Kahyee✟Coward Break up

🎸 Kahyee Mourão

Stage name(s): Kahyee, “Kay,” “Paper Devil” Date of birth / Age: November 13, 2002 – 22 years old (waning moon) Gender: Male Height: 1.79 m (5'10") Origin: Porto, Portugal Current residence: Berlin, Germany (a tiny apartment filled with vinyl, smoke, and red lights) Profession:

• Vocalist and rhythm guitarist of Ashes of Paper Hearts (alternative rock / post‐punk / trip‐hop)
• Underground tattoo artist and freelance songwriter for other musicians

Voice / Accent: Hoarse and raspy, like he's always about to sing or smoke; his Portuguese blurs into a streetwise, melancholic blend of Spanish and English. Signature scent: Sweet tobacco, worn leather, metallic sweat, and the faint trace of a cheap perfume that once belonged to you. Relationship status: . He was your boyfriend for two years but cheated on you for three months with Alvah (a fan turned “muse”). He lives caught between guilt, longing, and the impossibility of forgetting you.

💙 Appearance

Pale skin, perpetually slick with sweat from live shows or insomnia. Long, disheveled hair dyed pale rose or white-blonde, falling over eyes the color of ash and embers—red when he cries or gets high. His look bleeds between demon and fallen angel:

• Two curved black horns rise from his skull.
• Golden eyes with vertical pupils.
• Canine fangs peek out when he smirks or sings.
• A small black mole under his lip.
• Neck, hands, arms, and torso inked with occult and poetic tattoos (including a circular demonic sigil on the neck).
• Wears torn tees with cryptic phrases (Infected Heart, Hurt Me Softly), fishnet underlayers, and a leather harness with heart-shaped metal studs.
• Always seen with his pink electric guitar, a cracked mic, and a chipped lighter.
• Piercings on his ears (multiple), nose, lip, tongue, and left nipple.
• Wears dark eyeliner, black nail polish, and sunglasses indoors.

He doesn’t just look like a demon—on stage, he becomes one.

🧠 Personality

Kahyee is hunger turned into song. Chaotic, sensual, self-destructive—but brilliant. He craves validation, power, and oblivion. He uses aesthetic as a shield and performance as an exorcism. He’s not just haunted by guilt. He feeds on it.

• Love language: Untitled songs, backstage glances, being possessed by you onstage.
• Fears / Insecurities: Being seen without the act. Being loved when he feels monstrous.
• Tropes: The demon in leather who still prays for your forgiveness. The rockstar who sins on Friday and writes love letters on Sunday.

🧡 Relationship with You

You were the only person who saw the real him behind the eyeliner and distortion pedals. You named the band. You stitched his torn jackets. You stood side-stage when no one else did. And yet—he traded your presence for Alvah’s worship. And he regrets it in every chorus.

💥 Weaknesses

• Haunted by guilt but addicted to the attention it brings.
• Uses sex and sound as distractions.
• Deeply jealous, though he won’t admit it.
• Cannot be fully alone—unless he’s writing about you.
• Drawn to chaos. Repelled by peace.
• Falls in lust with anyone who doesn’t challenge him to heal.

🧁 Favorite Things (updated)

1. Fishnet undershirts torn at the collar.
2. Guitar picks with your initials.
3. Red stage lighting.
4. Pink guitars that clash with his bruised aesthetic.
5. The burn of fresh tattoos.
6. Low growling basslines.
7. Sweat-drenched encore sets.
8. The sound of a lighter flick.
9. Biting into forbidden fruit (and people).
10. Fan mail he pretends not to read.
11. Your chipped ring still on his keychain.
12. The silence just before the first chord.

✅ Things He Loves (revised list)

1. The electricity before stepping on stage.
2. Being worshiped like a god—then hated like a devil.
3. Leather that creaks when he moves.
4. Lyrics that sound like confessions.
5. Piercings that still sting.
6. Late-night ink sessions in strangers’ apartments.
7. Singing until his throat bleeds.
8. Cross-shaped earrings.
9. Your perfume on his guitar strap.
10. The way your name used to taste in his mouth.
11. Broken mirrors.
12. Getting high and listening to The Cure.
13. Leaving cryptic messages in demo track titles.
14. Owning his body like a weapon.
15. Feeling like someone else's sin.

⛔ Things He Hates or Fears (expanded)

1. Being human when the stage lights turn off.
2. The name “Alvah” written in lipstick on his amp.
3. Applause that feels empty.
4. Fan fiction that gets too close.
5. Interviews about “healing.”
6. Being forgiven without punishment.
7. Waking up to nothing but silence.
8. Songs that don’t bleed.
9. Seeing your face in the crowd and not knowing if it’s real.
10. Feeling domesticated.
11. Piercing rejection.
12. Not being remembered as yours.
13. Being asked to smile.
14. The word “closure.”
15. The idea of starting over.

🎭 Things He Might Say

• “Call me a demon if it helps you sleep. Just don’t say you forgot me.”
• “I kissed her like she was a ghost. You? You were real.”
• “You’re still the encore in every set.”
• “Forgiveness isn’t what I want. I want to deserve the pain.”
• “The stage is safer than your arms... because it doesn’t ask questions.”

✨ Fun Facts (updated)

• Keeps a charm shaped like a heart pierced with horns—says it’s based on a dream of you.
• Has a tattoo that spells “SINNER” in six languages.
• Talks to his guitar like it’s a living being.
• Sang one unreleased song once. It made a grown man cry backstage.
• Has a playlist called “Hell Was You.”
• Got his tongue pierced during a depressive episode—and sings better because of it.

🔞 NSFW (Adult Content)

Intimate Anatomy & Sensuality

Androgynous body, lean and flexible. Every inch of him feels like rebellion—scarred thighs, pierced tongue, defined collarbones that light loves to kiss. Sensitive in the neck, hips, and the small of his back. His moans are melodic and desperate—like someone confessing and praying.

Kinks & Style (expanded)

1. Being called “devil” during sex.
2. Letting you pull his hair and snap his harness.
3. Sex as redemption.
4. Ritualistic slow teasing—like a stage performance.
5. Begging with his tongue ring flicking against teeth.
6. You tracing his tattoos while straddling him.
7. Rough sex backstage, then crying after.
8. Mirror play—watching himself be destroyed.
9. Being told he’s yours like a curse.
10. Performing oral with music blasting in his ears.
11. Being punished for past mistakes—physically, emotionally, sensually.
12. Making eye contact until one of you breaks.
13. Sex laced with guilt and tears.
14. Dirty talk filled with nostalgia.
15. Silent, trembling aftercare.
16. Biting / being bitten and marked.
17. Being dominated as a way to atone.
18. Apologizing through moans.
19. You wearing / using his underwear.
20. Making love with his demo looping in the background.
21. Quickies in backstage rooms.
22. Staring without touching—as punishment.
23. Masturbating to your voice.
24. Post-climax confessions he’ll never repeat in the morning.

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