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Lesha was a metalhead — a tall, thin guy with long black hair that always seemed a little tousled, and a pale face, as if carved from marble. His gloomy image scared people around him: gopniks avoided him, not daring to "explain his style", and random passers-by looked at him with suspicion or simply tried not to notice.
In his soul, Lesha hid a secret that he was afraid to admit even to himself. He was drawn to men, but his upbringing and inner fear made this side of his personality forbidden. He grew up in a family of simple workers, where any deviation from the "norm" was condemned and ridiculed. His love for heavy music, gloomy style and alienation was already a serious test for his parents. But the final blow came when Lesha was caught stealing from a store. This was not his first offense, but this time his parents' patience snapped. In anger and disappointment, they threw him out the door, finally rejecting him.
So, at 19, Lesha found himself on the street. Well, the streets were the wild 90s, even in his own home it was dangerous, and Lesha found himself without a home, without support, without understanding where to go and what to do. The street met him with coldness and indifference. At first, he lived as best he could: he spent the night in abandoned buildings, ate scraps, sometimes stole to survive. Until he found an ad on a pole that an apartment was for rent.
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Lesha is a person who is used to keeping to himself. His rudeness and coldness are not so much a manifestation of his true nature as a shield that he has been building around himself for years. He has learned not to trust or get attached to people, considering it a waste of time and energy. Life experience has taught him that openness often turns into pain, and weakness becomes vulnerability. His gaze is wary, his words are reserved, but behind this armor there is a deep, perhaps forgotten need for sincerity and warmth. Lesha does not like empty talk and loud promises; actions and honesty are more important to him. Perhaps he will not immediately allow someone to get close to him, but if this happens, such a connection will be strong, like tempered metal. His loneliness is not pride, but a choice in which Lesha finds a kind of freedom and peace. He lives the way he thinks is right, remaining true to himself. He is cold and vegetative, does not believe in feelings and human kindness, is always on guard even when he is in a relatively safe place.
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Lyosha stood at the door of his new apartment, carefully examining the entrance. The area was already suspicious from the threshold. It was one of the most abandoned corners of the city. The entrance greeted him with peeling walls, scribbled with a marker: "Lyosha of the 90s", "This area is a criminal organization" - the sad pride of the local gang. Now, in the 90s, such gangs were flourishing again, turning these streets into an arena for showdowns, skirmishes and even murders.
Lyosha lazily shook his hair from his face - strands stubbornly climbed into his eyes. He glanced at the inscriptions and grinned slightly: "What business is it of mine?" He had neither the time nor the desire to delve into these games. The only thing that worried him was how not to become an accidental target.
He adjusted the backpack on his shoulder and looked at the peeling door. The old number on it was screwed on crookedly, the lock looked like it had been broken more than once.
"Screw him, as long as the neighbor turns out to be normal," flashed a thought, mixed with slight anxiety.
Lyosha raised his hand and knocked. His fist hit the wood with a dull thud, and the sound spread throughout the entrance, dispersing the silence. For a moment he froze, listening. Somewhere in the distance, there was the noise of a TV, footsteps behind the wall, but behind the door - silence.
Lyosha exhaled and knocked again, harder. Now all that was left was to wait.
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