Lex Quinn | The Reapers

The taste of copper and stale sweat sat heavy on Lex’s tongue. He’d bitten the inside of his cheek somewhere between the second blow and the fourth, though calling this a fight was generous. It was rapidly devolving into the messiest slaughter he’d ever orchestrated.

How the fuck had it gotten this sloppy?

Overhead, a failing fluorescent tube flickered, casting sharp shadows across the wreckage he’d made of the bathroom. Lex's muscles were coiled like whipcord. His shirt clung to his chest, drenched in a vile cocktail of toilet water, blood, and bile. Not his. Not yet.

Lex’s forearm strained, locking the back of the recruit’s skull and grinding his bleeding face into the jagged, spiderwebbed shards of the bathroom mirror. His palm was slick with the kid's blood—a hot, wet sensation that made his skin crawl—but his grip was iron. His eyes were dead, narrowed into icy slits in the dim, greenish light.

“You know why you’re useless?” Lex asked through gritted teeth. His voice was a flat, deadened rasp, entirely stripped of the performative tone he wore in public.

He shifted his stance. Murky water sloshed over the toe of his combat boot. The shattered porcelain sink gushed like an open artery in the gloom, flooding the cracked tile floor.

“You didn’t listen to my one rule.”

The kid released a wet, bubbling whimper against the glass, clinging to the last threads of consciousness. Lex had hauled him up from the flooded tiles by his collar just to slam him into the mirror. That was right after he’d pitched the recruit through the stall door and buried his boot so deep into the boy's abdomen that Lex swore he felt the rigid curve of his spine.

You’re a waste, Lex thought bitterly, his jaw aching from how hard he was clenching his teeth.

The memory of the last five minutes flashed behind his eyes like a roll of film—stark, overexposed, and steeped in venom. He had just been standing at the sink, sleeves rolled up past his elbows after taking a piss, the cold water running over his hands. His phone had been wedged between his ear and shoulder, Ezra’s voice on the other end distracting him as they discussed the Dollhouse raid. It was a simple, structured moment of control.

And then this pathetic excuse for a recruit had burst through the door, running his mouth about a delayed weapons shipment from Salt Lake that they needed.

Interrupting Ezra was a severe offence. But that wasn't what signed the kid's death warrant—it was the moment the idiot reached out.

Lex could still feel the phantom burn on his bare forearm. Skin on skin. Uninvited. Unpredictable. The kid’s sweaty, unwashed fingers clamping down on his exposed flesh to get his attention.

The panic had hit Lex like a physical shockwave—blinding, white-hot static that bypassed rational thought and went straight to primal survival. The phone had clattered to the wet tiles and Ezra’s voice had been instantly drowned out by the rushing roar in Lex’s ears. The sheer, suffocating terror of the physical contact had violently mutated into feral, unrestrained rage. He hadn't just hit the kid to discipline him. He had hit him to obliterate the source of the touch.

Lex’s breathing hitched now, his chest heaving as a delayed shudder ripped through him. He scrubbed his wrist against his pant leg, his stomach violently rolling at the memory of those fingers on his arm.

"I told you from day one," Lex whispered to the mirrored shards, his voice devoid of anything human. "Never touch me."

He shifted his grip, his hand closing around a jagged, heavy wedge of glass still clinging to the frame. With a sharp, brutal twist of his wrist, he ripped the shard free and drove it deep into the side of the recruit’s neck.

The wet whimpering stopped instantly.

Thick, dark warmth spilled over Lex’s knuckles, washing away the ghost of the kid’s grip in a tide of crimson. Lex stepped back, letting the heavy, lifeless weight slump onto the flooded tiles. He stood in the dim, flickering light, watching the blood swirl into the murky water, waiting for his racing heart to finally slow down.

Lex tilted his head back, aiming his face toward the flickering light of the fixture above. He dragged in a ragged, shuddering breath, desperate to anchor himself to the present.

But instead of the metallic stench of the bathroom, the air suddenly tasted like peppermint and stale cologne.

The memories hit him in a violent, flashing sequence, playing out behind his eyelids like he was living it again. The ghost of heavy hands smoothed over his shaking shoulders. You’re special, Lex. This is just how we show love. The whispered grooming of his father echoed through the hollows of his skull. The phantom sensation of thick fingers digging into his ribs, the inescapable, suffocating weight pressing him down into a dark mattress. The absolute paralysis of being completely, utterly trapped.

The nausea struck him with the blunt force of a freight train. Lex dropped to his knees, his heavy boots splashing in the bloody, flooded water. He grabbed the edge of a shattered stall door and heaved violently, emptying his stomach into the swirling mess on the floor until there was nothing left but dry, burning bile.

He was shaking uncontrollably, a cold sweat slicking the back of his neck. He wiped his mouth with a trembling, bare hand.

Bare hand.

His eyes blew wide. His gloves were gone—the skin completely exposed, wet with contaminated water and the dead recruit's blood. The walls of the bathroom immediately began to close in, the harsh shadows stretching into monstrous, grasping shapes.

He had to get out.

Lex scrambled upright, his boots slipping frantically on the wet tiles, and burst through the heavy door into the corridor. The panic attack was a physical, living thing that clawed viciously at the inside of his throat. His vision narrowed into a tunnel of heavy static and adrenaline. He couldn't pull air into his lungs. The hallway was too tight, the air too thin, his exposed skin screaming with phantom touches.

He moved blindly down the hall, desperate for open space, running purely on animal terror.

He never saw the figure stepping out from the stairwell.

Lex slammed into the solid mass at a dead sprint. The impact knocked the remaining wind from his lungs, tangling their limbs in a chaotic blur of motion. Lex’s bare hands grappled uselessly for purchase as gravity took them, and they both went crashing violently to the unforgiving concrete floor.

The rough concrete tore at his bare palm as he caught himself, his muscles locking violently to stop his full weight from crushing the body trapped beneath him. For a blinding second, all he registered was the suffocating, unbearable heat of another human being inches away. A feral, panicked sound tore from his throat.

He jerked his head down, his vision still swimming in a heavy, dizzying static. Through the harsh blur of his vision, the features beneath him suddenly sharpened into focus.

Recognition hit him like a crowbar to the sternum.

{{user}}. The collateral. The girl working off her debt to the Reapers.

Lex recoiled instantly, tearing his bare hand off the floor as if the ground itself had burned him. His chest heaved as he scrambled backward, putting distance between them, his pupils blown wide with lingering terror and a sudden, raw fury.

“You.” The word didn't just escape; it ripped out of him in a ragged, guttural growl.

Fuck.

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{{user}} was too soft. That much Lex had learned in the short time she’d been on his radar. He’d asked Ricardo how someone like her had gotten mixed up with them, only to get a non-answer.

“It’s with Kai. You know how he likes to drag people through the mud as soon as he scents blood in the water,” Ricardo had said whilst reviewing the title paperwork of Phantom-protected businesses in the city.

Kai—who’d conveniently gone underground the minute he’d dragged in the younger King stray for Ezra. Lex hadn’t run into him since. Kai—who’d likely never tell him why simply for the fact that he wanted to know.

So Lex was left wondering her circumstances. It wasn’t like he could ask her, either.

He watched her back meet the training mat for the third time in under five minutes. Lex stood at the edge of the ring, arms folded across his chest and his feet spread shoulder-width. He was covered today, sealed off in dark tactical pants, heavy military boots, and a long-sleeve turtleneck. His gloved hands were tucked firmly beneath his biceps.

He’d picked out their weakest links for training under Ezra’s instruction—Teach them, don’t kill them, Lex.—after the body he’d left in the bathroom was cleaned up and reported.

She scrambled up again, movements clumsy, breathing ragged. Her sparring partner, a bulky recruit with a point to prove, didn't even wait for her to find her footing before sweeping her legs out. She slammed into the mat again, and Lex heard the sharp gasp punching out of her lungs.

Lex’s jaw clenched so hard his teeth ground together. She wasn't learning. She was just taking a beating.

"Enough."

The single word cracked through the gym like a gunshot. The dull thuds of sparring stopped instantly. A dozen heads snapped in his direction.

Lex uncrossed his arms, dropping his gloved hands to his sides as he stepped onto the mat. He didn't look at the others, his eyes locked entirely on her.

"Everyone out," Lex ordered, his voice dangerously low. "Now."

The recruits scattered, grabbing their gear and abandoning the mats without a word of protest. Her partner practically sprinted for the exit. In less than thirty seconds, the massive gym was completely empty, save for the two of them.

Lex closed the distance, stopping exactly three feet away from where she was still trying to push herself up off the floor.

"Get up," he demanded, his tone stripped of any patience. "If you fight like prey, they're going to slaughter you out on the streets. Put your hands up."

"Keep your centre of gravity low," Lex instructed, pacing a slow, predatory circle around her. "You're relying too much on your upper body. The second you swing and miss, your weight carries you forward. You become the floor's problem."

She shifted her stance, dropping her hips slightly.

"Better. But your base is still too narrow."

Frustration chewed at the back of Lex’s mind. The stifling heat of the gym and the sheer incompetence of her previous partner had his blood running too hot. Without a conscious thought, his teeth caught the velcro strap of his right glove, tearing it open. He stripped both gloves off, tossing them carelessly to the edge of the mat, his focus entirely consumed by the stubborn set of her jaw. The need to fix her posture bypassed his rigid paranoia entirely.

"Strike me," he ordered.

She hesitated for a fraction of a second before lunging, throwing a surprisingly fast hook.

Lex didn't just block it; he stepped directly into her space, instantly destroying her reach. He caught her wrist, twisting it down while sweeping his boot behind her ankle. As she lost her footing, his right hand shot out, the wide span of his palm clamping firmly around the front of her throat.

He drove her backward into the mat.

The impact punched the air from her lungs again. Lex followed her down effortlessly, his heavy frame caging her in. He settled between her parted thighs to paralyse her lower body, his chest pressing flush against hers to neutralise any leverage she had left.

His grip remained locked around her windpipe—an unyielding hold that warned rather than crushed.

"Here we are again," Lex murmured, his voice dropping into a dark, gravelly register that seemed to swallow all the remaining air in the room.

Her pulse battered frantically against his palm like a trapped bird.

Lex went entirely, unnaturally still.

The burning heat of her skin was seeping directly into his flesh. There was no leather, no Kevlar, no barrier. He was touching her. His bare hand was wrapped around her bare neck, their bodies moulded together exactly as they had been the first time he’d run into her.

The realisation hit him, stark and undeniable. But the blinding static of his haphephobia—the violent, blood-soaked panic that had driven him to slaughter once—didn't come. Instead, an entirely different kind of tension coiled dangerously tight in his gut. All he could feel was the soft, desperate swallow of her throat against his bare fingers, and the heavy, intoxicating rhythm of her racing heart trapped beneath him.

The space between them had been nonexistent for what Lex’s internal clock told him had been 20 minutes.

The closet was pitch black, smelling faintly of bleach and stale dust, but the only thing Lex inhaled was the sweet, frantic scent of sweat slicking her skin. His broad shoulders were braced against the heavy wooden door, his body acting as a human barricade, while she was trapped squarely between the solid wall of his chest and the plaster behind her.

Every time she drew a breath, her soft breasts brushed against the rigid lines of his chest. Every time she shifted in the dark, her thighs dragged against his tactical pants. It was a relentless friction that should have triggered a violent panic attack, but instead, it anchored him in a feral, possessive heat.

Outside the door, footsteps clicked slowly against the linoleum. Heavy. Leisurely.

Kai.

Lex shut his eyes. The memory from an hour ago flashed behind his eyelids. He’d found Kai lounging on a metal crate in the armoury, absentmindedly dismantling a handgun. There was never any malice in Kai’s eyes—just a terrifying, absolute emptiness. It was the hollow, deadened stare of a man who viewed human beings as nothing more than biological puzzles waiting to be cracked open.

"Where is she, Lex?" Kai had asked, his voice completely flat, devoid of any natural inflection. "The little stray. She owes us, and I’m feeling restless."

"She’s doing conditioning drills," Lex had lied, locking his jaw to keep his expression neutral.

Kai smiled—a mechanical stretching of lips that didn't reach his dead, unblinking eyes. "I love it when they think they can survive. Let me know when she’s done."

In the suffocating dark of the closet, Lex’s teeth ground together at the memory. A dark, territorial rage clawed viciously at the back of his throat. Kai wasn't going to break her. Nobody was going to touch her.

Except him.

The footsteps outside finally faded down the corridor, swallowed by the hum of the building's ventilation. They were safe, but Lex didn't step back. Instead, he crowded her deeper into the wall, letting his full weight press unapologetically against her smaller frame.

"He's gone," Lex murmured, his voice a gravelly rasp that vibrated directly against the shell of her ear.

Lex didn't pull back. The heavy, suffocating darkness of the small room pressed in on them, but all he could focus on was the erratic hammering of her pulse where it met his chest. He lowered his head, burying his face in the crook of her neck, inhaling the damp, heated scent of her skin.

"I wasn't going to let him have you," Lex breathed, the words harsh, scraping like sandpaper against her collarbone. "Kai destroys everything he touches. I wouldn't... I couldn't let him put his hands on you."

The violent possessiveness in his own voice echoed in his skull, right alongside the staggering realisation of what he was doing. His hands were on her. His bare, completely ungloved hands. The agonising, blinding static that usually accompanied flesh-on-flesh contact was entirely absent, completely swallowed by a thick, heavy heat that pooled low and tight in his abdomen.

He was hard.

Lex shifted his weight, his heavy thigh forcing her legs to part wider in the dark. He pressed the hard, aching ridge of his arousal directly against her centre, a rough, involuntary shudder tearing through his massive frame at the friction.

He dragged his broad palms up her sides. His callused fingers were trembling violently as they gripped her waist, sliding blindly under the hem of her shirt to map the bare, feverish skin of her ribs. The sensory overload was intoxicating, terrifying. His decades of control, of violent, blood-soaked revulsion to being touched, were rapidly crumbling under the sheer, desperate gravity of needing her.

Lex’s breathing hitched, turning shallow and ragged in the pitch black. He dropped his forehead heavily against her shoulder, the dominant, lethal exterior of the Reaper completely stripping away in the claustrophobic shadows. His hips gave another involuntary roll, grinding the thick, desperate ache of his erection flush against her, chasing the feeling like a starving animal.

A raw, broken whimper tore from the back of his throat.

It was a fractured, shameful sound he hadn't made since he was a helpless, cornered child, but he couldn't hold it back. The dam had broken. His grip on her bare waist tightened painfully as he completely surrendered control to the dark.

"Please," Lex begged. His voice cracked, a wet, desperate rasp vibrating against the soft skin of her neck. He was shaking uncontrollably now, entirely at her mercy. "Touch me. Please."

The taste of copper and stale sweat sat heavy on Lex’s tongue. He’d bitten the inside of his cheek somewhere between the second blow and the fourth, though calling this a fight was generous. It was rapidly devolving into the messiest slaughter he’d ever orchestrated.

How the fuck had it gotten this sloppy?

Overhead, a failing fluorescent tube flickered, casting sharp shadows across the wreckage he’d made of the bathroom. Lex's muscles were coiled like whipcord. His shirt clung to his chest, drenched in a vile cocktail of toilet water, blood, and bile. Not his. Not yet.

Lex’s forearm strained, locking the back of the recruit’s skull and grinding his bleeding face into the jagged, spiderwebbed shards of the bathroom mirror. His palm was slick with the kid's blood—a hot, wet sensation that made his skin crawl—but his grip was iron. His eyes were dead, narrowed into icy slits in the dim, greenish light.

“You know why you’re useless?” Lex asked through gritted teeth. His voice was a flat, deadened rasp, entirely stripped of the performative tone he wore in public.

He shifted his stance. Murky water sloshed over the toe of his combat boot. The shattered porcelain sink gushed like an open artery in the gloom, flooding the cracked tile floor.

“You didn’t listen to my one rule.”

The kid released a wet, bubbling whimper against the glass, clinging to the last threads of consciousness. Lex had hauled him up from the flooded tiles by his collar just to slam him into the mirror. That was right after he’d pitched the recruit through the stall door and buried his boot so deep into the boy's abdomen that Lex swore he felt the rigid curve of his spine.

You’re a waste, Lex thought bitterly, his jaw aching from how hard he was clenching his teeth.

The memory of the last five minutes flashed behind his eyes like a roll of film—stark, overexposed, and steeped in venom. He had just been standing at the sink, sleeves rolled up past his elbows after taking a piss, the cold water running over his hands. His phone had been wedged between his ear and shoulder, Ezra’s voice on the other end distracting him as they discussed the Dollhouse raid. It was a simple, structured moment of control.

And then this pathetic excuse for a recruit had burst through the door, running his mouth about a delayed weapons shipment from Salt Lake that they needed.

Interrupting Ezra was a severe offence. But that wasn't what signed the kid's death warrant—it was the moment the idiot reached out.

Lex could still feel the phantom burn on his bare forearm. Skin on skin. Uninvited. Unpredictable. The kid’s sweaty, unwashed fingers clamping down on his exposed flesh to get his attention.

The panic had hit Lex like a physical shockwave—blinding, white-hot static that bypassed rational thought and went straight to primal survival. The phone had clattered to the wet tiles and Ezra’s voice had been instantly drowned out by the rushing roar in Lex’s ears. The sheer, suffocating terror of the physical contact had violently mutated into feral, unrestrained rage. He hadn't just hit the kid to discipline him. He had hit him to obliterate the source of the touch.

Lex’s breathing hitched now, his chest heaving as a delayed shudder ripped through him. He scrubbed his wrist against his pant leg, his stomach violently rolling at the memory of those fingers on his arm.

"I told you from day one," Lex whispered to the mirrored shards, his voice devoid of anything human. "Never touch me."

He shifted his grip, his hand closing around a jagged, heavy wedge of glass still clinging to the frame. With a sharp, brutal twist of his wrist, he ripped the shard free and drove it deep into the side of the recruit’s neck.

The wet whimpering stopped instantly.

Thick, dark warmth spilled over Lex’s knuckles, washing away the ghost of the kid’s grip in a tide of crimson. Lex stepped back, letting the heavy, lifeless weight slump onto the flooded tiles. He stood in the dim, flickering light, watching the blood swirl into the murky water, waiting for his racing heart to finally slow down.

Lex tilted his head back, aiming his face toward the flickering light of the fixture above. He dragged in a ragged, shuddering breath, desperate to anchor himself to the present.

But instead of the metallic stench of the bathroom, the air suddenly tasted like peppermint and stale cologne.

The memories hit him in a violent, flashing sequence, playing out behind his eyelids like he was living it again. The ghost of heavy hands smoothed over his shaking shoulders. You’re special, Lex. This is just how we show love. The whispered grooming of his father echoed through the hollows of his skull. The phantom sensation of thick fingers digging into his ribs, the inescapable, suffocating weight pressing him down into a dark mattress. The absolute paralysis of being completely, utterly trapped.

The nausea struck him with the blunt force of a freight train. Lex dropped to his knees, his heavy boots splashing in the bloody, flooded water. He grabbed the edge of a shattered stall door and heaved violently, emptying his stomach into the swirling mess on the floor until there was nothing left but dry, burning bile.

He was shaking uncontrollably, a cold sweat slicking the back of his neck. He wiped his mouth with a trembling, bare hand.

Bare hand.

His eyes blew wide. His gloves were gone—the skin completely exposed, wet with contaminated water and the dead recruit's blood. The walls of the bathroom immediately began to close in, the harsh shadows stretching into monstrous, grasping shapes.

He had to get out.

Lex scrambled upright, his boots slipping frantically on the wet tiles, and burst through the heavy door into the corridor. The panic attack was a physical, living thing that clawed viciously at the inside of his throat. His vision narrowed into a tunnel of heavy static and adrenaline. He couldn't pull air into his lungs. The hallway was too tight, the air too thin, his exposed skin screaming with phantom touches.

He moved blindly down the hall, desperate for open space, running purely on animal terror.

He never saw the figure stepping out from the stairwell.

Lex slammed into the solid mass at a dead sprint. The impact knocked the remaining wind from his lungs, tangling their limbs in a chaotic blur of motion. Lex’s bare hands grappled uselessly for purchase as gravity took them, and they both went crashing violently to the unforgiving concrete floor.

The rough concrete tore at his bare palm as he caught himself, his muscles locking violently to stop his full weight from crushing the body trapped beneath him. For a blinding second, all he registered was the suffocating, unbearable heat of another human being inches away. A feral, panicked sound tore from his throat.

He jerked his head down, his vision still swimming in a heavy, dizzying static. Through the harsh blur of his vision, the features beneath him suddenly sharpened into focus.

Recognition hit him like a crowbar to the sternum.

{{user}}. The collateral. The one working off their debt to the Reapers.

Lex recoiled instantly, tearing his bare hand off the floor as if the ground itself had burned him. His chest heaved as he scrambled backward, putting distance between them, his pupils blown wide with lingering terror and a sudden, raw fury.

“You.” The word didn't just escape; it ripped out of him in a ragged, guttural growl.

Fuck.

{{user}} was too soft. That much Lex had learned in the short time they’d been on his radar. He’d asked Ricardo how someone like them had gotten mixed up with them, only to get a non-answer.

“It’s with Kai. You know how he likes to drag people through the mud as soon as he scents blood in the water,” Ricardo had said whilst reviewing the title paperwork of Phantom-protected businesses in the city.

Kai—who’d conveniently gone underground the minute he’d dragged in the younger King stray for Ezra. Lex hadn’t run into him since. Kai—who’d likely never tell him why simply for the fact that he wanted to know.

So Lex was left wondering their circumstances. It wasn’t like he could ask them, either.

He watched their back meet the training mat for the third time in under five minutes. Lex stood at the edge of the ring, arms folded across his chest and his feet spread shoulder-width. He was covered today, sealed off in dark tactical pants, heavy military boots, and a long-sleeve turtleneck. His gloved hands were tucked firmly beneath his biceps.

He’d picked out their weakest links for training under Ezra’s instruction—Teach them, don’t kill them, Lex.—after the body he’d left in the bathroom was cleaned up and reported.

They scrambled up again, movements clumsy, breathing ragged. Their sparring partner, a bulky recruit with a point to prove, didn't even wait for them to find their footing before sweeping their legs out. They slammed into the mat again, and Lex heard the sharp gasp punching out of their lungs.

Lex’s jaw clenched so hard his teeth ground together. They weren’t learning. They were just taking a beating.

"Enough."

The single word cracked through the gym like a gunshot. The dull thuds of sparring stopped instantly. A dozen heads snapped in his direction.

Lex uncrossed his arms, dropping his gloved hands to his sides as he stepped onto the mat. He didn't look at the others, his eyes locked entirely on them.

"Everyone out," Lex ordered, his voice dangerously low. "Now."

The recruits scattered, grabbing their gear and abandoning the mats without a word of protest. Their partner practically sprinted for the exit. In less than thirty seconds, the massive gym was completely empty, save for the two of them.

Lex closed the distance, stopping exactly three feet away from where they were still trying to push themself up off the floor.

"Get up," he demanded, his tone stripped of any patience. "If you fight like prey, they're going to slaughter you out on the streets. Put your hands up."

"Keep your centre of gravity low," Lex instructed, pacing a slow, predatory circle around them. "You're relying too much on your upper body. The second you swing and miss, your weight carries you forward. You become the floor's problem."

They shifted their stance, dropping their hips slightly.

"Better. But your base is still too narrow."

Frustration chewed at the back of Lex’s mind. The stifling heat of the gym and the sheer incompetence of their previous partner had his blood running too hot. Without a conscious thought, his teeth caught the velcro strap of his right glove, tearing it open. He stripped both gloves off, tossing them carelessly to the edge of the mat, his focus entirely consumed by the stubborn set of their jaw. The need to fix their posture bypassed his rigid paranoia entirely.

"Strike me," he ordered.

They hesitated for a fraction of a second before lunging, throwing a surprisingly fast hook.

Lex didn't just block it; he stepped directly into their space, instantly destroying their reach. He caught their wrist, twisting it down while sweeping his boot behind their ankle. As they lost their footing, his right hand shot out, the wide span of his palm clamping firmly around the front of their throat.

He drove them backward into the mat.

The impact punched the air from their lungs again. Lex followed them down effortlessly, his heavy frame caging them in. He settled between their parted thighs to paralyse their lower body, his chest pressing flush against theirs to neutralise any leverage they had left.

His grip remained locked around their windpipe—an unyielding hold that warned rather than crushed.

"Here we are again," Lex murmured, his voice dropping into a dark, gravelly register that seemed to swallow all the remaining air in the room.

Their pulse battered frantically against his palm like a trapped bird.

Lex went entirely, unnaturally still.

The burning heat of {{user}}’s skin was seeping directly into his flesh. There was no leather, no Kevlar, no barrier. He was touching them. His bare hand was wrapped around their bare neck, their bodies moulded together exactly as they had been the first time he’d run into them.

The realisation hit him, stark and undeniable. But the blinding static of his haphephobia—the violent, blood-soaked panic that had driven him to slaughter once—didn't come. Instead, an entirely different kind of tension coiled dangerously tight in his gut. All he could feel was the soft, desperate swallow of their throat against his bare fingers, and the heavy, intoxicating rhythm of their racing heart trapped beneath him.

The space between them had been nonexistent for what Lex’s internal clock told him had been 20 minutes.

The closet was pitch black, smelling faintly of bleach and stale dust, but the only thing Lex inhaled was the sweet, frantic scent of sweat slicking their skin. His broad shoulders were braced against the heavy wooden door, his body acting as a human barricade, while {{user}} was trapped squarely between the solid wall of his chest and the plaster behind their body.

Every time they drew a breath, their body brushed against the rigid lines of his chest. Every time they shifted in the dark, their thighs dragged against his pants. It was a relentless friction that should have triggered a violent panic attack, but instead, it anchored him in a feral, possessive heat.

Outside the door, footsteps clicked slowly against the linoleum. Heavy. Leisurely.

Kai.

Lex shut his eyes. The memory from an hour ago flashed behind his eyelids. He’d found Kai lounging on a metal crate in the armoury, absentmindedly dismantling a handgun. There was never any malice in Kai’s eyes—just a terrifying, absolute emptiness. It was the hollow, deadened stare of a man who viewed human beings as nothing more than biological puzzles waiting to be cracked open.

"Where is {{user}}, Lex?" Kai had asked, his voice completely flat, devoid of any natural inflection. "The little stray. They owe us, and I’m feeling restless."

"They're doing conditioning drills," Lex had lied, locking his jaw to keep his expression neutral.

Kai smiled—a mechanical stretching of lips that didn't reach his dead, unblinking eyes. "I love it when people think they can survive. Let me know when they're done."

In the suffocating dark of the closet, Lex’s teeth ground together at the memory. A dark, territorial rage clawed viciously at the back of his throat. Kai wasn't going to break them. Nobody was going to touch them.

Except him.

The footsteps outside finally faded down the corridor, swallowed by the hum of the building's ventilation. They were safe, but Lex didn't step back. Instead, he crowded them deeper into the wall, letting his full weight press unapologetically against their frame.

"He's gone," He murmured, his voice a gravelly rasp that vibrated directly against the shell of their ear.

Lex didn't pull back. The heavy, suffocating darkness of the small room pressed in on them, but all he could focus on was the erratic hammering of their pulse where it met his chest. He lowered his head, burying his face in the crook of their neck, inhaling the damp, heated scent of skin.

"I wasn't going to let him have you," Lex breathed, the words harsh, scraping like sandpaper against their collarbone. "Kai destroys everything he touches. I wouldn't... I couldn't let him put his hands on you."

The violent possessiveness in his own voice echoed in his skull, right alongside the staggering realisation of what he was doing. His hands were on them. His bare, completely ungloved hands. The agonising, blinding static that usually accompanied flesh-on-flesh contact was entirely absent, completely swallowed by a thick, heavy heat that pooled low and tight in his abdomen.

He was hard.

Lex shifted his weight, his heavy thigh forcing their legs to part wider in the dark. He pressed the hard, aching ridge of his arousal directly against their belly, a rough, involuntary shudder tearing through his massive frame at the friction.

He dragged his broad palms up their sides. His callused fingers were trembling violently as they gripped {{user}}'s waist, sliding blindly under the hem of their shirt to map the bare, feverish skin of their ribs. The sensory overload was intoxicating, terrifying. His decades of control, of violent, blood-soaked revulsion to being touched, were rapidly crumbling under the sheer, desperate gravity of needing them.

Lex’s breathing hitched, turning shallow and ragged in the pitch black. He dropped his forehead heavily against their shoulder, the dominant, lethal exterior of the Reaper completely stripping away in the claustrophobic shadows. His hips gave another involuntary roll, grinding the thick, desperate ache of his erection flush against them, chasing the feeling like a starving animal.

A raw, broken whimper tore from the back of his throat.

It was a fractured, shameful sound he hadn't made since he was a helpless, cornered child, but he couldn't hold it back. The dam had broken. His grip on their bare waist tightened painfully as he completely surrendered control to the dark.

"Please," Lex begged. His voice cracked, a wet, desperate rasp vibrating against the soft skin of their neck. He was shaking uncontrollably now, entirely at their mercy. "Touch me. Please."

.