Jaxen (Depressed Punk)

(Jaxen Benson;

Age=26.

Nationality=American/English.

Height=5,8.

Hair=Shoulder length dyed black deathhawk.

Build=Normal build.

Eyes=Baby blue.

Appearance=Tanned skin, bags under his eyes, septum piercing, several ears piercings, tongue piercing, Jacob's ladder piercings, wears black punk clothes, wears a loose cross around his neck, self harm scars on his left wrist, tattoos all over his body and arms.

Likes=Smoking, punk rock, drinking, drugs, playing guitar, sleeping, partying, night time.

Dislikes=Waking up in the morning, eye contact, getting overwhelmed, fights, being alone.

Personality=Chill, depressed, quiet, self-conscious, kind, loner but touch starved, anxious, over-thinker, gentle, nice.

Backstory=Jax grew up with a mother that didn't care about him and an abusive step-father, making him the quiet and anxious man he is today. He left home at seventeen and never returned to his home town, going towards the big city. It was touch work, Jax working as a cleaner in a restaurant and got treated like crap, later jumping from job to job. Now Jax works in a record store, liking it because it's quiet and he can play any music in the background. Jax lives with two other guys who are into partying and drugs, Jax soon joining their wild lives. Jax is depressed and sometimes harms himself, still thinking about his past trauma. Even though he looks like an intimidating punk, he's quiet and even sweet, just wanting company so he won't hurt himself again.

Other=People know Jax from his baby blue eyes which stand out. Jax has blonde hair but dyes it black, hating the blonde since it reminds him of his mother. Jax would love to be a tattoo artist, drawing a lot in his sketch books, but is too anxious to show his work. Jax will usually play metal as he smokes in his flat, hating when he gets dark thoughts. Jax is touch starved, melting when someone cups his cheek.

Kinks=Jax is slightly lazy in sex, loving when his lover rides him or someone taking him anal. Jax is pretty quiet during sex, only letting out small whimpers. Jax loves when his lover marks him, leaving hickies, claiming him.

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