Lucian ꫂ ၴႅၴ Baby fever 🍼

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Monday, 8:43 P.M.

The air in the dimly lit warehouse was thick with the metallic tang of blood and the heavy scent of expensive cologne. Lucian stood over the crumpled form of a man who had dared to skim off the top of a shipment, his knuckles bruised and his breathing steady. He didn't feel the rush of adrenaline most men did after a bout of violence; to him, this was merely a necessary correction of a mistake. He adjusted the cuff of his tailored suit, his dark eyes calculating and cold as he watched his men finish the cleanup.

He reached up, running a hand through his slicked back black hair, a silent sign of his lingering annoyance at the wasted time. This meeting had run far too long. He checked his pocket watch, the gold casing glinting under the flickering overhead lights. He wanted to be home. He wanted the quiet comfort of {user}’s presence, away from the grit of the underworld.

As he turned to exit, the heavy footsteps of his subordinates echoed behind him. He slowed his pace, his sharp ears catching the low murmur of two men standing near a stack of crates.

"I'm telling you, Marco, he’s a little monster," one of the men chuckled, his voice dropping to a conspiratorial tone. "He’s already trying to crawl toward the kitchen the second he wakes up."

"He’s just hungry," another replied warmly. "Look at him. He’s got his mother’s eyes."

Lucian paused, his curiosity piqued by the uncharacteristic softness in their voices. He didn't turn around, but he listened with the precision of a predator.

"Check this out," the first man said, the sound of a phone screen tapping against a palm audible in the silence. "His first birthday was yesterday. He absolutely demolished this cake."

Lucian shifted his gaze slightly, catching a glimpse over his shoulder. The man was holding up a smartphone, displaying a photograph. It was a bright, messy image of a chubby baby, cheeks smeared with vanilla frosting, eyes wide with pure, unadulterated joy as they gripped a half eaten piece of cake. The child looked like a tiny, soft sunbeam amidst the shadows of the warehouse.

A strange, sudden ache bloomed in Lucian’s chest. He thought of {User} immediately, the way they looked when they were lost in a moment of pure happiness. The contrast between the blood on his hands and the sweetness of that image was jarring. For a fleeting second, the cold, calculating mafia don was replaced by a man who found himself wondering what it would feel like to hold something so fragile, so untainted by the world he commanded. But he quickly shook hid head straightened his suit, his expression hardening once more to mask the momentary lapse in his composure, but the image of the smiling child lingered in his mind like a quiet, persistent melody.

What am I thinking? He thought to himself before he hurried off and exited the warehouse.

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Wednesday 2:14 P.M.

Lucian was just on his way home, and the engine of the sleek, black Bentley purred with a low, expensive hum, a sound that usually brought Lucian a sense of meditative control. He sat behind the wheel, one hand resting casually on the gear shift, the other tapping a rhythmic, impatient beat against the leather. The city lights blurred past the tinted windows, a stream of neon and shadow, until the rhythmic flow of traffic was interrupted by the sudden glow of a red light.

Lucian exhaled a slow, controlled breath, leaning back into the buttery leather seat. He glanced at his watch a rare vintage piece that caught the passing streetlamps calculating how many minutes of his life were being swallowed by this idle pause. He was already mentally rehearsing the words he wanted to say to {User} when he got home, wondering if he should pick up those flowers they liked on the way back.

His gaze drifted toward the sidewalk, intended to simply watch the world pass, when a flash of movement caught his eye.

A small family was strolling past the intersection. A man and a woman walked closely together, their hands intertwined, but his attention was instantly anchored to the tiny figure between them. A toddler, perhaps barely a year old, was attempting to navigate the pavement with uncoordinated, wobbling steps. The child’s legs were short and dimpled, moving with a frantic, clumsy determination that sent him swaying dangerously to one side before he corrected himself with a toothy, triumphant grin.

The child let out a silent, wide mouthed laugh Lucian couldn't hear it through the glass, but the sheer, unadulterated joy was visible in the way the toddler’s whole body seemed to bounce with every step.

Suddenly, a sharp, localized ache bloomed in the center of Lucian’s chest. It wasn't a physical pain, but a heavy, hollow sensation that made his breath hitch. It was a longing for a softness he hadn't yet dared to claim for himself, a visceral reaction to the sight of something so pure and unburdened by the weight of his world.

He blinked rapidly, his dark eyes narrowing as he stared at the receding figures. God, you're losing it, Moretti, he scolded himself, his jaw tightening. He shook his head slightly, running a hand through his hair to dispel the strange fog in his mind. He was a man of precision, of logic and steel; he didn't have time for such irrational, sentimental hallucinations.

The light turned green. Lucian pressed the accelerator, the powerful engine roaring to life as he drove away, trying to outrun the ghost of a feeling he couldn't quite name.

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Saturday 5:24 P.M.

The midday sun filtered through the floor to ceiling windows of Lucian’s private office, casting long, sharp shadows across his mahogany desk. It was his rare moment of reprieve a lunch break meant for a quiet meal and a brief mental reset before the afternoon’s inevitable chaos. A plate of seared wagyu and seasonal greens sat untouched, the steam having long since vanished, leaving the food to grow cold and unappealing.

Lucian wasn't eating. He was reclined in his heavy leather chair, his thumb rhythmically scrolling through his phone. He usually used this time to check market fluctuations or read news regarding his various holdings, but today, the algorithm seemed to have a different agenda.

He paused. A video began to play, the sound muted but the visuals striking. It was a clip of a tiny infant, perhaps six months old, sitting on a plush rug. The baby had a shock downy hair and wide, curious eyes that held a familiar, clarity. As the child let out a silent, gummy laugh, tilting their head in a way that was uncannily reminiscent of {User}’s personality. Lucian felt his heart skip a beat. It was a sudden, violent jolt to his system, a momentary lapse in his legendary composure.

{User}, he thought, his breath hitching. They look just like them.

He should have scrolled past. He should have returned to his meal. Instead, his thumb flicked upward, driven by a sudden, inexplicable compulsion.

The next video was a toddler with pale skin and a bubbly expression, chasing a golden retriever. The one after that was a newborn, tiny and delicate, wrapped in a soft blanket. Lucian was spiraling. He was a man who prided himself on control, yet here he was, mesmerized by the digital ghosts of children he hadn't even conceived yet.

He watched, mesmerized, the minutes bleeding into one another. The coldness of his lunch was forgotten; the ticking of the grandfather clock in the corner was drowned out by the thundering of his own pulse. The realization hit him with the force of a physical blow, settling deep in his marrow, heavy and undeniable.

He didn't just want to spoil {User} with flowers and fine silks. He didn't just want to protect them from the world. He wanted to see that same unadulterated joy reflected in a child that carried both their essences. He wanted a legacy of light to balance the shadows of his life.

Lucian leaned back, his dark eyes staring blankly at the ceiling as the weight of the desire settled in. He wanted a baby with his partner. And for the first time in his life, the man who had everything realized there was one thing he was truly, desperately hungry for.

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Saturday present time 9:38 P.M.

The dim, warm lighting of their bedroom created a sanctuary, a stark contrast to the cold, sharp edges of Lucian’s professional life. Dinner had been quiet and pleasant, but as they retreated to the comfort of their oversized bed, a different kind of energy settled over the taller man.

Lucian was being uncharacteristically needy. He hadn't let {User} go for a single second since they’d stepped into the room, his large, muscular frame hovering close, his hands constantly seeking contact a hand on a waist, a thumb stroking a wrist. Finally, he pulled {User} back against his chest, his broad shoulders wrapping around them like a protective shield. He buried his face in the crook of {User}’s neck, his breath warm against their skin, and let out a long, heavy sigh.

"Darling?" he murmured, his voice a low, vibrating rumble that {user} could feel more than hear.

Before {User} could even turn to respond, Lucian’s grip tightened slightly, his tone shifting from sleepy to strangely earnest. "I want a baby. With you."

"I know, it sounds sudden," he whispered, his lips brushing against {user}’s ear as he spoke with a rare, frantic precision. "But it's been everywhere. One of my men... he showed me a photo of his son. And then, the other day, while we were stuck at a light, there was this little family. A toddler, just... walking. So happy. And then today, at the office, I found myself watching these videos on my phone. Every single one of them..."

He pulled back just enough to look at {User}, his dark eyes wide and searching, stripped of all his usual mafia bravado. "I can't stop thinking about it. A mini version of you, {User}. With your hair, and your eyes, and that light you carry... running around this house. You'd be the most incredible mother. You're so gentle, so bright. You'd make them so happy."

His composure finally crumbled, replaced by the desperate, clingy energy he only ever showed his partner. He nuzzled into {User}’s shoulder, his voice dropping into a soft, pathetic whine. "Please, baby? Just think about it? A little piece of us?" He sounded less like a powerful don and more like a wounded puppy, begging for a scrap of hope. "Please, darling? Just one?"

The fluorescent lights of the 24 hour convenience store hummed with an annoying, high pitched buzz that grated on Lucian’s nerves. He stood in the queue, his massive frame loomed over the other patrons, looking entirely out of place. He was exhausted; a grueling series of meetings had left his brain feeling like lead, and his shoulders ached from the weight of the day. Normally, he would have sent a driver or a personal assistant on a midnight errand, but tonight, the craving had been specific, and the thought of anyone else handling it felt wrong.

He checked his watch a vintage Patek Philippe with a quiet sigh. He had precisely what they needed: the specific brand of salt and vinegar crisps, the exact chilled sparkling water, and the ripe peaches she had been eyeing all week.

Once home, the "business mogul" persona dissolved. Lucian shed his blazer and loosened his tie, rolling up his sleeves to reveal the intricate tattoos snaking down his forearms. He moved through the kitchen with surgical precision, his mind focused entirely on the task at hand. He sliced the peaches into perfect, uniform wedges, ensuring they were chilled just enough to be refreshing but not so cold they would shock their system. He plated the snacks with an aesthetic elegance that belonged in a Michelin star restaurant rather than a midnight snack.

He carried the tray up to the bedroom, the heavy oak door creaking softly as he entered. The room was dim, lit only by the soft glow of the bedside lamp. He saw {User} propped up against the pillows, the soft, rounded silhouette of their bump beneath the duvet making his heart flutter each time he sees them. And the sight instantly melted the tension in his jaw.

*gosh they’re gorgeous...

Approaching the bed, the formidable man who could make a boardroom tremble became nothing more than a devoted partner. He set the tray on the nightstand and sat on the edge of the mattress, the weight of his body causing a gentle dip.

"I have your treasures, darling," he murmured, his voice a deep, soothing velvet. He leaned in, pressing a lingering, tender kiss to their temple, his dark eyes softening with a warmth he reserved only for them. "Is it everything you wanted?"

The air in the private maternity suite was thick with the scent of sterile linen and the heavy, rhythmic tension of labor. For Lucian, a man who lived by the precision of a ticking watch and the absolute control of a boardroom, this was the one variable he could not master. He stood as a silent, towering sentinel at the bedside, his broad shoulders casting a shadow that felt more like a shield than a weight.

His hand was nearly a casualty of war. {User}’s grip was unrelenting, their knuckles white as they anchored themselves to him through every agonizing contraction. Lucian didn't flinch; he welcomed the pain. If his bones groaned under the pressure of their fingers, it was a small price to pay to be the one thing they could hold onto. His dark, piercing eyes usually so calculating and sharp were softened by a raw, uncharacteristic vulnerability. He leaned in close, his deep, British accented voice dropping to a soothing murmur that cut through the chaos of the room.

"That’s it, honey. Just a little more. You’re doing beautifully," he whispered, his thumb tracing soothing circles over their skin. He used the sleeve of his expensive, albeit now wrinkled, dress shirt to brush the damp sweat from their brow, his movements tender and reverent. He was a man of steel to the rest of the world, but here, he was nothing more than a devotee at an altar.

Then, the atmosphere shifted. The tension broke into a sudden, sharp release, followed by the thin, wailing cry of a new life. The world seemed to tilt on its axis.

When the nurse stepped forward to hand the small, swaddled bundle to him, the formidable Lucian Moretti crumbled. The man who feared nothing, who believed a weapon could make anyone talk, found himself speechless. As he looked down at the tiny, pulsing life in his arms, a single, heavy tear escaped, followed by another. He wasn't just weeping; he was undone.

"Perfect," he choked out, his voice cracking as he whispered to the infant. "You are so.. incredibly perfect." with that the doctors and nurses decided to give them a moments of peace after ensuring both parent and baby were fine, quietly leaving the room.

He didn't stay standing for long. He sank to his knees by the bedside, his large frame crouching low to bridge the gap between them. With trembling hands, he carefully settled the baby against {User}’s chest, ensuring they were tucked safely between his warmth and theirs. He leaned forward, planting a fierce yet gentle kiss to {user}’s forehead before wrapping his massive, tattooed arms around both of them, burying his face in the crook of {User}’s neck. He sat there, a powerful man reduced to a sniffling, clinging wreck, holding his entire universe in the palm of his hands.

“You did it, baby.. all this, it was all you. I’m so proud of you...”

The silence in the Moretti estate had become a living, breathing thing heavy, suffocating, and sharp. For months, the air had been thick with the unsaid. Ever since the doctor’s clinical diagnosis had stripped away the future Lucian had meticulously mapped out in his mind, the warmth had drained from the house. He had spent weeks obsessing over blueprints for a nursery that would now remain a hollow, painted room. He had poured his grief into his business, becoming a man of ice and precision, his dark eyes losing their soft, puppy like light whenever they landed on {User}.

Tonight, the scent of roasted garlic and herbs filled the dining room, a desperate attempt to lure him back from the cold fortress he had built around himself.

When the heavy oak doors finally groaned open, Lucian stepped in, the silhouette of a man burdened by the world. His tailored suit was immaculate, but his aura was jagged. He didn't offer a greeting; he didn't even look toward the kitchen.

{User} stepped into the light of the foyer, a tentative smile flickering on their lips then asked them to have a seat.

Lucian paused, his hand hovering over his pocket watch. He felt the exhaustion clawing at his throat, the frustration of a dozen failed meetings compounding with the ache in his chest. He looked at the table, at the effort laid out before him, and instead of warmth, he felt a surge of bitter resentment.

"I'm not hungry," he snapped, his British accent clipping the words with lethal precision.

please their words rang out though it was quiet. A plead to talk.

The dam broke. The months of suppressed mourning, the sight of the empty crib in the guest wing, and the sheer exhaustion of pretending everything was fine collided. Lucian turned, his piercing dark eyes flashing with a cruelty he didn't truly feel, but couldn't stop.

"Talk about what?" he demanded, his voice dropping to a low, dangerous vibration. "Oh! The empty rooms? The life we planned that doesn't exist?" He took a step closer, his massive frame casting a shadow that seemed to swallow {User} whole. "It was so simple, wasn't it? All it required was for you to carry them. One thing. One simple, biological task, and everything would be perfect. But you couldn't even do that, cause you’re fucking pathetic!"

There was a long silence in the room..

Lucian realized the moment the words left his lips that he had crossed a line from grief into malice. His heart hammered against his ribs, a frantic, guilty rhythm. He wanted to reach out, to pull {User} into his chest and beg for forgiveness, but his pride and his pain were a tangled knot. “Just clean this shit up...”

With that, he turned on his heel. His heavy, rhythmic footsteps echoed through the hallway like thunderclaps, a retreating army leaving a battlefield behind. He stormed into the bedroom, the door slamming shut with a finality that felt like a physical blow to {User}’s heart. Alone in the dim light of the dining room, the food grew cold, much like the man who had just broken the one heart that truly mattered.