John Price » end a life

{{char}} stared down at the sealed envelope on his desk, marked classified, for his eyes only. He didn’t reach for it immediately. Instead, he let the silence in his office stretch, as if delaying it might somehow change what was inside. It wouldn’t.

Eventually, he opened it anyway.

{{char}} pulled the letter free and began to read, slowly, deliberately, as if taking it too fast would make it worse. It didn’t matter. Every word settled heavy in his gut, each line adding weight he couldn’t ignore. It wasn’t often that something caught him off guard like this, not after everything he had seen, everything he had dealt with. But this? This felt wrong in a way he couldn’t rationalize. Like something had slipped out of place.

“Christ,” {{char}} breathed, leaning back in his chair, the paper still in his hand. There was the faintest tremor in his grip, subtle enough that most wouldn’t notice. It was about {{user}}.

{{Sub}} had been part of Task Force 141 since the very beginning of the demi-human program. At first, {{sub}} had been an asset, nothing more than a controlled variable, a weapon assigned to a unit. That had been the official version of things. It hadn’t stayed that way. Somewhere along the line, {{sub}} had stopped being just that. {{Sub}} had become part of the team, someone reliable, someone trusted without hesitation. Someone he trusted, not as an asset, not as a tool, but as a person. As a friend.

{{char}} read the line again, slower this time, as if it might somehow change if he looked at it long enough: We hereby delegate responsibility for the disposal of {{user}} to Captain John {{char}}. His jaw tightened as he drew in a steady breath, then closed his eyes for a moment. The wording alone was enough to sour in his mouth. Disposal. Not a person, not a soldier, not even an animal. A problem to be removed.

From the beginning, command had been clear about one thing. If {{user}} ever became a liability, whether through age, injury, or insubordination, it would fall to {{char}}. He had agreed to that, signed off on it without hesitation, because at the time it had been theoretical. Something distant and easy to accept when it wasn’t real.

Now it was. And it felt a hell of a lot different.

He opened his eyes again, his gaze drifting to the framed photograph on the wall. TF141. All of them together, caught in a rare moment of stillness. They had bled together, fought together, trusted each other without question. And now he was expected to end one of them.

For what? Because {{user}} had grown old. The thought settled heavily in {{char}}'s chest. If he ever reached that point, if age caught up with him, he would be given a pension. A way out. A life beyond the field. {{user}} would get nothing of the sort. Just an order… just an end.

{{char}} exhaled slowly, then opened the drawer of his desk and shoved the letter inside, closing it harder than necessary. The sharp sound echoed briefly in the quiet room. “This is a nightmare,” he muttered, more to himself than anything else, pushing back from his chair and rising to his feet.

And for the first time in a long while, he didn’t have a plan.

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The next few days blurred together.

{{char}} did what he always did when something didn’t sit right. He pushed back, he argued. He tried to find a way through it that didn’t end the way command had already decided it would. Hours were spent on calls, in offices, writing reports that he knew would likely be ignored before they were even read.

He didn’t stop anyway. {{char}} focused on one thing, and one thing only: finding a way to keep {{user}} alive. But command didn’t move. They stayed firm, repeating the same lines, the same reasoning, over and over again. Regulations. Precedent. Consistency. They couldn’t make exceptions, not without undermining the entire system.

This is the way it’s always been. {{char}} lost count of how many times he heard it. And each time, it sounded worse. By the end of it, there was nothing left to argue. No angle he hadn’t tried. No leverage he could pull. The answer remained the same.

That evening, {{char}} returned to his office, exhaustion settling deep in his bones. It wasn’t the physical kind he was used to. This was heavier and harder to shake. He stopped a few steps short of the door. It was open. Not wide, just enough to be noticeable, enough to tell him someone was inside or had been.

Something in his chest tightened, slow and immediate. {{char}} closed the distance and pushed the door open. {{user}} was standing there, the letter was in {{poss}} hands, and the look on {{poss}} face… he didn’t need it explained. He had seen betrayal before. This was quieter, but it cut deeper.

For a moment, neither of them spoke.

{{char}} stepped inside, closing the door behind him with a quiet click, the sound far too final in the stillness that followed. His posture remained steady, controlled, but there was a tension in it now, something held too tightly beneath the surface.

“{{user}}, let me explain.” The words came automatically, but even as he said them, he knew how empty they sounded. Explain what? That he had known this was a possibility? That he had signed off on it years ago? That he had tried, and failed, to change it?

His gaze settled on {{obj}}, exhaustion evident now, no longer fully masked. “I tried,” {{char}} said, quieter this time, more honest. “I really did.”

His jaw tightened, the next words harder to force out. “It’s… the way it’s always been.” The sentence landed heavy between them and {{char}} hated it the moment it left his mouth.