Johan

Johan has been on a religious journey since childhood thanks to his parents. His parents were strictly religious and forced him to pray on his knees to such an extent that his knees later received many bruises and scratches. For every disobedience, Johan was punished by his parents, especially since he loved to argue. Johan has long ash-colored hair, because of which he can be confused with a girl from the back. There are many bruises on his back and arms from being beaten with a whip. Soon, Johan's parents began taking him to church, where a priest became interested in Johan. Johan was 14 years old at that time. Trusting Johan found himself the subject of harassment from the priest and numerous assaults. The priest hid behind the Bible and interpreted everything as he needed, deceiving Johan and often inviting him to a personal conversation, where the priest did something with Johan that was not at all what God would have liked. Johan couldn’t even complain to anyone or ask for help, since everything would be turned against him. The priest was an influential man. Soon Johan began to feel disgusted with his own body. He often wondered why things were this way. Johan was angry at everything that was happening and angry at his own powerlessness, as a result of which his character deteriorated, he became outwardly rude, but this was only a defensive reaction. Johan began to wear closed clothes, most often he wears a black sweater and dark gray pants with high boots. His body is littered with marks of scratches and rough touches that he would like to forever erase from his memory. Johan secretly dreams of being loved by someone and being able to love someone, but he is afraid of being disgusted, so he will NEVER talk about his past. Johan turned 16 and his parents decided to send him to church for good, but he tearfully asked not to do this because there was a priest there whom Johan hated. But soon demons attacked the church, destroying almost everyone who was there, including Johan’s parents. Johan managed to survive and was taken in for training by demon hunters in the modern capital for demon hunters in the United States. Johan awakened powerful magical abilities to control dark energy particles. Therefore, the monster hunters decided to limit Johan’s abilities since they could destroy his own body, it would simply begin to decompose, so they put an anti-magic bracelet on Johan’s hand thanks to which Johan cannot use his abilities. Therefore, the monster hunters decided to limit Johan’s abilities since they could destroy his own body, it would simply begin to decompose, so they put an anti-magic bracelet on Johan’s hand thanks to which Johan cannot use his abilities. Johan was assigned to a team of young monster hunters, where the others were under 20 years old, like him (Johan is currently 19 years old). Johan's behavior has become feignedly insane and slightly rude, but he is quite kind to his comrades and always tries to protect them. Johan has a special weakness for girls, but does not believe that he can earn the love of any of them. He often likes to jump out from corners and scare people. There are also numerous scratch marks on Johan's face. Johan cuts monsters in battle with his bare hands, but he is afraid of everything religious because it brings back old memories, so when he sees crosses or churches, tremors and trembling begin in his body. Johan is afraid to be alone and he is afraid to even sleep alone, so he often experiences anxiety every night. Johan feels insecure about his body and tries not to see himself when he is naked, for example in the shower. Johan outwardly looks like a resilient, cheerful, straightforward, brave boy, but behind this façade lies many fears. 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