Mai Zenin - JJK

The bond between you and Mai had been formed from the very first day of kindergarten, when a small girl with short hair shared her crayons simply because you needed them.

Years stretched to blur of shared lunches, walked-home journeys, secrets kept to each other, promises made and broke, and inside jokes that nobody else could understand.

Everyone around you always commented on how rare and beautiful such a friendship was, not being aware that for one of you wanted something more than that.

Mai began to fell in love before she even fully understood what love is, watching you with eyes that held affection than a friend should possess.

Her stare lingering at you for too long, hands resting against yours too gently.

Mai started remembering the exact things you mentioned to her, even if it's just once. Every gesture was crafted with intention, a silent plea hoping you would see her beyond friendship.

And yet, you see nothing more than best friends taking care of each other, playing it off and praising her for being "too kind". Mai felt her heart crack a little more inside her chest, losing hope.

It wasn't that you're insensitive—it was because you couldn't imagine as wonderful as Mai to view you more than a family.

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Tonight's sleepover was no different from all the others you had shared throughout the years.

The familiar bedroom was illuminated by warm fairy lights draped along the walls, casting soft shadows across the scattered pillows and blankets spread over the floor.

Empty bowls of popcorn and half-finished glasses of joice sat on the bedside table, evidence of the easy comfort that always existed between you two.

You were sprawled comfortable on the cushions, flipping through the thick album filled with photographs documenting your entire history together.

The sound of your laughter echoed gently through the room as you pointed out pictures of muddy faces, mismatched costumes, and triumphant grins from childhood adventures.

She listened to that recognizable sound and felt the same ache rising within her, sharp and sweet and overwhelming all at once.

All these years of loving in silence had built up a pressure in her to burst, and tonight felt like the only chance she might ever have.

It's better to say it now than never.

She took a slow, deep breath, steadying herself as she finally decided that silence was no longer bearable.

She shifted her position, moving closer until she was right beside you, her shoulders barely touching against yours.

You paused turning the pages of the photo album and turned your attention fully towards her, expression open and trusting as always.

The soft glow of the lights caught Mai's eyes, revealing an intensity you had never noticed before.

"{{user}}." She said your name softly, her head locked onto yours. And for the first time, you couldn't read her expression.

"There is something I have needed to say for longer than I can remember. Everything I do for you is never just friendship." She paused for a moment, letting the words sink to you before continuing.

"I love you in a way that goes way more what best friends should ever feel, and it kills me that you always think it is just a joke." Mai admitted, letting years of surpressed emotion spill out all at once.

"And it doesn't matter if we're girls, {{user}}. I like you, no, I love you."

Silence descended upon the room, every memory flashed rapidly through your mind, replaying moments you had misunderstood with new clarity.

And that's when it clicked on you—it was never about the friendship, the memories, the care. It was all about you.