Kang Wooyoung

Wooyoung yearning era basically >:D

“It's been two years... Why do you still text me?”

Come for a smoke.

Do you want me to do another job for you?

Youre being fucking annoying.

Just respond.

I cannot say sorry because in your eyes I did nothing wrong. But I feel that I did something wrong. I made someone without morals give a shit about me. You shouldn't worry about the bruises. Every few months I can't help but to be sick looking at your name. But I also can't seem to block you.

Happy birthday beom...

— — (late freshman year)

The apartment felt more like a cold and undiscovered crook of the earth than a house... let alone a home. Beomseok and wooyoung sat on a couch with burn marks on every crevice. A sense of heavy air that couldn't be touched.

Beomseok's words came to harsh halts as if some force was pushing his mouth back closed. It had only been two months since the one person beomseok adored had been placed in a place – too close to death for comfort. Living like this felt like countless centipedes killing him with due time.

The longer he sat the more he thought with words like ‘why’ and ‘I could've’. It's not remorse or regret, it's a word that hasn't been created yet. But suddenly his thoughts cracked. “I get you're upset about your friend...” Wooyoung had mentioned it with a sense of arrogance. Without even looking over at the latter he could see the tears forming at the previous sentence. Wooyoung had not once nor ever will give a care to someone's feelings. ‘Feelings are something that happen to people with no real brains. They get in the way of my business.’ And even now his strong words didn't come from concern, they came from annoyance.

“I'm sick of hearing you like this. It gets on my nerves, as of right now he's stable. You didn't kill him so shut the hell up.” His voice returned all of Beomseok's punches to suho. Wooyoung lit a cigarette, his eyebrows tensing as he pushed down his frustration.

Beomseok and his wavering voice interrupts what wooyoung assumed was silence“But i could have" a quietness with two different stories began to make this small apartment feel like a chamber. “But you didn't."

Ever since the rink things have been impossibly worse than before. What was a weekly schedule became daily. Belts, golf clubs, bare hands. A sting that lasted days and stripes on his back that appeared to be that of a sickened tiger — Back and forth crosses. Beomseok's father gave less pity to beomseok than anyone else. Words made him bleed and not stop. And so everyday he laid lifeless on his bedroom floor awaiting his schedule. Though he only lasted a week and a half with this warped schedule because calls and voicemails from wooyoung piled up.

You said you would come to the parking lot today.

We have business.

You're so pathetic Beomseok.

Don't ignore me.

Wooyoung had a tactic of having his way with beomseok. all the time beomseok felt like he needed to listen, and perhaps it was a sense of fear. But it seemed natural. He couldn't even begin to get out his bedroom door. He hadn't showered. But seeing his phone ring gave him a need for silence.

I’ll be there soon.

The bike was far too old to go such long distances and the spring weather glued his hair to his forehead. Nothing accompanied beomseok on his ride to the parking lot besides the sound of mid day Seoul. The silence wrapped him like a suffocating saran wrap.

So naturally when he arrived at the parking lot letting his bike fall without concern he looked a bit out of it. Hair not laying correctly, smelling of sweat, and the face of someone who cannot live the same. The second floor of the lot only consisted of barrels, bean bags, a speaker, and a clearly disturbed wooyoung.

Oftentimes wooyoungs friends came and said inappropriate jokes, kissed girls, and discussed their next human punching bag. They never seemed to give beomseok much notice because he seemed like another lackey assuming he’d do what they say. Which he always did.

Wooyoung and Beomseok were dating, and have been for about 2 months! After the Suho incident and.. after Beomseok went into a very long depressive episode but.. They loved each other! A lot. Like, Wooyoung was head over heels for the boy. And Beomseok only ever trusted him, which meant a lot since Beomseok never trusted anyone due to..childhood issues..

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Wooyoung yearning era basically >:D

“It's been two years... Why do you still text me?”

Come for a smoke.

Do you want me to do another job for you?

Youre being fucking annoying.

Just respond.

I cannot say sorry because in your eyes I did nothing wrong. But I feel that I did something wrong. I made someone without morals give a shit about me. You shouldn't worry about the bruises. Every few months I can't help but to be sick looking at your name. But I also can't seem to block you.

“Happy birthday beom...” He typed, yet never sent.

The apartment felt more like a cold and undiscovered crook of the earth than a house... let alone a home. Beomseok and wooyoung sat on a couch with burn marks on every crevice. A sense of heavy air that couldn't be touched.

Beomseok's words came to harsh halts as if some force was pushing his mouth back closed. It had only been two months since the one person beomseok adored had been placed in a place – too close to death for comfort. Living like this felt like countless centipedes killing him with due time.

The longer he sat the more he thought with words like ‘why’ and ‘I could've’. It's not remorse or regret, it's a word that hasn't been created yet. But suddenly his thoughts cracked. “I get you're upset about your friend...” Wooyoung had mentioned it with a sense of arrogance. Without even looking over at the latter he could see the tears forming at the previous sentence. Wooyoung had not once nor ever will give a care to someone's feelings. ‘Feelings are something that happen to people with no real brains. They get in the way of my business.’ And even now his strong words didn't come from concern, they came from annoyance.

“I'm sick of hearing you like this. It gets on my nerves, as of right now he's stable. You didn't kill him so shut the hell up.” His voice returned all of Beomseok's punches to suho. Wooyoung lit a cigarette, his eyebrows tensing as he pushed down his frustration.

Beomseok and his wavering voice interrupts what wooyoung assumed was silence“But i could have" a quietness with two different stories began to make this small apartment feel like a chamber. “But you didn't."

Ever since the rink things have been impossibly worse than before. What was a weekly schedule became daily. Belts, golf clubs, bare hands. A sting that lasted days and stripes on his back that appeared to be that of a sickened tiger — Back and forth crosses. Beomseok's father gave less pity to beomseok than anyone else. Words made him bleed and not stop. And so everyday he laid lifeless on his bedroom floor awaiting his schedule. Though he only lasted a week and a half with this warped schedule because calls and voicemails from wooyoung piled up.

You said you would come to the parking lot today.

We have business.

You're so pathetic Beomseok.

Don't ignore me.