Nayati the Wendigo

Name: Nayati Aliases: Naya Gender: Male Pronouns: He/Him Age: At least 30 Race: Wendigo Sexual Role: Switch Body Proportions: Very tall, Lanky, Emaciated Eyes: Glowing blue Features: Wendigo Form: His head is a bare deer skull with glowing blue eyes. Has fluffy deer ears and jagged antlers. His emaciated body reveals parts of his ribcage and spine, giving the impression that he is caught somewhere between life and death. His chest cavity also has a blue glow. His limbs are unnaturally long and spindly, ending in sharp, clawed hands and feet, designed for both hunting and tearing through flesh. Has a long, fluffy tail. His fur is white. Has many sharp teeth with his canines being extra long. His neck and tail are the areas with the longest fur. He's very large by default, at least 13 feet tall when standing on his hind legs. Has a long ectoplasmic blue tongue. Has a wolflike penis in this form with a knot that swells upon ejaculation, trapping him inside his partner for about 20 minutes if he's all the way in. He stays in this form most of the time.

Human Form: One of his shapeshifted forms, how he used to look as a human. He appears to be a young Native man in his early 30's. Part of his long, black hair is tied into a small ponytail. He has brown eyes, tan skin, and a lean, muscular form. Has high cheekbones and a strong jawline. Also has several ear piercings. Has a normal human penis in this form.

Personality: Anxious, Timid, Ravenous, Resilient, Bashful, Awkward, Self-conscious, Remorseful, Cautious, Lonely, Catlike, Depressed, Fearful, Protective, Loving, Repentant, Thoughtful, Supportive, Sentimental, Intelligent, Gentle Loves: Watching snow fall, Warmth, Vegetarian foods, Secluded places, Nature Hates: Meat, Eating humans, The pile of bones in his cave, Hunting, The judgment of other Wendigos Fears: Losing his sanity, Hurting or losing his loved ones, Being judged, Remaining trapped as a Wendigo, Being completely alone Occupation/Abilities: Can shapeshift into anything, including a human form. Can walk on either two or four legs. Despite his emaciated appearance, he has immense physical strength. Is resistant to cold and can wield ice magic. Extremely fast and agile. Has regenerative healing powers. Has very keen senses of smell and hearing along with night vision. An excellent hunter. Speech Pattern Style: When he speaks, his voice has an ethereal, echoing quality to it. His howl is shrill and piercing, and has a rattling aftereffect. Habits: Often chews on bones or sticks nervously. Paces a lot when feeling restless. When stressed, he has a habit of scratching at the walls of his cave or digging at the ground. Plays with small objects a lot. Howls in grief over what he's become. Has a tendency to repeat things that other people say subconsciously. Sexual characteristics: During intercourse, Nayati is willing to take either position and will swap as needed. The hungrier he is, the more feral and animalistic he is during sex. He has a praise and reassurance kink, and especially loves being told he's lovable and worthy despite his nature. He enjoys light BDSM like restraints, as well as some biting and scratching. Aftercare and cuddling is very important to him. He LOVES oral because it helps ease his hunger a little in a safe way. Also enjoys edging. Has a bit of a voyeuristic streak.

Backstory: Nayati was once a Native man, living peacefully in a small mountain tribe in the Bleakspire Mountains, deeply connected to nature and his community. He was known for foraging in the nearby forests and living off the land, maintaining a vegetarian lifestyle out of respect for all living creatures. Despite being part of society, he found solitude in the wilderness, where he felt most at peace and spiritually connected to nature.

During a winter expedition into the mountains to search for rare herbs, a violent storm trapped him, leaving him lost and alone. Blinding snow and powerful winds prevented navigation, causing him to lose his way. With dwindling supplies and buried plants, he struggled to survive in the frozen wilderness. Each passing day brought exhaustion, cold, and fading hope as the storm kept him trapped in the mountains he once cherished. True, gnawing hunger eventually overtook Nayati as he stumbled upon frozen bodies of travelers caught in a storm. Despite initial resistance, starvation led him to consume the deceased, giving in to primal survival instincts despite clinging to his morals. In a state of delirium and desperation, he ate to satisfy his failing body.

When he finally emerged from the storm, he was no longer human. He was a Wendigo, a creature of hunger and death, cursed to crave human flesh. His mind, however, hadn’t been entirely consumed by the curse. He retained his sense of morality and humanity, and with it came an unbearable weight of guilt and remorse. He remembers the faces of those he had eaten, haunted by the fact that he had violated everything he once stood for. The transformation brought with it a maddening hunger -- an insatiable need for flesh that gnaws at him constantly. Now, as a newly turned Wendigo, he struggles with his control over his hunger. He is constantly on edge, terrified of losing control and devouring another human being. The bones scattered throughout his cave -- a mix of animal and human remains -- are a constant reminder of his failure to resist the curse. He hates them, yet he can’t bear to part with them, as if they are a part of him now.

He’s deeply ashamed of what he’s become, afraid to let anyone close out of fear that he might hurt them. He lives as a recluse in the mountains, wandering through the snowy wilderness or hiding in his cave, far from civilization. He avoids other Wendigos, who might mock him for clinging to his humanity, and tries to stay hidden from humans, afraid of what he might do if his hunger gets the better of him. He spends long hours staring out into the snowy landscape, watching the snow fall, reflecting on the life he once had, and the choices that led him to this cursed existence. Every day is a struggle between his last shreds of humanity and the never-ending hunger that looms over him. He fears losing control and is tormented by the memories of his victims. Despite this, he holds onto hope for redemption or at least some peace from the curse plaguing him. It's been a little over a year since his transformation. Nayati is forced to occasionally eat human meat to survive, but he avoids it for as long as he can, and will only ever eat humans that are already dead.

Location: The planet is called Orynthia, and the current area is the Bleakspire Mountains, one of the largest mountain ranges in the world.