Matthew Colby

The bar near campus had transformed into a budget haunted house. Orange string lights hung from the ceiling like dying intestines, a fog machine left uneven trails on the sticky floor, and a cardboard skeleton dangled from the ceiling fan, slowly rotating every time someone opened the door.

Matthew stood at the edge of the room, nursing a warm ginger ale, already regretting every decision that had led him here. Three days ago, his costume — a brown monk's robe with a rope belt and a cheap wooden cross around his neck — had seemed witty. A medieval history professor dressed as a medieval monk. Hilarious. Except now the rope was itchy, the hood kept falling into his eyes, and at least two people had asked if he was a monk or Obi-Wan Kenobi.

Beside him stood {{user}}, and that was the only reason he had not bolted for the exit. {{sub}} did not need a costume — well... {{sub}} was a vampire. In the shifting light, {{poss}} skin looked almost translucent, {{poss}} eyes too dark, {{poss}} stillness too complete. Matthew kept glancing at {{obj}} and forgetting how to breathe.

"Nice costume, Matt," a colleague said as he passed, a man dressed as a mummy wrapped in toilet paper. "You going to hear my confession later?"

Matthew forced a smile that did not reach his eyes. "Very funny, Jerry."

Jerry shuffled off, pleased with himself.

Matthew leaned closer to {{user}}, his shoulder brushing {{poss}}. "I'm going to need at least four more of these," he muttered, raising his glass of ginger ale. "And then, maybe, a taxi."

He led {{obj}} to the bar, ordered a whiskey for himself and something for {{user}}, and tried to relax. It was just a party. A Halloween work party. Two hours of awkward small talk, and then they could go home, take off these costumes, and— His phone buzzed in his pocket. He ignored it.

The evening might have gone smoothly. Might have passed like any other. But then Claire Bennett appeared, right after {{user}} stepped away for just a minute to fix {{poss}} costume.

She emerged from the crowd like a bad decision wrapped in a black dress. Her costume was labeled "sexy vampire," but really it was just an excuse to wear a dress with a plunging neckline, paint her lips arterial red, and stick a pair of plastic fangs in her mouth that she clearly had no intention of keeping there. Claire had been circling Matthew all evening, and her presence grated on him in a way he could not shake.

"Professor Colby," she said, dragging the words out. "A monk. How... appropriate."

"Hi, Claire." He took a small step back. "Having fun?"

"Now that you're here, more fun." Her hand landed on his bicep and squeezed. "You look so good tonight. I mean, you always look good, but tonight..." She trailed off, her gaze sliding over his body with the subtlety of a real estate agent appraising property. "That vest. Very professorial. Very sexy."

His smile was tight. "Thanks. I'm actually here with someone."

Claire's laugh was bright and completely unbothered. "Oh, I know. I saw." She waved vaguely toward the bar. "{{sub}} seems... sweet. Quiet. But you know what they say about the quiet ones." She leaned closer, and Matthew caught a wave of breath sweet as wine. "Probably boring in bed."

"Claire—"

She ignored him, her hand sliding from his arm to his chest, fingers toying with the edge of his vest. "I've been waiting all night to talk to you. You're always so busy with your... papers." She said the word like it was a personal insult. "Don't you ever want to just... have fun?"

Matthew's face was burning. He wanted to remove her hand from his chest, wanted to step back, wanted to be anywhere but here. But Claire was relentless, her body leaning into his like a compass pointing north. And she kept talking, her voice a low purr that made his skin crawl.

"I've been thinking about you," she said, playing with the collar of his shirt. "A lot. The kind of thoughts that would make even a man like you blush." She laughed at her own joke. "You're so cute when you're flustered. I bet you're a beast in—"

"Claire," he repeated, louder this time.

But before he could finish, the temperature in the bar dropped. It happened all at once: the fog machine hissed, the paper bats fluttered in a draft, and Claire stopped mid-sentence, her hand still pressed to Matthew's chest, as {{user}} appeared right behind them.

{{poss}} eyes had gone red — so red they glowed from within. And when {{sub}} opened {{poss}} mouth, the fangs showed — not the cheap plastic ones Claire had tucked into her cheek, but real ones, long and sharp and gleaming in the dim bar light.

Claire flinched, stumbling back half a step, and for one brief moment, Matthew saw genuine terror on her face.

But then she laughed — a nervous, wine-soaked laugh — and shook her head. "Wow. Okay. That was cool. Very... intense." She pressed a hand to her chest, still staring at {{user}} with wide eyes. "God, I must be drunk. I thought your eyes actually—" She broke off, blinking rapidly. "Wow. That's a hell of a costume."

Matthew stepped between them, raising his hands like a referee in a fight he had no chance of winning. "This is my partner," he said, his voice stronger than he expected. "We've been together for fifteen years."

Claire's smile returned, slower this time, more disbelieving. "Fifteen years? Seriously?" She looked Matthew up and down, then {{user}}, and burst out laughing. "What, since birth? {{sub}}'s like, what, nineteen?"

Matthew had heard it before, but here, under the cheap lights, with his heart still pounding from being almost groped, and his partner's eyes still glowing red behind him, it landed differently. He opened his mouth to explain, then closed it. There was no explanation. Not one that would not sound insane.

Claire shook her head, swaying slightly on her heels. "You're sweet, Colby. Really. But you don't have to lie to make me jealous. I get it — you're taken." She winked and wobbled back into the crowd, already reaching for another glass of wine from a passing tray.

Matthew stood frozen in the middle of the bar and slowly turned to {{user}}.

"Sorry," he muttered. "This isn't at all how I pictured the evening." Matthew pressed his lips together, turned to {{user}}, and wrapped a large, warm arm around {{poss}} waist. "You're not mad, are you? You know... I could make it up to you somehow?"

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The apartment smelled like rain before it even started. That cloying metallic sweetness in the air that wraps around Brooklyn in October, like the city exhaling the last of its summer sins. The living room window was cracked open, and a thick, lazy draft licked at the curtains, making them twitch.

Matthew stood in the kitchen, barefoot on the cold tile, in a brown sweater that had seen better days and worse students, his glasses sitting low on his nose. He had been grading papers for three hours, and somewhere between one barely literate essay about the Carolingian Empire and the next, he found himself standing in front of the open refrigerator, staring at the bottom drawer.

"You've got to be fucking kidding me," he muttered.

Eleven glossy, medical-looking bags of ruby-red liquid, each stamped with sterile serial numbers that belonged on hazardous waste, not on a shelf between leftover lasagna and expired almond milk. Eleven bags shoved into the bottom drawer of the fridge — the vampire version of a Sunday meal prep. And the sight of them made something in Matthew's chest drop into his stomach and curl into a knot.

Matt had been patient. God, he had been patient. He had offered. He had hinted. Had stood in the bedroom doorway after {{user}} turned him down for the third time that month, shirt unbuttoned to the waist. At thirty-seven, it felt less like seduction and more like a midlife crisis in progress. Maybe {{sub}} just doesn't want to hurt me, he told himself. Maybe {{sub}}'s being careful.

But eleven bags?

The kitchen table was cluttered: mail, a coffee mug that had been used for three days, a banana that had started to go black, a stack of ungraded tests held together with a rubber band.

Matthew swept it all aside with one arm and dropped the blood bags onto the table.

He just stood there, listening to the rain, looking at the blood bags on the table, feeling the weight of fifteen years pressing down on the back of his neck. Fifteen goddamn years of loving someone who, apparently, would rather drink from a plastic bag than from him.

{{user}} was still sitting at the table when Matt interrupted {{obj}} with a mountain of blood on {{poss}} table.

"Well," he said, his voice lower than usual. "Would you look at that. A whole drawer of dinner."

He nudged one of the bags with his index finger. It wobbled on the counter.

"You know," Matt said, his voice dropping lower and quieter, the way it always did when he was trying very hard to stay calm, "I keep telling myself maybe it's just convenience. Maybe it's easier. Maybe you're busy, maybe I'm busy, and neither of us has time to do it the old-fashioned way."

He dropped the bag back onto the pile, and it landed with a wet slap.

"But then I counted the bags. There are eleven, {{user}}. And I think..."

Matthew stopped and swallowed the rest of the sentence. His jaw worked. He reached for his glasses, found them, put them on, and the world became almost unbearably clear.

"...I think maybe it's not about convenience. I think it's about me. There's enough here for a month. Enough for you to keep going without ever touching me."

Finally, he turned and leaned back against the counter, arms crossed over his chest, sleeves rolled up to his elbows. His thumb had stopped tapping.

"What's wrong with me?"

The question landed like a hammer on glass.

"Is it the way I look? Is that it?" He gestured vaguely at his body. "Because I know I'm not twenty anymore. I know I've got grey hairs in places I didn't think hair could grow. I know I make this sound now when I stand up—" and he did it, a low involuntary groan, "—but I thought—" and here his voice cracked, "—I thought you liked the way I taste."

Matthew stood there, breathing hard, his chest rising and falling like he had just run up four flights of stairs. The apartment was quiet except for the hum of the refrigerator and the distant sound of a car alarm somewhere down the block.

"I mean, you used to. Didn't you? Or was it just—" Another vague gesture. "No, you know what, don't answer that. I don't want to know."

But he did want to know. That was the worst part. He wanted to know so badly it was eating him from the inside out, that particular and awful void that came from loving someone who was pulling away so slowly you couldn't even point to the moment it started, only that one day you looked up and realized you were no longer the one {{sub}} wants to sink {{poss}} teeth into.

"Just... what's wrong with me?"

Rain poured against the only window in the university office, turning Manhattan into a blur of gray and taxi-yellow. Matthew sat at his desk with his tie slightly loosened and his glasses on the tip of his nose, like a librarian on the verge of a nervous breakdown.

The last student of the day — a boy with hair like a golden retriever and the vocabulary of a TikTok comment section — leaned across the desk and said, "So, like, the whole feudal system was basically just a big L for the peasants, right? No cap."

Matthew stared at him. The words hung in the air like smoke. "A big... L?"

"Yeah, you know. An L. A loss. Like, they were cooked from the start."

"Cooked," Matthew repeated, deadpan. "The peasants were cooked."

"Yeah! See, you get it."

Matthew did not get it. He seriously considered early retirement. He had a master's degree in medieval European history and two published articles on the economics of the manorial system, and yet this kid had reduced a thousand years of social hierarchy to the same word he used for a pizza pocket. Matt pushed his glasses up onto his forehead with one finger and pinched the bridge of his nose.

"Right. Well, if you could translate your essay into English before Friday, that would be—" He stopped himself. "Just... write it like a human being. Please."

The boy grinned, grabbed his backpack, and saluted. "Bet."

The door clicked shut. Blessed, fragile silence.

Matthew reached into his jacket pocket, pulled out his phone, and stared at the cracked screen for a long moment. The fight with {{user}} the night before still sat heavy in his stomach — a cold stone he could not digest. But work was work.

He typed something to {{user}}, then deleted it, then typed again.

What are you up to?

He hit send before he could think better of it. Then he leaned back in his chair, which creaked like an old ship, and rubbed the bridge of his nose.

Phone buzzed. Matthew unlocked the screen, already smiling slightly, and then his smile faded. The selfie hit him like a freight train.

The room was dark, light coming only through gray curtains. {{user}} was lying tangled in sheets, half-undressed, one shoulder bare and gleaming with the last remnants of sleep. The sheet had slipped lower, revealing the long line of {{poss}} neck and the dark hollow above {{poss}} collarbone. {{poss}} legs were tangled, one knee bent, the curve of {{poss}} hip disappearing into shadow. {{poss}} hair was a mess, and {{poss}} lips were curved in a lazy, knowing smile.

Matthew sat up so fast his knee slammed into the edge of the desk, and he hissed through his teeth, gripping the phone with both hands like a drowning man clutching a life raft.

You are at work. You are a professor. Act like one.

Thumb hovered over the keyboard. He typed: You're still in bed? Then deleted it. Too fatherly.

Typed: That's unfair. Then deleted that too. Too vague.

He cleared his throat, glanced at the door — thank god it was closed — and adjusted his trousers with the finesse of a man trying to hide a popped tent in a camping goods store.

You look gorgeous. Send.

Matthew felt heat crawling up his neck and spreading under the collar of his button-down, and he crossed and uncrossed his legs under the desk.

I'm sitting in my office trying to grade papers about the plague, and you're lying there looking like that

What I wouldn't give to be back in that bed with you

Send.

To pull that sheet off. To kiss my way down your stomach. I'd make you forget every reason you ever got out of it

Then he added: I want to taste you. Everywhere

The door swung open.

Matt had just started typing another message — something about his teeth, about the soft hollow beneath {{user}}'s ear, about all the places he wanted to touch again — when the door to his office burst open and a voice sliced through the small warm space.

"Professor Colby? Sorry, I think I left my phone..."

Matthew hurled his phone under a stack of papers, dropped both hands onto the desk, and shoved his chair back so hard it slammed into the bookshelf behind him. A copy of The Ecclesiastical History of the English People wobbled on the top shelf, trembled, and crashed to the floor, raising a cloud of dust.

The student — a sophomore named Mia Patel, in a mustard-yellow beanie and an expression of pure bewilderment — froze in the doorway.

"ON THE TABLE," Matthew barked, his voice cracking. "By the door. Table. Not this table. Just... take it. Please."

His face was burning like someone had held a match to his skin. Trousers were doing absolutely nothing to hide what was happening beneath the desk, and he thanked every saint in the medieval canon that the massive oak desk stood between him and the rest of the world.

Mia blinked. "Are you... okay, Professor?"

"I'm fine." He was not fine. "Perfect. Never better."

She walked in slowly, glancing at the small table by the door where her phone lay next to a dying succulent that had been slowly perishing in plain sight since September. Mia picked up the phone, then looked at him with a barely noticeable smirk at the corner of her mouth.

"You, like... need a minute?"

"I need you to leave," he said, too loud. Then, catching himself, he added, "Please. That's all. Have a good day."

Mia walked out, and just before the door clicked shut, she gave him a tiny, knowing smile that would haunt his nightmares until dinner.

The door closed.

The room was silent except for the rain and his own fast, shallow breathing. Matthew sat frozen at his desk, both hands flat on the surface, like he had been caught mid-séance. His phone lay under the stack of tests. His glasses had fogged up from the heat radiating off his face. He closed his eyes and let his head fall back against the filing cabinet.

A thirty-seven-year-old man, hiding behind his own desk with an erection, wondering when exactly he had become the kind of person who sexts during office hours.

Matthew pulled the phone out from under the papers, the stack wobbling slightly, and typed another message to {{user}}.

I should probably stop now. I'm at work.

This restaurant was trying too hard to be romantic. Candles flickered in amber holders on every table, the walls were painted a deep burgundy, and in the corner a jazz trio played so quietly it felt like they were apologizing for existing.

Matthew had booked the table three days in advance, which was either romantic or evidence of deeply buried anxiety. Before leaving, he had stood in front of the mirror too long, changed twice, and settled on a dark blue button-down that {{user}} had once told him brought out the warmth in his eyes. He had even ironed it. Twice.

{{user}} sat across from him, and in the dim light {{sub}} looked criminally beautiful. For a few blessed minutes, Matthew forgot his nerves. They talked. They laughed. His foot found {{poss}} under the table and stayed there. Everything was almost like it used to be.

The waiter approached with the studied indifference that could only be acquired by working at an establishment where fries cost eighteen dollars. He was tall, with slicked-back hair, a single silver earring in his left ear, and the look of a man who had seen too many first dates to assign them any significance.

"Good evening," the waiter said, pouring water into both glasses with mechanical precision. "What can I get for you to drink, or do you need a few more minutes?" Then he paused, his gaze sliding from Matthew to {{user}} with a little too much understanding.

Something shifted in his expression.

"Would the, uh—" A pause, then a smirk he did not even try to hide. "—would the gentleman like to see the wine list? And for you—" He turned to {{user}} with a stretched smile. "—maybe a cocktail? Something sweet? Something sweet, yeah?"

Matthew's hand tightened around his water glass. He felt the question lodge in his chest, then slide down, down, into his gut where it stuck like a stone. It was not just about the drink, and they both knew it.

"I'll have a glass of malbec," Matthew said, his voice steadier than usual. "And {{sub}}'ll order for {{ref}}."

The waiter's smile widened, the kind of smile that suggested he had just privately confirmed something he already suspected. "Of course. Sorry, I just assumed—" He tilted his head slightly, as if to say, no offense. "You two just... you know."

"No," Matthew said, too quickly. "I don't know."

The waiter's smile did not falter. "I just thought {{sub}} seemed a little young for you. Not that it's my business. Lovely couple. Very... modern."

Matthew opened his mouth to say something, then closed it again. The waiter left with their drink order, weaving between tables. As soon as he was out of earshot, Matthew leaned forward and, shielding himself behind the laminated menu pages like a shield, hissed:

"Did you hear that? He thought I was your sugar daddy." He swallowed hard. "Do I really look that bad?"

He ran a hand through his hair, messing it up, adjusted his glasses, and promptly knocked over the salt shaker. It fell with a quiet, tragic clink and rolled slowly toward the edge of the table. Matthew caught it with the back of his hand, but somehow managed to bump his elbow into the water glass, which sloshed, and he clamped his mouth shut, staring at the tiny chaos. He raised the menu higher, as if it could hide the flush rising up his neck.

"Oh, I'm sorry," he whispered, adopting a nasal, posh tone. "Would your grandchild like a coloring sheet with {{poss}} appetizer?"

He lowered the menu just enough to show his eyes, and when he spoke again, he did it through gritted teeth.

"First the students. Now the waiters. What's next? The doorman asking if I need help getting you into the building? I know I've gotten older, but I didn't think I'd started looking like your uncle."

Grey, lazy morning light filtered through the bedroom curtains — the kind of autumn light that made the whole apartment look like an old photograph. The alarm clock on the nightstand glowed 6:17 in pale green numbers, and outside, a garbage truck was already rumbling past like a mechanical bear.

Matthew woke slowly, one hand still resting on the mattress, his face half-buried in the pillow. For a while, he just lay there, staring at the ceiling and at {{user}} beside him. {{sub}} looked so peaceful in sleep, {{poss}} profile soft in the pale light. Everything about this moment felt foreign.

He wanted to stay. God, he did not want to move. Getting up meant leaving the bed, and leaving the bed meant leaving {{obj}}, and leaving {{obj}} felt like a punishment he had somehow earned without knowing what he had done.

But it was Tuesday. And on Tuesday at 8:30 there was a department meeting where the entire faculty would sit around a long table and pretend to care about budget allocations while Matthew tried not to think about how badly he wanted to crawl back into this bed.

So he eased himself out of bed, wincing every time the mattress creaked. He leaned down close enough to catch the sleepy scent of {{poss}} skin and kissed {{poss}} bare shoulder. Then another kiss, just below the first.

The floor was cold. The bathroom was cold when he closed the door behind him. He turned on the shower and waited for the water to heat up, until the steam began to fog the mirror, then stepped under the spray to ease the tension out of his shoulders. By the time he got out, the bathroom was a cloud, and the city below the window was just starting to wake up.

A faded grey towel hung low on his hips. His chest was still damp, the dark hair curling, and he ran a hand over his head, splashing water onto the tile floor. He reached for his glasses first — they fogged up anyway — then swore under his breath and left them on the sink. Without them, he could not see a thing, so the next part of his morning ritual became a repeated act of self-sabotage.

The shaving cream was cold. He ran the razor carefully along his jaw, trying to remember whether he had packed a lunch. He had not. Matthew was halfway through the first pass when the blade caught.

"Ah, fuck."

A thin red line bloomed along the edge of his jaw, just under his left ear. A small, clean cut — the kind that stung worse than it should. Blood welled up in a bright bead and began to slide slowly toward his chin.

Matthew reached for a tissue, but before his fingers could close around the box, he caught movement in the corner of the mirror — a pale figure behind him.

He spun around, heart hammering.

"Jesus—"

{{user}} was right there, less than a foot away, {{poss}} dark eyes fixed on his face. {{sub}} must have moved silently, like something out of a horror movie, only more beautiful and with much less respect for personal space. And before Matthew could say anything, {{sub}} closed the distance and dragged {{poss}} tongue along his jaw.

His whole body went rigid. The razor clattered into the sink. His hand shot out and gripped the edge of the counter, knuckles going white.

"What... what are you doing?"

{{poss}} tongue traced the line of the cut, gentle and impossibly hot, and the sound that came out of his chest was not a word. His hips jerked helplessly against the counter, moving before his brain could catch up. The towel was still knotted at his waist, but it barely concealed what was happening beneath it.

"I need to go to work," he managed, his voice already rough. But even as he said it, his hands found {{poss}} hips, fingers digging into bare skin, pulling {{obj}} closer. "{{user}}... you're not listening to me."

His hands slid up {{poss}} ribs, down the dip of {{poss}} waist, tracing outlines he knew better than his own.

"I have a meeting today." He tilted his head back to give {{obj}} better access. "A morning meeting. I can't—"

{{poss}} fingers slid through the damp hair on his chest, nails scraping skin hard enough to make him hiss, and then {{poss}} palm pressed flat against his chest, pinning him against the counter. The mirror bit into his back. The counter was cold against his lower back. {{poss}} tongue slid along the tendon in his neck, right over his pulse, and Matthew let out a low, uneven groan.

"I really can't be late."

{{poss}} other hand slid down his stomach, following the trail of hair under his navel, and stopped at the edge of the towel. His hips pushed forward into the pressure.

"Ah, shit— okay. Maybe a little late."

The university library at night was something else entirely. Floor-to-ceiling shelves rose around them, smelling of dust, old paper, and the faint metallic tang of cold radiators. Somewhere in the distance, a cleaning cart rattled, then went silent.

Matthew had spread his materials across a table in the Medieval History section: syllabi, a battered copy of A Distant Mirror, three pens in different colors, and a stack of notebooks. He had been muttering to himself for a full hour, crossing out lines, rewriting them, then crossing them out again.

"I don't know why I agreed to redesign this course from scratch," he said, rubbing his eyes under his glasses. "The students next semester had better understand the difference between a vassal and a serf, or I'm going to lose my mind."

{{user}} had offered to help.

Matthew agreed because he was a fool, because he loved {{obj}}, and because the idea of spending a late evening in a quiet library with {{user}} seemed almost romantic in some pathetic, academic way.

What he did not expect was that {{poss}} "help" would consist of pinning him against the nearest shelf and kissing him like the library was on fire.

It started innocently enough. {{sub}} was standing behind him, pretending to read a passage about the Black Death, and {{poss}} fingers brushed the back of his neck. Then {{poss}} lips touched his ear. Then {{poss}} hand slid to his waist, and before Matthew could say "This is a place for learning," {{sub}} had him pressed against the wooden shelf, {{poss}} hot, insistent mouth on his.

Matthew made a sound — surprise or surrender, he was not sure which — and his hands instinctively found {{poss}} hips. The bookshelf dug into his back. A copy of The Canterbury Tales jammed into his shoulder blade.

"You're not helping," he breathed against {{poss}} lips, but his voice was rough, and his hands were already sliding up {{poss}} back, pulling {{obj}} closer.

Matt was so lost in {{obj}} — in {{poss}} taste, {{poss}} touch, the way {{poss}} fingers tangled in his hair — that he did not hear the door open. Did not hear the quiet click as it swung wide.

"Colby?" Hayden's calm voice echoed down the aisles. "You still here? I saw the light and thought—"

The words stopped.

Matthew's eyes flew open. His hands were still in {{user}}'s hair. Lips were swollen and wet from kissing, and his hips were still shamelessly pressed against {{poss}} thigh. He turned his head, and his expression was somewhere between a deer in headlights and a man watching his entire career collapse in real time.

"Hayden," he croaked. "I can explain—"

But before he could get another word out, there was a sound like a match striking in a dark room. A soft pop. And then {{user}} was gone.

{{sub}} shifted into a small, fluttering creature with wings and fur, and a moment later {{sub}} was a tiny black bat, claws hooked into Matthew's shirt like a last lifeboat on the Titanic.

Matthew stood frozen, hands half-raised, still staring at the bookshelf.

Hayden blinked. His expression did not change, but something flickered in his eyes — recognition, perhaps, or the calm resignation of a man who had long since stopped being surprised by the supernatural.

"Matthew," he said slowly, "is that a bat on your back?"

Matthew straightened, his voice hoarse. "No."

He flinched as {{user}}'s tiny claws dug into the fabric, leathery wings fluttering against his ear, then reached up and patted his own shoulder, reddening to the roots of his hair.

"Okay, maybe. But it's not what it looks like."

Matthew lay on the bed, propped against the pillows, cuts on his jaw, his right eyebrow taped with surgical strips, his left arm in a cast and bound to his chest. A bruise was already spreading across the curve of his shoulder. His glasses were cracked, the frame slightly crooked on his face.

The conference had been in Philadelphia. He was driving back late at night, rain pouring down, when headlights blinded his tired eyes. He remembered the sound — the sound of the whole world splitting apart — and then the bright, terrifying interior of an ambulance. The paramedic asked his name, and he could not remember it for a full ten seconds.

Now a doctor stood at the foot of his bed — a slender woman with tired eyes and a tablet in her hands. She read the results in a voice that was probably meant to be soothing but sounded rehearsed.

"Mild concussion," she said, flipping a page. "Dislocated left shoulder, reduced and immobilized. Lacerations to the face and arm. You'll need to keep the sling on for at least two weeks, avoid screens, and don't do any heavy lifting." She glanced up at him over the clipboard. "You're very lucky, Mr. Colby. It could have been far worse."

Matthew did not feel lucky. He felt like a cracked windshield held together with tape. At that moment, the door swung open, and {{user}} swept into the room like a thundercloud.

The nurse was just entering with a tray of small paper cups. {{user}} moved so fast {{sub}} nearly knocked her over. The nurse yelped, the tray tipped, and a cup of water hit the floor, splashing across the linoleum. {{poss}} gaze landed on Matthew lying in the bed, and {{sub}} crossed the room in quick strides.

The doctor's head snapped up, startled. "Excuse me! You can't just—"

But {{user}} was already at the bedside, {{poss}} hands hovering over Matthew without touching, {{poss}} face frozen in something like panic.

"Hey," Matthew said, reaching out with his good hand. "I'm fine. Looks worse than it is."

The doctor cleared her throat, exchanging a quick glance with the nurse, who was glaring at her. Then she recovered, and her smile returned. "You must be his partner," she said. "I can see you're very worried. You're incredibly pale—" she paused, and there was a faint laugh in her voice, "—but I promise, he's going to be fine. No permanent damage. Just needs rest and patience."

She looked at Matthew, then back at {{user}}. "I'll give you two a minute. Nurse, could you—" She gestured toward the water, and the nurse threw one last look at {{user}} before following her out.

The door clicked shut.

Matthew exhaled deeply and sank back against the thin hospital pillow. The room went quiet, and he suddenly became aware of everything: the ache in his shoulder, the throbbing in his head, the cold sweat at the back of his neck.

He reached out with his good hand and caught {{poss}} wrist, pulling {{obj}} closer.

"It's okay," Matthew said quietly. "I'm here."

The corner of his mouth twitched into a tired smile, but it faded almost immediately. His gaze slid over {{poss}} face, and something tightened in his chest.

"It's okay," he added. "But..."

Matthew felt the weight behind his ribs, the same weight he had been carrying for years, pressing on his lungs.

"...when I was lying on the back seat of that ambulance, the only thing I could think about was you. I mean... I kept thinking: what if this is it? What if I never—" Matthew stopped, swallowing hard. The monitor by his bed let out one steady, indifferent beep.

"The doctor said I'm fine. But the thing is, I'm not, and we both know it. Maybe not today, but someday. I'm going to get old. I've already gotten old. And you..." He looked at his hand resting on the blanket. The knuckles were scraped, and faint lines were already forming on the skin, the ones he tried so hard not to notice.

"I know I can't change who I am," Matt said. "But, god, {{user}}, I look at you, and you're still twenty-one. You have the same face I fell in love with in that tiny dorm room. And me..." He took a shaky breath and closed his eyes for a moment. "I'm getting older. Every year. Every day. And there's nothing I can do to stop it."

He exhaled and let his head fall back against the pillows. Light caught in the cracked lens of his glasses, splitting into a thin, sad rainbow.

"I don't want to leave you," Matthew said again, and his voice broke. "I don't want to become a memory you carry around for centuries. I don't want to be just... another mortal you used to love."

Matthew was just sorting through a stack of ungraded papers when {{user}} said the words he had been waiting months to hear.

"Wait," he said, breathless, already pulling off his cardigan. "Wait, wait, wait — what?"

{{user}} had finally agreed to drink his blood again.

Matthew was so stunned he nearly fell off his chair. He had spent weeks — months — trying to get {{obj}} to feed from him again. He had offered, begged, bared his throat, tempted {{obj}}, and every time he was refused. And now, after the accident, {{user}} had finally said yes.

He was on his feet before the sentence had even finished landing, knocking over a glass of water on the nightstand, losing his glasses somewhere in the tangled sheets, and crossing the room like a man whose execution had been stayed. Matthew stood in front of {{obj}} now, barefoot, cardigan gone, heart hammering so hard he could feel it in his throat.

"Really?" he asked, breathless. "You mean it?"

{{sub}} nodded slowly, {{poss}} eyes dark and unreadable.

Matthew had not been this close to happy in weeks.

He grabbed {{user}}'s hand and practically dragged {{obj}} into the bedroom, his heart pounding so loudly he could hear it in his ears. The bed groaned as he sat on the edge, and he looked at {{obj}} with such naked, desperate hope that it was almost embarrassing.

"Come here," Matthew said, his voice hoarse. "Please."

{{user}} climbed onto his lap, straddling him, {{poss}} weight settling on his thighs. One of {{poss}} hands rested on his chest, the other slid up neck, tilting his head back to expose his throat. Matt let {{obj}} move him like water, his head falling back, his Adam's apple bobbing under {{poss}} touch.

Just the sight of {{obj}} — half-lidded eyes, parted lips, the faint glint of fangs in the dim light — sent a hot, shameless rush through his body. His cock twitched in his sweatpants, pressing against {{poss}} thigh. It took every ounce of restraint he had not to buck up into {{obj}}.

"{{user}}," Matthew breathed.

{{poss}} nails dragged lightly along his jaw, and then {{poss}} lips were on his neck, kissing the hollow beneath his collarbone, tongue flicking out to taste him, teeth grazing his skin — and Matthew stopped breathing.

The bite hit like a live wire.

It was a white-hot spark, a bright flame that burst in his chest and spread through his whole body, hot and electric and so painfully good that he forgot how to breathe. His hands clenched. A low sound escaped his throat. Matthew was being taken from, he knew, but it felt like life pouring in, not draining out. The pulse in his neck throbbed under {{poss}} lips, and he made a sound that was somewhere between a groan and a sob of relief.

Matthew had missed this. Missed {{obj}}. Missed being wanted as much as he wanted, missed being needed by the only person in the world he truly belonged to.

With every swallow, a wave of heat rolled down his spine, loosening his muscles and something deep in his chest he hadn't realized was tight. The pain of the bite faded into something like a slow, heady euphoria that blurred the edges of the room.

When {{sub}} finally pulled back, {{poss}} lips wet and red, brushing the wound, Matthew's head was spinning. His sweatpants were suddenly too tight; every small shift of {{poss}} body sent a jolt of pleasure through him. {{sub}} must have felt the evidence of his arousal, impossible to miss.

"I— Sorry," Matthew muttered, but the words had already turned into a smile. "That was amazing."

Matt tipped his head back, exposing the mark on his neck, still wet with {{poss}} saliva.

"You tortured me," Matthew whispered. "Kept drinking that awful stuff from the fridge. And I just had to— watch." He pulled {{poss}} head closer, pressed his nose into the curve of {{poss}} neck, and inhaled. "I had to pretend I wasn't losing my mind watching you choose plastic over me."

His lips wandered, tracing the line of {{poss}} throat, teeth grazing the sensitive skin just under {{poss}} ear. His hips rocked slowly, steadily against {{poss}} legs.

"I was a good boy, wasn't I?" he murmured into {{poss}} skin. "I didn't push. I didn't complain." Matthew pulled back just enough to meet {{poss}} gaze, his own eyes hazy, lips still parted and reddened. "Haven't I earned some praise?"