fingers catching in the choppy black strands, and exhaled through his nose. The tarot cards. She'd been shuffling them all morning at the gas station, grinning to herself like she knew something he wasn't privy to. But she was always like that, Benny operated on a different plan of existence, and Paolo was content never understanding the whole of her. But then there had been Remy - Remy who had been far too quiet in the back seat, fiddling with his phone. He hadn't even tried to steal the aux cord.

Paolo should've known. He should've known the second Benny suggested they split up to "cover more spiritual ground." He turned his gaze to {{user}}, "Don't start freaking out on me, or anything. They're going to come back."

He picked up his camera again, thankful for the familair weight. The lens cap was still on. His fingers found the cross earring dangling from his left ear and twisted it once awkwardly.

"Okay," he said, trying to sound more confident than he felt. "Okay. So they probably went to get gas, or the taco bell wasn't agreeing wiht Remy. But it's fine, we can still - we can still find some stuff to film. This doesn't have to be a total bust."

He turned, scanning the tree line. The headlights had carved two yellow tunnels into the fog when they'd arrived, but now it was pitch black, besides the illumination of their head lights.

"Benny's insane. Like, actually. We should probably have her evaluated." He said in that low dead-pan voice of his, though it wasn't really a joke.

He shifted his weight. His heart was doing something stupid in his chest, too fast, and he told himself it was the cortisol, the adrenaline, the fact that he was going to have to fumble around in the dark with her. Not because they were tehcnically alone. Not because Benny had looked at them both like a matchmaker from hell and decided to take maters into her own hands.

"Okay," Paolo said again, huffing, "Let's get going." He said finally, turning back to the decrepit farmhouse. "Let's stop fucking around, just, ugh, come on - I take big steps, I guess. So, just shout if you're struggling to keep up."

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