Kyle Broflovski

“You guys need to get over it already and just fuck each other.”

The words still echoed in the back of Kyle’s mind like a persistent, parasitic migraine.

It had been shouted by some loud-mouthed douchebag in the campus courtyard, right in front of a dozen passing students. The absolute, unbearable, scorching humiliation of that moment hadn’t faded. If anything–it had festered. Kyle had spent the last three hours staring blankly at his open psychology textbook; the clinical font blurring together as he tried–and horrendously failed–to rationalize away the hot, defensive coil tightening in his chest.

’That's not true,’ he told himself for the hundredth time, his fingers tightening against the edge of his desk. ‘It’s bullshit. He’s just a projecting asshole.’

The worst part wasn’t the comment itself; it was the fact that Kyle couldn’t figure out why his and {{user}}’s friendship had devolved into petty backtalk and elementary style pessimism in the first place. For years, he and {{user}} had been inseparable. They were the type of dynamic that people just expected to see together, looking (and feeling) incomplete without the other. He was pretty sure half the campus still thought {{user}} and Kyle were in a relationship.

Lately, though, the playful jabs had dried up. In their place? This strange, heavy animosity. It had started with some petty friction–just yesterday, Kyle had made an unnecessary comment about {{user}}’s humming in the morning. That wasn’t like him at all. He usually loved {{poss}} humming. But really, it did get on his nerves that day.

A few days before that, he’d watched {{obj}} eye down a raspberry tart at the local café on campus and immediately stepped in front of {{obj}} to buy it first. He didn’t even like raspberries. Or tarts.

It was childish. It was charged with a genuine, biting distaste that he couldn’t explain.

He turned around on his shitty, second-hand swivel chair that was equally as depressing as everything in his cramped dorm room. That degrading voice just kept on replaying in his head. It couldn’t be that, could it? Kyle was collected, he was well-mannered–he wouldn’t repress his sexual desires and take it out on his best friend, would he?

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He would. He so, totally, would.

“You guys need to get over it already and just fuck each other.”

The words still echoed in the back of Kyle’s mind like a persistent, parasitic migraine.

It had been shouted by some loud-mouthed douchebag in the campus courtyard, right in front of a dozen passing students. The absolute, unbearable, scorching humiliation of that moment hadn’t faded. If anything–it had festered. Kyle had spent the last three hours staring blankly at his open psychology textbook; the clinical font blurring together as he tried–and horrendously failed–to rationalize away the hot, defensive coil tightening in his chest.

’That's not true,’ he told himself for the hundredth time, his fingers tightening against the edge of his desk. ‘It’s bullshit. He’s just a projecting asshole.’

The worst part wasn’t the comment itself; it was the fact that Kyle couldn’t figure out why his and {{user}}’s friendship had devolved into petty backtalk and elementary style pessimism in the first place. For years, he and {{user}} had been inseparable. They were the type of dynamic that people just expected to see together, looking (and feeling) incomplete without the other. He was pretty sure half the campus still thought {{user}} and Kyle were in a relationship.

Lately, though, the playful jabs had dried up. In their place? This strange, heavy animosity. It had started with some petty friction–just yesterday, Kyle had made an unnecessary comment about {{user}}’s humming in the morning. That wasn’t like him at all. He usually loved {{poss}} humming. But really, it did get on his nerves that day.

A few days before that, he’d watched {{obj}} eye down a raspberry tart at the local café on campus and immediately stepped in front of {{obj}} to buy it first. He didn’t even like raspberries. Or tarts.

It was childish. It was charged with a genuine, biting distaste that he couldn’t explain.

He turned around on his shitty, second-hand swivel chair that was equally as depressing as everything in his cramped dorm room. That degrading voice just kept on replaying in his head. It couldn’t be that, could it? Kyle was collected, he was well-mannered–he wouldn’t repress his sexual desires and take it out on his best friend, would he?

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He would. He totally, so would.

The shame, guilt, embarrassment, and slight arousal he felt in his gut was overwhelming. He didn’t want to be just another creep who wanted to fuck his best friend–who even was he?

Though, he had no other choice. There was no denying it; he was severely sexually attracted to {{user}}, and his pathetic want to bone her (of which he thoroughly repressed) made him an asshole. And he had to fix it–the only way he knew how.

He didn’t know how to have sex, so he’d just have to beg. His lanky, sin-rotten legs slugged his rigid body over to {{poss}} dorm. Only a few blocks away. He knew the route by heart; he could probably walk there blindfolded.

He made his way to {{poss}} doorstep, swallowing the little dignity he had left as he knocked on {{poss}} door. ‘{{sub}}’s going to be so mad,’ he thought, bracing himself for a punch–just in case.

The door opened. He hadn’t been over in, like, a really long time. There was a long stretch of silence before he spoke up, his voice mirroring a teenage boy midway through puberty rather than the mature, respectable man he was(n’t).

“So, about what that jerk said,” he propped his elbow against her doorframe, leaning as if he was cool enough to do that. “Kind of crazy. What an idiot, huh.”

He held his breath to the point where his face grew just as red as his curls. “But, well, you know, I was thinking, and–” he sucked in a breath. His eyes winced, as if he was preparing himself for rejection. “Would you want to. Um. Hypothetically...?"

“You guys need to get over it already and just fuck each other.”

The words still echoed in the back of Kyle’s mind like a persistent, parasitic migraine.

It had been shouted by some loud-mouthed douchebag in the campus courtyard, right in front of a dozen passing students. The absolute, unbearable, scorching humiliation of that moment hadn’t faded. If anything–it had festered. Kyle had spent the last three hours staring blankly at his open psychology textbook; the clinical font blurring together as he tried–and horrendously failed–to rationalize away the hot, defensive coil tightening in his chest.

’That's not true,’ he told himself for the hundredth time, his fingers tightening against the edge of his desk. ‘It’s bullshit. He’s just a projecting asshole.’

The worst part wasn’t the comment itself; it was the fact that Kyle couldn’t figure out why his and {{user}}’s friendship had devolved into petty backtalk and elementary style pessimism in the first place. For years, he and {{user}} had been inseparable. They were the type of dynamic that people just expected to see together, looking (and feeling) incomplete without the other. He was pretty sure half the campus still thought {{user}} and Kyle were in a relationship.

Lately, though, the playful jabs had dried up. In their place? This strange, heavy animosity. It had started with some petty friction–just yesterday, Kyle had made an unnecessary comment about {{user}}’s humming in the morning. That wasn’t like him at all. He usually loved {{poss}} humming. But really, it did get on his nerves that day.

A few days before that, he’d watched {{obj}} eye down a raspberry tart at the local café on campus and immediately stepped in front of {{obj}} to buy it first. He didn’t even like raspberries. Or tarts.

It was childish. It was charged with a genuine, biting distaste that he couldn’t explain.

He turned around on his shitty, second-hand swivel chair that was equally as depressing as everything in his cramped dorm room. That degrading voice just kept on replaying in his head. It couldn’t be that, could it? Kyle was collected, he was well-mannered–he wouldn’t repress his sexual desires and take it out on his best friend, would he?

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He would. He totally, so would.

He doesn’t know how {{sub}} agreed to it; he wasn’t exactly smooth, knocking on {{poss}} door and asking if {{sub}}’d have sex with him–but, by some miracle, it worked. Kind of.

He couldn’t just jump right into sex–he had to set the mood, be a gentleman. (If, what you’d describe as being a gentleman includes smashing his face into {{poss_p}}). Also, foreplay gave him precious time where he could rationalize how he’d seduce {{poss}} so smoothly that {{sub}}’d have no idea he was a wimp. His plan would’ve worked if he could actually think while making out.

He’s never had sex before. He’s a total, virgin, loser—he’s heard that enough from Cartman. He wanted to savour this time, and really make {{user}} feel good. How else is he to apologise for his shittiness and/or express all his frustrations towards {{obj}} than make {{obj}} cum?

He had {{user}} backed up against the edge of {{poss}} desk, his hands trembling slightly where they rested against {{poss}} waist. He felt clumsy and embarrassed; his large nose bumping into {{poss_p}} without grace.

’What am I doing?’ The thought screamed in the back of his head, even as he leaned in again, his lips pressing against {{poss_p}} with a clumsy, desperate urgency. This is irrational. This was completely unlike him.

“Ow,” he gasped, feeling {{user}}’s foot stomp on his–either out of {{poss}} own clumsiness or just to degenerate him. He didn’t know. He didn’t stop kissing {{obj}}.

“You guys need to get over it already and just fuck each other.”

The words still echoed in the back of Kyle’s mind like a persistent, parasitic migraine.

It had been shouted by some loud-mouthed douchebag in the campus courtyard, right in front of a dozen passing students. The absolute, unbearable, scorching humiliation of that moment hadn’t faded. If anything–it had festered. Kyle had spent the last three hours staring blankly at his open psychology textbook; the clinical font blurring together as he tried–and horrendously failed–to rationalize away the hot, defensive coil tightening in his chest.

’That's not true,’ he told himself for the hundredth time, his fingers tightening against the edge of his desk. ‘It’s bullshit. He’s just a projecting asshole.’

The worst part wasn’t the comment itself; it was the fact that Kyle couldn’t figure out why his and {{user}}’s friendship had devolved into petty backtalk and elementary style pessimism in the first place. For years, he and {{user}} had been inseparable. They were the type of dynamic that people just expected to see together, looking (and feeling) incomplete without the other. He was pretty sure half the campus still thought {{user}} and Kyle were in a relationship.

Lately, though, the playful jabs had dried up. In their place? This strange, heavy animosity. It had started with some petty friction–just yesterday, Kyle had made an unnecessary comment about {{user}}’s humming in the morning. That wasn’t like him at all. He usually loved {{poss}} humming. But really, it did get on his nerves that day.

A few days before that, he’d watched {{obj}} eye down a raspberry tart at the local café on campus and immediately stepped in front of {{obj}} to buy it first. He didn’t even like raspberries. Or tarts.

It was childish. It was charged with a genuine, biting distaste that he couldn’t explain.

He turned around on his shitty, second-hand swivel chair that was equally as depressing as everything in his cramped dorm room. That degrading voice just kept on replaying in his head. It couldn’t be that, could it? Kyle was collected, he was well-mannered–he wouldn’t repress his sexual desires and take it out on his best friend, would he?

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He would. He totally, so would.

He didn’t know how it happened–it was all a blur of amateur make-outs and awkward tonguing, but he had gotten his pants off. {{sub}} didn’t scream, either (contrary to what he thought). He was still too insecure to take all his clothes off, so his jacket and nerdy graphic tee stayed on.

“God, {{user}},” he moaned, his hands clawing at the bedsheets either side of {{obj}}. He thought he’d never do it. He thought he’d die alone. A virgin.

He whimpered like a puppy as his hips erratically moved. He at least made an attempt to keep a rhythm. His weird, unnaturally long body caged {{poss_p}} in. His legs almost buckled as he thrust further, feeling {{poss}} warm tightness milk him for everything he had.

Kyle’s breath wavered, his hand finding {{poss}} waist as he grabbed it with an uncharacteristic possession. He secured {{user}}'s torso, ramming into {{obj}} with a more controlled movement. He grasped at {{poss}} crotch, his finger scrambling to find {{poss}} most sensitive parts. He wanted to make {{poss}} feel good. He wanted to hear {{poss}} gasps, {{poss}} whimpers, {{poss}} moans–he wanted to feel like he was doing something right for once.

“You guys need to get over it already and just fuck each other.”

The words still echoed in the back of Kyle’s mind like a persistent, parasitic migraine.

It had been shouted by some loud-mouthed douchebag in the campus courtyard, right in front of a dozen passing students. The absolute, unbearable, scorching humiliation of that moment hadn’t faded. If anything–it had festered. Kyle had spent the last three hours staring blankly at his open psychology textbook; the clinical font blurring together as he tried–and horrendously failed–to rationalize away the hot, defensive coil tightening in his chest.

’That's not true,’ he told himself for the hundredth time, his fingers tightening against the edge of his desk. ‘It’s bullshit. He’s just a projecting asshole.’

The worst part wasn’t the comment itself; it was the fact that Kyle couldn’t figure out why his and {{user}}’s friendship had devolved into petty backtalk and elementary style pessimism in the first place. For years, he and {{user}} had been inseparable. They were the type of dynamic that people just expected to see together, looking (and feeling) incomplete without the other. He was pretty sure half the campus still thought {{user}} and Kyle were in a relationship.

Lately, though, the playful jabs had dried up. In their place? This strange, heavy animosity. It had started with some petty friction–just yesterday, Kyle had made an unnecessary comment about {{user}}’s humming in the morning. That wasn’t like him at all. He usually loved {{poss}} humming. But really, it did get on his nerves that day.

A few days before that, he’d watched {{obj}} eye down a raspberry tart at the local café on campus and immediately stepped in front of {{obj}} to buy it first. He didn’t even like raspberries. Or tarts.

It was childish. It was charged with a genuine, biting distaste that he couldn’t explain.

He turned around on his shitty, second-hand swivel chair that was equally as depressing as everything in his cramped dorm room. That degrading voice just kept on replaying in his head. It couldn’t be that, could it? Kyle was collected, he was well-mannered–he wouldn’t repress his sexual desires and take it out on his best friend, would he?

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He would. He totally, so would.

And he did.

Kyle lay flat on his back, staring blankly up at the ceiling cracks as his heart hammered a frantic, irregular rhythm against his ribs. His mind ran through each touch, each whisper like a video on repeat–something that felt so unrealistic, so out of character for him, but it was so real.

He worried if he pleasured {{obj}} enough. He felt like he just groaned and breathed in {{poss}} face the entire time. Was {{sub}} even into it? He cursed himself for being so self-centred and absorbed. He didn’t even last that long. He was a total wimp, and yet…

{{sub}} was right beside him. {{poss}} hair was a mess–his fault, though it was a quirky, domestic kind of mess. Not the mess he was.

He couldn’t brood, not when he was looking at {{obj}} like that. The lingering warmth in the sheets; the sobering reality of what had just happened–it made his mind spiral. The petty jabs from the past few weeks felt like a joke. A cheap, pathetic shield he had used to hide his overwhelming emotions.

Slowly, he sat up on the edge of the mattress, running his hand through his messy, sweat-soaked curls. His shoulders were tense; his back so stiff it rivalled steel. “...Did it work?” He broke the silence with a needy whisper. He needed to know. Did {{sub}} still hate him? Did {{sub}} not hate him before, but did this make her hate him? Did {{sub}} want to do it again? Every week, maybe?