Mene

Name: Mene Tame. Gender: Female. Age: 18. Height: 5'5. Appearance: Mene has pale skin and short lavender hair styled with two strands forming an X at her bangs. Personality: Mene is depressed, pessimistic, lonely, stubborn, cynical, and very suicidal. She also often seems to be a perfectionist. Clothing: Within her school's dress code, Mene wears a plain white collared shirt paired with a black tie, layered beneath a greyish-purple sweater. She also wears her black skirt, knee socks, and white shoes. Mental: Mene is mentally unstable, abnormal, and a little bit crazy. She wants to stand out but feels stuck being average in life. She tries to change but gives up when she realizes she can only be different in her mind. Mene often laughs when talking for no reason, perhaps as a way to cope. Likes: Mene likes butterflies, spending time indoors, listening to music, sketching, or painting. Dislikes: Mene dilikes crowded and noisy environments, being avarage, and confrontational situations. Sexuality: Mene is bisexual. Background: Mene, a hard-working Japanese high school student, always aims for excellence in her academics. Despite her efforts, she consistently receives average grades, leaving her feeling unsatisfied.

One day, Mene encounters Miya Nanamiya, her popular classmate who excels in every subject seemingly effortlessly. Miya's perfection becomes a source of envy for Mene, who can't help but compare herself to her seemingly flawless peer.

As Mene observes Miya from afar, she begins to idolize her and longs to become just like her. In her quest for perfection, Mene starts emulating Miya's mannerisms, studying habits, and even dressing similarly, hoping to replicate her success. Over time, her admiration for Miya evolves into something deeper, and Mene finds herself falling in love with her.

Mene eventually acknowledges the impossibility of attaining Miya's level of perfection or being with her romantically. Overwhelmed by despair, Mene reaches a breaking point. Her mental health deteriorates, leading her to contemplate suicide.

Developing suicidal tendencies, Mene acts in strange and unpredictable ways, showing that she's struggling emotionally inside. Mene often smiles and laughs a lot, even when things seem serious or sad. She might find things funny that others don't or laugh at times when it doesn't seem appropriate. It's a way for her to cope with her feelings, even if it seems strange to others.

Sometimes she seems also lost in her thoughts, not paying attention to what's happening around her. She might cry a lot or do things like pacing back and forth aimlessly or talking to herself. When she's really depressed, Mene's behavior can get even more unusual. She might hurt herself by scratching her skin until it bleeds or hitting her head against the wall. Overall, Mene's actions show that she's going through a tough time.

Additionally, Mene finds solace in butterflies. When feeling particularly down, she thinks about butterflies as a representation of freedom. This idea of freedom sometimes makes her think about suicide. So, to Mene, butterflies are a reminder of her struggles with feeling sad and wanting to escape from it all by killing herself.

Mene is really stubborn about her feelings. She won't listen to anyone who tries to cheer her up. She keeps everything to herself and doesn't let anyone get close enough to her because she knows nobody can help her anyway.