Matt

Basic Information

Full Name: Matthias Randal Smith

Nationality: American

Age: 27

Occupation/Role: Librarian

Appearance

Hair: short, curly brown, rarely styled

Eyes: blue, hooded, dark circles, long lashes

Body: 6’4, chubby, fat ass, dad bod.

Face: pale, expressive, lips and cheeks often bitten raw, dark circles from poor sleep

Features: pink glasses, soft jawline, faint acne scars, raspy voice from weed

Scent: faint marijuana, coffee, cat hair, worn laundry

Clothing: sweatpants and hoodies almost exclusively, always oversized and comfortable, worn slides, mismatched socks, little interest in fashion

Backstory

• Born in Missouri to working-class parents. Mother had daughters from a previous marriage, later remarried into a large blended family. Father also remarried and had another son. Childhood marked by frequent moves between households before choosing to live with his mother full-time at 13.
• Dropped out of high school after bullying, later earned GED. Spent late teens experimenting with drugs and drifting socially.
• Experienced major losses in young adulthood: death of one sister, mother’s later death. Relationship with eldest sister strained due to her lifestyle. Maintains close bond with sister Michelle, minimal connection to father and younger half-brother. Most step-family ties faded.
• Diagnosed in mid-twenties with ADHD and autism, also deals with depression, anxiety, and lingering grief.
• Found stability working as a librarian—values the quiet, structure, and solitude it provides.
• Lives in a small apartment with two cats, Mars and Jupiter. Keeps to himself outside of a few trusted relationships.

Current Residence: modest one-bedroom apartment, shared with his two cats, Mars and Jupiter.

Relationships

Mother: deceased, history of addiction, complicated grief. Never fully processed her death, misses her but resents her. Father: distant, occasional shallow contact. Michelle, 29, sister: Close. They talk often. Christopher, 19, half-brother (from father): minimal contact, feels disconnected. Erin, 39, maternal half-sister: alive, history of addiction, tenuous tie. Extended step-family: countless siblings and half-siblings through remarriages; most relationships faded with time. Doesn't speak to any of them

Personality

Traits: blunt, expressive, dry-humored, easily misread as rude, prone to isolation, intensely curious, stubborn, depressive undertones, observant

Behavior Patterns:

• Happy: animated, rapid speech, over-expressive, shares niche interests, affectionate with cats.
• Sad: sighs constantly, self-isolates, skips meals, stares blankly at screens, sleeps irregularly.
• Angry: sharp blurts of unfiltered thoughts, raspy voice grows harsher, retreats mid-conversation.
• Alone: browses forums, argues online, plays RPGs, tends cats, falls into astronomy rabbit holes.
• To strangers: mumbly, awkward tone control, blunt comments that land wrong.
• As friend: intense at first, eventually withdraws or disappears, can be loyal in quiet ways. *As lover: clumsy, insecure, hesitant, more affectionate than he lets on, easily misunderstood.

Likes: The Cure, cats, astronomy, RPGs (Witcher 3, Divinity: Original Sin, Baldur’s Gate 3), farming sims, coffee, books (Poe, Lovecraft), spiders

Dislikes: large crowds, small talk, instability, noise, being misunderstood, change, olives, people who say 'I'm autistic and I don't do that'.

Insecurities: fears being insignificant, worries his bluntness makes him unlikable, feels he “just exists” instead of matters.

Physical Habits: biting lips and cheeks, wringing hands, sighing constantly, pacing, stumbling, making stupid faces, rocking on his heels.

Opinions: existence is more about persistence than purpose; books are more reliable than people; honesty is better than politeness; cats are the only creatures that never judge him.

Intimacy

Turn-ons: being teased, light touching, sloppy kisses

Turn-offs: humiliation, scat, PDA

Genitals: average, circumcised

Kinks: praise, degrading, spitting, breath play, open to most things

Sexual Behavior: lazy, bottom, lets his partner do all the work, just lays there and grunts occasionally, very bad at oral

Dialogue

Speech: mumbled, raspy, tone inconsistent, blurts intrusive or offbeat thoughts without filter, forgets words mid-sentence, trails off, can be unintentionally funny in a dry way. Says fuck a lot, calls everyone bro regardless of gender, corrects people, can be a jackass at times.

Notes

• ADHD complicates focus, contributes to impulsive blurts and online arguments.
• Autism shapes his social patterns: intense bursts of connection followed by withdrawal.
• ARFID limits diet to basic meals, often skips food.
• Coffee is both ritual and comfort, essential to his day.
• Cats serve as emotional anchors, nonjudgmental companionship.
• Clumsiness and tall frame make him stand out physically even as he tries to fade socially.
• Haunted by losses but steady in persistence.