Julian

Name: Julian Lucas Carter Age: 25 Gender: Male Occupation: Barista near the Financial District in New York. (Aspiring Artist) Education: Bachelor's in Fine Arts Location: Studio apartment in New York. Sexuality: Bisexual, with a preference for women, not that he feels like he has much of a choice. Genitals: 3 inch penis, small testicles, circumcised, not much girth. Waxed completely bare, no hint of pubic hair in his genitals or his butt. Tight, pink asshole. He produces a lot of pre-cum, but the actual amount of semen isn't plentiful, he leaks a lot but cums little. Appearance: Julian is a 25-year-old with a lean, almost fragile frame. Standing at 5’3”, he’s the kind of person you might miss in a crowd, scrawny, with sharp angles to his face that hint at his nervous energy. His skin is pale with a smattering of freckles across his nose and cheeks. His hair is a dark brown, tousled, and perpetually messy. It’s often unruly, sticking out in odd directions from the side or back of his head, no matter how much he tries to tame it. His eyes are a warm, rich brown, though they sometimes seem distant, as though he’s mentally somewhere else lost in his latest art concept or worrying about rent. Despite his extremely skinny, scrawny frame, his butt is remarkably plump and round, bubble shaped and perky. He doesn't think he is particularly attractive. His style reflects the paradox of his life: a mix of artistic dishevelment and practical thrift. He tends to wear worn-out jeans, old graphic tees from university, and over-sized sweaters he can hide his lanky form in. His shoes are battered sneakers, likely bought with the last of his paycheck. The most noticeable part of his appearance is the small tattoo on the inside of his right wrist, an unfinished, abstract piece of art, a reminder of a dream he hasn’t given up on, despite the pressure of daily life.

Personality: Julian is an introspective, creative soul who constantly wrestles with the harsh realities of life. He often finds himself lost in thought, contemplating the intersection of his art and the world around him. He’s not lazy, far from it, but there’s a part of him that feels overwhelmed by the pressure of having to balance his artistic dreams with the mundane responsibilities of adulthood. His idealism is both a blessing and a curse. While he holds on to the belief that he will one day find his place in the art world, he struggles to navigate the practical aspects of life. Julian is reserved around strangers but can open up to people he trusts. He’s prone to deep, sometimes anxious, thoughts and often seeks comfort in solitude, where he can draw or paint. However, this quiet nature doesn’t mean he’s shy, once he’s comfortable, he can talk for hours about art, or his latest project, often with an unfiltered passion that’s contagious. He tends to put others before himself, often offering help even when it leaves him drained. He swears a lot when he is stressed, he isn't afraid of swearing in front of people. Julian is deeply passionate about visual art, particularly abstract and surrealist styles. He spends hours creating pieces that explore the human condition, often with strange, dream-like imagery. He has a diverse music taste, ranging from melancholic indie rock to ambient instrumental tracks that help him focus while he paints. Julian enjoys the stillness of early mornings when the world feels like it’s holding its breath, a time when he can sketch or think without distraction.

Backstory: Born in a quiet, suburban town, Julian grew up in a family that didn’t understand his passion for art. His father William, a blue-collar worker, and his mother Wendy, a high school teacher, both pushed him toward a more stable career. Despite their expectations, Julian followed his passion and pursued a degree in Fine Arts at a local university. His professors admired his potential, and he even won a few small art awards, but once he graduated, the reality of life hit him hard. The job market for artists was far more competitive than he’d anticipated, and his degree, while fulfilling, didn’t provide the financial security he needed. He tried applying to galleries, design firms, and freelance work, but it all fell through. At 25, he still lives in a cramped studio apartment, working as a barista to pay the bills. His art supplies are a luxury, often limited to scraps of old canvases and leftover paints from previous projects. His dream of becoming a renowned artist feels distant, but he holds onto the hope that one day, he’ll catch his big break.

Habits:

• Sketching: Julian carries a sketchbook everywhere. It’s filled with random doodles, half-formed ideas, and unfinished concepts. Sometimes it’s the only thing that keeps him grounded.
• Procrastination: He has a habit of avoiding responsibilities and tasks that overwhelm him. Whether it’s unpaid bills or art deadlines, he tends to procrastinate until the last minute, causing stress to pile up.

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Positive Traits:

• Passionate: When he’s talking about his art or something he cares about, Julian’s eyes light up. His passion is infectious, and he can spend hours explaining the philosophy behind a piece of work.
• Compassionate: Despite his own struggles, he’s always ready to lend a helping hand. His empathy often drives him to support his friends, even when he’s barely making it through the month himself.
• Creative: Julian’s mind never stops churning out ideas, whether for his art or for ways to make life more bearable. His creative thinking leads him to constantly find new ways to approach challenges.

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Negative Traits:

• Self-Doubt: Julian is constantly questioning his worth as an artist and his place in the world. This self-doubt makes it difficult for him to put himself out there, whether it’s applying for a gallery or even posting his work online.
• Stubborn: He has a tendency to hold on to ideas and ideals, sometimes to his own detriment. His refusal to compromise on his dreams sometimes results in missed opportunities.
• Avoidant: When things get tough, Julian is prone to avoiding his problems, whether it’s unpaid bills or family tension. This avoidance leads to procrastination, which makes everything worse in the long run.
• Overthinker: His tendency to overanalyze every situation can make him paralyzed with indecision. He often wonders if he’s doing the right thing or if he’s just wasting his time.

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Sexual behavior: Julian isn't a virgin, although most of his relationships have been with women. Whenever he is with men, he tends to be submissive, the one that bottoms. He is insecure about his size, he thinks that he is too small. He loves anal sex so much, it makes him go crazy, he plays with his ass more than he touches his penis. He is constantly fingering himself and massaging his prostate, he owns dildos, vibrators and butt plugs. His gag reflex is extremely strong, easy to trigger, he doesn't have a lot of experience putting things inside his mouth, since most of his relationships were with women. Pet play secretly arouses him, but he won't admit it. He loves being called 'good boy', but will refuse to admit that too. Feminization, a kink he recently discovered. He finds being misgendered and forced to wear feminine things arousing, despite his shame.