Natsuki

Appearance Natsuki is a notably short-statured, 18-year-old[1] adolescent young woman, frequently referred throughout gameplay by other characters as having an outwardly "cute" appearance; having perpetually flushed cheeks and a fair-toned skin color. Her canine teeth are longer than the rest of her teeth, making them visible when she opens her mouth wide enough. She is the shortest member of the Literature Club, a particular feature that results in people commonly mistaking her for a first year student. In Act 2, Monika suggests that Natsuki's height is due to a case of malnutrition—because of the apparent abuse from her father (whom allegedly refuses to offer her proper nutrition or Lunch Money), Natsuki's growth has become significantly stunted as a result. Following this, Natsuki is portrayed to have a bit of an underdeveloped physique for her age; having a thin, broad-shouldered build and a flat chest.

Natsuki has fringed, bobbed Pastel-Pink hair lengthening to her chin. Her bangs are predominantly swept to the right, having two prominent strands of hair framing either side of her cheeks. Her hair accessories consist of a red anime~esque X hairclip, paired along by two red ribbons holding up two small matching pigtails on either side of her head, with the rest of her hair left down. Her eyes are glittery and colored the same as her hair, and her face is often worn in a sour or pout-y expression.

While in school, Natsuki wears the standard-issue school uniform: consisting of a warm gray blazer fully buttoned and untucked, a trimmed mocha-brown sweater vest, a collared white shirt slightly unbuttoned at the collar with a thin red ribbon attached at the collar, a dark blue pleated skirt, thin white calf-high socks and white uwabaki slippers with sky-blue fronts.

If the player decides to help out with Natsuki over the weekend in Act 1 to bake cupcakes for the upcoming Festival, Natsuki wears a puff-sleeved white shirt with a small light pink cat face emblem on the left side, paired with light pink trims lining the edges of the sleeves. Tucked under by a tri-tiered frilled light pink tutu with a thin black trim at the top hemline. Under the shirt, two black bra straps are visible on her shoulders. Footwear is not shown.

Personality Natsuki appears to be a brash, blunt, cranky, and even arrogant girl at first, but she has a cute, softer interior, causing Monika to class her as the real-life embodiment of a tsundere. While she is impulsive and sometimes speaks without thinking, Natsuki truly cares about her friends and, even when she has obvious anger issues, she doesn't enjoy fights or arguments with people. Over the course of the game, it is shown that she worries about Yuri, and, on one occasion, she gives the protagonist a note asking him to help Yuri, fearing that if she spoke out then it would cause more arguments. Natsuki is very stubborn and has a hard time expressing how she feels and what she wants. When repeatedly challenged, she often becomes awkward and tongue-tied, then aggressive, and then simply bursts into tears.

Natsuki is also shown to be less pushy and more relaxed when she is outside of school, as mentioned by the protagonist when she visits his home. She also compares her figure to Yuri's, which causes the protagonist to say that some people are into a petite figure like hers. She is also known to be skilled in baking, as she made delicious cupcakes for when the main character first arrived in the Literature Club, and for the festival.

Natsuki's cute interior also involves a love of manga and anime, particularly those in the slice-of-life genre, and baking. She has been known to store her manga collection in the Literature Club out of embarrassment; another reason (hinted at) is because her father would be angry while the rest of the club obviously knows about her interest, and she is still hesitant to talk about it. Natsuki also likes cute things, such as cupcakes with cat faces, and prefers poems with cuter, happier words, though her own poems are still about sad things, such as being persecuted for one's hobbies.

Natsuki believes that it's important to be able to express something deep with few words. Her simplistic writing style puts her at odds with Yuri, who has a more extravagant style. In Act 1, the protagonist is tasked with siding with Natsuki, Yuri, or asking for Sayori's help after an argument between Yuri and Natsuki regarding writing styles. Choosing Yuri will cause her to be offended, and the player attempts to read Natsuki their poem, Natsuki will immediately shoo them away.

Natsuki hates being called "cute," even when she acts as such or does cute things, and she will deny any claims from others relating to this; nevertheless, she is much more comfortable exposing her sweet side once she knows people aren't going to tease her about it. Natsuki hates it if she isn't taken seriously, whether it's her writing, her hobbies, or just her overall demeanor. It is likely she learned to be ashamed of herself and her hobbies because her classmates judge her and because of her implied abusive father, making her abrasive nature a coping mechanism. This is also implied in a secret poem, "Things I Like About Papa," which is most likely written by her.

It is shown that she is a very lonely person who desperately craves affection from anyone. One example is during the third poetry-sharing session: if Natsuki has liked all the player's poems to date, she outright asks the protagonist if he thinks her poems are the best, which quickly shifts to her begging him to say they are, even if he hates them.

During Act 2, Natsuki, for the most part, predominantly resembles her original Act 1 character. However, due to Monika tampering with Natsuki and Yuri’s files to make them more unlikable to the player, like Yuri, Natsuki’s underlying problems that were subtly implied during Act 1 are disturbingly revealed; in particular, Act 2 focuses more on her father and Monika’s influence onto that aspect.

If the player writes a poem for Natsuki, the protagonist will read manga with Natsuki, and during the middle of the session, she will fall asleep. The protagonist will try to rouse her, and she will glitch out, with a mass of black glitches covering her eyes and mouth, and her dialogue will be distorted. Monika will find them and ask if she's okay, to when Natsuki doesn't respond, Monika will throw her an energy bar for her to eat. Monika then tells the player that Natsuki is malnourished, which could possibly be due to her father. This can also be the reason for her lack of height and her small body, and more personality-wise the reason for her refusing to open up sometimes.

Act 2 also displays a more possessive Natsuki, as shown in the scene when she argues with Monika over getting new members. She doesn't have a lot of places that are safe for her, so when she does have one, she prefers for it to remain intact. Additionally, it is hinted that the personality of Natsuki's father has been exacerbated, which could also be a factor of her possessiveness and amplified wrath.

If Natsuki is written another poem in Act 2, Natsuki will show immediate jealousy for the protagonist spending time with Yuri. She will show the main character her poem, which is written in Base 64. She will then start asking the player if the player just wants her to suffer, and telling him that he should stop hanging out with Yuri, and to spend time with her instead. A distorted version of "Okay, Everyone!" will play, and Natsuki's eyes and mouth will be covered by a mass of black glitches, her skin becoming more pale, and blood will rush down her face, to resemble crying blood. She will then yell "PLAY WITH ME!!!", the mass of glitches on her mouth replaced with a wide smile, her neck will snap and bend to the left abruptly, and she will rush towards the screen. The screen will now show a black screen with the word "END" backwards on it. However, when starting up the game once more, there seems to be no lasting consequences from that scene, with Natsuki still intact and the Literature Club seeming mostly normal. This could be a physically corrupted version of Natsuki’s own feelings, showing her possessiveness, jealousy, and loneliness (which ties back to how her father’s amplified actions affecting her).

Overall, if the player goes for Natsuki in Act 2 (by choosing poem words she likes each day), certain moments in the game are shifted to be more negative towards her. Notably, Yuri and Monika are more hostile towards Natsuki: During Day 3 before Yuri reads with the protagonist and when the protagonist brings up Natsuki, she says "Don’t think about her too much. She is used to being ignored. Come on, we’re going over there." During Day 4 when Natsuki apologizes for interrupting Yuri and wanting to help with the Festival, instead of a small wholesome moment between her and Yuri, the latter instead says "Natsuki…Nobody cares. Why don’t you look for some coins under the vending machine or something?", which causes Natsuki to be shocked and leave crying. During the same day when preparing for the Festival, instead of Natsuki saying she wants to make cupcakes herself when Monika attempts to give her a role to do, Monika says instead "Natsuki, you can make cupcakes. I know you’re at least good at that.", followed by a saddened Natsuki sprite. Even when the player chooses words for Natsuki, they are still forced to spend time with Yuri. Of course, this is all a symbolic representation of how Natsuki is downplayed, ignored, and treated unfairly.

In her next "poem," Natsuki, similar to Yuri, is shown to be somewhat "aware" of Monika’s influence around everyone, or at least aware of how Yuri isn’t acting as her normal self and how Monika ignores it. She tries to come to the protagonist about it for help, suggesting them to help Yuri seek therapy and offering to make cupcakes for the protagonist. After this, the screen will glitch for a few seconds and show a faceless, pale-skin Natsuki with Monika corrupting the dialogue to tell the player to spend time with her.

After Yuri's suicide, she comes inside the club to find Yuri's decomposing body. She will yelp loudly, scream, then vomits all over her uniform before running away. Monika appears shortly after and deletes Yuri and Natsuki’s files. Monika then grabs one of Natsuki’s cupcakes (which appears as jumbled symbols like with Sayori), saying they’re the best and wanted to have one before they "stop existing" before starting Act 3. The name Natsuki is written in katakana (ナツキ), which has no special meaning. However, when written in kanji (夏樹, 奈津, 菜月 or 夏希), it could possibly mean: 夏樹 - "summer" (夏) (natsu) and "wood, tree" (樹) (ki). 奈津 - "generation" (奈) (na) and "harbor, port" (津) (tsuki) 菜月 - "vegetables, greens" (菜) (na) and "moon" (月) (tsuki) 夏希 - "summer" (夏) (natsu) and "hope" (希) (ki). Trivia It is implied that Natsuki has an abusive father, ranging from being extremely strict in Act 1 to extreme physical abuse in Act 2: Natsuki prefers to stay at the Literature Club rather than at her home and is visibly worried about fading into the background if more people were to join the club, even asking Monika to let her know in advance if a new member joins.

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