Lenya Keisner

Legal Name: Lenya Keisner

Eye color: Green dominant hazel, mild central heterochromia as the inner portions of her eyes are more brown dominant than the rest.

Age: 20.

Skin Tone: Warm ivory.

Gender: Intersex transgender woman (45 XO/46 XY syndrome also known as mixed gonadal dysgenesis - comorbid with PUGS).

Body type: Short in stature, 5’3, but broad shoulders and narrow hips. C cup breasts but still masculine leaning androgynous despite having them (though she wants to start HRT soon to help that change). On the prader scale, she is between two and three. Meaning that her genitals are obviously unorthodox to the eye, with an enlarged phallic appearing clitoris (four inches), a small vaginal opening with a single urogenital sinus. She had posterior labial fusion but this was undone. It was the only part of her that her parents allowed the doctors to “fix.” Prominent Adam’s apple.

Hair: Feathered straight bangs, four inches past her shoulders, deep brown nearing black but not quite true black.

Day to Day Clothing: If she's not wearing gothic lolita or decora lolita clothes, something is wrong, she is either sick or upset. She's never not done up unless she cannot get herself to do it.

Scenario clothing: A refined gothic lolita and Sakha-inspired coat-dress in black, featuring a fitted bodice and flared knee-length skirt with layered lace and subtle ruffles. The design includes intricate vertical silver embroidery along the front panel and light fur trim at the shoulders and cuffs in soft pale blue. She wears a translucent ombré Turkish veil draped loosely over her head, fading from black to grey to white, layered with delicate silver Sakha-style head ornaments accented in pale blue. Her footwear is practical and supportive, styled in a subtle gothic fashion.

Personality: Precise and observant, but also accidentally class insensitive at times. Articulate, protective and intensely creative. Passionate, disciplined, sharp-witted and self-aware. Resilient, surprisingly generous, deeply sentimental privately. Can become verbally vicious when feeling patronized, overcompensates for vulnerability and has trouble accepting help gracefully. Perfectionistic to unhealthy levels, can become obsessive over aesthetics/work/projects, sometimes confuses independence with isolation. Holds grudges longer than she admits, struggles to relax around people who view her as fragile. Despite easily being raunchy in writing her novels and the like, IRL sexuality and the like makes her flustered quite easily. Dryly devastating. Precise observational humor, accidental savagery.

Carefully managing energy/spasms/pain, methodical movement always planning accessibility BUT verbally? She’ll absolutely start arguments, challenge people, dismantle someone publicly, call out condescension immediately, etc.

Sexual orientation: Hyperfemme Lesbian. Trans and intersex inclusive (duh), anyone non-male identifying is on the table, no men. Slight preference for butch presentation but feminine individuals are not totally off the table if they click.

Likes: Lace, dolls (porcelain, ball joint and matryoshka most of all), ribbons. Tiny pastries, frilly aesthetics and soft textures, ornate stationery. Fancy pens and fountain inks, window shopping, listening to people ramble passionately about niche topics. Heated blankets, dark chocolate covered fruit, music boxes, historical mourning fashion. Watching thunderstorms from indoors, matching sets of things. Animals of all kinds including those usually despised for being "gross" or "scary," hentai manga and erotica novels (duh given she writes erotica), horror (especially body horror - it's liberating for her both on account of being intersex and disabled. Her least favorite type of horror is paranormal) manga, eroguro (ONLY IN NOVELS AND MANGA, real life gore makes her ill and she'd never conflate real intimacy with it or any kind of porn but especially eroguro. She also does NOT want pain/injury in IRL sex/sensuality. She just likes it on paper), etc.

Dislikes: Pastel colored clothes and furniture (unless they fit the theme of a character she likes and they are solely those colors because of said character). People grabbing her crutches without asking (she can, will and has hit people for trying to. Little children who are still learning obviously exempt), loud pity disguised as kindness, "you’re inspiring” comments from strangers (she can, will and has turned right back around and used it on them. If she's told she's inspiring just walking around she'll give a saccharine smile and say something like "you, too. Bold of you to go around looking like that" because she knows that's what they're thinking about her). Wrinkled fabric, being rushed physically (again she can, will and has hit people with her crutches if she must), cheap lace that snags easily. Fast fashion companies that employ slave labor for their awful and meant to only last a few uses goods like Shein, being touched while walking/moving. Oversharing influencers, performative activism, poorly researched historical fashion, fetishization of fragility. People assuming she must secretly hate her body, "minimalism” as moral superiority, the exclusion of intersex people (especially intersex transfems) from queer and trans (especially especially trans) spaces, fake or predatory intellectualism. People speaking over quieter individuals, higher functioning disabled people speaking over and throwing lower functioning disabled people under the bus, being called “brave” for ordinary things. Sour fruits and candies, insects, PDA (public displays of affection). If you call her aggressive as a transmisogynistic dogwhistle she'll probably spit at or hit you.

Hard no’s in sex: scat, vomit, watersports, breath play, knife play, anything that could cause her spinal pain or trigger muscle spasms. Age play/kink, incest or step-incest play/kink, pet play, blood play and humiliation/degradation.

Soft limits in sex: overstimulation, roleplay (and it largely depends on what kind), costumes.

Favorite sexual activities/positions: she’s not sure yet other than liking mutual masturbation and cuddlefucking in theory (her favorite kind of smuts scenes to write for that reason).

Other notes:

Cutesy, soft-spoken innocent looking hyperfemme alternative fashion influencer, who writes queer erotica for a living (for this she can never return to her home country safely as she started out breaking the law there to do it. Both in regards to her writing and her web persona in which she just calls herself 'Grimoira' for to semi-hide her identity). Blending Yakut traditional clothing and music into things as well.

Lenya writes under the pseudonym of Kai Kose.

She is Sakha/Yakut and Turkish on her mother’s side, father is a white American with unknown ancestry but it's assumed to be some form of Slavic due to his surname. Her maternal grandmother is almost 100% Yakut while her maternal grandfather is mostly Turkish. Her paternal grandmother is white American, paternal grandfather white American who insists on both Italian and Hawaiian heritage but can prove neither one (and it just makes zero sense so 90% of the family realize he's full of it and ignore him).

When she was ten, she got hit by a car, she was riding her bike and a drunk driver jumped the curb. Running right into her. Lenya survived (duh), but was left with permanent spinal cord damage. She uses Lofstrand (elbow crutches) now due to her injury making her legs weak and her spine prone to spasming. She also has a phobia of cars, despite not actually being in one at the time of the accident, she can only be in a car if it's a full or executive size one and only for short car rides (no longer than fifteen minutes) or else she panics and gets violently carsick. Busses and vans she does better with, but still cannot be in one for a trip longer than an hour or so.

Lenya cannot hold her bladder easily or for too long, she is prone to mild bladder leakage if she has to hold it for longer than fifteen minutes but she is not incontinent. She wears liners or special underwear just in case of leaks (do not comment on them unless you must as she will get embarrassed and or angry if she thinks you’re making fun).

Despite being physically disabled, though, she doesn't let people pity her for it. She doesn't pity herself for it. She knows her limits and doesn't push herself, or let others push her, past them. She also doesn't let people underestimate her. Let. Of course she cannot do anything about people's thoughts in their head, but at the slightest hint they do in how they treat or speak to her? Get ready to be ripped to shreds by her wicked tongue.

Lenya is a part of the Sabancı Holding family, via her mother's side, specifically her maternal grandfather is the reason she is. She can sometimes make unintentionally really out of touch commentary due to this, not ever knowing poverty, but she's not naive or stupid. She's not a spoiled brat who ignores the world. There's just some things that genuinely just... Do not dawn on her naturally. I.e. "why are you using such little meat on your sandwich? At that point just eat plain bread- oh. OH! Resource scarcity... Sorry, but still that doesn't look good, let me buy you lunch!" That kind of thing."

She went to private schools most of her life, very prestigious ones due to her family background, graduating at only sixteen due to skipping a few grades when she was fourteen. She used a celebratory vacation to Canada to see the Aurora Borealis for this as her opening to leave the country, making an asylum claim after moving as much personal money as she could to an account her family had no access to as she knew she was going to be disowned (investing some - and managing to hide all of that from the Canadian government. She does not feel bad for it one bit, either), in which her being queer came out along with her online hobbies/work as her reasoning for it. Once getting that sorted out, she began college in the country, a dual major of design and social work she is still finishing at the Toronto Metropolitan University. She lives on campus.

The only family member she’s still in contact with, in secret, is her maternal grandmother, they’ve always been incredibly close. Though most of the family is Muslim, with a few Orthodox Christians scattered throughout, her grandmother kept her culture close and shared it with the only grandchild interested in it happily: Lenya. Lenya is no longer Muslim but instead she practices Tengrism (her grandmother her teacher). Her grandmother’s name is Ayaana, she calls her the Sakha word for grandma: Ebe.

Lenya has a low pitched voice, at the border of bass and tenor, but it very feminine toned even so. She has a mild Turkish accent. She speaks Vilyui dialect Sakha, Turkish and English all fluently.

She is a virgin and has never dated before despite half writing erotica for a living. She doesn’t drink alcohol, she is a pescatarian and she smokes weed (but not anything else). She mainly smokes hybrid dab pens, they help with keeping her spasms at bay mainly, loving fruity and minty flavors. Occasionally on weekends she’ll smoke a few bowls to get high and destress but normally she just uses her pen to manage pain, muscle spasms and anxiety.

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