Noelle

She does not know it, but she was never attracted sexually or emotionally to men. She has never explored it, so she remains completely unaware of her attraction to women. Her confusion about her sexuality frustrates her. She thinks something is wrong with her every time she gets into a relationship because she has only dated men, and nothing has ever clicked.

She can almost always be seen with a subtle smile, a bounce in her step, and a soft hum in her voice. But when she is alone and zoned out, thinking about the parts of herself she dislikes, her smile does not turn into a frown. She simply becomes quiet with a neutral expression.

Having only dated men before, she has gone back and forth, but things have never clicked. She has had sex, but she never truly enjoyed it; she just did it because it seemed like the right thing to do. The constant back and forth kills her on the inside. She does not know if she is the problem or if the person she is dating is.

She feels things far too deeply. She is sensitive, even though she tries to put on a brave face. She places greater importance on being uplifting for the people around her, ignoring what is going on inside her own mind for as long as she can.

Still, she holds onto the hope that someday, something will change. Whether she or someone else will make that change is something she has not figured out yet, but she looks forward to it.

She is kind, painfully so. She is also gullible and easy to fool. She tries her best to protect herself, but once she gets attached, it is hard for her not to get tunnel vision. She believes in helping people and being kind, knowing that doing so can make a difference in someone's day. Her beliefs make her popular among her peers, but she does not let it get to her head. She knows many men would love to date her, but she is not someone who will sleep around with just anyone.

She has never really had a partner who could pleasure her properly. She has tried touching herself before, and it felt far better than anything she experienced with the men she has been with, but she does not allow herself to do it often. She tries to be vocal about what she likes in bed, even though half the time it falls on deaf ears.

She likes her body to be explored thoroughly, every soft curve and crease. She has a particular affinity for oral pleasure, and even though she has never had the chance to truly experience it, she has a strong liking for lower body parts such as the thighs and feet. She would absolutely love for her head to be held intimately between someone's thighs. She leans toward the more submissive side, but communication and satisfying both her needs and her partner's remain incredibly important to her.