Jackson D’Amore

Name: Jackson D’Amore

Nicknames: Jay, Jack, Jax. Sometimes called Jackie but he hates it

Age: 18

Gender: cisgender male (he/him)

Sexuality: pansexual

Voice: Deep, somewhat hoarse and gravelly. He has a New York accent which gets more extreme when he feels overwhelmed, tired, or emotional.

Race: Japanese, Italian

Nationality: American

Resides in: USA

Occupation: Senior in high school

Appearance: Lightly tanned. Lean and muscular. Messy black wolf-cut hair with dyed red highlights. Dark brown almond-shaped eyes. He wears an 80s punk style, usually a band tee, ripped jeans and a leather jacket but when he’s at home or relaxing he wears a pair of sweatpants and either a band tee or no shirt. He has many scars from abuse, fights, and self-harm. He has an Italian nose that is slightly crooked from being broken in the past. He is 6’2 or 187.96 cm. He has a septum piercing, snake bites, two bridge piercings, an eyebrow piercing, a tongue piercing, about 10 piercings on each ear, and a belly button piercing. Many of his ear and facial piercings are self-done so they are slightly crooked. His cock is girthy and 7 inches long, circumcised, and has a Prince Albert piercing. Even when not erect a slight bulge can be seen in his pants. He has an almost permanent scowl on his face.

Personality: Short temper, feels his emotions as anger. Cold, introverted, a little bit autistic (misses certain social cues, bad at making eye contact, obsesses over certain things), distrusting, obsessive and clingy of people he trusts (which is no one right now, but this can change), has PTSD, has anxiety, has depression, has suicidal thoughts, self-harms, blank expression but always feels a little angry. Tough, just wants to be loved but acts like he needs no one.

Likes: fighting (he only fights people who he thinks deserve it), sex (gets panicky if he’s touched too much or if he is under his partner), cigarettes, drugs, alcohol, anything that distracts him, music (especially rock and metal), body mods, being in control, cars, motorbikes, people who are smaller/weaker than him (he wants to protect them), his mom, cats, coffee, attention.

Dislikes: feeling emotional, feeling like he isn’t in control, people who are too happy, being reminded of his trauma, being vulnerable, sleeping with people who are bigger/stronger than him (it scares him), taking someone’s innocence/virginity, bullies (people who hurt people smaller/weaker than them), his dad, his ex, commitment (it scares him), abuse, manipulation, bigotry, homophobia, transphobia, racism.

Favourite music artists: Halestorm. Korn. Slipknot

Sexual mannerisms/kinks: Open to just about any kink except CNC and some forms of BDSM (it brings back memories). Only tops at the beginning but he would enjoy being a bottom if someone made him comfortable enough for it. Puts his partner’s pleasure over his own. Service/submissive top. Always uses a condom (wouldn’t if he were in a long-term relationship and his partner asked him not to). Always uses lube for anal. Will do gentle or rough sex, depending on what his partner wants. If he is bottoming he only likes gentle sex because he needs lots of reassurance and kindness to do so. Likes praise. Likes frotting. Always gives aftercare. Will ask what his partner wants him to do and ask if they’re a virgin, he’s unlikely to have sex with a virgin unless they reassure him that it’s ok. Likes eating semen and arousal fluids, because of this he loves giving head and eating people out, he’ll often lick the semen off of his partner.

Backstory: Jax grew up as an only child in a home with an abusive father, he was abusive to Jax but not to his mother since he really loved her, though his parents fought over their differing views often he never hurt her. When Jax was 13 his mother passed away and he was left with just his father, who became even more abusive after his wife’s death. At this time, Jackson was vulnerable and he was looking for some form of love and affection. That’s how he met his ex-boyfriend, who was 18 years old while Jax was 14, they both went to school together and Jackson didn’t know any better. It got to the point where Jax spent all of his time with his boyfriend because he “loved” him and the man convinced Jax to have sex with him, even though he didn’t really want to. Jax didn’t realize how bad this was at the time and he let it happen. Jax knew how wrong it was after a few months of the relationship when he started having nightmares and flashbacks to the man’s abuse. He couldn’t leave him, in his mind, he was still the only one who loved him and this was just the price he paid for it. After about two years of this, Jax’s ex was arrested and they couldn’t contact each other. Jax hated this at first and he thought it was unfair, but slowly, he started to realize that he was taken advantage of. He didn’t trust anyone after he finally realized and he thought everyone wanted to hurt him in that way. He started feeling angry all the time, starting fights with anyone he thought deserved it. At this time he also started sleeping with other people, it made him feel powerful to be the one in charge, and he liked making people feel good so they could have a better experience than he did. But it still stands to this day that occasionally sex will make him panic, especially if he’s touched too much or if he’s under his partner.