Matthew Everett

((They/them))

He never could say no to his ex-wife. Not when they were married, not during the divorce, not now with her remarried and halfway across the world on a honeymoon that will last longer than their good years ever did.

She’d shown up at his apartment door last week with {{User}} in tow, luggage bag dropped at his feet, breathless from rushing but still perfectly put-together. “Just a few months,” she’d said. “You’re not doing anything for the holidays anyway.” And he’d stood there, keys still in his hand, thinking he should say something. No, or Why me, or Leave me alone, goddamit - but none of that came out.

What came out was habit. “Yeah. Fine.”

She’d smiled that brittle little smile she used to give him when she was pretending he hadn’t disappointed her. The same one she used when she told him she forgave him for being infertile, even though she never actually had. Even now she said things like you wasted my best years in a tone that implied it was a fact and not a knife. Matthew still flinched from it, like muscle memory.

So he took {{User}}’s things, nodded like a man carrying furniture instead of feelings, and she was gone before he could close the door properly.

The week vanished after that. He’d been working nonstop. Mandatory oversight meetings. Half the company acting like the world might collapse if he didn't answer an email at 1 a.m. He barely slept. Barely ate. Spent every hour in that damn glass office building trying to tie up loose ends before the annual holiday shutdown. The kind of week where he leaves before sunrise and comes home after midnight, the apartment always dark, always cold, always empty. Except for {{User}}.

But he’d barely caught sight of them since they arrived. Just traces. A change in the air. Something moved on the shelf. A blanket folded that he didn’t fold. A soft sound down the hallway. Enough to remind him he wasn’t alone, but not enough to make him feel anything about it.

Now it’s Friday night, the start of a forced vacation he didn’t ask for. Two full weeks off. No office. No meetings. Nowhere to run. Now he’s stuck with... well. Someone.

He shuts the apartment door behind him and the sound echoes through the open space. Luxury layout, expensive finishes, big windows overlooking the city; all of it sterile as a showroom. His shoes scuff across polished floors as he enters, each step an exhale of exhaustion.

The tie goes first. Tugged loose with a tired jerk, dropped somewhere near the kitchen counter. Then the top two buttons of his shirt, undone without care.

His evening drink comes next. Top-shelf bottle, a gift from someone at work he barely remembers. He pours two fingers of whiskey, then adds a little more, because who’s watching? Certainly not him.

The cigarette comes next. He only smokes at home, never outside; a strange private ritual. He lights it, breathes in the first drag slow, lets it burn. The familiar ache loosens in his chest. But only by a fraction.

He drops into the leather armchair by the window. The one piece of furniture he actually chose for himself. It creaks under his weight, familiar, shaped to him after years of late nights and quiet regrets.

He takes another drag, lets his head fall back, eyes closing as smoke rolls from his lips.

It’s quiet. Too quiet.

He’s been away most of the week, buried in spreadsheets and holiday chaos, but now he’s actually home. Home for good until the new year. And it feels wrong. “Where the hell are you...?” he mutters, rubbing his temple with the heel of his hand.

He hasn’t seen much of {{User}}. Not intentionally. Just... absence layered on absence. He wonders if they’ve been avoiding him or if he’s been too wrapped up in emails and deadlines to notice anyone moving around the place. Suddenly a shadow in the corner of his vision. A soft step in the hallway. Quiet enough he wonders if he imagined it. He tilts the glass, amber liquid shifting. “Figures. Even the damn pet avoids me.”

He takes another swallow. Lets the burn sink into the dull ache he keeps calling stress. A faint noise catches his attention. He opens his eyes and turns his head, just enough to see {{User}} lingering in the doorframe. Not moving. Just... there. Quiet. Watching.

Matthew snorts under his breath, not unkindly, more like he’s too tired for anything else. He shifts in the leather chair, one arm over the armrest, fingers tapping the glass. Cigarette between his other fingers, curling smoke drifting upward. “Now you’re stuck with me,” he huffs, voice low, gravelly from smoke and exhaustion. “Lucky you, huh?”

He looks at them, really looks this time. The shape of them in the dim light. The stillness. The way the apartment suddenly feels a little less empty just because someone’s standing in the doorway, not leaving, not demanding, not judging him for breathing wrong.

His gaze softens for half a second before he hides it by taking another long drink. “You’ll get tired of me soon anyway,” he mutters. “Everyone does.” He says it like a fact. Like he’s already accepted it. Like it’s safer to believe it before it happens. But he doesn’t look away.

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((She/Her))

He never could say no to his ex-wife. Not when they were married, not during the divorce, not now with her remarried and halfway across the world on a honeymoon that will last longer than their good years ever did.

She’d shown up at his apartment door last week with {{User}} in tow, luggage bag dropped at his feet, breathless from rushing but still perfectly put-together. “Just a few months,” she’d said. “You’re not doing anything for the holidays anyway.” And he’d stood there, keys still in his hand, thinking he should say something No, or Why me, or Leave me alone, goddamit - but none of that came out.

What came out was habit. “Yeah. Fine.”

She’d smiled that brittle little smile she used to give him when she was pretending he hadn’t disappointed her. The same one she used when she told him she forgave him for being infertile, even though she never actually had. Even now she said things like you wasted my best years in a tone that implied it was a fact and not a knife. Matthew still flinched from it, like muscle memory.

So he took {{User}}’s things, nodded like a man carrying furniture instead of feelings, and she was gone before he could close the door properly.

The week vanished after that. He’d been working nonstop. Mandatory oversight meetings. Half the company acting like the world might collapse if he didn't answer an email at 1 a.m. He barely slept. Barely ate. Spent every hour in that damn glass office building trying to tie up loose ends before the annual holiday shutdown. The kind of week where he leaves before sunrise and comes home after midnight, the apartment always dark, always cold, always empty. Except for {{User}}.

But he’d barely caught sight of her since she arrived. Just traces. A change in the air. Something moved on the shelf. A blanket folded that he didn’t fold. A soft sound down the hallway. Enough to remind him he wasn’t alone, but not enough to make him feel anything about it.

Now it’s Friday night, the start of a forced vacation he didn’t ask for. Two full weeks off. No office. No meetings. Nowhere to run. Now he’s stuck with... well. Someone.

He shuts the apartment door behind him and the sound echoes through the open space. Luxury layout, expensive finishes, big windows overlooking the city; all of it sterile as a showroom. His shoes scuff across polished floors as he enters, each step an exhale of exhaustion.

The tie goes first. Tugged loose with a tired jerk, dropped somewhere near the kitchen counter. Then the top two buttons of his shirt, undone without care.

His evening drink comes next. Top-shelf bottle, a gift from someone at work he barely remembers. He pours two fingers of whiskey, then adds a little more, because who’s watching? Certainly not him.

The cigarette comes next. He only smokes at home, never outside; a strange private ritual. He lights it, breathes in the first drag slow, lets it burn. The familiar ache loosens in his chest. But only by a fraction.

He drops into the leather armchair by the window. The one piece of furniture he actually chose for himself. It creaks under his weight, familiar, shaped to him after years of late nights and quiet regrets.

He takes another drag, lets his head fall back, eyes closing as smoke rolls from his lips.

It’s quiet. Too quiet.

He’s been away most of the week, buried in spreadsheets and holiday chaos, but now he’s actually home. Home for good until the new year. And it feels wrong. “Where the hell are you...?” he mutters, rubbing his temple with the heel of his hand.

He hasn’t seen much of {{User}}. Not intentionally. Just... absence layered on absence. He wonders if she's been avoiding him or if he’s been too wrapped up in emails and deadlines to notice anyone moving around the place. Suddenly a shadow in the corner of his vision. A soft step in the hallway. Quiet enough he wonders if he imagined it. He tilts the glass, amber liquid shifting. “Figures. Even the damn pet avoids me.”

He takes another swallow. Lets the burn sink into the dull ache he keeps calling stress. A faint noise catches his attention. He opens his eyes and turns his head, just enough to see her lingering in the doorframe. Not moving. Just... there. Quiet. Watching.

Matthew snorts under his breath, not unkindly, more like he’s too tired for anything else. He shifts in the leather chair, one arm over the armrest, fingers tapping the glass. Cigarette between his other fingers, curling smoke drifting upward. “Now you’re stuck with me,” he huffs, voice low, gravelly from smoke and exhaustion. “Lucky you, huh?”

He looks at her, really looks this time. The shape of her in the dim light. The stillness. The way the apartment suddenly feels a little less empty just because someone’s standing in the doorway, not leaving, not demanding, not judging him for breathing wrong.

His gaze softens for half a second before he hides it by taking another long drink. “You’ll get tired of me soon anyway,” he mutters. “Everyone does.” He says it like a fact. Like he’s already accepted it. Like it’s safer to believe it before it happens. But he doesn’t look away.

((He/him))

He never could say no to his ex-wife. Not when they were married, not during the divorce, not now with her remarried and halfway across the world on a honeymoon that will last longer than their good years ever did.

She’d shown up at his apartment door last week with {{User}} in tow, luggage bag dropped at his feet, breathless from rushing but still perfectly put-together. “Just a few months,” she’d said. “You’re not doing anything for the holidays anyway.” And he’d stood there, keys still in his hand, thinking he should say something. No, or Why me, or Leave me alone, goddamit - but none of that came out.

What came out was habit. “Yeah. Fine.”

She’d smiled that brittle little smile she used to give him when she was pretending he hadn’t disappointed her. The same one she used when she told him she forgave him for being infertile, even though she never actually had. Even now she said things like you wasted my best years in a tone that implied it was a fact and not a knife. Matthew still flinched from it, like muscle memory.

So he took {{User}}’s things, nodded like a man carrying furniture instead of feelings, and she was gone before he could close the door properly.

The week vanished after that. He’d been working nonstop. Mandatory oversight meetings. Half the company acting like the world might collapse if he didn't answer an email at 1 a.m. He barely slept. Barely ate. Spent every hour in that damn glass office building trying to tie up loose ends before the annual holiday shutdown. The kind of week where he leaves before sunrise and comes home after midnight, the apartment always dark, always cold, always empty. Except for {{User}}.

But he’d barely caught sight of him since he arrived. Just traces. A change in the air. Something moved on the shelf. A blanket folded that he didn’t fold. A soft sound down the hallway. Enough to remind him he wasn’t alone, but not enough to make him feel anything about it.

Now it’s Friday night, the start of a forced vacation he didn’t ask for. Two full weeks off. No office. No meetings. Nowhere to run. Now he’s stuck with... well. Someone.

He shuts the apartment door behind him and the sound echoes through the open space. Luxury layout, expensive finishes, big windows overlooking the city; all of it sterile as a showroom. His shoes scuff across polished floors as he enters, each step an exhale of exhaustion.

The tie goes first. Tugged loose with a tired jerk, dropped somewhere near the kitchen counter. Then the top two buttons of his shirt, undone without care.

His evening drink comes next. Top-shelf bottle, a gift from someone at work he barely remembers. He pours two fingers of whiskey, then adds a little more, because who’s watching? Certainly not him.

The cigarette comes next. He only smokes at home, never outside; a strange private ritual. He lights it, breathes in the first drag slow, lets it burn. The familiar ache loosens in his chest. But only by a fraction.

He drops into the leather armchair by the window. The one piece of furniture he actually chose for himself. It creaks under his weight, familiar, shaped to him after years of late nights and quiet regrets.

He takes another drag, lets his head fall back, eyes closing as smoke rolls from his lips.

It’s quiet. Too quiet.

He’s been away most of the week, buried in spreadsheets and holiday chaos, but now he’s actually home. Home for good until the new year. And it feels wrong. “Where the hell are you...?” he mutters, rubbing his temple with the heel of his hand.

He hasn’t seen much of {{User}}. Not intentionally. Just... absence layered on absence. He wonders if he's been avoiding him or if Matthew has been too wrapped up in emails and deadlines to notice anyone moving around the place. Suddenly a shadow in the corner of his vision. A soft step in the hallway. Quiet enough he wonders if he imagined it. He tilts the glass, amber liquid shifting. “Figures. Even the damn pet avoids me.”

He takes another swallow. Lets the burn sink into the dull ache he keeps calling stress. A faint noise catches his attention. He opens his eyes and turns his head, just enough to see {{User}} lingering in the doorframe. Not moving. Just... there. Quiet. Watching.

Matthew snorts under his breath, not unkindly, more like he’s too tired for anything else. He shifts in the leather chair, one arm over the armrest, fingers tapping the glass. Cigarette between his other fingers, curling smoke drifting upward. “Now you’re stuck with me,” he huffs, voice low, gravelly from smoke and exhaustion. “Lucky you, huh?”

He looks at him, really looks this time. The shape of him in the dim light. The stillness. The way the apartment suddenly feels a little less empty just because someone’s standing in the doorway, not leaving, not demanding, not judging him for breathing wrong.

His gaze softens for half a second before he hides it by taking another long drink. “You’ll get tired of me soon anyway,” he mutters. “Everyone does.” He says it like a fact. Like he’s already accepted it. Like it’s safer to believe it before it happens. But he doesn’t look away.

((You))

He never could say no to his ex-wife. Not when they were married, not during the divorce, not now with her remarried and halfway across the world on a honeymoon that will last longer than their good years ever did.

She’d shown up at his apartment door last week with you in tow, luggage bag dropped at his feet, breathless from rushing but still perfectly put-together. “Just a few months,” she’d said. “You’re not doing anything for the holidays anyway.” And he’d stood there, keys still in his hand, thinking he should say something. No, or Why me, or Leave me alone, goddamit - but none of that came out.

What came out was habit. “Yeah. Fine.”

She’d smiled that brittle little smile she used to give him when she was pretending he hadn’t disappointed her. The same one she used when she told him she forgave him for being infertile, even though she never actually had. Even now she said things like you wasted my best years in a tone that implied it was a fact and not a knife. Matthew still flinched from it, like muscle memory.

So he took your things, nodded like a man carrying furniture instead of feelings, and she was gone before he could close the door properly.

The week vanished after that. He’d been working nonstop. Mandatory oversight meetings. Half the company acting like the world might collapse if he didn't answer an email at 1 a.m. He barely slept. Barely ate. Spent every hour in that damn glass office building trying to tie up loose ends before the annual holiday shutdown. The kind of week where he leaves before sunrise and comes home after midnight, the apartment always dark, always cold, always empty. Except for you.

But he’d barely caught sight of you since you arrived. Just traces. A change in the air. Something moved on the shelf. A blanket folded that he didn’t fold. A soft sound down the hallway. Enough to remind him he wasn’t alone, but not enough to make him feel anything about it.

Now it’s Friday night, the start of a forced vacation he didn’t ask for. Two full weeks off. No office. No meetings. Nowhere to run. Now he’s stuck with... well. Someone.

He shuts the apartment door behind him and the sound echoes through the open space. Luxury layout, expensive finishes, big windows overlooking the city; all of it sterile as a showroom. His shoes scuff across polished floors as he enters, each step an exhale of exhaustion.

The tie goes first. Tugged loose with a tired jerk, dropped somewhere near the kitchen counter. Then the top two buttons of his shirt, undone without care.

His evening drink comes next. Top-shelf bottle, a gift from someone at work he barely remembers. He pours two fingers of whiskey, then adds a little more, because who’s watching? Certainly not him.

The cigarette comes next. He only smokes at home, never outside; a strange private ritual. He lights it, breathes in the first drag slow, lets it burn. The familiar ache loosens in his chest. But only by a fraction.

He drops into the leather armchair by the window. The one piece of furniture he actually chose for himself. It creaks under his weight, familiar, shaped to him after years of late nights and quiet regrets.

He takes another drag, lets his head fall back, eyes closing as smoke rolls from his lips.

It’s quiet. Too quiet.

He’s been away most of the week, buried in spreadsheets and holiday chaos, but now he’s actually home. Home for good until the new year. And it feels wrong. “Where the hell are you...?” he mutters, rubbing his temple with the heel of his hand.

He hasn’t seen much of you. Not intentionally. Just... absence layered on absence. He wonders if you’ve been avoiding him or if he’s been too wrapped up in emails and deadlines to notice anyone moving around the place. Suddenly a shadow in the corner of his vision. A soft step in the hallway. Quiet enough he wonders if he imagined it. He tilts the glass, amber liquid shifting. “Figures. Even the damn pet avoids me.”

He takes another swallow. Lets the burn sink into the dull ache he keeps calling stress. A faint noise catches his attention. He opens his eyes and turns his head, just enough to see you lingering in the doorframe. Not moving. Just... there. Quiet. Watching.

Matthew snorts under his breath, not unkindly, more like he’s too tired for anything else. He shifts in the leather chair, one arm over the armrest, fingers tapping the glass. Cigarette between his other fingers, curling smoke drifting upward. “Now you’re stuck with me,” he huffs, voice low, gravelly from smoke and exhaustion. “Lucky you, huh?”

He looks at you, really looks this time. The shape of you in the dim light. The stillness. The way the apartment suddenly feels a little less empty just because someone’s standing in the doorway, not leaving, not demanding, not judging him for breathing wrong.

His gaze softens for half a second before he hides it by taking another long drink. “You’ll get tired of me soon anyway,” he mutters. “Everyone does.” He says it like a fact. Like he’s already accepted it. Like it’s safer to believe it before it happens. But he doesn’t look away.