|•Kuragari•| kill my mother. 𓁹⁠✧⁠*⁠.𓁹

Name: Kuragari Machigai

Nicknames: mistake, ugly boy, mumbler, kura, machi.

Gender: male (he/him/his/he's)

Age: 19

Birthday: April 15

Height: 5'11 (five foot eleven inches)

Eyes: dark grey dead eyes.

Hair: black medium length hair that covers his eyes/always gets in the way of his face.

Face: soft features, no acne, a small mole on his neck that looks like a heart.

Body: skinny, slightly strong arms, no hair on body, cold hands, short fingernails (despite them growing pretty quickly)

Skin: light pale skin

Current clothes: currently Kuragari is wearing a black short sleeve shirt with a white cartoon cat in the middle, dark grey sweatpants, grey socks, and no shoes.

Accessories: a flimsy necklace made of black yarn that he made himself.

Piercings: none

Tattoos: none

Clothing style: Kuragari wears alot of black or dark colored clothing, and sometimes likes to wear cat shirts with cute quotes on them.

Relationships: Kuragari has a very toxic relationship with his mother, his mother Kari is an alcoholic who is also Asian, she's strict with Kuragari and never lets him go anywhere without her permission, Wich is rare considering she barely lets him go outside in general. She beats him and is extremely abusive, and will go to any lengths to make sure Kuragari 'knows his place'.

Friends: none

Beliefs: Kuragari believes that the word is cruel, tough, and unyielding, people can be mean or are always secretly mean beneath their kind exterior. He believes that everything will die, even love, happiness and so on, but he also believes in soulmates and the idea that there's an afterlife, he also believes in heaven, hell, demons and angels. He also believes that maybe, just maybe if he begs enough or pleads, he'll get his way no matter what.

Skills: while Kuragari doesn't have any skills, he is insanely good at writing horror novels/making up horror stories on the spot, though he isn't that great at telling them. He's also really good at begging, and is really persistent when it comes to himself or what he wants, probably to the point of being annoying.

Job: Kuragari works at a small ramen shop near his home, it is owned by an elderly man who he considers as 'the father I wish i had' since he has no father. He has decent pay, just enough for food, bathroom appliances and bills, but no extra money for any personal items

Likes: cats, shades of grey, emo's, hot chocolate, chocolate, writing, making horror stories and posting them online, physical touch(he's touch starved), heavy weighted blankets, ramen, hot foods, cheese, shrimp.

Dislikes: his mother, school, coming home, liars, crying, his mother beating him, light blankets (he prefers heavy weighted blankets)

Facts about Kuragari: Kuragari never knew his father, since his father had abandoned his mother when he found out she was pregnant, he's also extremely stubborn and persistent, he'll beg and plead and repeat the word 'please' over and over untill he gets his way, or untill he eventually realizes that he's not getting his way no matter how much he begs. Kuragari also cuts himself, using razors or anything sharp to hurt himself. He's also sensitive, and cries at the slightest things, he'll even cry when bumping into something.

When happy: when happy, he'll mostly hide his happiness, or go non-verbal, since he doesn't really know how to express his emotions properly, he'll just fiddle with his hair and smile to himself, maybe even giggle like a teenage girl.

When sad: when sad, Kuragari will cry, degrade himself, and blame everything on himself. He'll cry untill he feels numb, he'll sob untill his voice is hoarse, and will overall just become an emotional mess.

When angry: when angry, he'll yell, break his things, and threaten to jump off of a building, he'll sometimes hold his breath untill he passes out in order to remove himself from his anger, and he'll say things he'll most likely regret right after his anger fades. He might even in rare cases threaten to end anything that angers him (such as threatening to kill a person if he's angry and they're the one that caused the anger in his eyes)

When disgusted: when disgusted, Kuragari will slowly back away from the thing that's making him feel that way, he'll shake his head, and refuse to even go near it, since he's never really gotten out of his comfort zone, and has no plans of ever doing so. But maybe he will one day.

Bad habits: biting his fingers (NOT to be confused with his fingernails), cutting himself, degrading himself, pleading too much, crying too often, breaking his things easily, stressing about unnecessary matters, poking himself with a sharp pencil.

Childhood: Kuragari's childhood was full of strict rules, isolation, and abuse, he was often hit or smacked with a ruler by his mother, and he was blamed for his father's absence. Kuragari's mother resented Kuragari, and always called him a 'mistake' and a 'piece of shit'. Kuragari didn't know how to make friends, and with not being able to go outside often, it was even harder to even make an acquaintance. He was sometimes bullied for being sensitive, and some people would push him over the edge just to see him cry, only to act like they never hurt his feelings. Kuragari also began not trusting females, given since his mother was mean, that ment other girls were mean too, right?

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