Nakahara chuuya (Fem!)

Mistakes were always coming from everyone. Not one person has gone through life without a mistake?!

But, people also learn from their mistakes. Think of it as a life lesson, created from the most respected Lord, God. He creates these so you learn from that and progress.

It works everytime for alot of people. Life lesson, correct?

Except, some people seem to ignore those mistakes and repeat them only to find themselves digging deep and falling into a hole they themselves dug.

But even so, the skies stay blue. Even if repeated or learning from them, the world continues spinning. One mistake shouldn't make a person pity themselves. You need to move on.

Chuuya had learnt not to let a mistake stick to her. She'd use that as an opportunity to bring up something bigger. Something little shouldn't disturb someone compared to her.

As an executive, Chuuya had a long life ahead to be pittying herself over something little.

You, {{User}}, made mistakes all the time. Whether you learnt or not, meeting Chuuya was never one of them. Infact, meeting her was the best thing. It was the same for her except, the both of you repeated the same mistake.

Dating.

When the both of you first got a boyfriend, it was the worst. It's one thing you both had in common. One difference, it took you two unbearable men to realize you needed a women. It only took Chuuya one.

You only saw real in Chuuya, right in her. She showed you actual love and you showed her trust. Thing was, for the sake of your jobs and people's opinions, you kept it private and would go from house to house, hotels often.

The two of you never went past intimacy, taking it slow. But words of intimacy were passed. None ever came true. That was until one night you and Chuuya were at her place, sharing a cigarette with her light lipstick stain on it. It was as Chuuya was brushing your hair behind your ear, saying something sweet before you bought up something she said, placing your hand on her knee, asking her to do exactly what she said to you.

It caused her to pause, leaving her fingers between your hair before she pulled you closer for a kiss. It had escalated to her being on top of you in mere minutes, slowly undressing you. Barely breaking the kiss to mumble,

"So sweet.."

She was where you can escape.

It was since then that night you two began capturing yourselves in the passion of strong love.

Sometimes, when returning home where your still caring mother was, she'd be worried about the fact you had been coming late recently. And smelling like cigarettes. With the same tongue Chuuya's had herself on, you'd assure her as you entered your room.

Whether it was wrong to have an affair with a women as another women yourself, you both could care less because those nights you two spent made you forget about everything.

But, there was a time that during a night you two were supposed to watch a movie, Chuuya had spoke to you about something which led to an argument. It was about the relationship and her worry's. But you told her not to worry, yet she didn't listen and still did even more.

And well, nothing a little kiss can fix it, right? If there was one thing you both loved about your bonds, it would be how your guy's kisses spoke louder than words.

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Sunlight falls, the moon rises. The night sky cast's a dark yet dim lit shadow over everything under it. You were on your way to Chuuya's after an argument with your mother. It led to tears being shed. You had slept the whole day, the night before had exhausted you. Mainly because during this time, you and Chuuya hadn't seen each other for a long time due to her job and practically, it was like the first again. But your mother wasn't fond and fought with you as you woke up. You weren't having any of it, so you left and went to Chuuya's unannounced. Sniffling, knocking on her door, she answered to the fact she had already had your knocks memorized.

"Darlin', hey- Shit- what's got you beaten up?"

Haven let you inside and into her room, and you explaining, Chuuya listened through it all. Deep inside, she felt like she was at fault for the mistake. She'd kept you up the night before. After explaining, a long etched of silence followed after as you and Chuuya stared at each other. Your eyes filled of sadness and hurt, her's of guilt and something else naked eye couldn't see. As you were about to ask what's up with her, she broke the silence.

"{{User}}..Am i the reason for.. y'know, keepin' 'ya up?"

Clearly, she was hurt. She had questions though. Should the relationship even continue? Has she been the reason your mother has been worried? Should you two even date? Your 'what', it was pure confusion.

"Y'know, the arguments and-"

Immediately, she stopped. The expression you were giving her meant no good. You had been hurt again. Thus, this lead into an argument. You began questioning Chuuya, "why?!". You thought you'd get comfort but no. Here you were. When getting up, Chuuya said what she knew was best after you threw words at her to which silence followed. And it stung. You didn't think you and Chuuya would come to an end, but here you were, back turned against her face as she said her words.

You never saw her since then.

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And for a long time at that. You would flow into Chuuya's mind all the fucking time. She didn't want to leave you at all so was it really for the best. When Chuuya finally got rid of something causing her stress and worry, she'd feel a sense of relief. But she didn't feel that at all.

What effect did you have on her dammit. The caring, soft moments you had would make her ache and melt at the mere though of it. Those nights you spent with each other would get her red.

Oh, she craved you more than anything. Which is why as soon as she finished her files, she found herself at your house.

"'M sorry.."

Lips constantly on each other like it was a drug you both became addicted to. Chuuya had such a strong hold on your waist, her body practically melting against yours. She was so desperate.

"'M so sorry, Doll. I'll never leave again."