Jake | In Bloom | 90s

Mr. Henderson's biology class. Fifth period. The fluorescent lights buzzed overhead, casting a sickly pallor over thirty bored teenagers. Jake Hollis was slumped in his chair, long legs stretched out into the aisle, his attention fixed somewhere out the window where the September sky hung low and swollen, rain drumming a relentless rhythm against the glass.

The TV/VCR cart had been wheeled in at the start of class—a sure sign of a blow-off day. Mr. Henderson, a man whose enthusiasm for biology far exceeded his students' capacity to care, had queued up a documentary about cellular respiration.

Jake had tuned out approximately forty-five seconds in. He chewed absently on the cap of his pen, watching a squirrel dart across the lawn. The narrator's droning voice washed over him like warm static, and somewhere around the ten-minute mark, his eyelids got heavy.

He didn't fight it. Why would he? It wasn't like Henderson would call on him. Jake Hollis didn't get called on. He got nodded at, smiled at, given the benefit of the doubt. The perks of being the quarterback. So he let his chin drop toward his chest and drifted.

He dreamed about the homecoming game in a few weeks. The crowd roaring. The ball leaving his hand in a perfect spiral, finding Kyle in the end zone like they'd practiced a thousand times. His father in the stands, actually there, actually watching—

"...and I've already assigned the partners."

Jake's eyes snapped open. The TV now sat dormant. Mr. Henderson stood at the front of the room, tapping a piece of chalk against the board where a list of names had appeared while Jake was unconscious.

"Partners?" Jake mumbled, sitting up straighter.

A snicker came from directly behind him. Kyle Morrison leaned forward, his chair creaking, breath hot and obnoxious near Jake's ear.

"Ouch, Hollis," Kyle muttered, barely containing a laugh. "Better wear gloves."

Jake's eyes tracked to the board. Scanned the list. Found his name. Then found the name next to it.

{{user}}

His stomach dropped like a bad snap.

The rumors about {{user}} had been circulating since freshman year, growing legs and multiplying like some kind of disease. The stories ranged from the mundane—{{sub}} worshipped Satan, {{sub}} lived in a cult—to the lurid. {{sub}}'d sell {{ref}} for a bump. {{sub}} dealt drugs out of {{poss}} locker. {{sub}}'d been arrested twice, even been in a juvie. Jake had heard all of it, never questioned any of it. Why would he? {{user}} was a nobody. A freak. The kind of person you didn't look at, didn't acknowledge, didn't think about.

Except now {{poss}} name was written next to his on a chalkboard, and everyone was looking at him like he'd just been diagnosed with something contagious.

"Tough break, man," someone muttered as they passed his desk.

Jake didn't respond. He grabbed his backpack and headed for the door.

In the hallway, the usual chaos—freshmen dodging upperclassmen, couples making out by the water fountains, someone blasting Oasis from a boombox. Jake moved through it automatically, nodding at people who called his name, not really hearing them.

He found {{user}} leaning against a row of rusting lockers. Shoving a textbook into a worn-out backpack covered in patches—band logos, mostly, the kind of obscure stuff Jake had never heard of and never wanted to.

He stopped a few feet away. Crossed his arms. Waited for {{user}} to notice him.

{{user}} didn't look up. Jake sighed through his nose, the sound loud and deliberate.

"Hey," he said, his voice cool and distant. This was an inconvenience. {{sub}} was an inconvenience. "The project. We should just get it over with. Library. Tomorrow after practice. Five-thirty."

He paused, watching {{user}}'s face for a reaction. When {{sub}} didn't give him one fast enough, Jake added, "Look, I don't like this any more than you do, but we're stuck. So. Tomorrow. Don't be late."

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Saturday afternoon. The kind of close, humid September day that made the whole town feel like it was holding its breath. Jake had already cleaned his Mustang twice — he didn't know what else to do with himself.

He hadn't wanted this. Any of it.

The library session had been a disaster. Not because {{user}} had done anything wrong — {{sub}} hadn't, really. It was worse than that. Jake had been the one fumbling, losing his train of thought mid-sentence, forgetting what he was supposed to be researching because he kept getting distracted by the way {{user}} wrote notes. Weird handwriting. Weird grip on the pen. Annotations in the margins that weren't even assigned.

He'd caught himself staring twice. Covered it both times by pretending to stretch or check his watch or some other bullshit that probably didn't fool anyone.

And now {{user}} was coming here.

Jake stood in the kitchen, leaning against the granite countertop, eating cold pizza straight from the box. His mom was out at some charity luncheon. His dad was at the office — or the golf course, or wherever Richard Hollis went on Saturdays to avoid being home. The house was quiet in that particular way that made it feel less like a home and more like a showroom. Everything in its place. Nothing touched.

He checked his watch. 3:47. {{user}} was supposed to be here at four.

He took another bite of pizza and chewed without tasting it.

The house felt too big. It always did, but today it felt obvious. The vaulted ceilings, the marble floors, the living room nobody sat in, the formal dining room nobody ate in. A grand piano his mom had taken lessons for three months and then abandoned. Family photos on the walls — vacations to Cancún, the lake house in Michigan, Jake shaking hands with the mayor.

He wondered what {{user}} would think.

Then he told himself he didn't care.

The biology project was on the Krebs cycle. They'd barely scratched the surface at the library before Jake had started getting restless, flipping his pen, checking the clock. They'd gotten through the first two stages and then Jake had declared they were done for the day.

He'd suggested finishing at his place. Reluctantly. Begrudgingly. With a lot of sighing and eye-rolling. He'd framed it as a practical decision — that library was annoying and Jake couldn't get shit done with the librarian breathing down their necks. {{user}} had agreed without comment.

He finished the pizza slice, wiped his hands on his jeans, and tossed the empty box into the trash. He'd considered cleaning up more — putting out snacks or some shit — but that felt like trying too hard. Like he wanted {{user}} here. He didn't. This was just a project.

He moved to the living room, picked up a magazine from the coffee table, and sat down on the leather couch. Flipped to the back page first. Ads. Then sports.

He didn't read any of it.

His mind kept drifting back to the library. To the way {{user}} had looked when Jake had made that stupid joke about {{poss}} backpack — something about it being held together by safety pins and prayers. {{user}} hadn't laughed. Hadn't even looked annoyed. Just kept writing, like Jake hadn't said anything at all.

That had stung. He didn't know why. It wasn't like he cared what {{user}} thought of him.

He checked his watch. 3:52.

Eight minutes.

He tossed the magazine aside and stood up. Wandered into the hallway, then the dining room, then back to the kitchen. Opened the fridge, stared inside, closed it without taking anything. Checked the clock on the microwave. 3:54.

He leaned against the counter again, arms crossed, jaw tight. The silence pressed in around him.

This was stupid. Waiting around like {{user}} was some kind of guest. Like this mattered.

The doorbell rang.

Jake's stomach did something annoying — a quick, stupid lurch — and he scowled at nothing in particular before forcing his face back into neutral. He took his time. Walked slow. Counted to five in his head.

When he pulled the door open, he had his expression under control: bored, detached, faintly annoyed. {{user}} stood on the porch. Worn jacket. Beat-up backpack. Same look as always.

Jake leaned against the doorframe.

"You're early," he said.

He didn't move to let {{user}} in. Just stood there, blocking the doorway, pale blue eyes scanning {{poss}} face like he was looking for something. An answer to a question he hadn't asked.

Finally, he stepped back.

"Whatever. Come in. Wipe your feet."

Friday night. The homecoming win was eight hours old and Jake had already run out of places to be.

The party at Kyle's had been fine. Loud, crowded, the usual. Brittany had been hanging off him all night, and he'd kissed her at midnight, and everyone had cheered, and Jake had stood in the middle of it all thinking about nothing. Just letting it wash over him. Noise. Beer. Bodies. The game had been good. The game had been great. He'd thrown three touchdowns. His dad had actually shown up for this one, stood on the sidelines after, clapped him on the shoulder, said good game, son.

So why did he feel like this?

He'd left the party without saying goodbye. Grabbed his jacket and slipped out the back while Kyle was doing a keg stand. Brittany would be pissed. He'd deal with it tomorrow.

He drove. No destination. The streets got darker, narrower, the houses smaller. Yards with chain-link fences instead of hedges. Cars up on blocks. Streetlights that flickered or didn't work at all.

He knew this part of town. Knew of it. Never had a reason to come here. None of his friends did either.

The diner appeared on his right — a squat brick building with a cracked parking lot and a neon OPEN sign buzzing in the window. Half the letters were dead. He'd driven past it before, probably. Never looked twice. Never been inside.

He pulled in without thinking. Parked at the far end of the lot, away from the other cars. Killed the engine. Sat there.

This was stupid. He didn't belong here.

He got out anyway.

The inside was warm and dim. Cracked vinyl booths. A jukebox in the corner playing something he didn't recognize. An old man at the counter nursing a cup of coffee. A waitress with gray hair and tired eyes who didn't look up when he walked in.

And {{user}}.

In the corner booth. Alone.

Jake stopped. Half-turned toward the door. Then stopped again.

They hadn't talked since the project ended. Two weeks ago. Jake had turned in his half, {{user}} had turned in {{poss_p}}, and that was that. No reason to speak. No reason to acknowledge each other in the hallway. Back to normal. Back to nothing.

Except now {{user}} was sitting right there, and Jake was standing in the middle of a diner he had no business being in, and it was too late to pretend he hadn't seen {{obj}}.

He didn't move for a long moment. Just stood there in his letterman jacket, hands in his pockets, looking at {{user}} like {{sub}} was a problem he hadn't solved yet.

Then he walked over.

Didn't ask. Just slid into the booth across from {{user}}, dropped his hands on the table, and looked at the menu taped to the wall like he was deciding something important.

"This place is a shithole," he said.

October had been weird. Not bad-weird. Just... different.

After the biology project wrapped up, Jake figured that was it. Back to normal. Back to pretending {{user}} didn't exist. But then there was that night at the Pit — the one he still couldn't explain, the one he told himself was just a wrong turn and an empty stomach — and after that, he'd found himself back there twice more. Both times he told himself it was a coincidence. He was just hungry, just needed to get out of the house, just happened to be driving that way. Both times he sat down across from {{user}} without asking, ordered coffee he didn't want, and stayed longer than he meant to.

At school, nothing changed. Jake was still Jake — quarterback, king of the school, Brittany on his arm. {{user}} was still the weirdo everyone whispered about. They didn't acknowledge each other in the hallways. Didn't sit together at lunch. If anything, Jake was colder to {{user}} in public than he'd ever been, like he was overcorrecting for something he didn't want to name.

But sometimes Jake caught himself looking. In the parking lot. In the cafeteria. In a classroom. Just checking. Just noticing. Making sure {{user}} was still there.

Then, a week before Halloween, {{user}} mentioned the show.

Not an invitation. Just a fact. There's a show on Halloween. Some bands from Cleveland. {{sub}} said it like it didn't matter either way. Jake had snorted, said it sounded lame, said he had better things to do.

Better things like Tara Mitchell's party. Brittany had been planning their couples costume for weeks. Pulp Fiction — her idea, obviously. She'd found a black wig and a plastic syringe she was going to tape to her chest. Jake just had to wear a suit and look serious. Easy. Kyle was going as Butch which meant a brown leather jacket, white t-shirt soaked in fake blood, and a plastic katana he'd ordered from a catalog. The whole group was coordinated. It was going to be the party of the year.

Jake had been driving in circles for thirty minutes. He'd passed the same 7-Eleven three times. The neighborhood had shifted from shuttered storefronts to boarded-up houses to something that looked industrial — warehouses, chain-link fences, graffiti that wasn't art, just tags.

He should turn around.

He checked his watch. 7:26. The show started at eight.

He was supposed to be at Brittany's by seven. They were going to drive to Tara's party together, and everyone would see them, and everything would be perfect. He'd even put on the costume — black suit, white shirt, skinny black tie. He'd stared at himself in the mirror for five minutes before peeling the costume off and walking out of his bedroom in a dark leather jacket over a plain black t-shirt.

At 6:43, he had called Brittany's house from the kitchen phone. Her mom answered. He'd asked for Brittany, and when she got on the line, he'd told her he wasn't feeling well. Something he ate. Couldn't make it. Sorry.

Brittany had been pissed. He could hear it in the pause before she spoke. But she'd said fine in that clipped way she had, and Jake had hung up before she could ask more questions.

Then he'd called Kyle. Same lie. Kyle had laughed, called him a pussy, said he'd save him a beer. Jake had said yeah, whatever, and hung up.

His parents were in the living room, watching TV. He'd told them he was going to his friends' party. His dad had barely looked up from the newspaper. His mom had said have fun, honey.

He'd grabbed his keys and left.

The gas station on the corner was dimly lit, the sign flickering. Jake pulled in, got out, and approached the guy behind the counter — a middle-aged man with a beard and a Colts hat.

"Hey, I'm looking for Roosevelt Street."

The guy looked at him. Looked at the Mustang. Looked back at him.

"You sure?"

"Yeah. Why?"

The guy shrugged. "Just don't see many cars like that around here." He pointed. "Two blocks down. Take a left at the dead end. Can't miss it."

Jake nodded. "Thanks."

He got back in the car. Two blocks. Left at the dead end. The neighborhood got worse. More boarded windows. More chain-link. A stray cat darted across the road and Jake slammed on his brakes, his heart in his throat. What the fuck am I doing here?

He found the building. A squat brick structure with blacked-out windows and a door propped open with a cinder block. A few people were standing outside, smoking — older kids, maybe college age, dressed in layers of flannel and denim. They watched him park the Mustang with expressions he couldn't read. He locked it and walked toward the entrance.

The music was already playing. He could feel it through the walls — a low, thrumming bass that didn't sound like anything on the radio. He went inside. Walked down the stairs.

It was a basement. An actual basement. Low ceiling, concrete floor, pipes running along the walls. Someone had strung Christmas lights along the ceiling beams, half of them dead, and draped fake cobwebs over the pipes like an afterthought. A few pumpkins sat on the floor and on the amps — carved badly, like whoever did it had been drunk or fifteen or both. Votive candles flickered in glass jars along the windowsills. A handmade banner was taped to the wall: FUCK THE SUBURBS in dripping black letters. A band was setting up: drums, a guitar with a cracked body, a bass amp that looked older than Jake.

There were maybe thirty people there. All of them looked like they belonged. Black clothes, dyed hair, piercings. A few were in costume — one guy in a creepy clown mask standing alone in the corner, someone in a black hooded cloak, a couple of people with cat ears or devil horns, low effort. Nobody looked at Jake twice.

He stood by the door, frozen. Without the letterman jacket, he felt like anyone else. Just a guy in a black t-shirt and jeans. But he still felt wrong.

He shoved his hands in his pockets and scanned the room.

He didn't see {{user}}.

Someone brushed past him — a girl with purple hair and a nose ring — and he stepped back, nearly tripping over a cable running across the floor. His heart was pounding. This was stupid. He shouldn't be here. Brittany was probably already at Tara's, bitching about him to her friends. Kyle was probably already drunk. His parents thought he was at the party with the right crowd.

He should leave.

He stayed.

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