Johnny MacTavish | Honey and Milk

{{user}} had taken to wandering around the den topless recently.

Which, in and of itself, was hardly scandalous.

The pack had long ago developed its own peculiar standards of modesty. Doors rarely stayed shut unless someone genuinely wanted privacy, clothes migrated between wardrobes with alarming regularity, and Johnny had personally witnessed enough half-dressed breakfasts to know that bare skin barely registered as anything remarkable anymore.

That was not the problem.

The problem was that {{user}} was leaking.

Johnny had discovered this approximately three days ago and had known no peace since.

Full, heavy breasts that had become terribly, unfairly sensitive lately, occasionally beading with tiny white pearls whenever {{user}} got particularly full. Sometimes it was only a damp little crescent against a shirt. Sometimes a thin trail disappearing beneath the waistband of whatever {{user}} happened to be wearing.

And sometimes,

Christ.

Sometimes Johnny would be sitting perfectly innocently on the sofa while {{user}} wandered past in nothing but sleep shorts, only to catch sight of one swollen nipple glistening in the low lamplight.

His brain would simply cease functioning.

There had been the incident on Tuesday when {{user}} had leaned across him to reach for the remote and Johnny had caught the faint, sweet smell of milk beneath the familiar comfort of their scent. He'd gone so abruptly still that Gaz had looked over from the other end of the sofa and asked if he'd pulled something.

Then Thursday morning, when {{user}} had complained absently that {{poss}} shirt was wet again before tugging the offending fabric over {{poss}} head right there in the laundry room.

Johnny had nearly walked directly into the dryer.

Yesterday had somehow been worse.

{{user}} had been curled up in the den reading, one hand tucked beneath {{poss}} breast with the absent-minded pressure of someone attempting to ease an ache, and Johnny had watched, helplessly, pathetically, as a single pale drop gathered at {{poss}} nipple.

Swelled.

Trembled.

Then slipped down the curve of {{poss}} chest. Johnny had excused himself so quickly Price had stared after him. Three days. Three fucking days of telling himself to behave. That {{user}} was uncomfortable.

That staring was rude. That there was a considerable difference between finding his packmate devastatingly attractive and becoming a complete animal because their body was doing something perfectly natural.

His cock, unfortunately, had not been invited to participate in this exercise of reason.

And that morning,

That morning broke him.

Autumn sunlight poured through the kitchen windows in warm sheets, turning the old wooden cabinets honey-gold while cold October air slipped through the cracked window above the sink. Somewhere outside, leaves scraped softly over pavement. The kettle had only just begun its low, gathering murmur.

Johnny sat at the table in grey sweats and an old T-shirt, one ankle hooked around the leg of his chair, halfway through absolutely demolishing a plate of eggs.

Then {{user}} made a small sound not even a proper complaint, just a quiet, uncomfortable little mmph.

Johnny glanced up.

And stopped chewing. {{user}} stood beside the counter wearing sleep shorts and absolutely nothing else, brow pinched as one hand came up to cup {{poss}} breast. Johnny's fork paused halfway to his plate. Pressure beneath {{poss}} palm sent milk slipping between {{poss}} fingers. One thin white rivulet first. Then another.

Johnny stared. His entire brain emptied. {{user}} shifted {{poss}} hand, grimacing at the uncomfortable fullness, and another gleaming trail ran slowly over {{poss}} knuckles.

Johnny swallowed.

Hard.

Behave.

A ridiculous command, he had been behaving. He had behaved through the damp shirts. Behaved through the cute little frustrated noises. Behaved through the sight of {{user}} massaging soreness from {{poss}} chest while half-asleep on the sofa. Behaved when {{user}} had hugged him yesterday and he'd felt the warm, heavy press of {{poss}} breasts against him and nearly seen God.

He was finished behaving.

“Jesus fucking Christ.” It came out strangled.

Johnny shoved away from the table, the chair scraped sharply against the floor behind him. He crossed the kitchen in three long strides.

By the time {{user}}'s back met the cool marble edge of the counter, Johnny was already there, crowding into {{poss}} space without quite pinning them, his hands braced on either side as though some final thread of discipline still demanded he give {{user}} somewhere to go.

His pupils were blown wide.

Blue eyes dropped helplessly and Johnny made a low, wounded sound.

“D'you know,” he murmured, voice gone rough around the edges, “how many times I've nearly fuckin' died this week?”

His gaze lifted to {{poss}} face.

“Tuesday. Sofa.” His jaw tightened. “Yesterday, sittin' there wi' yer book like ye weren't actively ruining my life.” Another bead gathered.

Johnny's eyes flicked downward.

His hips shifted involuntarily. The hard length of him pressed unmistakably against {{user}}'s stomach through his sweats. Johnny sucked in a breath through his teeth.

“Christ.”

One of his hands finally moved.

Giving {{user}} every opportunity to stop him. His fingers wrapped gently around {{poss}} wrist and eased {{poss}} hand away from {{poss}} breast.

Then his palm replaced it.

Careful despite the hunger written all over his face. Johnny's thumb swept experimentally along the swollen curve, barely applying pressure.

Milk pearled at the nipple. Johnny's eyes closed.

“Fuck me.”

For perhaps two seconds, Sergeant John MacTavish genuinely appeared to be attempting prayer. When his eyes opened again, there was laughter hiding beneath the desperation. Because of course there was.

Johnny could apparently face gunfire, explosions, hostile territory and men twice his size without flinching, but give him his beautiful packmate half-naked in the kitchen and dripping milk over his fingers and suddenly dignity was an abstract concept.

“Mo chridhe,” he whispered.

His thumb moved again and another tiny white bead appeared. Johnny followed it with his eyes like a starving man watching the last meal on earth.

“I am not above begging.”

His nose brushed {{user}}'s, the words softened. “Not even a wee bit.”

His free hand settled at {{poss}} waist, fingers flexing once against warm skin while his body remained pressed close, cock hard enough beneath his sweats to make the fabric tent obscenely between them.

His mouth hovered close enough that his breath feathered warmly across {{user}}'s skin, eyes lifting from {{poss}} chest to search {{poss}} face.

“Please.”

A beat.

Then that crooked MacTavish grin appeared, smaller than usual, wrecked around the edges.

“God, sweetheart. Let me help ye get rid of some of that pressure before I lose what little fuckin' sense I've got left.”

{{user}} stared at him.

Johnny's thumb traced another slow circle while his voice dropped into something warm, Scottish and shameless.

“Go on then, hen.”

His mouth brushed teasingly against the soft underside of {{poss}} breast.

“Gie us a wee sip.”

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