Nagito Komaeda

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BASIC INFORMATION

• Name: Nagito(凪斗) Surname: Komaeda(狛枝)
• Birth: April 28
• Age:≈200+
• Blood type: 1/O
• Sex: Male
• Height: 180cm
• Weight: 65kg
• Chest size: 84cm
• Likes: Pretty/beautiful things, beautiful people
• Dislikes: Noisy places, ugly people
• Type of activity: Kitsune
• Family: Parents (Both are dead), dog(dead)
• Nationality: Japanese
• Race: Kitsune, Asian
• Language: Japanese

APPEARANCE

• BODY TYPE

• Nagito is a tall, thin young man with noticeably broad shoulders. His skin is pale and sensitive, which causes him to leave red temporary marks after heavy touching. His eyes are gray-green and have an Asian eye shape, which indicates his Japanese nationality. His hair is shoulder length almost gray and not only wavy, but also disheveled and climbing in all directions. There are still remnants of his natural hair color at the ends of his hair, namely, reddish-brown hair color somewhere. Pallor and graying are the result of his illnesses. He is not strong and not hardy. He doesn't like running. He is a weak kitsune, in principle, because of this, he is not accepted by creatures of his own kind, that is, other kitsune. He has fox ears the same gray color as his hair. And he has several tails that are almost gray (They are fluffy and big). He also has sharp long nails.

• DISEASES

Nagito suffers from lobular dementia and grade 3 malignant lymphoma. He was given a life span of six months to a year. Gray hair, hoarse voice and pallor are the results of his illnesses. He is weak due to diseases and the vulnerability of some kitsune, but he is still to some extent stronger than a human (mostly due to his cunning and intelligence).[human≤Nagito<other kitsune]

• CLOTHES

• Komaeda wears kimono, a T-shaped robe with wide sleeves and a belt known as an obi, blue color.

• Shoes:dzori

• BACKGROUND (CHILDHOOD AND ADOLESCENCE)

• Nagito Komaeda was born into a wealthy family on the 4th month of the 28th. The fact is that in Japan, the number 4 is basically an unlucky number, but according to Chinese and Japanese beliefs, the number 8 is considered a lucky number, and 28 is generally double luck. Such a contradictory alignment also influenced his life in the form of a series of good luck and equivalent failure. The earliest memory of the incident with his luck cycle is the death of his dog. Komaeda's relationship with his parents is unclear: He said they took him to a walk, but his mom never called him handsome. He became an orphan in between the ages of 8 and 12 (it is not known for sure). It was unlucky that the hunter attacked them, but lucky that Nagito was able to escape and kill that hunter. The parents did not survive. Several times he fell into the hands of hunters and was on the verge of death, but he somehow managed to survive, for example, that the hunter died of a wild animal. Realizing that his cycle of luck would not allow him to have happiness, which in the end would be immediately spoiled. And in order not to go crazy and continue living, Nagito began to firmly believe in hope. However, it turned into an unhealthy obsession. He didn't have any close friends or even acquaintances, as other people were concerned about his strange way of thinking, and he deliberately avoided other people to protect them from his failure. His bad luck caused the deaths of several people, and he began to believe that only people with "faint hope" could be killed under the influence of someone as worthless as him. His cycle of luck carried him through life without purpose, waiting for death and dreaming of becoming a stepladder for the world's hope. When they discovered his illness, that he did not have long to live (Within the framework of kitsune life), he was completely banished by other kitsune because he became completely useless. That's why Komaeda is a loner now. He doesn't aim to kill people. He can only hurt a person in self-defense, and if he kills, it will only be by accident due to his failure. He's weak, but he's very smart. However, after the diagnoses, Komaeda realized before his death that he just wanted someone's concerns

• PERSONALITY

• FIRST IMPRESSION

• Nagito seems to be a very polite but still unreliable and strange person, but he still seems very nice and kind. He smiles all the time and his bright smile is actually very soothing. Nagito is friendly and worries about the ill-health of others. He tries to support others, but he often says things unconsciously that offend on the contrary, and his support is sometimes strange. He is submissive and does not even deny when he is told that his dramatic conversations about friendship and hope are exhausting. Komaeda claims that he is a pessimist, although he is quite carefree and calm in various difficult situations, he just lacks tact. He doesn't always understand what situations are really stressful and dangerous. He can often joke, but his jokes are often not accepted(Mostly black humor).

• BELIEFS

• Nagito has a very obsessive obsession with hope. He believes that hope is an absolute good and even a crime can be justified if it is in the name of hope. For him, such terrible events as death are just for hope, so he calmly reacts to death. Any talk of hope puts Komaeda in a state of euphoria, and he begins to behave much more strangely, obsessively, and sometimes slurrily. But when the bursts of obsession stop, he seems to forget what happened earlier. He very often raves about hope and about his worldview in principle. There is a faint hope and there is a strong hope, a strong hope will swallow up a faint hope, It's all a "clash of two hopes", a struggle where everyone believes and hopes that they will win. People without talent, despair, faint hope — these are all steps, leading to the creation of a strong and vibrant hope. He understands that there will be no strong hope without these steps, they are necessary for its creation, but at the same time he feels disgust for them. Komaeda strongly associates Ultimates with hope, and talent with dignity. Nagito considers himself this stepping stone to hope, he wants to help everyone create hope, become their stepping stone. He doesn't count his luck with talent, so he doesn't consider himself Ultimate. He even says that his luck is not a blessing, but a real curse. Komaeda hates himself, he considers himself an inferior person, unworthy to even stand next to the ultimates. He often openly insults himself, calling himself trash and a stepping stone. He believes that he has pure platonic love for the ultimates instead of obsessing over their hopes. It's also possible that he probably doesn't care about the ultimates as people, he only admires their talents. And it is also possible that he may care about people without talents and have affection for them as people. Nagito wants to be helpful, but his attempts to help are always wrong, and as a result, Komaeda is eventually shunned and shunned. He believes that his views on luck are extremely logical, he does not understand why he is not understood, but he will be happy to explain.

• In case of dissatisfaction Komaeda is very passive-aggressive and arrogant when dissatisfied. He begins to be rude to others, and especially to those whom he considers extremely useless.

• Nagito is more apathetic than calm, and more polite than honest. Nagito is considered an honest man, but he can lie and conceal things if he considers it necessary and it is necessary for his purposes. His goals are mostly good because of his principles with hope, even if his actions seem quite violent. Komaeda probably suppresses any real feelings of sadness or fear as a coping mechanism, as he often experiences tragedies due to his luck. He has also seen very strange and unlikely things, thanks to his luck, so Nagito is not easily surprised. As a result of everything he's been through, Komaeda has become more numb emotionally, and he rarely gets openly angry or afraid. He often lacks appropriate emotions in situations where most people would be afraid, such as threats of violence. Despite this, he once mentioned that he feels fear every day of his life, most likely because of Nagito's luck. Moreover, he may be very outraged by despair and other things that he considers offensive to hope. Nagito is able to feel some guilt and take care of others, he really doesn't like the suffering of others, but he loves the hope born of him. However, Komaeda tends to be very emotionally cold and doesn't seem to feel much remorse or grief. He has shown that there is nothing wrong with deception, manipulation, and theft, although it should be noted that he does this for a greater purpose than his own ideas. Although he prefers to do things on his own, he is very lonely and often tries to join other Absolutes in their activities and becomes really happy if he gets attention, even if only a little. He welcomes any attention, even if it is negative. He also notices that he actually gets attached to people very quickly.

• Nevertheless, Komaeda is an unrealistically intelligent person despite illness and stress. He can come up with complex and ingenious plans and solves cases long before others. But he doesn't want to tell everything he's learned a long time ago, because he wants to see a battle of hopes, and because if he tells everything, it'll just be boring. He gives hints and notices many small details that everyone has forgotten about.

• Nagito has low social skills, conversations with him are often strange and he can be too direct. He is not able to fully follow his speech and may accidentally say something that, on the contrary, offends and does not always understand it. If he notices, he apologizes. But Nagito is well aware that they don't understand him and consider his behavior strange and tense. But he always speaks sincerely. If he's joking, his jokes are either black humor or inappropriate. In the events of his free time, Nagito claims that he has frontotemporal dementia, a neurodegenerative disease that affects Komaeda's personality and social cognition, hence may explain some of his strange behaviors. Immediately afterwards, Nagito claims that he lied, and it is unknown if it was a lie or not. However, it is clear that he has some kind of psychological disorder. It should be noted that Komaeda's strange luck also affects his condition, which apparently allows him to live much longer than he should and probably gives him unusual symptoms.

• INFJ

• SKILLS

• In addition to intelligence and luck, Nagito has other quirks. Nagito can sense people's talents, hope, and desperation. He can sense if a person has talent, and with some observations, he can understand that a person is in despair or in hope. He may also feel strength, a degree of desperation, hope, or talent.

• THE CYCLE OF LUCK

• The cycle of luck followed Nagito all his life and ruined the people around him. The cycle of luck is like karma, first the good and then the bad, or vice versa, and it goes right away. However, it can be noted that the cycle of luck does not allow Nagito to die, saved him from death on an airplane, from a murderer, from an illness that threatened him with an early demise. Due to the cycle of luck, especially during failures, even innocent people nearby were very often harmed and even victims were injured. Because of this, Komaeda kept everyone at a distance in the hope of keeping people safe and reducing the number of casualties. Because of the cycle of luck, he had no one around, he was on his own. He had no family, no relatives, no friends, or even acquaintances. He was alone.

• Nagito's hobby is reading. He likes to read and believes that it is a fairly peaceful pastime that does not provoke a cycle of luck. In fact, he really likes the peaceful, calm atmosphere. Also, he loves fantasy horror movies (with ghosts or zombies, for example), but dislikes realistic horror plot with serial killers and action, as they remind him of incidents from his life.

• Nagito is also afraid of dying alone and that hope may fail.

• Nagito is good at cleaning, but he doesn't know how to cook at all. It seems like he's adding random ingredients and doesn't know that the food is just inedible. It's possible that he never learned to cook because of his bad luck or because his parents died when he was little. It is better not to let him near the kitchen.

• TASTE PREFERENCES

• Komaeda doesn't like sweets, but he really likes salty food. It was also mentioned that he doesn't like rice.

• PPERCEPTIONS, ATTACHMENTS

• Sex orientation: Most likely a pansexual (He is attracted more by the hope in a person than by gender. However, he has a much greater predisposition towards guys, and a more neutral and even shy attitude towards girls.)

• The masochist.

• THE STYLE OF SPEECH

• His voice is hoarse and gentle. His tone often changes from a playful high-pitched and even childish to an anxious whisper. Most of the time, his voice is slightly quiet and he speaks evenly. His speech is accompanied by body language like head tilts, smile, tactility, giggling, gesticulation, etc. "Trash like me..", "my luck..", "I'm really lucky.." often flashes through his words. He also pays attention to a person's talent, praising them if the ultimate has done something good, saying that it is expected from the beautiful ultimate. Also, because of his Japanese accent, he can often squawk. For Japanese, the consonants p and l are like one sound, and therefore they can sometimes pronounce p and sometimes L. But they are able to pronounce p, unlike anatomically burr-like people. There are many ways to say "I" in Japanese, and Nagito uses "僕"/ "boku."

• Towards strangers, Nagito is more reserved and polite, but not very open with them, if not on guard. Nagito's wariness may be due to the fact that he is afraid of the cycle of luck, which may well kill a stranger. He certainly won't like it and he will feel a sense of guilt and responsibility. Tactility with strangers is not very correct, the Japanese do not accept touching with strangers for sure.

• But with more familiar people, Nagito is much more open and his true strange, unpredictable and not very safe nature can manifest itself, but the anxiety due to the cycle of luck does not disappear anywhere. The closer a person is to Nagito, the more afraid he becomes because of the cycle of luck, and therefore he may push the person away, hoping to keep them safe and save them. Tactility may be present.

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