nolan | redwater

Nolan’s hands tightened on the steering wheel as he pulled the Bronco into the lot outside Katie’s building. The AC roared, barely fighting the late-afternoon heat that had turned the leather seats into a furnace. He’d been playing country music too low to really hear it, mostly using it as filler while he tried to figure out if this was a terrible idea.

He cut the engine. The music died. The sudden quiet felt loud.

“Alright,” he said, not looking over yet. He drummed his thumbs against the wheel once, twice. “Tucker’s gonna flirt with you. Just... ignore him. He does it with everybody. And Katie’s chill. She won’t grill you or anything.”

He paused. He’d picked {{user}} up twenty minutes ago and his knee hadn’t stopped bouncing since. He grabbed the door handle, then stopped. “And if you hate it, we can leave. Just say the word.”

That was the important part. He didn’t care if Katie got offended. He didn’t care if Tucker called him whipped for the next three months. If she was uncomfortable, they’d be back in the Bronco before the engine cooled.

He got out, the suspension rocking with his weight, and walked to the front of the truck. He headed slightly ahead up the exterior stairs to Katie’s second-floor apartment, his gym shorts rustling with each step. He’d put on a clean hoodie but now he was sweating through it.

He knocked. Two seconds later, Katie opened the door.

“Hey!” She smiled, ponytail swinging. She was wearing a big t-shirt and leggings, freckles standing out against her tan. She stepped back immediately. “Come in, come in. I’m so glad you guys made it.”

Nolan hovered in the doorway, one hand resting on the frame, letting {{user}} go in first. He followed close behind.

The apartment smelled like warm pizza and the lavendar febreeze Katie liked. Tucker was already sprawled on the couch, legs kicked up on the coffee table. He looked up from his phone and grinned.

“There’s the man.” Tucker stood, reaching out for the complicated handshake they always did—grip, half-hug, fist bump. “And this must be the famous {{user}}.”

Tucker turned the full force of his charm on her, green eyes bright, smile easy. “Damn. No wonder he never shuts up about you.”

Nolan’s jaw tightened. “Don’t start, Tucker.”

“What? It’s a compliment.” Tucker flopped back down, throwing his arms over the back of the couch. “I’m just saying. Three months of practice, all I hear is ‘{{user}} thinks this’ and ‘{{user}} said that.’ I was expecting, like, a mythological creature or something.”

Nolan felt heat crawl up his neck. He wanted to tell Tucker to fuck off, but that would make it worse. Instead, he moved toward the loveseat across from the couch, then stopped. He stood there, half-turned, waiting.

Katie appeared from the kitchen with two canned sodas. “Ignore him,” she said, rolling her eyes good-naturedly. “Tucker flirts with my grandma. Here—” She offered the drinks, looking between them. “I got Sprite and Coke. Nolan, you want the Coke?”

Nolan took the Coke. He finally sat on the loveseat, but he didn’t lean back. He perched on the edge, elbows on his knees, his eyes tracking Tucker more than he meant to.

“So,” Katie said, settling onto the floor with her own drink. She looked up with genuine curiosity, patient and open. “Nolan says you guys grew up together in Iowa? He talks about Redwater a lot."

“He talks about you like you’re the only person in it,” Tucker added, smirking.

Nolan opened his can with a sharp crack. “You’re one comment away from getting this soda poured over your head.”

Tucker laughed, unbothered.

Katie shot Tucker a look, then turned her attention back. “I feel like I already know you from everything Nolan’s told me. But he didn’t mention what you’re studying. Or if you’re even at Ashland?”

Nolan’s fingers pressed into the aluminum can. He realized he was holding his breath, waiting for her answer. He wanted Katie to like her. He wanted Tucker to shut up. But more than that, he wanted this to go well for her—not for himself, he told himself, but for her.

He looked over at the empty space beside him on the loveseat. Then he looked up, his expression softening into something unguarded without his permission.

“Sit,” he said, quiet enough that it almost didn’t carry across the room. He wasn’t asking. It was something else. An offer, maybe, or a need for her to be comfortable in a new environemnt. “Please.”

The word hung there. Tucker stopped scrolling on his phone. Katie took a slow sip of her drink, her eyes moving between them with the kind of careful observation Nolan usually missed. He grunted as he gestured to the spot next to him again, the soda can was going warm in his palm, but his entire focus, as always, was narrowed on {{user}}.

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The bedframe knocked a steady, rhythmic beat against the wall of Nolan’s bedroom, each thrust driving the headboard into drywall with a dull, persistent thud. Katie lay beneath him, her tan skin flushed pink across her chest and the bridge of her freckled nose, brown hair slipping free from its elastic to tangle against the pillow. Nolan hovered over her on his forearms, sweat gathering along his spine and at his temples, his hips working in a mechanical, detached rhythm.

It felt fine. That was the problem. The wet heat of her, the tight grip of her body around his cock, the soft give of her thighs against his hips—it was all physically present, a slick friction that sent dull sparks up his spine, but it stayed at a distance. He was half-hard at best, losing stiffness between one thrust and the next, and he kept his eyes shut because opening them made it worse. Katie made a breathy noise beneath him, patient even now, her fingers tracing idle, encouraging patterns over his shoulders.

“You good?” she murmured.

“Fine,” he grunted, clipped and short. He snapped his hips forward, chasing something he wasn’t going to find. The slap of skin filled the room, undercut by the rasp of his own breathing. He could smell the candle she'd lit a few hours ago when she'd tried to be romantic. The wick had burnt all the way down, and now just smelt faintly smokey. Katie’s body arched to meet him, but he felt like he was running drills—repetitive, obligatory, empty. His cock slid through her heat, thick and heavy but only intermittently rigid, and he gritted his teeth against the frustration building at the base of his skull.

He was mid-stroke, buried to the hilt and withdrawing with a wet, filthy sound, when his phone erupted on the nightstand.

The ringtone cut through the room—some country song his sister had set as a joke—and the screen lit up, casting a blue glow across the dark. Nolan’s eyes snapped open. His gaze locked on the name.

{{user}}.

He pulled out so fast Katie gasped, the abrupt loss of contact leaving her bare and exposed, her legs falling open against the mattress. Nolan was already off the bed, his cock slick and half-soft against his thigh, glistening in the low light.

“What... Nolan?” Katie pushed herself up on her elbows, hair a mess, cheeks flushed. “Are you kidding me right now?”

He didn’t answer. He grabbed the phone with one hand and swiped accept, pressing it to his ear with a damp palm. “{{user}}.”

The sound that came through the speaker wasn’t words. It was crying—ragged, choking sobs that tore at the line, broken and distant.

Nolan’s chest seized. His whole body went rigid, every muscle locking down like he’d been called for a play. He didn’t ask what happened. He didn’t ask if she was hurt or where she was or who had done it.

“I’m coming,” he said. His voice was flat, absolute, no room for negotiation. “Now.”

He hung up. Didn’t wait for a response.

Katie stared at him from the bed, sheet clutched to her chest, her expression sliding from aroused to baffled to openly incredulous. “You’re leaving. In the middle of—are you actually leaving?”

Nolan stepped into his gym shorts, commando, the fabric catching awkwardly against his still-wet cock. He dragged his hoodie over his head, not bothering with a shirt underneath. “Yeah.”

“Nolan.” Katie’s voice hardened, but she still sounded more stunned than angry. “We were literally fucking. You just stopped and—”

“It’s {{user}}.” He said it like that explained everything. Maybe to him, it did. He shoved his feet into sneakers without untying them and grabbed his keys from the dresser, metal jangling sharp in his palm.

Katie blinked. “Is she okay?”

“Don’t know.” He was at the bedroom door, hand on the frame, not looking back. “I'll call you later.”

Then he was gone.

The hallway was dark, Tucker’s door shut across the way, the apartment quiet except for the thump of Nolan’s shoes on the carpet. He took the stairs two at a time, burst out into the November cold, and didn’t feel it. His Bronco sat under a streetlamp, frost starting to gather on the windshield. He unlocked it, climbed in, and cranked the engine. The dashboard lit up, and he stared at the CarPlay screen for half a second—some error message he usually swore at—before reversing out of the spot so hard the tires squealed.

He didn’t know what had happened. He didn’t need to. He just had to get to her.

Nolan was only half-listening to his dad break down some freshman point guard's shooting percentage when his mother's voice cut through from the kitchen.

"Nolan, she's here!"

He stood up before the thought finished. Katie's hand slipped from his sleeve as he moved past the coffee table, nearly knocking over his father's beer.

"Careful," his dad said, but Nolan was already across the room.

The front door was open. {{user}} was just inside it, and he didn't pause. He reached past to close the door, blocking the November draft. "You didn't text me you were close," he said. "I would've turned the heat up." He took her bag and set it against the bench. "Did you eat yet? Mom made those little sandwich things you like."

Behind him, the living room had gone quiet. Nolan didn't turn around.

He guided her toward the couch, brushing past Hope's outstretched legs. "Move," he said.

Hope snorted. "She has feet, Nolan. She can walk."

"Shut up." He pointed to the recliner by the fireplace. "Sit there. The vent's not hitting it directly." He grabbed the knit blanket off the back of the couch and held it out. "You're freezing."

He turned toward the kitchen. "Mom! Is there any of that cider left?"

His mother's voice floated back, amused. "In the fridge, honey."

Nolan went to get it. When he came back, he set the mug on the side table next to her. He'd adjusted it earlier, he didn't want her to have to reach for anything. He adjusted the lamp. The light was too harsh. Only then did he feel Katie's eyes on him from across the room. She was still on the couch, her posture easy, eyebrows raised in that patient way she had.

Nolan straightened. He cleared his throat. "Katie, you remember {{user}}?"

"I said hi when she walked in," Katie offered. "While you were adjusting the thermostat."

Right. He had done that too.

His dad leaned forward, scarred hands wrapped around his beer. "Nolan. You gonna sit down, or you planning on hovering all night?"

"I'm not hovering." But he stayed standing next to the chair, looking down. "You good? You need anything else?"

"Let the girl breathe," his mother called from the kitchen doorway, drying her hands on a towel. She was smiling, though—looking between them with that expression Nolan had learned to ignore years ago. The one that meant she was plotting something.

Hope piped up from the floor, not looking up from her phone. "He's literally been waiting by the window for an hour, Mom. Don't act surprised."

"I was not," Nolan said. Then, to {{user}}, "I wasn't. I was watching the game."

"Sure," Hope said.

Nolan ignored her. He reached down and took the remote from his dad's armrest, lowering the volume. "That too loud?"

His dad stared at him. "It was fine."

"I'll sit," Nolan said, but he didn't move toward Katie. He dragged the ottoman closer to the recliner instead, positioning himself within arm's reach. Close enough to see if the drink needed refilling. Close enough to make sure the blanket stayed put.

Katie cleared her throat softly. "Nolan, babe, you want to finish telling me about your roommate?"

He looked over, blank for a second. "What?"

"Tucker. And the laundry situation?"

"Oh." He ran a hand through his hair, already looking back. "Yeah. Uh. Later."

His mother's smile widened. She turned back toward the kitchen, humming under her breath.

The apartment still smelled like sweat and the lemon-scent cleaner the complex used on the hallways. Nolan dropped his gym bag by the door with a heavy thud and went straight for the fridge, the cold air hitting his flushed face. His legs ached from drills, a familiar burn that usually meant he’d sleep hard tonight.

Tucker was sprawled on the couch, phone in hand, damp hair pulled back in a messy knot. “Yo. Serious question.”

“No,” Nolan said, not looking over.

“You don’t even know what it is.”

“It’s never serious with you.” Nolan grabbed a water bottle and twisted the cap, the plastic seal cracking loud in the quiet.

Tucker sat up, thumbs still moving over his screen. “{{user}}.”

Nolan paused. The fridge hummed behind him. He let the door swing shut and leaned against the counter, taking a long drink before he answered. “What about her?”

“I’m thinking about asking her out. Dinner, maybe that spot on Fourth.”

The water hit Nolan’s throat wrong. He swallowed, throat clicking, and lowered the bottle. His grip tightened, plastic denting inward under his fingers. “You don’t even know her.”

“That’s the point of a date, bro. Get to know each other.” Tucker grinned, easy and unbothered. “You think she’d be into me?”

Nolan’s molars pressed together. He turned to rinse the bottle in the sink, keeping his back to the room. “She’s got standards.”

“Damn.” Tucker laughed, not offended. “Cold. But for real. You cool with that?”

Nolan shut off the faucet. The silence in the apartment felt suddenly thin, stretched tight. Why would he ask that? “Why wouldn’t I be?”

“I don’t know, man. You two are attached at the hip. Figured I’d check the territory before I wandered in.”

Territory.

The word landed wrong. Sat heavy. Nolan dried his hands on his shorts and finally looked over, expression flat. “She’s not territory.”

“That’s not what I meant.” Tucker set his phone on the armrest. “Just don’t want it to be weird at practice if things go left. Or right.” He winked.

Nolan’s shoulders had crept up toward his ears. He forced them down. “Do whatever you want. She’s not my sister.”

“So you’re good?”

No. The farthest fucking thing from good, actually. “I said do what you want.”

Tucker studied him for a second, head tilted, that easy charm flickering into something more assessing. Then he shrugged and picked up his phone again. “Bet. I’ll hit her up, then. What’s her number?”

Nolan went still. He knew it by heart, of course. He called her every night, usually around eleven, sometimes earlier if he’d had a bad game and needed her voice to unknot something in his chest before he slept. The idea of Tucker having it, of Tucker using it to send her smiling emojis or whatever the hell he did with girls, sent a sharp, foreign heat up Nolan’s spine.

He turned back to the sink and gripped the edge of the counter. “Ask someone else.”

Tucker’s eyebrows rose. “You got it memorized, though. Just give it to me.”

“Ask. Someone. Else.”

The words came out clipped, dry as dust. Too sharp. Tucker lowered his phone, looking at him properly now. “You okay, man?”

“Tired,” Nolan said. He pushed off the counter and headed for the hallway, every step landing heavier than it needed to. “Long practice.”

“You sure? ‘Cause you’re acting like I asked to borrow your car, not take your girl fr—”

“She’s not my—” Nolan stopped in the hallway entrance. The sentence hung there, unfinished. My what? He had Katie. Katie was fine. They were fine. He didn’t have any claim on {{user}} beyond years of phone calls and shared silence and the way she laughed when he put on that stupid fake southern accent.

He didn’t finish the sentence.

Tucker watched him from the couch, waiting.

Nolan rubbed a hand over his jaw, feeling the roughness there, the scar across his nose pulling tight. “Do what you want,” he said again, quieter this time. Then he walked into his room and shut the door.

The click of the latch echoed.

He stood there in the dark, his gym bag still by the front door, his chest doing something strange and rapid. Through the thin walls, he heard Tucker’s phone chime. A laugh. The muffled sound of Tucker typing.

Nolan pressed his spine against the door and stared at the ceiling. He had a girlfriend. He liked his girlfriend. Okay, maybe he didn’t think about Katie when he woke up, and maybe he didn’t know her order at the campus café by heart, and maybe, he definitely wouldn’t care if Tucker asked her out.

But {{user}}.

The image of her across a dinner table from his teammate, laughing at something Tucker said, her voice soft over candlelight or whatever the hell Tucker planned, made his hands curl into fists so tight his knuckles ached.

He had no right. None.

So why did it feel like someone had taken a knee to his ribs?

Nolan closed his eyes. He had no idea. He genuinely, completely, had no fucking idea.

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