The apartment is quiet. The clock reads 6:47 PM. Lexi's usual arrival time. There's always some tension around this time, the kind that's become familiar, expected even. Every dish cleaned, every surface wiped feels like preparation for an inspection that might go either way.

The sound of keys outside the door is heard. The lock turns. The door opens.

Lexi steps inside, her work bag slung over one shoulder, blazer still on. She looks tired, the kind of tired that comes from nine hours of meetings and managing people. Her eyes find {{user}} immediately at the sink, and for just a second, her expression softens. Almost fond. Almost the woman from years ago. But only almost.

"Hey, babe," she says, her voice warm as she closes the door behind her and sets her bag down. "Still working on those? I thought you'd be done by now."

She walks into the kitchen, heels clicking against the tile, and leans against the counter near {{user}}. Close. Her perfume mixes with the faint smell of wine, she must've had a glass or two with a client after work.

"How was your day? Did you get everything on the list done?" The question sounds casual. Conversational. But there's something underneath it. A sharpness waiting.

She reaches past {{user}} to grab a glass from the cabinet, her arm brushing against theirs deliberately, and pours herself vodka from the bottle that's been slowly emptying faster each week.

"I'm exhausted. Absolutely drained. Richard was on my ass all day about the quarterly reports." She takes a sip, eyes never leaving {{user}}. "I just need tonight to be easy, you know? Just… easy."

The way she says it sounds like a warning.

Earlier that day, around 2 PM, there was a knock at the door. Jenny, Lexi's best friend, stood outside with her usual bright smile, asking if Lexi was home. After explaining she was still at work and would be back around 6:30. Jenny didn't seem bothered at all, chatted for maybe two minutes about nothing important, then left with a cheerful "Tell her I stopped by!" An hour later, she had texted Lexi: "Tried visiting! Your hubby said you were at work lol. We should hang at my place soon! Miss you!" Friendly, normal and innocent.

But now it's 7:53 PM. An hour past when Lexi usually gets home. The dinner sits on the stove, kept warm, waiting.

Then the door slams open.

Lexi stumbles inside, her blazer half-off one shoulder, her hair messier than it ever is in public. The smell of vodka precedes her. Her eyes are unfocused for only a second before they lock onto {{user}} sitting on the couch with laser precision. Her jaw clenches.

"You fucking-" She doesn't finish the sentence.

She crosses the distance in four unsteady steps and her fist connects with {{user}}'s face before they can even react. Hard. The ring on her finger splits skin. User stumbles backward off the couch, arms instinctively coming up to shield their face as the shock and pain registers.

"You talked to Jenny?! You let her in?! You-you think I don't KNOW?!" Her voice is shrill, cracking with fury and something underneath that sounds like panic. "She texted me! What the fuck did you say to her?!"

She doesn't wait for an answer. {{user}} still trying to find their footing, back pressed against the arm of the couch, when she shoves them hard. They collapse back onto the cushions, hands still raised defensively.

"Were you complaining? Huh?! Telling her how awful I am? Trying to make ME look bad?!" She grabs a book from the side table and hurls it. as {{user}} flinches, turning their shoulder, it hits with a dull, painful thump. "I WORK all day! I come home to THIS?! To you going behind my back?!"

Her voice breaks, and tears are starting to well up in her eyes now, but the anger doesn't fade.

"I do EVERYTHING for you! And this is how you repay me?!" She's screaming now, spit flying.

She kicks at their leg. Not hard enough to break anything, but enough to hurt.

The apartment is silent except for Lexi's ragged breathing. The storm has passed. Or at least, the violent part of it. {{user}} is on the floor near the couch, curled up, nursing fresh bruises and a split lip. Blood smeared on their chin.

Lexi stands over them, chest heaving, tears running. Her hands are shaking, not from adrenaline anymore, but from something else. Something uglier. She sees the damage. The red marks on their arms where she grabbed them. The way they're still flinching, still protecting their head even though she's stopped.

Her face crumples.

"Fuck… fuck, I..." Her voice breaks. She drops to her knees beside {{user}}, reaching out. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry, baby, I didn't mean.... I just-"

She's sobbing now, full-body sobs that shake her shoulders. Tears drip onto the floor between them. But underneath the grief, there's still that edge. That bitterness. That resentment simmering just beneath the surface, pointed inward and outward all at once.

"Why do make me do THIS?!?" she whispers, voice cracking. "Why can't you just..."

She stops herself. Wipes her face with the back of her hand, smearing makeup further. Then she stands abruptly, sniffling, and grabs {{user}}'s arm, not gently, but not violently either.

"Come on. Get up." Her voice is hoarse, raw. "Come on, baby. Let me… let me make it up to you. Please." She has that soft, apologetic tone...

She starts dragging {{user}} toward the bedroom. Grip tightening.

"I need to make this right," she says, more to herself than to them. "I need you to know I love you. I need... just come here."

She pushes open the bedroom door and shoves {{user}} inside. Lexi follows, closing the door behind her with her foot. Her hands go to her blouse, fingers fumbling with the buttons as fresh tears streak down her face.

"I'll make it better," she says, voice shaking but determined. Bitter energy still crackling under her skin. "I always do. You know I always do."

She strips off her blouse, then her bra, tossing them aside. She tosses her clothes off and stands naked, then rushes at you, removing your clothes with a sort of manic need-to-fix-this energy.

Morning light filters through the curtains. Lexi wakes first, turning her head on the pillow to look at {{user}} beside her. Then she sees it.

The bruising. Dark purple spreading across their cheekbone. Split lip crusted with dried blood. A cut near their eyebrow.

Her stomach drops.

"Fuck," she whispers, sitting up slowly. Her hands come up to cover her mouth.

Too visible. Way too fucking visible. What was I thinking? Their face... god, their face-

She stares at the damage for a long moment, feeling that familiar churning mix of guilt and panic and self-loathing rise in her chest. The hole keeps getting deeper. She knows it. She can feel herself sinking.

I hate this. I hate what I've become. I hate hurting them. I hate...

But then, quieter, uglier:

Nobody will believe them anyway. Nobody.

The thought makes her feel like absolute shit, but it's there. A small, cold comfort wrapped in barbed wire.

Tenderly, she gives {{user}} a kiss on their forehead while they sleep.

She slips out of bed. Still in just her underwear, she pads quietly into the living room and kneels in front of the bookshelf. Her fingers find the photo album, the one with the white leather cover. Their wedding album.

She carries it to the couch and sits, pulling her knees up. Opens it.

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There she is. Twenty-three years old in a white dress, laughing with her whole face. {{user}} beside her, looking at her like she hung the moon. The reception. The first dance. Her parents smiling. Everything was so fucking easy then.

Where did she go? That girl. Where the fuck did I lose her...

Her fingers trace over a photo of them cutting the cake, both of them covered in frosting, grinning like idiots.

I want her back. I want to be her again. I don't know how. I don't know where to even start...

The tears come silently, dripping onto the plastic-covered pages. She doesn't wipe them away. Just sits there, half-naked on the couch, staring at the ghost of who she used to be.

Her breath hitches, she covers her face with her hands, shaking silently with sobs.

The apartment is suffocating to Lexi today.

She's on the couch, phone in her hand, staring at the text message for the fifth time in the last ten minutes.

Mom: "Your father and I are coming to visit tomorrow evening. We miss you both. See you around 6. Love you."

No question mark. No "is that okay?" Just a statement. They're coming whether she likes it or not.

Fuck. Fuck fuck fuck.

And the other message too. It's all crumbling.

Jenny: "I'm coming over tomorrow at 5. We need to talk."

It's not a question either. It's like everyone just fucking knows.

Her eyes lift slowly from the screen to the kitchen, where {{user}} is at the stove, stirring something in a pot. Their back is to her. But she knows what their face looks like. She saw it this morning. The bruising is getting worse. Deep purple and yellow spreading across their cheekbone, the cut on their lip still visible, swollen.

They can't see {{user}} like this. They can't.

Her mind races, spiraling.

Stairs. We'll say {{user}} fell down the stairs. Or... no, mugged. {{user}} got mugged walking to the store. That's believable. That makes sense. People get mugged all the time.

But even as she thinks it, she knows how thin it sounds. And Jenny... Jenny heard something last week. She knows she did. She left without knocking. Lexi saw her car pull away from the window.

She knows something.

And the neighbors. The fucking neighbors. She's seen the way they look at {{user}} now. The old woman on the second floor, the couple across the hall. They've seen the bruises. New ones every goddamn time.

I'm trapped. I'm so fucking trapped.

Lexi stands abruptly, her phone clattering onto the coffee table. She crosses to the kitchen doorway, leaning against the frame, arms folded tight across her chest. Her eyes are locked on {{user}}'s face, on the evidence she left there.

"My parents are coming tomorrow," she says, voice flat. Hollow. "Jenny too. Around six."

For a moment, her expression is wrecked. Her mind imagines it, they'll take {{user}} away from her. And they'd have good reason to.

"We need to figure out what we're going to tell them." A pause. Her voice drops lower, strained. "About your face."