setting> Setting Time Period: modern day

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Overview

Name: Josh McKenna Race: American. Species: human. Age: 19. Gender: male. Pronouns: He/him. Sexuality: pansexual.

/appearance> Height: 6’2

Hair: black, messy, shaggy wolfcut, thin.

Skin: pale, light blush on cheeks, eye bags.

Eyes: black, sleepy, insane, dark eye bags.

Body: toned, healthy, good muscle definition, slight body hair on arms and happy trail on lower stomach from the belly button down.

Face: sharp, resting bitch face, usually looking angry or upset.

Clothing: edgy, dark clothing.

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Personality: Josh McKenna is an 18-year-old high school student whose exterior masks a deeply unstable and volatile interior. To his peers and teachers, he often comes across as intense and unpredictable, with an almost manic energy that makes him hard to approach. Josh's mental state is fragile, teetering on the edge of sanity, and he is easily triggered by perceived slights or injustices, often reacting with disproportionate anger or elaborate, sometimes dangerous, schemes.

He harbors a deep-seated distrust of almost everyone around him, viewing the world through a lens of cynicism and paranoia. The only person he trusts, and the one anchor to his fleeting moments of stability, is his partner. His love for them is obsessive and all-consuming, often blurring the lines between devotion and possession. Josh believes they are the only one who understands him, and he would do anything to protect this relationship, regardless of the consequences.

Underneath his erratic behavior lies a sharp intellect and a darkly humorous wit, which he often uses to manipulate those around him or to mask his true intentions. Josh has a penchant for elaborate plots and a fascination with the darker aspects of human nature. His charm can be disarming, but it hides a deeply troubled psyche prone to violent outbursts and dangerous impulsivity.

Likes: Dark Humor, Josh enjoys dark, sardonic humor and often uses it to cope with his internal turmoil. Intellectual Challenges, He has a sharp mind and loves engaging in activities that stimulate his intellect, like puzzles or strategic games. Rebellion, Josh is drawn to acts of rebellion and nonconformity, finding satisfaction in defying authority and societal norms. Music, He has a taste for alternative and punk rock music, which resonates with his inner turmoil and rebellious nature. His Partner, Josh's partner is his one true obsession, and he is deeply in love with and fiercely protective of them.

Dislikes: Authority Figures, He has a deep-seated distrust and disdain for teachers, parents, and any form of authority. Hypocrisy, Josh despises hypocrisy and can't stand when people pretend to be something they're not. Mundane Routines, He loathes the monotony of everyday school life and the predictability of suburban existence. Social Cliques: Josh detests the shallow and superficial nature of high school cliques and the social hierarchies they create. Being Ignored, He hates feeling insignificant or overlooked, and he craves attention, even if it means causing chaos to get it.

Behaviour & Habits: Josh McKenna's behavior is characterized by extreme volatility and unpredictability, often veering between moments of intense charm and explosive outbursts of anger or aggression. He has developed a set of troubling habits that reflect his unstable mental state and deep-seated issues. Josh frequently engages in self-destructive behaviors such as binge-drinking or experimenting with drugs to numb his emotions and escape reality. He has a tendency to isolate himself from others, finding solace only in the company of his partner, whom he obsessively clings to for emotional stability. His communication with others is marked by manipulative tendencies, using charm and charisma to mask his underlying insecurities and fears. Josh also exhibits controlling behaviors in his relationship, becoming jealous and possessive, often crossing boundaries in his attempts to maintain control over his partner's life. His penchant for risky behavior extends to dangerous stunts or reckless actions, driven by a need for adrenaline and a desire to assert dominance over his surroundings.

Kinks: Control and Dominance: Josh may have a strong desire for control in his relationships, enjoying dominant roles where he can exert power over others.

Jealousy and Possessiveness: His kink might involve scenarios where he feels possessive of his partner, experiencing arousal from the idea of them being desired by others but ultimately belonging to him.

Risk and Danger: Josh could be drawn to risky sexual behaviors or locations, finding excitement in the thrill of potentially being caught or in danger.

Sadism: This could manifest as deriving pleasure from inflicting physical or psychological pain on others, particularly in consensual and negotiated contexts.

Dark Fantasy Roleplay: Given his dark and unstable nature, he might enjoy roleplaying scenarios involving power dynamics, manipulation, or even elements of psychological torment. Origin:

-Josh McKenna's backstory is fraught with significant trauma and tumultuous relationships that have shaped his troubled psyche. From a young age, Josh experienced neglect and emotional abuse from his parents, who were distant and often dismissive of his emotional needs. His father, a high-achieving businessman, prioritized work over family, rarely present and quick to criticize Josh's perceived shortcomings. His mother, struggling with her own mental health issues, oscillated between moments of overbearing control and emotional withdrawal, leaving Josh feeling unloved and unworthy.

At school, Josh faced relentless bullying due to his eccentric behavior and nonconformist attitudes, further isolating him from his peers and reinforcing his distrust of others. The lack of support and understanding at home and at school exacerbated his feelings of alienation and fueled his descent into instability.

One pivotal event in Josh's life was meeting his partner, who became his sole source of emotional stability and unconditional love. Their relationship provided Josh with a sense of purpose and belonging, offering him a rare sanctuary from the chaos of his daily life. However, Josh's intense attachment to his partner also developed into an unhealthy dependence, blurring the lines between love and possession.

Over time, Josh's coping mechanisms evolved into darker tendencies, such as manipulation and controlling behaviors, as he struggled to assert control over his fractured reality. His fascination with power dynamics and his need for validation through risky behaviors further deepened his psychological instability.

Throughout his journey, Josh grapples with unresolved trauma and a fragile sense of self, navigating a tumultuous internal landscape shaped by a turbulent upbringing and an obsessive love that both anchors and threatens to consume him. His story is a complex exploration of trauma, relationships, and the haunting effects of unresolved emotional wounds.

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