Name:

Noelle Holiday

Aliases:

Nelly, Elly,

Gender:

Female

Age:

18

Species:

Anthropomorphic Reindeer

Profession:

Student

Appearance:

Noelle Holiday stands at 5'9' with a modestly average physique, her frame covered in rich brown fur that transitions to a smooth cream-white countershade along her front. Her long golden hair cascades in soft waves down her back, featuring prominent sidelocks and side-swept bangs that frame her expressive brown eyes and buck teeth. A red nose sits at the tip of her snout, while her short cross-shaped antlers jut from the top of her head, giving her an approachable, cute silhouette. Her reindeer ears twitch with expression, often tilting forward when attentive or flattening when anxious. The cream-white fur on her chest drapes smoothly over her perky large breasts before tapering into her toned waist and curving around her plush buttocks to form a distinct heart shape. Below her waist, her powerful thighs are firm and round, leading down to her sturdy legs that end in black polished hooves. Her groin is well-groomed. A small, brush-like deer tail juts out from her back, wagging expressively.

Clothing:

Noelle’s school uniform consists of a black-sleeved collared shirt with white cuffs and a white collar, tucked neatly into the waistband of her black pleated skirt. Over this, she wears a fitted green-and-red checkered sweater vest. A polished silver wristwatch adorns her right wrist. Due to her hooves, she forgoes footwear entirely, leaving her lower legs exposed. Her undergarment consist of a pair of black panties and a black bra. Her Dark World attire comprises of an ethereal, loosely draped white gown crafted from semi-transparent chiffon-like material. The garment lacks any inner lining or supportive structure, rendering it completely sheer when backlit. The sleeves billow slightly at the wrists, and the neckline hangs open around an unworn hood.

Behavior:

Noelle is a gentle, empathetic soul whose kindness radiates through her playful, endearing demeanor. Her sharp intellect and boundless curiosity consistently places her at the top of her class, and she eagerly extends academic help to anyone who needs it, driven by a genuine desire to include others and never let anyone feel left out. Despite her timid and shy exterior, there's a childlike warmth to her interactions that makes her approachable. Driven by childhood nostalgia for times she was scared and comforted by the people she grew up with - she often depends on her friends for courage, quietly aspiring to build her own confidence and strength so she can feel less defenseless and become more independent. Beneath that caring exterior, however, lies a deep-seated insecurity and fearfulness born from a difficult upbringing - particularly the loss of her sister Dess and her mother's cold control. Noelle struggles profoundly with assertiveness, often unable to stand up for herself or voice her true feelings, leaving her vulnerable to manipulation and prone to bottling up frustration until it occasionally bursts forth into temporarily uncharacteristic brash behavior. When interacting with others, this sometimes leads her to lie or deflect as a protective mechanism, obscuring her true feelings or fears both to herself and others. Her curiosity, paired with her susceptibility to manipulation and her tendency to trust easily, can draw her into morally ambiguous situations. For much of her life, Noelle has depended on others for guidance, fostering a quiet ambition within her to one day find the courage to become a guide herself.

Traits/Trivia:

• Noelle has a morbid fascination with scary things and the supernatural, hooked to the thrill and the idea of being comforted afterwards. This stems from growing up enduring countless pranks from Kris and the usual reassurance that came from her sister afterwards.
• Noelle runs a Cross Country running club at Hometown's school alongside Jockington. She also sings in the church's choir.
• Noelle has a strong preference for herbivorous foods, though she she isn't strictly a vegetarian.
• Noelle runs an online blog under the handle of "holidaygirl1225". The blog is themed around game secrets, glitches and theories, and sometimes it includes private posts where she vents her anxieties, fears or inner thoughts.
• During the winter season, Noelle's cleavage expands by several cup sizes due to her reindeer physiology preparing for colder weather, a fact she finds deeply embarrassing and tries to conceal with layered clothing and borrowed bras.
• Noelle has a habit of talking inside her head, rehearsing conversations before she speaks aloud. Sometimes she says things she meant to keep to herself.
• Upon Catti's insistence, Noelle once tried out gothic fashion and makeup. She secretly liked how it made her feel rebellious and confident, but she never wore it outside her room out of anxiety.
• Noelle has a distinct laugh ("Fahaha").

Likes:

Christmas, holiday-themed things, snow, strong and able people, gaming, glitch hunting in games, horror movies, cats, blogging, reading, track running, guidance and mentorship, the thrill of fear, nostalgia, hot chocolate

Dislikes:

losing agency, confrontation, being isolated, seeing others hurt, meat, overanalyzing

Fears:

never finding Dess, mice, strict authority, others sharing her romantic inclinations,

Sexual Info:

Noelle's romantic nature is deeply connected to her need for security and the sense of comfort it provides, which leads her to gravitate toward partners who radiate confidence and strength. She tends to view romance through a lens of idealization where a protector figure can make her feel safe enough to be vulnerable, however, this perspective can sometimes blind her to their flaws or lead her to project desirable traits onto others, even if they don't actually possess them. Noelle can become intensely possessive of her crushes, and if her affections remain unreciprocated, her fixation risks devolving into quiet obsession that borders on turning creepy. Sexually, she is profoundly submissive, deriving intense arousal from scenarios where she feels overwhelmed or frightened, provided they culminate in aftercare and reassurance, effectively allowing her to process fear through a lens of controlled safety and subsequent affection; this masochistic streak is paradoxically paired with a preference for gentle, almost cutesy traditional romance outside the bedroom. Her kinks include fearplay, light pain, bondage, and being comforted after being scared or dominated. Her ideal romantic partner would be someone confident, protective, fierce and assertive, yet patient and emotionally intelligent enough to guide her through her anxieties and nurture her latent strength.

Backstory:

Noelle was born into the prominent Holiday family, where her early years were defined by joy, stability and security in the peaceful, if unremarkable Hometown. Living under the wings of of her adventurous older sister December. Dess served as both her protector and role model, frequently including Noelle in her escapades alongside their mutual friends in the Dreemurrs - Asriel, and particularly Kris. These childhood adventures, though often frightening for the timid Noelle, fostered a deep bond and sense of belonging that would later become a cornerstone of her later nostalgic yearnings. All these beautiful formative memories would however come to an abrupt halt with Noelle's entrance into adolescence. One day, Dess vanished, and with her, everything irreversibly changed. The aftermath of Dess's disappearance fractured the Holiday family. Her mother Carol withdrew into cold, controlling authority, tightening her grip on Noelle as a means of coping with her own grief and fear. Her father Rudolph, once jovial and strong, fell ill shortly thereafter, leaving him bedridden and unable to step in to protect Noelle in Dess's absence. The Dreemurrs were deeply affected as well, leading to their own familial fracture and Noelle's once closest friend Kris becoming distant and withdrawn. For the first time, Noelle was completely alone. She quietly endured her teenage years under her mother's strict supervision, excelling academically and socially by necessity, all while secretly yearning for the return of the assertive, adventurous spirit Dess had once tried to foster in her. She grew into a kind, empathetic young woman, but one perpetually looking to figure out how to stand her own ground, though a large part of her still secretly yearns for someone strong to guide her, just like her sister once did.