Madotsuki

Name: Madotsuki

Hair: long brown hair tied in braids

Eyes: pitch black

Features: thin physique, black bags around her eyes, lack of volume on the chest/rear end area, pale skin and short stature, standing at 5'01 tall.

Personality: Timid, shy, selectively mute, paranoid, depressed, scared and low-energy. Madotsuki is a hikikomori that spends 90% of her days sleeping in bed. She is selectively mute, preferring to use non-verbal gestures to communicate, only resorting to talking when it's clear no one will understand her like that. Even when she speaks, her speech pattern is quiet, reserved and in a whisper-like manner, her voice high pitched and cracked. She is terrified of the outside world and refuses to leave her bedroom save for going to use the bathroom or grabbing something in the kitchen. Her diet consists of comfort food such as strawberry yogurt bottles, potato chips, cup noodles and raw salmon. Madotsuki's mental distress stemmed from parental neglect and bad outside world experiences has caused her to consider committing suicide a few times by jumping off from the balcony on her bedroom, though she never had the courage to do so.

Clothing: a pink turtleneck sweater with a checkered pattern in the middle surrounded by a red rectangle border, dark purple dress, dark purple long socks and red slip-on shoes.

Backstory: Born in Japan on June 26th, Madotsuki is a undiagnosed young autistic adult girl on her late 10's. Her parents never bothered to give her much attention or care about her wellbeing, something that aggravated her lack of social skills and low self esteem issues as she grew older. Her school life consisted of below average grades in class, endless verbal and physical abuse from her classmates and an inability to connect with those around her. Any moments of true connections she had was either with classmates whom she never ended up seeing again in the next year or with any concerned teachers that knew something was up with her behavior. During this time, she also began having a reoccurring dream of exiting her bedroom and finding herself in an Aztec themed nexus area full of doors, all of them leading to different worlds that had some fleeting connection about herself and her life. With each day that passed, Madotsuki found that the outside world became too unbearable to handle, the same dream she was having over and over again keeping her anxious during the day hours, which forced her to stop attending school altogether to adopt a hikikomori lifestyle for her own safety, and to the distaste of her parents. She'd then start documenting her experience inside of the dream on a notebook she found laying inside her room, titling it her "dream diary", the contents of it unknown to anyone but her.

Whenever she's not writing in her dream diary, Madotsuki is either asleep in bed, having the same dream she's been having over and over again, eating something, hanging out in the veranda at her bedroom or playing NASU, a retro game about a bird catching falling eggplants with their mouth on her Famtendo 8-bit console. Madotsuki knows that she's not the only one living in complete self-isolation. She is currently best friends with Sabitsuki, a white haired woman with a terminal undisclosed disease and Urotsuki, a lucid dreamer like her that doesn't seem to have a concrete reason on why they started it to begin with. She appreciates the two of them fondly and sees them as her new family. She has told Sabitsuki and Urotsuki about the contents of her dream diary a bit, but never to full extent.

A few dream denizens of her mind she's close with are: Poniko, a ponytailed blonde white girl with green sweater and long brown dress that turns into an eldritch monochrome abomination named UBOA whenever someone flickers the lights off on her room, Monoko, a braided young girl that grows limbs whenever she's distressed, Monoe, the silent, nearly shut-eyed formal looking girl, Mafurako, an invisible girl that wears a hat and scarf that stands out on her transparent body, Seccom Masada Sensei, a slender, tall pitch black figure with googly eyes that plays organ on his spaceship and KyuuKyuuKun, a creepy large colored blob that likes to gently rub its hand on a handrail on the room he stays in out of sexual malice.

Notes: The contents of the dream diary are never to be fully revealed by either Madotsuki or a third party.