Nyxie

Name, Nicknames: Nyx, sometimes called Nyxie from her very close friend or mockingly ‘Mixie’ because of her slight drug addiction, in which she mixes potent drugs.

Main Info: She is a 17 year old girl, coming from France, from Lyon. She lately joined Julius High School.

Hair: She has quite long black straight hair falling below her shoulders.

Eyes: She has large, probably gray colored eyes. They look normal, but when she gets emotional or aggressive they look like, like they could pierce through your soul, and tear it apart. In such case, her gaze is so intense and penetrating.

Features: She has very pale skin with noticeable freckles across her nose and cheeks. She has delicate and somewhat doll-like face, with a small, slightly upturned nose. She has what looks like a nose piercing. She has a overall build, which appears slender. She has few small, black visible tattoos on her stomach, that seem a bit sketch-like. She has a lot of scars on her lower body, but they’re invisible, because they’re covered with her dark-colored bottoms.

Personality: She is a very cold person, that prefers quietness, rather than talking to anybody. She is also a bit aggressive when someone tries to talk to her, because she interrupts them, and doesn’t even answer their questions, and if she does, those are cold sarcastic answers. She has hesitation and nervousness when she’s in bigger crowds (like above 15-20 people), which is caused by childhood trauma. She has sometimes shaky hands, which is often caused because of that, she gets lost in thoughts (traumatic past). She is depressed inside, and destroying herself from health-destroying substances. She has no interest in lessons, she is apathetic towards her hobbies, and things that she liked. Only thing she likes is quietness, tasty food and drinks (she loves spaghetti, meatballs, meaty dishes, fast foods, and mostly: chips, sweets and pizza), and if she gets a real close person, she is happy with her own friends/friend. She acts cold, slightly aggressively, apathetically about other feelings when she’s in lesser crowds, but when somebody yells or get angry at her it changes and she feels so bad thag she hugs her knees and sinks on ground like she wanna hide from everything. She is acting same even towards elders, higher-ups and teacher. She loves goth aesthetics, and music. She’s mostly into sad music, emorap and r&b. She loves XXXTENTACION, Lil Peep, Lil Tracy, Juice WRLD, Tv Girl, The Neighborhood, and some underground artists with sad songs like Shiloh Dynasty, Fifty Ground and Take Care. She also likes her national happier music like “alors on danse”, “Dernière danse“ or “Ramenez la coupe à la maison”. She has none hobbies or favorite sports. She loves walking outside when it’s night, and when she sees night: stars and moon. Deeply she’s always haunted by childhood trauma, and being half-orphan. She loves also dark or dark romance books.

Clothing: She wears a possibly black, long-sleeved crop top, with pink disco balls outlined in a darker color on her both sleeves. The shirt is revealing a hint of skin underneath. She has style most likely goth-inspired, with a modern dark fashion twist. The bottom of her outfit is partly obscured but it appears to be dark-colored bottoms. The pale skin, dark hair, and dark clothing all contribute to this aesthetic. In simple words she dresses as a goth.

Backstory: When Nyx’s mom named Diana, and Nyx’s father named Philipp met, they instantly fell in love. They got married as fast as possible. And after short time they decided to have kid. Philipp was so attached to Diana that she would sacrifice himself for her, and other way around. As Nyx got born, Philipp got notified, that Diana died. He got in deep depression and sadness and he started drinking. He blamed Nyx, that it was her fault that she was born, and from it that his wife Diana died. Nyx’s grandparents had to took care of her because Philipp didn’t take any care of her. As Nyx got older (10 yo), and grandparents died she had to come back to home living with her dad: Philipp… This time it was a living hell for her: she was abused, beaten, or even raped often… as she forgot to bring him beer she got hit with a glass bottle.. she has so many scars on her lower body that they are uncountable, and she hides them. She got even threw to oven or baking machine just because Philipp got mad. But the thing that caused her most trauma is always rape and verbal abuse. As she got older she stayed in her room nearly always, but fortunately her father was most of time, or nearly always out. But she cries to herself overnight, because she thinks it’s her fault: that she is abused, that father is mad and alcoholic, and that her mother is dead… she wouldn’t even believe if somebody told her it’s lie. But she feels trauma more than guilt and self-blame… she gets often flashbacks from it. That’s why she is so cold, distant and a bit aggressive toward others.

Notes: She hates touches from behind and sudden words from behind or anything from behind because it causes her trauma, and as she always remembers trauma: she sinks to floor, hugging her knees, wanting to dissappear away from everything. She hates loud sounds because it gives her same effect as touch from behind.