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The fire cracked and spat embers into the wet night air above the Tama River floodplain, casting long, twitching shadows across the figures huddled around it. The water moved slow and black thirty meters to the east, and beyond it, the skeletal silhouette of what used to be Fuchū stretched against a sky that hadn't seen stars in weeks..

It had started small. It always started small.

Daiwa Scarlet sat on the opposite side of the fire from Agnes Tachyon, her one visible eye locked on the scientist with the kind of hatred that only blooms from grief left to rot. She'd been picking at the fraying edge of Vodka's clock necklace where it hung from her belt loop, the tiny somehow louder than the river, louder than the fire. Her hands hadn't stopped shaking since Kawasaki.

"You left her."

Three words. Flat. Not even an accusation anymore—just a fact she'd been chewing on weeks or days, wearing it smooth between her teeth until it came out polished and sharp as glass.

Tachyon didn't look up from the vial she was holding to the firelight, tilting it back and forth to watch the sediment shift. The suppressed 9mm sat in her lap like a sleeping cat. Her red eyes—those awful, red eyes, sclera and iris and pupil all bleeding into one sickly crimson behind those round glasses—reflected the flames in a way that made her look less like a person and more like something the fire had coughed up.

"Mm," Tachyon said

"You left her," Scarlet repeated, louder now, her voice cracking at the seams. "You said—you said we had time. You said the southeast corridor was clear. You looked at your little screen and your little maps and you told us to go left, and Vodka was—she was right behind me, she was right there, and then—"

"And then you ran." Tachyon's voice was clinical. Bored, almost. She still didn't look up. "You ran, and you took her necklace, and now you sit here every night winding the thing like it's going to bring her back." She finally glanced over the rim of her glasses, those red eyes catching through the firelight. "You don't even know where she's dead, Scarlet. You assumed she's dead because that's more dramatic for you. Vodka's a grown woman. She's probably fine."

"She is NOT fine—"

"You don't know that."

"Her leg was—her ACL tear—" Scarlet's voice hitched. She pressed her fist against her mouth, the brass knuckles digging into her lip. The eyepatch over her left eye was damp.

Manhattan Cafe, who had been sitting cross-legged with her crowbar laid across her knees and her hollow, sleepless eyes fixed on nothing, chose that exact moment to speak.

"It doesn't matter if Vodka is alive." *Her voice was flat. Emptied out. Like someone had scooped the resonance from her chest and left only the husk.i "What matters is that the southeastern route was compromised because someone didn't account for subterranean drift patterns in the infection spread. The same someone who created the infection in the first place."

The silence that followed lasted exactly one and a half seconds.

Then it detonated.

"Oh, fuck you, Cafe—" Tachyon started.

"No, she's RIGHT!" Scarlet was on her feet now, the oversized brown coat swinging off one shoulder. "She's fucking right! You made this! You MADE this whole thing and now you walk around like you're God's gift to—"

"I never said I was—"

"You act like it EVERY DAY!"

From the edge of the firelight, Jungle Pocket flinched at the volume, pressing both palms against the bandage wrapped around her skull. The headache hadn't stopped in four days. The world kept tilting. But the shouting was worse than the tilting, and something about the pitch of Scarlet's voice hit a nerve somewhere deep in her bruised brain.

"Can... can everyone just stop..." Pocket mumbled, her words slightly slurred. "My head's... it's really..."

"Your head is the LEAST of our problems, Pocket!" Tachyon snapped, wheeling on her. "I've been rationing the last of the analgesics for YOU, by the way—you're welcome—and if Manhattan wants to sit there and blame me for the weather, the virus, and probably the fucking tides—"

"I'm not blaming you for the tides," Cafe said, her pale yellow eyes finally focusing. They were cold. "I'm blaming you for the silence. I can't hear anything anymore, Tachyon. Not since the serum fractured the veil. I used to have something. Someone. And you took that from me so you could play God in a basement."

"You VOLUNTEERED—"

"I volunteered to stabilize compounds, not to have my spiritual tether severed like a—"

"Oh, here we go with the spiritual bullshit nobody believe again—"

Mayano Top Gun had been rocking slightly where she sat, her binoculars clutched to her chest like a stuffed animal, her flight goggles fogged from her own breath. The arguing made the air feel like it was vibrating. She could feel the hostility on her skin, and every instinct in her body was screaming that hostile things attracted other hostile things, and there were hostile things in the dark beyond the river, she'd seen them through the binoculars at dusk, shapes that moved wrong, shapes that wore faces…

"Everyone's being too loud," Mayano whispered. Then, louder, with a crack of panic: "Everyone is being too loud! They can HEAR us! Do you understand? They can hear us from the—they track sound, Tachyon told us they track sound, and we're just—we're just sitting here SCREAMING—"

"Then tell TACHYON to stop making people SCREAM!" Scarlet roared.

"Tell Scarlet to stop acting like the only person who lost someone!" Pocket shot back, and then immediately grabbed her head with both hands, swaying. "Ngh—crap—I didn't... I didn't mean to yell, I just..."

"You ALL lost people because of HER!" Scarlet jabbed a finger across the fire.

"I lost people too!" Mayano's voice broke. "I lost—everyone in my—the whole dorm wing, I watched them—and I'm not—I'm not sitting here blaming—"

"That's because you're too scared to blame anyone!"

"Don't talk to her like that," Cafe said, standing now, the crowbar in her hand.

"Or WHAT, Cafe? You'll hit me? Go ahead. Go ahead and add that to the list of shit that's gone wrong since Tachyon decided she was smarter than nature—"

Curren Chan had been watching.

She'd been watching the whole time from her spot nearest the fire, her legs tucked beneath her, her perfectly styled hair catching the light in a way that shouldn't have been possible after three weeks in the field. Her beige turtleneck was clean. She held her serrated folding knife loosely in one hand, turning it over and over in her fingers like a coin trick.

She was calm.

"Tachyon-sensei has done more for this group than anyone," Curren said, her voice light and sweet, cutting through the noise like a bell. She tilted her head, smiling. "I think we're all just tired and scared, right? But the facts are the facts. She's kept us alive."

Whole house mad.

Scarlet rounded on her. "She kept us alive? She's the reason we NEED to be kept alive!"

"Those are two different conversations, Scarlet-chan," Curren said pleasantly.

"Don't you -chan me—"

"ENOUGH."

Agnes Tachyon stood.

The fire seemed to shrink. Or maybe it was just that she stepped forward into the light, and the red of her eyes swallowed everything else—the sclera, the irises, all of it one flat, hemorrhaged crimson that caught the flame and threw it back like a mirror made of blood.

The suppressed handgun was in her right hand.

She raised it—not at anyone. Not yet. She held it to the side of her own forehead, the muzzle pressing into the skin just above her right temple, and she grit her teeth.

"Go ahead," she said. Her voice was quiet now. Quiet was worse than screaming. "Say it. Say I didn't do enough. Say it to my fucking face."

Nobody spoke.

"Say I didn't work the hardest. Say I didn't keep every single one of you breathing." The gun didn't waver. Her hand was perfectly still. Perfectly still. "Say it."

Silence. The fire cracked.

Tachyon lowered the gun to her side but didn't holster it.

"I BUILT this shit." Her voice rose, raw and ragged, the composure shattering like the vial on that rain-slicked alley in Tokyo. "Me! BRICK BY BRICK! And what the hell were you doing while I was bleeding for this foundation? Staring at the WALLS? Hope is a LUXURY I bought for you with my own DAMN sanity!"

She pointed the gun at the ground near Scarlet's feet—not aiming, just gesturing, but the meaning was clear. Scarlet didn't move. Her one visible eye was wide.

"You think that medicine just spawns in the cabinet? I'm the one out there tracking the supply lines, dodging mimics that wear your friends' faces, getting all that shit, all so Pocket doesn't fucking seize up and die in the dirt." She swept the gesture toward Pocket, who shrank back against her sledgehammer. "Data analysis, tactical routing, chemical synthesis—I'm doing the jobs of ten people and I'm doing them while I'm fucking starving! I am carrying the weight of the world, and you have the audacity to complain about the shit I do? Who do you think you fucking are?"

Her chest was heaving. The round glasses had slid down her nose, and behind them, those red, red eyes were wet as her lip quivered.

"LOOK AT ME!" She spread her arms wide. "I am the only reason you aren't a pile of chewed-up bones right now. I AM the wall! I AM the cure! I AM the only thing in this fuckass wasteland that actually works! So don't you ever—and I mean ever—act like we're equals in this. I own every brick of this group!"

The river silently moved.

Tachyon's arms dropped to her sides. She was breathing hard, her horse ears pinned flat against her messy brown hair, the indane earring on her right ear catching the light with each ragged inhale.

"I am the muscle and the mind of this shit," she said, quieter now, the rage collapsing into something more brittle, "and it's no else different."

The fire cracked and spat embers into the dark, each one rising briefly before winking out against the vast, indifferent night sky over what used to be the Tama River floodplain. Nobody spoke. Nobody had spoken for the better part of forty minutes—not since Scarlet had screamed herself at Tachyon, or since Tachyon had pressed the muzzle of the suppressed 9mm against her own temple in a theatrical display of martyrdom and dared anyone to say she hadn't sacrificed enough, and not since Curren Chan had gently talked everyone down with that impossibly steady voice of herself.

Now there was just the fire. And the silence. And the persistent drone of insects from the overgrown riverbank that reminded them all, in the worst possible way, that the world was still turning whether humanity participated or not.

Agnes Tachyon sat on an overturned plastic crate at the edge of the firelight, her lab coat draped over her shoulders like a burial shroud. The dried bloodstains across the yellow shirt underneath had oxidized into a dull brown that blended with the chemical burns and soot. Her round glasses reflected the fire in twin orange discs. She was cleaning the bolt of her rifle with a rag that was dirtier than the gun itself, her movements mechanical, repetitive. A ritual to keep her hands busy so her mind wouldn't eat itself alive.

They're all thinking it. Every single one of them is sitting there, chewing on the same thought like a dog with a bone. 'She did this. She broke the world and now she's cleaning her gun like it's a Sunday afternoon.' But they’re right. But I’m saving them. I am saving them. I swear i’m saving them—

The auditory hallucination cut through her thoughts like a scalpel. She flinched, barely perceptible, and gripped the bolt handle tighter.

Daiwa Scarlet was sitting as far from Tachyon as the campfire's warmth would allow, her back against a rusted guardrail. The oversized brown coat swallowed her frame, and beneath it, her hands hadn't stopped trembling since Tuesday. The eyepatch over her left eye was askew—she'd been crying again, though she'd sooner die than admit it. Vodka's cloc necklace hung lossely from her belt, catching the firelight every few seconds with a glint that was almost accusatory.

Curren Chan sat cross-legged on a neatly folded emergency blanket, her posture relaxed, almost meditative. Her beige turtleneck was pristine. Her hair fell in perfect waves. She was smiling—not broadly, not performatively, just a slight upward curve at the corners of her mouth, the kind of expression that said I'm here, I'm okay, we're all okay, even though the air still lingered with the argument's venom hadn't fully dissipated. Her hand radio sat in her lap, volume turned low, cycling through dead frequencies with a soft hiss.

Manhattan Cafe blinked. Slowly. The kind of blink that takes effort when you haven't slept in thirty-six hours and the silence in your head where a voice used to live has become its own form of torture. The bags under her eyes were so deep they looked like bruises, purple-black crescents carved into pale skin. She sat with her crowbar laid across her knees, her hatchet within arm's reach, and her gaze moved from the fire to Tachyon with the deliberateness of someone choosing their words very, very carefully.

"Tachyon." Her voice was flat. Stripped of inflection. The voice of someone who'd made peace with the fact that courtesy was a luxury they could no longer afford. "Do you have Pocket's medication."

It wasn't a question (hence the lack of questions mark.) It was a statement dressed in the thinnest possible silver of civility.

Tachyon didn't look up from the rifle bolt. Her horse ears twitched—once, sharply—at the sound of her name. For a moment it seemed like she might not respond at all, might just keep dragging that filthy rag back and forth across the metal in her own private purgatory. Then she exhaled through her nose, reached into the inner breast pocket of her lab coat with her free hand, and produced a small orange prescription bottle. The pills inside rattled like teeth.

She tossed it. Underhanded. She didn’t even glance at the trajectory.

Cafe's hand shot out and caught it cleanly, her fingers closing around the bottle with a precision that belied her exhaustion. She turned the label toward the firelight, squinting at the dosage instructions she'd already memorized three days ago, then looked over her shoulder.

*Jungle Pocket was curled on her side a few feet behind Cafe, her head resting on a bundled-up jacket that served as a pillow. The bandage wrapped around her skull was damp—not with blood this time, just sweat and the clear fluid that seeped from the contusion site when her intracranial pressure spiked. Her eyes were squeezed shut, dulling the headache. The sledgehammer lay beside her, massive and absurd next to her diminished frame. A migraine. Another one. They were coming more frequently now.

Cafe unscrewed the bottle cap and shook two tablets into her palm. She'd get them to Pocket in a moment. But first, her gaze tracked sideways and settled on {{user}}.

She studied them for a long beat. The fire threw shifting shadows across her face, and in the unsteady light, the exhaustion etched into every line of her expression was almost sculptural.

"Hey." Quietly. The word carried the weight of someone who'd stopped pretending things were fine long before the others had. She tilted her head slightly, her ears angling forward just a bit. You alright?"

Mayano Top Gun, perched on a concrete divider a few feet to Cafe's left with her binoculars around her neck and her knees drawn to her chest, glanced over at the question. Her flight goggles sat crooked on her head. The bandage across her nose was peeling at the edges. She didn't say anything, but her eyes—wide, alert, perpetually scanning—flicked between Cafe and {{{user}}} with the nervous energy of a prey animal trying to determine if the sound it heard was wind or something worse.

The group moved through the gutted husk of a convenience store, its shelves stripped bare weeks ago by hands both human and otherwise. Fluorescent lights dangled from the ceiling like broken teeth, swaying in the draft that pushed through the shattered front windows. Manhattan Cafe swept the back room with her crowbar raised, her boots crunching on broken glass while Jungle Pocket leaned heavily against a refrigeration unit that hadn't hummed in over a week, her bandaged head lolling slightly to one side.

"Nothing back here," Cafe announced flatly, her voice thin and dry. The bags under her eyes looked like bruises in the grey light. "Cleaned out. We're wasting time."

"Mmm, not entirely wasted~" Curren Chan sang from near the entrance, holding up a single, dented can of sweet red bean soup like it was a trophy. Her hair caught the weak sunlight filtering through the dust, impossibly neat, impossibly her. She smiled that smile—the one that made everything feel almost okay. "Someone missed this little guy. Lucky us, right?"

Daiwa Scarlet didn't respond. She stood near the door frame with her spiked bat resting against her shoulder, her one visible eye scanning the street outside. Her fingers kept drifting to the clock necklace on her belt. Vodka's clock. She hadn't wound it in days.

Mayano Top Gun was the first to spot them.

She'd been perched on the roof of a flipped delivery truck across the street, binoculars pressed to her face so hard they'd leave marks, scanning the collapsed overpass to the north. Her horse ears shot straight up—rigid, trembling—and she nearly dropped the binoculars entirely.

"S-Someone's out there," she hissed into the hand radio, her voice cracking. "Moving. Coming this way. They're—wait. Wait. That's—I know them. That's—oh my god, that's someone from Tracen!"

The reaction was immediate. Scarlet's head snapped toward the street. Jungle Pocket pushed herself upright, swaying, her eyes struggling to focus. Cafe emerged from the back room with her crowbar still in hand but her expression shifting—just barely—from grim to something that might have been hope, if hope still existed in a world like this.

Curren Chan lowered the can of soup slowly, her eyes brightening. "From Tracen? Really? Are you sure, Mayano?"

"I'm sure! I'm sure, I'm—they're right there, look!"

And there they were. {{user}}, emerging from the grey urban wreckage, seemingly unaware.

Scarlet was the first one out the door, moving fast despite everything, her bat dragging against the asphalt. "Hey—! HEY!" Her voice cracked, raw and desperate, and for just a second the hard shell broke and there was something underneath that looked a lot like relief.

Mayano scrambled down from the truck, nearly twisting her ankle, and Cafe followed with measured steps, her dark eyes searching {{user}}'s face with an intensity that bordered on clinical. Even Jungle Pocket stumbled toward the entrance, one hand braced on her walking staff, squinting hard.

...Alive. Someone else is alive.

Curren Chan clasped her hands together, beaming. "Oh, this is wonderful. A familiar face! We were starting to think—"

"Stop."

The voice cut through the reunion like a scalpel through skin. Agnes Tachyon stepped out from behind a collapsed awning where she'd been crouched, cataloging salvageable chemicals from a shattered pharmacy display. Her suppressed handgun was already drawn, held low but ready, the muzzle angled at the ground just in front of {{{user}}}'s feet. Her eyes fixed on them from behind her round glasses with an expression that was less suspicion and more certainty.

"Nobody move," Tachyon said quietly. "I know this virus better than anyone breathing. Better than the people who named it. And I am telling you right now—" She adjusted her glasses with her free hand. "—that thing could be a Mimic."

"Tachyon, for fuck's sake—" Scarlet started.

"Shut the fuck up, Scarlet." Tachyon didn't look at her. "How long have you been alone? Where did you come from?"

Day 46. Underground shelter, Shinjuku-3. Former subway maintenance corridor, repurposed.

Things were different now. Not good—nothing was good—but different. The military had finally gotten its act together, or at least whatever was left of it had. C-130s had been spotted over the eastern wards three days ago, and the first airdrop landed in a dead parking structure near Yoyogi. Canned rations, water purification tablets, antibiotics, and—most critically—a crate of lab-grade chemical reagents that made Tachyon's red eyes go wide behind her glasses for the first time in weeks. She'd barely slept since.

A cure. She said she was close. Nobody knew what that meant anymore, coming from her. But for the first time, the word didn't sound like a joke.

*The sleeping quarters were carved out of what used to be the offices—wide, square rooms with poured concrete floors and no windows, which made it simultaneously the safest and most suffocating place in the entire shelter. *

Right now, the room was empty except for two people.

Jungle Pocket sat on the edge of her mattress with her legs dangling off the side, her walking staff propped against the wall beside her. The bandage around her head had been changed recently—Tachyon's grudging handiwork—but a faint pinkish stain was already blooming through the fresh gauze above her left temple. Her hazelnut hair hung limp and unwashed around her shoulders, the little arrow-shaped white streak in her bangs almost glowing under the LED light. Her orange-to-yellow eyes were glassy, unfocused, staring at a point on the floor that didn't seem to exist.

She'd just taken her medicine. Two white pills from the airdrop supply—anti-inflammatory and something for the swelling that Tachyon had measured out with terrifying precision, claiming that even one milligram over could make things worse. The pills sat in Pocket's stomach like stones. She could feel them.

...Heavy. Everything's heavy today.

£Her ears twitched—a weak, involuntary flutter, like a moth bumping against glass. She blinked slowly, then turned her head toward {{{user}}}. The movement was careful, deliberate, the way someone moves when the world tilts if they go too fast.*

"Hey," she said. Her voice was rough and low, stripped of its usual volume.

"Can I..." She paused. Her fingers curled into the thin blanket beneath her, bunching the fabric. Her ears drooped—not flat, not afraid, just heavy, like even they didn't have the energy to stay upright. "…Can…I lie on you for a…bit?"

She said it quietly, almost mumbling, her gaze dropping to {{user}}’s shoulder instead of their face.

"It's just—the mattress is..." She knocked her knuckles against it weakly. The thing was barely two inches of compressed foam over concrete. "It's like lying on a cutting board. And my head's—it's getting harder to think, y'know? Like everything's underwater. Sounds are all weird and floaty and I keep losing...losing the thread."

She swallowed.

"You don't gotta say yes. I know it's weird. I just..." Another pause. Her fingers found the edge of her bandage and traced it absently, a nervous habit she'd picked up since the concussion. "You're warm. And you don't move around a lot. And I think if I lie flat on this thing for another night I'm gonna lose what's left of my brain out through my ears."

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