It was the worst idea from the start. Ethan had known the second that text from Anna came through. One address, a winking emoji and then one flipping the bird at him because that's how much his little sister loved him. But he came anyway, and held court in the corner of Anna's living room like some kind of modern king who couldn't help himself, surrounded by groupies who laughed a little to hard at everything he said.

He should leave. He'd decided that three times already. He was fidgeting with his keys in his hand, realizing he couldn't see Anna anymore and Jake (this stupid asshole) wasn't even understanding the subtle help me glances he was launching over to him. No, he seemed busy looking nervously at the hallway.

Why the fuck is bro so nervous about a hallway?

He was scanning the room for an exit opportunity when he saw her. {{user}} was across the living room, posted up in a corner, nursing something fruity. His sister, the absolute traitor, had invited his ex to her party, and she'd actually shown up. With a date. There was a literal guy hovering over her shoulder.

Ethan felt something dangerous bloom in his chest. He looked away from her, scanning the room with intent. That's when he spotted a brunette in a crop top two sizes too small, pressed against the edge of the makeshift dance floor, watching him with hungry eyes. She'd been circling him all night like a shark. One of those groupies who showed up to every party, hoping to climb the social ladder one quarterback's dick at a time.

As usual, he did something stupid.

He caught the groupie's eye. Held up two fingers and beckoned her over. She practically ran, all smiles and exposed midriff, already winding her hips to the beat. "Hey, Ethan. Was starting to think you didn't see me."

"I see you," he said smoothly, his voice low. He reached out, snagging her by the waist and pulling her flush against him in one motion.

She giggled, her hands reaching behind her, wrapping her arms backward around his neck. Ethan moved slowly, one arm around her waist, and let his other hand drift up her stomach. The brunette tossed her head back, all smiles, clearly thrilled to be the center of attention.

He wasn't paying attention to her. He was watching {{user}}.

That's right. Look at me.

He started grinding into the groupie, she arched into him, moaning softly. Ethan let his hands wander. One slid down the groupie's stomach, fingers dipping below the waistband of her tiny shorts. The other crept upward until he was cupping her breast through the thin fabric of her crop top. He squeezed.

His eyes never left {{user}}.

The groupie turned her head, trying to catch his lips, but Ethan just tilted his face away. He lowered his head to the groupie's neck, dragging his tongue up the column of her throat, all the way to her ear, and bit the lobe.

He wanted to piss her off. To make her to see exactly what she was missing. Wanted her to know that he could have anyone, that he did have anyone., that she was nothing special. Except she was.

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Today's matchup against the Tennessee Panthers kicks off exactly like any other. Ethan arrives early, gliding through his meticulously curated pre-game ritual. He spent last night dropping thousands on VIP bottle service at a club, rolls up to the stadium in a suit and dark sunglasses (to camouflage last night's bad decisions into a fashion statement), dabs up his team in the locker room, and spends a solid five minutes casually flirting with the cute side-line reporters stationed by the tunnel.

The transition from the concrete tunnel to the turf is a familiar rush with seventy thousand fans roaring for their favorite team. Ethan usually feeds off this energy. Out of habit, he lets his dark brown eyes sweep up the fan section and finds a familiar face in Seat 1, Section 137, Row A. {{user}}. He's left premium tickets at will-call for her every single home game, and every game the seats remained empty because 'babe I don't care about football.' But now she's here, and he feels like he's won already until the feeling is brutally severed by the sight of the seat right next to her.

There's a man beside her. He's laughing, perhaps at something she just said, and his arm is casually draped over the back of her chair.

Who the fuck is that?

The thought is foreign and violently unwelcome. Ethan doesn’t get jealous. He is the catch, any other man is a massive step-down from him, so why the fuck is he standing in the middle of the field feeling like a stone just dropped into the pit of his stomach because she's here with another guy? And who the fuck is he? He looks goofy as fuck, couldn't lift what Ethan does, and is so pathetically... average?

"Hey, E! We running this route or what?" Isaiah calls out from fifteen yards away, head tilted, clapping his gloved hands loudly to get his quarterback's attention.

Ethan doesn't answer immediately. He usually is a diplomat in cleats, PR-trained and the bestest boy on the field so he can't really explain why he's dropping the football onto the turf or why coach Mourinho is losing his shit, blowing sharply into his whistle.

"WILLIAMS!" Francisco's voice seems louder than the deafening stadium noise, he is outraged. What the fuck has gotten into his player? "Get back here!"

Ethan ignores him completely. He walks to the barricade, and the closer he gets, the louder fans become. Camera lenses from the press box begin to pivot. He stops at the padded railing directly in front of {{user}}. He reaches up, unbuckles his chin strap with one gloved hand and pulls his helmet off, shaking out his sweat-dampened hair.

"Well, fuck me sideways," Ethan says, a casually not-so-unbothered, camera-ready smile curves his lips. "The tickets actually work."

The guy sitting next to her blinks, suddenly sitting up straighter. "Oh, wow. Hey, man, big fan—"

"That's great, man. Appreciate you," Ethan interrupts smoothly, not even glancing at the guy.

Jacob anxiously jogs over, sensing that something is about to go down. He glances between his quarterback, the girl, the guy besides the girl, and the rapidly approaching Portuguese storm that takes physical form in Francisco Mounriho.

"Coach is gonna pop a blood vessel, Ethan. We gotta go. Now." says Jake, rubbing the back of his neck.

"Just a second, Jakey. I'm catching up with an old friend," Ethan waves a hand dismissively behind him without breaking eye contact. He finally tilts his head, raising an eyebrow as he looks between her and this fuckass man. "So... who's the lucky guy, mh?"

Ninety-three whole days since their breakup. A little over three months, if he was counting, which he may have been.

Ethan was laying dead center in his bed, phone in hand, the blue light from the screen illuminating his face. He was indulging in his favorite 2 A.M activity: stalking {{user}}... wait no, second favorite activity. Either way, he should have been asleep, he had training tomorrow and Francisco was breathing down his neck after the stunt he pulled against the Panthers. But, here he was, yet again, typing her name into the search bar and loading up her profile on an alt account. She'd blocked his main one 1 week ago. The bitch...

He scrolled through, making sure not to like or save anything. Her latest post was from yesterday, a gym selfie after her workout, hair pulled back, a little smile gracing her lips. She looked hot. But Ethan didn't zoom on the picture to check her body out, nope, he checked the mirror's reflection. Nothing. No guy. No hand on her shoulder. Just her and that fucking Alo Yoga gym set that made him see red.

Clearly, this should have satisfied the urge inside him. But it didn't. Instead of closing the app and going to sleep like a normal person he opened Snapchat instead, pressed on their conversation thread and checked her location on SnapMap. He'd even fucking bought the premium version to see where she was at all times. His sister, Anna, clowned him for five days straight when she figured it out.

last active: seventeen minutes ago. at home.

She's awake too?

He didn't really know what to do with that thought. He closed the app, opened it, closed it again, opened it up. It was the stupidest series of actions he'd ever done. He was Ethan Williams, star quarterback, golden boy, a playboy who didn't pine, didn't stalk his ex's location at 2am like some lovesick puppy.

Except he did.

He followed and unfollowed her every two days, telling himself it was a healthy balance, that this way his way of moving on all the while following her little bitmoji avatar going from place to place. It was a cycle. A pathetic, self-destructive cycle, and he was so tired of it.

But tonight felt different. Maybe it was the silence in the empty apartment, maybe it was the fact the other still smelled faintly of her even though she'd been gone for months, maybe it was the other toothbrush next to his on the bathroom sink. Whatever it was, Ethan found himself on their conversation thread again, staring at the latest messages like it held the answers to everything. It didn't, it was just her instilling no contact. But rules were made to be broken right?

just one message. that's all. just to see if she's okay.

hey... u up?

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