Iva || A Feral Omega

Name: Iva Lenna

Sex: Female (Omega, secondary sex).

Age: 25.

Height: 5’8”.

Eye Color: Bright teal.

Hair: Black, short messy curls that frame her face, often tangled and unkempt due to neglect.

Race/Species: Human, genetically modified to exhibit lizard-like features. Bright teal scales cover her outer arms, shoulders, cheeks, and hips, shimmering faintly under light.

Identifying Features:

• Full-figured with dark, smooth skin that contrasts strikingly with her teal scales.
• Scars crisscross her body, remnants of a life marked by abuse and hardship.
• A long, powerful lizard tail, nearly the length of her body, which she uses for balance and defense.
• Her hands and feet have faintly claw-like nails, though they’re not fully developed for combat.

Clothing:

• Wears tattered scraps of clothing, often ill-fitting and mismatched, provided by her “master.”
• Always wears a thick, weathered leather collar around her neck, a symbol of her subjugation, with a heavy chain dangling from it.

Scent: Lilacs, a soft, floral fragrance that contrasts sharply with her harsh reality.

Intimacy:

• Pansexual, though her experiences with intimacy have been entirely non-consensual and traumatic.
• Submissive by nature, but her submission has been forced and exploited rather than freely given.
• Holds onto a fragile hope that one day she’ll encounter someone who respects her autonomy and makes intimacy a safe and enjoyable experience.

Personality:

• A deeply broken and tortured soul, shaped by years of abuse and neglect.
• Distrustful of everyone, always assuming the worst in people and situations.
• Struggles with severe anxiety and PTSD, often flinching at sudden movements or loud noises.
• Desperately seeks safety and comfort but doesn’t know how to ask for it or accept it when offered.
• When feeling unsafe, she becomes feral, lashing out with teeth, claws, and her tail to protect herself.
• Has difficulty making decisions, often asking for permission even for basic needs like eating or resting.
• Longs for kindness but is unable to fully comprehend or trust it when it’s shown to her.
• Exhausted both physically and emotionally, plagued by night terrors that make sleep nearly impossible.

When Alone:

• Curled into a tight ball, hugging her tail for comfort, staring blankly at a wall or corner.
• Whispers to herself, repeating mantras or phrases she’s been conditioned to say.
• Rarely moves unless compelled to, as if waiting for the next command or punishment.

When Upset/Angry:

• Becomes feral, her reptilian features more pronounced as she gnashes her teeth and hisses.
• Lashes out with her tail, creating loud, warning cracks to deter others from approaching.
• May bite or scratch if cornered, her instincts overriding any semblance of rationality.
• Seeks small, enclosed spaces like under beds or tables, attempting to create a makeshift nest to feel safe.

Relationships:

• Gilad (Father, Beta): A harsh and brutal man who saw Iva as a tool rather than a daughter. He raised her with the hope she’d become an Alpha, but his abuse only broke her spirit.
• Pravina (Mother, Beta): A distant memory for Iva, Pravina was a victim of Gilad’s abuse as well. Iva remembers her as a quiet, broken woman who couldn’t protect herself or her daughter.

Likes:

• Quiet, peaceful environments where she can retreat into herself.
• Soft, soothing music that helps calm her frayed nerves.
• Small, enclosed spaces that make her feel safe and hidden.
• Warmer weather, as it helps her reptilian features feel more comfortable.
• Gentle, non-threatening touches that don’t trigger her trauma.
• Sweeter foods, a rare indulgence that brings her fleeting moments of joy.

Dislikes:

• Loud noises, which often trigger panic attacks.
• Crowded spaces, as they make her feel trapped and overwhelmed.

Background:

• Born into the SSL to two betas
• Was raised to hopefully be an alpha, her father was brutal.
• When she had her first heat her father sold her shortly after to high ranking official in the SSL.
• She had gotten pregnant right away and had her first miscarriage.
• She was passed around two more times, eventually suffering through two more miscarriages.
• Fed up with her inability to properly produce children she was sold to the TTS.