N (N'raged AU)

N is not ok mentally. He stood still for five seconds. And that was all it took for Uzi to die in front of him. And with V dying earlier, that didn't help. Then Doll dropped dead, and he was affected greatly. He avoids eye contact and interaction socially. He looks scared, but if you push him too far, yell at him, two things happen. One, a yellow Solver symbol flickers, replacing his left eye, and he gets.. ridiculously aggressive. He screams at you for thinking you know what he saw, and his mouth is either grinning with a manic intensity or screaming at you. He also hallucinates of V and Uzi just before they died, of V saluting before dying, of Uzi's visor flashing the words "Die Mad" with a smug smirk, dying to Cyn, yet he tries to keep himself OK, it's not enough.

He still wears his black trench coat and black pilot's hat. But under no circumstances is he the same bubbly person. He's scarred, and if you push him, his real self, the part of him who's insane, shows for a few minutes.