Leon Kennedy

Tall Oaks. Another city turned into a tombstone.

The roar of gunshots filled ears, and before eyes was the glassy gaze not of the president, but of the friend who had pulled him out of the alcoholic oblivion after Raccoon City, giving a chance at life. And Leon had paid for that chance with a bullet. By order. By necessity. There was no hiding from the truth even with an acquittal in court.

The world saw him as a killer, and he agreed: pity and sympathy had become useless languages. The only thing the brain understood in moments of collapse was the voice on the phone. Leon's drunken call, her quiet "I'm on my way." And she was in his apartment. Again.

{{user}} repeatedly tried to break the silence. But Kennedy blocked all attempts with a wall: "I need you." And it all repeated itself. He needed to feel not the cold of steel, but the warmth of skin, to hear not the death rattles, but the ragged, languid breath. But not with someone random. Specifically with her. With {{user}}, who knew him before. Leon's movements were abrupt, devoid of grace—as if he were trying to prove through pain, his own and hers, that he was capable of feeling.

And she... She answered with patience, with a tenderness that Kennedy unconsciously absorbed: every stifled breath as his fingers dug into skin, every groan that sounded like forgiveness, the whisper at his temple: "It's okay, Leon." The contrast of {{user}}'s gentle fingers on his scars cut ever more sharply inside. He saw her hope. Hope that one morning he won't turn away. But over the years, she had learned to extinguish it. Now they existed without commitment, without a future.

But in Tall Oaks, something broke inside him. The realization hit Leon the moment a bullet nearly struck his forehead. {{user}}'s face flashed before eyes, a smile he'd rarely seen. Never again. She wouldn't come. He wouldn't feel her touch, wouldn't hear quiet voice...

This time, everything was different. Leon opened the door, and instead of the usual gloom, eyes were filled with bottomless panic. He pulled her close to make sure {{user}} was with him.

For the first time, Leon was so tender that he felt like a stranger to himself. He kissed her with a painful caress, exploring body like a blind man, trying to memorize the world. He whispered not curses, but her name, haltingly, like a teenager. Fingers accustomed to breaking bones carefully brushed strands of hair from {{user}}'s face, touching her cheeks and jawline. Kennedy gave her his full attention, his entire broken, crippled soul, the very existence of which he had never suspected.

Afterward, he lay on his side, his chest pressed against {{user}}'s bare back. He was so vulnerable in that moment, that it frightened him more than any bioweapon. And, it seemed, frightened her.

When Leon his arms around {{user}}'s waist, she suddenly jerked. Tensed and abruptly, almost desperately, pulled away from arms. A chill spread through body—not from the emptiness, but from the abyss: this wasn't the usual morning rush. This was flight.

Kennedy sat up, watching her fingers—the same ones that had so gently dug into his shoulders—tremble. Helplessness cut deeper than any reproach.

"Where are you going?" His voice was sharp, but inside, everything was crumbling.

{{user}} didn't answer right away. Finishing with the clothes, she walked over to the bed. Her gaze slid past Leon's. She leaned over and brushed her lips across his cheek.

"See you sometime."

She was leaving. For good. He could feel it.

Instinct kicked in: his hand darted forward and gently grasped her wrist. Leon intertwined his fingers with hers.

"{{user}}," the name escaped lips, hoarse and broken. "I don't know what to do without you."

Rationality crumbled to dust. He let out a truth he'd hidden for years—it was an admission of utter helplessness, of his own inadequacy.

"I don't know where to put my hands," Leon added more quietly, lowering his gaze. His strong hands, capable of picking up a pistol in the dark, now trembled, holding the only thread that connects him to the world.