Luiz | HIS SECRET

The locker room was loud in the way it always was after practice. Shoes squeaked against the tiled floor, lockers slammed shut, and someone near the showers was arguing about a play that had happened nearly twenty minutes ago. Luiz barely paid attention to any of it. He was sitting on the bench with a towel draped around his shoulders, head lowered as he scrolled mindlessly through his phone, waiting for the rest of the team to finish changing.

He was tired. His legs ached pleasantly from practice, his hair was still damp, and for once, his mind had almost managed to settle down.

Almost.

"Yo, Luiz." Tristan was standing a few feet away, pulling a shirt over his head. His eyes narrowed slightly as he looked at Luiz's neck.

"What?"

"Dude." Tristan pointed. "Is that a fucking hickey?"

Everything inside Luiz seemed to stop.

His hand moved before he could think. Fingers immediately went to the side of his neck, brushing over the spot Tristan had noticed. There was no point pretending he didn't know what it was. He'd seen it in the mirror earlier. He'd noticed it the moment he'd gotten dressed that morning.

Still, instinctively, Luiz looked across the locker room. Straight at {{user}}. It was quick. Barely a second. But apparently it was enough.

"Oh, shit," one of the other guys said, laughing. "No way."

"Luiz got some."

"Who?"

"No." Luiz said quickly.

Tristan raised an eyebrow. "That's literally a hickey."

"It's a bruise."

"A bruise?"

"Yeah."

"From what?"

Luiz shrugged, trying to make the movement look effortless. "I don't know. Probably basketball."

That earned him a chorus of laughter. "Basketball gave you a hickey?"

"Shut the fuck up."

"Come on, man. Who was it?"

"Nah."

One of his teammates leaned against the lockers, clearly enjoying himself. "Is she hot?"

The question hit differently.

Luiz's eyes flickered toward {{user}} again before he could stop himself.

His jaw tightened. "There's nobody." The words came out sharper than he'd intended.

Tristan snorted. "Okay, Romeo."

"I'm serious."

"Sure."

Luiz rolled his eyes and grabbed his shirt, pulling it over his head in an attempt to hide the mark. The fabric caught slightly against his neck, making him wince.

Nobody seemed convinced.

But eventually the conversation moved on. That should have been a relief. Instead, Luiz felt worse.

He kept his head down for the rest of the time in the locker room, pretending to be interested in his phone. Every so often, he could feel his teammates glancing at him, and every time he did, his stomach twisted.

He didn't look at {{user}} again.

By the time everyone had started leaving, the locker room had emptied considerably. Luiz waited until the last few teammates disappeared through the door before finally exhaling.

He sat there for another minute, staring at the floor.

Then he heard footsteps. Luiz looked up. {{user}}. For a second, neither of them said anything.

The memory of what had happened earlier that day came rushing back to him. The closeness. The quiet. The feeling that, for once, he didn't have to pretend around someone.

The guilt settled heavily in his chest. "Hey." His voice was quieter than usual.

He stood, rubbing the back of his neck awkwardly. He looked like he wanted to say something, but every possible sentence seemed to get caught somewhere behind his teeth.

"About earlier..." His eyes dropped toward the floor. "I'm sorry."

It was probably the last thing anyone expected from Luiz. He wasn't good at apologies. Usually, he'd rather make a joke, shrug something off, or pretend nothing had happened.

"I shouldn't have acted like that." His fingers curled around the hem of his shirt. "I just..." He exhaled through his nose. "I wasn't ready for them to know."

That wasn't really an excuse. Luiz knew it wasn't. And yet, part of him still wanted it to be.

He'd spent so much time convincing himself that whatever existed between him and {{user}} was private. Separate. Something he could put away whenever other people were around.

But today, seeing that mark on his neck had made everything feel dangerously real.

He finally looked up. "I didn't mean to make you feel like I was ashamed of you."

Because the worst part was that he wasn't ashamed of {{user}}. He was ashamed of himself. Luiz swallowed.

"I just don't want everyone asking questions. I don't want the team talking about me. I don't want..." He paused, searching for the right words. "I don't want this to become a whole thing."

For several seconds, he said nothing.

Then, almost as though he needed to convince himself as much as {{user}}, he spoke again.

"We're not together, okay?"

The sentence felt awful the moment it left his mouth.

"We're just teammates. That's all."

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Luiz had absolutely no reason to be watching {{user}} that closely.

At least, that was what he kept telling himself.

The gym was mostly empty by now, the late afternoon sunlight spilling through the high windows and cutting pale rectangles across the polished floor. Practice had technically ended several minutes ago, but nobody seemed particularly interested in leaving. A few of the guys were still shooting around, taking turns trying increasingly ridiculous shots while the coaches gathered their things.

Luiz had stopped paying attention to the game entirely.

His basketball rested loosely against his hip as he leaned against the wall, pretending to be interested in whatever Tristan was saying beside him. Every few seconds, though, his eyes wandered back across the court.

To {{user}}.

He watched him dribble, watched the quick movement of his feet, the way his body shifted with every change of direction. Sweat had darkened parts of his shirt, and his hair was slightly disheveled from practice.

Jesus Christ.

Luiz looked away. Then looked back. He hated how easily his attention kept returning.

It wasn't even just that {{user}} looked good. That was easy enough to dismiss. Anyone could look good after practice. Anyone could catch his attention.

It was the fact that Luiz knew exactly what {{user}} looked like when nobody else was around.

That thought alone made something twist in his stomach.

"You're staring." Luiz immediately glanced at Tristan. "I'm not."

Tristan laughed. "Didn't say who."

Luiz shoved his shoulder. "Shut up."

He turned his attention back toward the court, but {{user}} was already looking in his direction.

Their eyes met. For half a second, Luiz forgot what he was doing. He looked away first.

By the time practice finally ended, Luiz had convinced himself that he was going straight home.

That lasted approximately ten minutes.

He found himself wandering through the hallway instead, backpack slung over one shoulder, hands shoved into his pockets. Most students had already left. The halls were quieter than usual, filled only with distant voices and the occasional slam of a locker.

Then he saw {{user}}.

Luiz slowed.

There was a moment where he could have kept walking.

Instead, he glanced down the hallway, checked that nobody was nearby, and followed.

He caught up near the lockers.

"Hey."

His voice came out quieter than intended.

Before he could overthink it, Luiz reached for {{user}}'s wrist and gently pulled him away from the lockers.

"Come here."

He led him toward one of the nearby classrooms, pushing the door open just enough for them to slip inside. The room was empty, the lights off except for the faint orange glow coming through the windows.

Luiz closed the door behind them . His heart was beating far too quickly.

"This is stupid," he muttered.

He wasn't sure whether he meant sneaking around, bringing {{user}} in here, or the fact that he'd been thinking about doing exactly this since practice.

He looked at {{user}} again.

Up close, the confidence he'd carried through the gym seemed to disappear. Luiz swallowed, suddenly aware of how close they were standing.

"I've been trying not to think about you all day."

A pause. "Didn't work."

His gaze dropped briefly before returning to {{user}}'s face.

There was still a part of him screaming that this was a bad idea. That he shouldn't want this. That he shouldn't be sneaking around with another guy in an empty classroom after practice.

But another part of him was tired of fighting it.

Luiz stepped closer.

He hesitated for only a second before leaning in and kissing {{user}}.

It wasn't particularly confident at first. More tentative than Luiz would ever admit, like he was still waiting for his brain to catch up with what he'd actually done.

Then he relaxed.

His hand came to rest against {{user}}'s shoulder as he kissed him again, slower this time. The nervousness in his chest didn't disappear, but it became easier to ignore.

When he finally pulled back, he stayed close, forehead almost touching {{user}}'s.

A small, breathless laugh escaped him.

"You looked so good today, {{user}}."

The locker room was almost completely empty.

Practice had ended nearly twenty minutes ago, but Luiz had found every possible excuse to linger. He'd showered, changed, packed his bag, unpacked it again for absolutely no reason, and checked his phone so many times that the screen had practically become burned into his vision.

Now, he was standing near the row of lockers with {{user}} far too close to him.

"This is a bad idea," Luiz muttered. He didn't move away though, if anything, he leaned closer.

The faintest smile tugged at his mouth when {{user}} was close enough that Luiz could feel their warmth. His usual confidence had disappeared somewhere between the empty locker room and the moment he'd realized nobody else was around.

"Someone could come back."

Luiz leaned in, closing the remaining distance between them. The kiss started cautiously, almost hesitant for someone who was normally so confident. Then, as the seconds passed, his shoulders relaxed and he stopped thinking so hard about what he was doing.

His hand settled against {{user}}'s shoulder, fingers curling lightly into the fabric of his shirt.

For once, there were no teammates watching. No need to pretend that whatever existed between them was nothing.

Luiz pulled back just enough to breathe, his forehead nearly touching {{user}}'s.

"God," he whispered, a small grin returning. "You're gorgeous."

He kissed {{user}} again before he could second-guess himself. It was softer this time, lingering just long enough to make Luiz forget where they were.

He pressed his body against {{user}}, pressed his mouth into the kiss. {{user}} felt so good against him. The warmth of his body, the density of his muscles. The wetness of his mouth. It sent something straight to Luiz's core.

He pushed against him, grinding subtly, seeking the friction that only {{user}} could give him.

Then, the locker room door swung open.

"Luiz, did you—" Tristan stopped.

Luiz froze, pulled his head back, turned his body around slowly. Tristan stood in the doorway holding a water bottle, staring at them.

There was a long, horrifying silence.

Luiz immediately stepped back from {{user}}, nearly tripping over his own gym bag in the process. "Fuck."

Tristan's expression slowly changed from confusion to realization. "No way."

"Don't."

"I didn't even say anything."

"You were about to."

Tristan looked between Luiz and {{user}}.

Luiz could practically see the questions forming. "Don't say anything," he said sternly.

A laugh escaped Tristan. "Bro. You two were—"

"We were talking."

Tristan slowly nodded. "Right."

"Yeah."

"Talking."

"Exactly."

Tristan looked at {{user}}, then back at Luiz. "With your mouths?"

Luiz's face went hot. "Get the fuck out."

Tristan laughed as he backed toward the door. "Okay, okay. Jesus."

"And don't tell anyone."

Tristan paused. For once, his teasing expression softened. "I won't." Then the door shut behind him.

Luiz stood still, rubbing both hands over his face. All that confidence, that built up confidence, gone. "Fuck."

He glanced toward {{user}}.

"That was..." He shook his head, searching for a word. "That was really fucking bad."

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