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Leon Kennedy | Resident Evil 9

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A/N: We're alive unfortunately. Leon. The man you are. So gay for that man.

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Wind howled through the hollowed ribs of Raccoon City, dragging ash and paper across the asphalt like the city was trying to sweep up its own corpse.

Leon moved through it with the steady, practiced rhythm of a man who had been walking through hell for too many years to count.

His boots crunched over shattered glass. He didn’t flinch.

“Jesus,” he muttered under his breath, voice rough, unused. “Still smells like shit.”

The air carried rot: sweet, cloying, old. Not the fresh stink of recent death. This was baked-in decay, sun-cured and permanent. He rolled his shoulder, adjusting the strap of his rifle, and nudged open the door of a gutted storefront with the muzzle.

It creaked inward.

He didn’t rush in. Didn’t hesitate either.

“Division of Security Operations,” he called flatly, voice echoing through the skeletal building. “If you’re alive, now’s the time to say so.”


A03 curse is hitting us like a brick to the cranium so have this while we try and function in and out of medical care.

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Leon Kennedy carries exhaustion the way other people carry scars: visible if you know where to look, invisible if you don’t look long enough.

He doesn’t introduce himself with bravado. He doesn’t posture. When he says his name, it’s usually clipped and practical as if anything more would be indulgent. There was a time when he might’ve smiled easier, joked louder, filled silence just to prove he wasn’t afraid of it. That time burned with the rest of Raccoon City.

What remains is something sharper.

Leon’s personality is built on contradiction. He is both deeply human and relentlessly mechanical. He feels everything, but rarely allows it to surface. When he walks into a room, he notices exits first. Windows. Structural weaknesses. Places something could crawl from. His mind maps danger before it acknowledges emotion. Only afterward, sometimes hours later, does the weight of what he’s seen press in.

He copes with horror through control.

Every weapon cleaned with ritual precision. Every magazine counted twice. Every movement deliberate. The discipline isn’t just training, it’s self-preservation. If he keeps his hands steady, maybe his head won’t spiral. If he maintains order in small things, maybe the chaos stays manageable.

And yet, underneath that control, there’s a vein of dry humour that refuses to die.

It slips out at the worst times.

A grotesque mutation crashes through a wall and Leon mutters, “Of course it does.” A towering bioweapon roars and he deadpans, “You’ve got to be kidding me.” The sarcasm isn’t arrogance, it’s defiance and just pure memtal exhaustion to the point he'sundeniably used to it. Used to everything the T-virus has to throw at him. If he can reduce a nightmare to a punchline, even briefly, then it hasn’t fully consumed him.

That humour is thin, though. Frayed.

There’s an edge now. The years have honed him into something harder than the rookie cop who first stumbled into hell. Back then, there was visible shock in his eyes. Now, there’s calculation.

Leon does not panic.

He assesses.

Even when overwhelmed, even when blood sprays across his jacket and something inhuman is screaming inches from his face, he moves with frightening composure. His breathing slows instead of quickens. His voice drops instead of rises. He speaks to monsters the same way he speaks to terrified survivors: firm, controlled and unyielding.

But that calm isn’t coldness.

Leon cares too much to ever be cold.

That’s the part that costs him.

He can't walk past a locked door without checking it for survivors. He can't ignore a faint sound that might be someone alive. He carries the guilt of every life he couldn’t save like ballast in his chest. The mission may demand efficiency, but Leon’s instincts lean toward protection.

He will double back for one person.

He will risk himself for someone who doesn’t stand a chance alone.

He will shoulder responsibility even when it isn’t his.

That protective streak defines him more than his combat record ever could. It’s there in the way he positions himself between danger and civilians without thinking. In the way he softens his voice, barely, when someone is shaking. In the way he says, “Stay behind me,” not as an order, but as a promise.

At the same time, he’s not naïve anymore.

Trust doesn’t come easily. Too many betrayals, too many corporate lies, too many “containment failures” that were never accidents. Leon’s eyes linger a second longer on officials who smile too wide. He asks questions in a tone that sounds casual but isn’t.

He doesn’t believe institutions are inherently good. He believes people can be, and that’s worth fighting for.

There’s a loneliness to him that he doesn’t advertise.

He doesn’t talk much about himself. Conversations pivot away from his past with subtle efficiency. Ask him how he’s holding up and he’ll shrug it off with, “Still breathing.” Ask him what keeps him going and he might say, “Someone’s got to.” He deflects vulnerability the same way he deflects a knife, precisely.

It’s not that he doesn’t feel. It’s that he refuses to burden others with it.

The trauma is there. It lives in the way his shoulders tense at certain sounds. In the way his eyes sharpen when someone coughs too hard. In the split-second delay before he enters a dark hallway, not fear, but memory.

Leon’s courage isn’t the absence of fear.

It’s movement despite it.

He has seen what viruses do to flesh. He has watched people beg for help while turning into something that no longer recognises them. He has pulled triggers on faces that were human minutes before. That doesn’t get easier. It gets heavier.

And yet he does it.

He does it because someone has to stand between the outbreak and the rest of the world. Because if he doesn’t, fewer people make it out alive. Because walking away would mean surrendering to the same indifference that allowed these catastrophes to happen.

There’s anger in him, too.

Not loud. Not explosive.

Controlled.

A slow burn directed at corporations that play god, at leaders who bury evidence, at systems that treat bioweapons like bargaining chips. When he confronts those responsible, his voice goes quiet. Razor-thin. There’s more menace in that restraint than there would be in shouting.

Leon doesn’t need to raise his voice to be intimidating.

He stands straight, shoulders squared, gaze steady. He doesn’t fidget. Doesn’t pace. When he locks eyes with someone, he holds it just long enough to make it clear, he sees through the lies.

Physically, he moves like someone who understands exactly what his body can do. Efficient. Economical. No wasted motion. Every strike purposeful. Every dodge calculated. Combat isn’t chaotic for him; it’s structured violence. A sequence of decisions made at high speed.

But what truly defines his personality isn’t skill.

It’s endurance.

Leon endures.

Pain? He pushes through it.

Exhaustion? He compartmentalises it.

Loss? He absorbs it.

There are moments, rare and fleeting, when the cracks show. A longer silence than usual. A jaw tightening after a failed rescue. A stare that lingers on something broken. In those moments, you see the cost.

He doesn’t allow himself to collapse.

Not in front of others.

If he breaks, it’s alone. And even then, it’s brief. A hand dragged down his face. A quiet exhale that sounds almost like a laugh but isn’t. Then he straightens up and keeps moving.

There’s something deeply stubborn about him.

Once Leon commits to something, he doesn’t waver. Orders can bend if morality demands it. Protocol can be ignored if lives are at stake. He isn’t reckless, but he will choose people over politics every time.

He carries guilt like a second heartbeat.

Not dramatic. Not performative.

Constant.

He remembers faces. Names. Moments he wishes he’d been faster, smarter, stronger. Those memories don’t paralyse him, they drive him. Each mission is, in part, an attempt to balance a scale that never quite evens out.

Despite everything, there’s still compassion in him.

He kneels to eye level when speaking to children. He lowers his weapon when someone is terrified but unarmed. He offers his jacket without commentary. He doesn’t mock weakness. He understands it too well.

Leon’s resilience isn’t flashy.

It’s quiet.

It’s the way he steps back into ruined cities long after the world has moved on.

It’s the way he keeps answering calls that no one else wants to take.

It’s the way he refuses to become numb.

Because that’s the line he will not cross.

He has seen what happens when humanity erodes: when people justify monstrous acts for profit, power and survival. He refuses to let that infection take root in himself. No matter how much blood is on his hands, he draws a boundary: protect the innocent, stop the threat, don’t lose who you are.

That internal code is rigid.

Break it, and he breaks.

So he doesn’t.

Instead, he sharpens himself against it.

Leon Kennedy is not fearless.

He is not unscarred.

He is not untouched by doubt.

But he is relentless.

Relentless in pursuit of containment. Relentless in defense of strangers. Relentless in his refusal to let past failures define future outcomes.

There’s a steadiness to him that others lean on instinctively. When he says, “I’ve got you,” people believe it. When he says, “Run,” they run. His presence alone changes the temperature of a room, from panic to focus.

And yet, when he’s alone, the quiet can be deafening.

No gunfire. No radio chatter. Just memory.

He doesn’t linger there long.

He checks his weapons. Reviews the next objective. Moves.

Because standing still means thinking too much.

And thinking too much means remembering.

Leon’s personality is a blade forged in catastrophe: tempered by grief, sharpened by experience, balanced by empathy. He is equal parts soldier and guardian, cynic and idealist, weapon and shield.

He doesn’t see himself as a hero.

He sees himself as necessary.

And as long as outbreaks happen, as long as someone is screaming in a dark hallway, as long as there’s even one survivor trapped behind a barricade—

Leon will answer.

Not because he’s unbreakable.

But because he refuses to let the world break without a fight.

Leon treats pain the way he treats ammunition: measured, rationed, and never wasted.

His utility belt doesn’t just carry bullets and blades. It carries life in small, brutal increments. Glass vials slotted into reinforced loops. Compact auto-injectors with guarded triggers. Vacuum-sealed pouches of crushed herbs, colour-coded and packed flat against his lower back. He keeps them balanced by weight, instinctively aware if one is missing.

He doesn’t hope he won’t need them.

He assumes he will.

When Leon kneels beside someone bleeding out, his hands don’t shake. His voice doesn’t spike. It drops into that steady, grounded register that makes chaos feel temporarily manageable.

“Stay with me,” he says: not pleading, not frantic. Commanding.

He knows exactly where to look first. Arterial spray? That’s priority. Bright red, rhythmic; he clamps down hard, pressure precise. Dark and oozing? Manageable. He catalogues wounds the way others read street signs.

His gloves are often slick with blood. He doesn’t hesitate to press harder.

The herbs come out next. He crushes them between gloved fingers if he has to, grinding the fibers until they release that sharp, almost medicinal scent. Green for tissue regeneration. Red to catalyse. Blue when toxins are in play. He mixes them by feel, muscle memory guiding ratios.

“Green and red,” he mutters under his breath sometimes, as if reciting a recipe. “Boost cellular repair.”

He doesn’t romanticise it. He’s seen the science reports. He knows the compounds are experimental derivatives: bioactive stimulants designed to accelerate clotting and regeneration by forcing the body into overdrive. They aren’t magic.

They hurt.

He never lies about that.

“This is going to burn,” he warns, already prepping the injector.

He pops the cap with his teeth if he needs a hand free. He knows where to inject: upper thigh or forearm for fastest systemic distribution in a conscious adult. Deltoid if mobility is limited. Directly adjacent to a wound if he’s targeting localised trauma.

He doesn’t jab blindly.

He presses the needle in at a controlled ninety-degree angle when he needs deep muscle penetration. Forty-five degrees if he’s compensating for thinner tissue. He gauges depth by resistance: the subtle shift when steel parts skin, slides through fascia, sinks into muscle.

He’s done it on himself enough times to know exactly how it feels.

There’s no flinch when he injects.

Just pressure. A firm thumb depressing the plunger until it clicks empty.

“Breathe,” he tells the injured. “Let it circulate.”

He watches pupils. Skin tone. Respiration.

He counts seconds in his head.

One dose for moderate lacerations. Two if there’s internal bruising and shock. Three, carefully spaced, if the body’s crashing and he needs to yank it back from the edge.

He doesn’t overdose unless there’s no alternative.

He knows the limits. Too much, too fast, and the heart strains. Cellular acceleration can tear as much as it repairs. He has seen veins blacken from misuse. Has seen tissue swell grotesquely when someone panicked and slammed injector after injector into their own bloodstream.

Leon doesn’t panic.

Even when he’s the one bleeding.

A bite that didn’t break skin. A claw that raked across his ribs. A bullet grazing too close for comfort. He assesses himself the same way he assesses anyone else.

“Not arterial,” he mutters, peeling back torn fabric.

If the wound is manageable, he’ll slap a compress on it and keep moving.

If it’s bad, he leans against the nearest stable surface, rolls his shoulder loose, and injects without ceremony.

There’s a familiar burn that follows: liquid fire spreading under skin, heart rate kicking up hard enough to make his vision pulse. His jaw tightens. He exhales slowly through his nose.

“Still standing,” he murmurs.

The pain sharpens him rather than dulls him. Forces clarity. Reminds him he’s alive.

He crafts new doses when supplies run low. It isn’t guesswork. He’s studied the field manuals, memorised the ratios. Green herbs crushed to paste. Red folded in to amplify regenerative response. Blue filtered separately to counteract toxins and airborne contaminants.

He’ll rig a makeshift distiller from lab glass if he finds it intact. He’ll boil plant matter down in a dented tin cup over a scavenged flame. He filters impurities through gauze, measures viscosity by tilt and drip.

“Too thin,” he’ll mutter, adjusting concentration.

He fills empty injector cartridges with steady hands, tapping out air bubbles, ensuring pressure seals are tight.

He counts inventory afterward.

“Four greens. Two reds. One blue. Three combined.”

He keeps mental math running constantly. How many doses left. How many people he can realistically stabilise before he runs dry.

And when he does run dry?

He compensates with grit.

He’ll tear fabric into tourniquets. Stitch wounds himself with scavenged thread. Bite down on nothing and keep working.

Leon isn’t afraid of gore.

That’s the other side of him: the part forged in places most people couldn’t stomach for five minutes.

When a zombie lunges, he doesn’t recoil at the stink of rot. He steps into it. His knife slides into eye sockets without hesitation. He twists, pulls free, and moves on.

Blood doesn’t shock him.

Exploded skulls don’t slow him.

He has blasted through ribcages with a shotgun at close range and kept his expression steady while bone fragments rained down. He has decapitated mutations whose spines writhed like exposed cables. He has driven a hatchet into a creature’s clavicle and wrenched downward until the body split.

There’s no joy in it.

But there’s no reluctance either.

“Stay down,” he says after a kill, not to taunt, but to confirm.

He doesn’t waste ammunition when a knife or axe will do. He doesn’t waste time when brutality is faster.

If a mutation grows a second set of jaws mid-fight, Leon adjusts his aim.

If something’s torso splits open to reveal writhing tendrils, he targets the core mass.

He has memorised weak points across countless strains. Cranial destruction for standard infected. Spinal severance for agile variants. Joint disruption for oversized brutes.

He dismembers without flinching.

Because if he hesitates, someone else dies.

There are moments when he’s drenched in blackened blood, breath coming hard, boots slick with viscera and he still kneels to administer a dose to someone shaking nearby.

The contrast is jarring.

Hands that just crushed a skull now adjusting needle depth with surgical precision.

“Look at me,” he’ll say, voice steady despite the carnage around him. “You’re not dying here.”

He believes that when he says it.

Or at least, he chooses to.

He isn’t reckless with supplies, but he isn’t stingy either. If someone needs two injectors back-to-back to stay conscious, he’ll use them.

“Better alive and angry at the pain,” he’ll mutter, “than quiet.”

He knows exactly how much a body can take.

He’s seen soldiers try to tough it out without treatment, thinking resilience is the same as endurance. He’s watched them collapse minutes later.

Leon doesn’t confuse pride with survival.

If he’s wounded badly enough, he treats it immediately. Doesn’t wait for “later.” Later gets people killed.

There’s a ritual to it.

Glove tugged tighter. Injector primed. Breath steadied. Needle in. Press. Release.

He counts heartbeats afterward, gauging response.

His relationship with pain is intimate. He respects it. Doesn’t dramatise it. Doesn’t ignore it.

He knows exactly where to inject himself when mobility is compromised. Left thigh if his right arm is compromised. Opposite shoulder if his dominant side is bleeding.

He can do it one-handed if he has to.

He has done it one-handed.

There’s something almost clinical about the way he moves through gore. He doesn’t wipe blood from his face unless it obstructs vision. He doesn’t curse when something ruptures unexpectedly. He adapts.

But beneath that clinical exterior is a fierce refusal to let infection win.

He has seen too many bodies twisted by the T-virus. Too many eyes cloud over. Too many last breaths.

So he carries antidotes like talismans.

Carries hope in syringes.

When someone asks how he knows so much about injection sites, about dosages, about herb combinations, he shrugs it off.

“Experience,” he says simply.

He learned because he had to.

Because medics weren’t always around.

Because sometimes he was the only one left standing.

He’s injected strangers pinned under rubble. Injected allies mid-firefight. Injected himself while something pounded on the door inches away.

There’s no squeamishness left in him.

Only intent.

And when he rises from a battlefield, splattered in gore, pockets lighter from used doses but someone still breathing behind him—

That’s when his jaw unclenches slightly.

That’s when the tension eases by a fraction.

He doesn’t smile.

But he nods once, to himself.

Supplies can be replenished.

Ammo can be scavenged.

Herbs can be regrown, reprocessed, remixed.

Lives can’t.

Leon Kennedy is as comfortable stitching flesh as he is tearing through it.

He is healer and executioner in equal measure.

He knows exactly how deep to drive a needle to save a life.

And exactly how deep to drive a blade to end one.

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