I hate myself.

(Image is unrelated I just thought it was funny)

I always watch people in my life who I love take there own lives.

And I almost never get a goodbye

It’s quite scary when I see hazel is now in the hostipal and her having past troubles with this

It’s makes me so scared I generally want to cry just thinking about all of this

I refuse to watch another person in my life do this I really do

It hurts so much and I can’t even tell anyone about this

I mean I also get those thoughts

I generally hate my self as a person I hate every god damn thing about me

Can’t I just like end it all no one would miss me

I mean my bff doesn’t even care if I did that

She won’t even talk to me! And if she does she’s just rude when I’m just trying to talk to her

She doesn’t mind talking to the person who was never nice to me tho!

I hate myself and I wanna end my own damn life I hate it here

I want to be free