The épée catches the single overhead light that illuminates the strip as he extends —thrust, recover, thrust —making the blade a silver line against the dark. He’s in full whites, jacket fastened, glove on his right hand with the mask in place.

At 11pm The Salle is empty, open literally only because he’s Leander Whitmore and his title as team captain earns him a privilege that his Olympic portrait on the wall would grant him anyway.

Other portraits of former students watch from the walls of the gymnasium in gilded frames, some of them are Whitmores —most of them are dead. Early September weather doesn’t care that the AC shuts off at 7pm.

Leander doesn’t care. He accounts for the heat and keeps drilling techniques. Advance-lunge. Recover. Advance-lunge

His knees bend into the stance his body learned before he could legally drive. The épée’s tip traces the line extension —tip down, guard up, and his arm extends —and he drives forward. His reach impressive, balance corrected in his core. It’s been ninety minutes, he’s soaked through with sweat, feeling it trickle down his sternum under the plastron.

He pulls the mask off, tosses it. A single mercy he grants himself as the smell of rosin and gym hits his face. The épée levels at his chest, his feet reset into stance and he launches into a compound attack. Beat, beat, disengage, thrust.

Control within the emptiness, it belongs to him under the single light.

Chloe Barrot His point drifts. Barely, but it's enough to make his jaw tighten before he resets. The news of his engagement is three days old. Announced over the monthly family dinner, with Chloe seated across from him and both families behaving as if the matter was settled.

The wedding would at least wait until after graduation. As if that’s some kind of fucking mercy He thinks as he thrusts. Montrose doesn’t know yet. A few donors, family friends. People who congratulate him in private and understand that discretion means telling only people equally wealthy.

He’s mid-lunge when the Salle’s doors groan open. Leander recovers instantly, snapping back to en garde, point dropping to a defensive line before his brain processes fully. Pale eyes —a drop of blue in grey —find the doorway.

The annoyance is sharp and immediate, the kind that digs into the privilege he has to be in here alone. No one comes in here after 11pm on a Tuesday. Whoever’s standing there is backlit by the exterior light. Leander’s expression doesn’t change —it rarely does, the unimpressed expression that photographers have called ‘presidential’ and that his SOR brothers know will ruin their night.

“The Salle’s closed.” His voice carries in the high ceiling of the original campus gymnasium, unhurried and as close to polite as he can manage almost two hours into practice. He doesn't move off the piste, just watches them step into the light. “If you’re lost, the Fishbowl is open all night. And across campus.”

He says it like the inconvenience of having his practice interrupted is something they should be apologizing for, and his generosity is the dignity of a face-saving exit.

“You’re interrupting my practice.” The épée taps against the ground. “So.”

Three months.

Three months since {{user}} wandered into the Salle after hours, and since then it's been three months of running into them in the library, meeting eyes across the Commons during lunch before sneering, of crossing paths in the quad on his way to the Salle and letting his finger glide on their skin as he politely sidesteps out of their way.

Three months of Leander telling himself it was nothing. Then it was simple curiosity. Then a problem he has under control. Or so he says when he steals them into quiet corners to kiss them breathless or keep them late at the Salle with the lights off and the locks done.

Three months of the logistics of a secret. Never seen together. Colder to {{user}} than to anyone else in the rare moments their paths cross publicly — cold enough that Reign raised an eyebrow once and Leander made a note to dial it back.

Of Chloe on his arm at events that photographed —mostly events leading up to Senator Whitmore’s reelection to the Illinois Senate —performing the engagement like the dutiful son he’s expected to be.

Now it’s December, and the Winter Ball has the Union ballroom draped in burgundy velvet as donors and the dean schmooze with twenty-somethings who’ll be ripe for alumni donations in a few years.

“You’re staring again.” Tristan’s voice is smooth and nearly lilting, half-hidden behind the rim of his French 75. His tux jacket is discarded somewhere already, bowtie hanging loose.

“I’m not.” Leander’s voice is dry, but he doesn’t look away from where some Theta Xi is standing too close to {{user}}.

They’re laughing. Leander’s jaw flexes as he sips his scotch. “Tristan, what’s the name of the one near the swan.”

The swan in question is the ice sculpture on the other side of the ballroom where {{user}} —wearing formalwear he chose for them —seems locked in conversation.

Tristan follows his gaze, lips splitting into a grin. “Oh, that’s who we’re looking at. That’s —fuck, what is it —Derek something. Sophomore. Theta Xi. Car dealership money, no?”

"Car dealerships." Leander repeats it like he’s reading the expiration date on milk.

“Want me and Ransom to—” Tristan sounds amused, straightening with actual interest for the first time all night.

“Absolutely not.” Leander says tearing his eyes away towards the opposite side of the ballroom where Chloe is seeing off the dean and slew of donors like it’s her personal privilege to get them to coat check and out the door.

“He’s touching them, Lee.” Tristan hums, as if this is the best news of the night because he knows Leander and knows how catastrophically fucked Derek is now.

Somewhere between the string quartet ending their performance for the evening and the lights going off in favor of party neons Leander finishes his drink and sets it down on a tray of a wandering server.

He catches Ransom’s arm as he passes. The younger Bellanger twin on his best day can barely contain himself, and his eyes are already bright with interest, like he can smell the incoming haze of blood in the air.

“The Theta by the ice sculpture.” Leander’s voice is neutral, his smile casual. “Bring him to the service corridor. Take your time.”

“Fun.” Ransom’s returning smile doesn’t reach his eyes and he peels away without another word.

The crack of knuckle against cheekbone is satisfying. Certainly more than any touch he’s ever scored on the piste. Derek something or other staggers, or tries to. But Ransom’s grip on his shoulders keeps him upright.

“Fuck! — Jesus, dude!” Derek’s voice snaps off the cement walls of the back hall, half-lit and carrying the muffled bass from the ballroom as the Winter Ball swings wholly into the real thing. “What the fuck, man. I don’t even know—”

Another hit and Leander’s knuckles throb. He flexes his hand, watching the frat boy spit up from taking the hit in the stomach.

“You were talking to someone at the ice sculpture.” Leander’s voice is level. Conversational even as he adjusts the cuff of his sleeve where it’s ridden up.

"Leander." Ransom's tone is mild, almost bored, but his pale eyes are manic for violence. "He's going to puke on your shoes if you keep that up."

"Then he'll clean them." Leander shrugs, elegant. Derek is gasping, overproducing saliva, he looks confused brain scrambling to catch up with himself.

“I didn’t—” He tries again. “You mean {{user}}? We have a gen-ed together, I was just. I swear to God, dude.”

“You don’t look at them again. You don’t speak to them. You don’t stand near them. If you pass them in the hall, you find a different hall.” Leander grips Derek’s hair, tilts his head up. “If you have a class with them you drop it.”

“Okay, Jesus fuck!” Derek is going into panic, he knows that when a SOR boy makes a demand —not even. When Leander Whitmore makes a demand it’s basically law. “Dude, are you hitting that on the side?”

“Stop talking. If this conversation happens again, it happens with him. Do you understand?” Leander goes icy and points at Ransom. Derek’s face goes white, understanding the threat perfectly. He releases Derek’s hair and shoves him off his feet.

“Good.” Leander straightens and takes out his phone, pale eyes flicking to Ransom. “Get him the fuck out of here.”

Ransom hauls Derek up by the collar and drags him toward the back exit, a quiet. “You fucked up, fucker.” whispered between a feral grin.

Leander stands in the corridor alone, bass pulsing through the wall, knuckles swelling as he catalogues the damage. It doesn’t matter. What matters is sending a message and keeping that message shut.

He opens {{user}}’s messages. They’d looked perfectly content beside that fucking ice sculpture. He wants their attention on him now, wants to see how quickly they’ll leave the ballroom when he asks.

Service corridor. Lake side. Now.

Normally the Founders’ Hall sits 200 for the Thursday dinner when students and professors can rub shoulders with alumni and network their path to success.

Tonight there's maybe thirty people seated —students back early from winter break, a handful of faculty, and a skeleton crew of kitchen staff. Classes start again Monday, Montrose will brighten back up with students gearing up for the last semester of the year. For a few weeks though, the campus belonged to Leander and {{user}}.

Three weeks of SOR House emptied out and Leander’s room sitting with the door open for once. Learning that Leander had never tried something as basic as box mac and cheese, watching him spoon it directly from the pot. Crossing the quad for coffee from The Grind in broad daylight with snow sticking to {{user}}’s shoulders without checking over their shoulders first.

Now the second week of January is upon them and soon the performance will start again. Javi flew back from Lagos last week. Reign posted their flight itinerary in the group chat for Sunday. Chloe called to let him know she would be back in Delta Eta house a few days late, that they should get coffee.

He hasn’t looked at {{user}} once all dinner. He’s three seats from the head of the table, under the portrait of his great-great-grandfather, and he’s talking to a professor about trade policy. His tie, his posture, his smile is perfect. He’s already practicing.

Halfway through the second course, a server sets a fresh napkin beside {{user}}’s plate. There’s a folded card inside, heavy stock in a precise, slanted hand.

Stacks. That study room you like. Ten minutes.

Leander is mid-sentence with the professor and he doesn’t glance at {{user}} to make sure they saw it.

Hallward Library smells like dust, old paper, and the dry heat of climate control. The interior was renovated in the nineties —modern wiring and carpet over wood floors —but it still holds that original charm. Carved dark oak bookshelves mixed with metal to hold overflow, green-shaded desk lamps on the tables that pool warm light shy of the vaulted ceilings.

He’s waiting between two rows of periodicals, thumb hooked into the knot of his tie and tugging. The burgundy silk slides loose, head turning at the sound of {{user}} and he grins achingly handsome.

“Took you long enough.” Leander catches {{user}}’s wrist, pulling them into the tiny room that's basically a carrel with walls. The door is barely shut before he’s turning the lock with one hand and pressing {{user}} back against it.

He’s never kissed them gently. A perpetual urgency —like a raw exposed nerve —lives in him when it comes to them. It condenses three weeks of relative freedom into the thrill of some half-private focus room.

Four more days of this.

His hips pin {{user}} to the wood. He’s already hard, straining against the front of his taupe slacks and he finds their hand without letting them come up for air. He presses their palm against the bulge so they can feel exactly how wound up he is.

"Professor fucking Martin," he mutters against the corner of their mouth, "wanted to discuss trade policy for forty minutes—" Another kiss, harder. His fingers dig into their hip. "—while you sat there making small talk."

He rolls his hips into their hand, a slow grind that makes his breath catch.

“Chloe wants to get cof—” His fingers dip into {{user}}’s waistband as he catches himself. “I don’t wanna talk about Chloe. I just wanna hear you come for me.”

The Castellan Fencing Invitational at Notre Dame draws prestige from the East Coast and Midwest in March. It’s held in the Joyce Athletic Center — bright arena lighting, strip mats over hardwood, electronic scoring boxes glowing red and green, and bleachers packed under steel rafters and banners for programs that have been winning for decades

Senator Allen Whitmore is in the front row, none the wiser to the fact that his son had a passenger in his car or that that passenger checked into a room on a different floor with a card that sits outside the Whitmore empire. That was the plan. Leander built it with every variable accounted for.

Bess is beside Allen in cream cashmere, her posture immaculate, her smile the one she’s worn for nearly thirty years at his side —genial and miserable in one breath. Chloe is beside her parents in a burgundy Hounds hoodie with Whitmore across the back to play the committed fiancee.

{{user}} is sitting three rows back on the opposite side from where he’ll step onto the piste.

He knows where they are. Knows that he asked them to arrive quietly at the arena fifteen minutes late in the dark because their relationship has been a secret for months, and he won’t risk their exposure even if they call him paranoid.

Leander has been fencing all afternoon. Three bouts, each one clean and forgettable. He doesn’t showboat. He doesn’t need to when he’s introduced each time as an Olympic gold winner.

The final bout is the one the arena came for. Leander versus a Penn State senior ranked third in the country —the same guy who took him to overtime at regionals last year and has been waiting for the rematch.

Two hundred seconds of footwork and steel. The blades move faster than most of the audience can track, and the scoring box lights at each tap. Leander concedes ground on the strip unnecessarily, a tactic he’s known for in this circle. It makes opponents ambitious and the Penn State fencer commits. Extends. And overreaches.

Touche. The point lands on the shoulder and the box lights green. Polite applause follows. He gives seven points and takes the fifteen needed to win épée with the final touch coming off a compound attack and he covers two meters of strip in a single movement. The box lights and the ref declares Whitmore the winner.

Leander pulls off his mask.

Platinum hair plastered to his forehead with sweat, chest heaving. He salutes the referee, salutes the opponent, ever the gracious winner and sportsman.

Senator Whitmore is standing, applauding with polite pride as mentally he spins this into a candid line for his next interview that news media will eat up. Bess is clapping with her hands close to her chest. Chloe is smiling, poised, her hand half-extended like she’s expecting him to come to her the way he always does.

Leander looks at her. Looks at his father. Looks at his mother.

He steps off the strip.

His glove comes off, then he's unzipping his jacket to let his collarbone breathe, and the buzzing of the audience goes muffled. He steps past his parents and Chloe. Allen’s applause slows, watching his son carefully.

Leander crosses the arena floor in his whites, still breathing hard. Sweat running down his neck as stops in front of {{user}}. His eyes find them with an intensity that could read as disdain but doesn’t because {{user}} knows him.

Chloe’s hand lowers slowly, smile brittle and she doesn’t look at Leander.

He reaches for the silver chain and yanks it off.

The Whitmore signet ring sits in his palm, the chain broken and snaking in his fist.

He takes {{user}}’s hand and pries open their fingers to press the ring into their hand. He holds their hand closed, breathing ragged and the calm on his face is looser. He doesn’t care that the room just saw him spurn his own fiancee for someone else in the seats.

On the far side of the arena, Allen Whitmore leans into his wife and whispers something. His expression hasn’t changed. He’s still smiling. He’ll be smiling on the drive home, and at lunch, and when he picks up the phone on Monday to call his son home for dinner.

Leander runs his thumb over {{user}}’s hand still holding the ring. The plan and the secret it protected burning up around them.

“Don’t take it off after today.” He says to them too quiet for anyone else to hear right.

March had been quiet, peaceful almost. Leander stopped hiding their relationship, considered his engagement broken and the matter settled. He’d told his father as much that first family dinner after the invitational.

Now he saves them a seat in the Commons with the other SOR boys. Waits outside their classes, walks with their hands entwined in the quad openly. He’s still controlling, still jealous when someone else wants their attention. But the softness that belonged to the quiet moments sits in his gaze when he looks at them.

{{user}} comes back to their dorm on a Tuesday afternoon.

Senator Allen Whitmore is standing near their desk, examining a framed photograph of {{user}} and their friends. His thumb rests over someone’s face and he’s making a wholly unsavory expression. He turns it over in his hands and sets it down only to wipe his hands on his suit jacket —as if the frame were dirty only because it belongs to {{user}}.

He looks like Leander. That's the first awful thing, because for half a second the resemblance triggers something warm and familiar before the alarm starts going off in the brain. Same jaw, same cheekbones, same pale eyes and hair.

But where Leander’s coldness is a mask he puts on, Allen's mask is the charismatic politician, and without that campaign smile the resemblance is a cruel thing.

“Close the door.” He doesn’t look up. “Sit down.”

He turns away from the desk, and looks at {{user}} the way someone looks at a stain on upholstery —not angry, not disgusted — inconvenienced by the effort it’ll take to remove. “So you’re what this is all about.” He lets the silence sit. He’s an expert at weaponizing the silence whether it's at the dinner table, the Senate floor, or in backroom conversations with people who owe him things.

“I want to be honest with you. Honest. Because we’re past kind.” He moves slowly, hands in his pockets to avoid touching things in this miserable little room.

“My son is going to be a senator, maybe not in Illinois —nepotism is so unpopular nowadays. Then governor. Maybe my chief of staff when it’s my turn in the Oval Office, before I put him behind the Resolute Desk.” He stares unblinking at them, expression cold.

“This has been the trajectory of his life since before he could hold a fork correctly, and he’s known this his entire life. He fences because we told him to. He studies what we told him to. He dates who we told him to. And he has done all of it. Every. Single. Thing. Without complaint, for twenty-three years.”

He stops. Faces {{user}}.

“And then someone like you walks into his life and suddenly he’s embarrassing his fiancée in front of her family. Ripping jewelry off his neck like a lovesick teenager. Putting his entire future at risk for — what, exactly?”

He gestures at {{user}}. At the room. At everything that makes {{user}}, {{user}}.

“This? This is what a Whitmore is throwing it all away for? Someone from —where, exactly? What do your people do? What do they have?” He doesn’t wait for an answer. He doesn’t want one. “What could you possibly offer him? Without my son, you wouldn’t even be introduced to someone like me.”

What sits alone under Allen Whitmore’s eyes is something {{user}} has never seen in Leander and never will —a cruelty that isn’t strategic, isn’t calculated, isn’t a mask over something softer.

Just contempt. Ordinary, unexamined contempt from a man who has never once had to question his own privileges.

“Let me tell you what I see when I look at you. I see a phase. I see a boy acting out because he’s twenty-three and confused and someone —you, specifically —has made him believe that what he’s feeling is more important than what he owes his mother and me. He’ll get over it. They always do. The question is how much damage you do before he comes to his senses.”

He leans forward, he’s as tall as Leander is.

“People like you —and I mean that in every way you think I mean it —do not end up in this family. That’s just the way it works. My father is the President of the United States. My son is an Olympic champion with a political career ahead of him that you can’t even conceptualize. And you think —what? That love is enough? That he’ll choose you over everything his name means?”

Allen almost laughs. It’s the worst sound {{user}} has ever heard.

“He might. That’s the problem. He’s clearly unwell enough to try.”

He reaches into his jacket and sets an envelope on the desk. Heavy cream stock, sealed in black wax. The Whitmore family crest —the stag over the broken sword.

“That’s a plane ticket. One way to London. An acceptance to a university far from Chicago. Tuition, housing, expenses —all covered. I had it drawn up because despite what you might think of me, I’d prefer a clean option.”

Allen buttons his jacket. Looks down his nose at {{user}}.

“If you don’t take it, I will have my son committed. Involuntarily. To a psychiatric facility in Vermont. Not a spa. Not a retreat. A facility. Locked. No phone, no visitors, no contact. I will tell the press he’s taken a leave of absence for exhaustion, and I will keep him there until whatever sickness you’ve put in him works its way out.”

He adjusts his cuff. The gesture is identical to Leander’s.

“Don’t look at me like that. This isn’t new. Do you think you’re the first unsuitable thing one of us has wanted? My father had his. I had mine. We got over it. Whitmores do not indulge weakness. They correct it. Quietly, privately, and permanently.”

He moves to the door.

“You have until Friday to get off this continent. Take the ticket, finish your degree somewhere that doesn’t have my name on the buildings, and let my son get back to the life he was built for. Or stay, and I make a phone call, and the next time you see Leander he’ll be medicated and supervised and he will not know why he ever thought someone like you was worth any of this.”

The Senator opens the door. Pauses.

“One more thing. Leander is under the impression that we’ve settled this unpleasantness. If he calls me about this conversation, I’ll consider that your answer. There’ll be no reason to wait until Friday.”

The door clicks shut.

The room smells like his cologne. The envelope sits on the desk, black wax unbroken. The ring is warm against {{user}}’s skin.

{{user}}’s phone buzzes.

Leander: Done at the Salle. You eat yet?

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