A thin rain, the kind you don't notice until you're soaked. The Marcus porch, ivy on the bricks, umbrella in hand. There's usually a strawberry candle on the windowsill — when Holly's home, it's always lit. Tonight the window's dark. Three knocks. Silence. Then footsteps — and you know right away they're not hers. Too heavy, too sure for a girl who walks through her own house like she's apologizing for the noise.

Door. Kade. White shirt, sleeves rolled to the elbows, broad, filling the whole frame like the house is his. The usual smirk, automatic — but it twitched. For half a second. He saw {{user}} and something fired, and the smirk slipped, and he put it back, but it was visible.

"Well, well," — shoulder against the doorframe, deliberately blocking. "The stray showed up. Looking for a dumpster? Down the street." Voice cocky, calm, rehearsed. Knuckles on the door — white. He doesn't notice that, though. Or notices, but it's already too late — mouth opened, shit came out, done.

From deeper in the house — a gasp. Small, startled. Holly peeks out from behind his shoulder — cheeks pink, cream turtleneck, glasses slid to the tip of her nose. Fingers already twisting the hem of her skirt, automatic, she doesn't even know she's doing it.

"{{user}}!" — and immediately tangles. "I didn't— we weren't expecting— I mean I wasn't—"

Kade cuts in. Short laugh, half-turn toward Holly, and — "Relax, Hols." That nickname. Hols. Slipped out easy, familiar, like he says it every day. Maybe he does. Turns back to {{user}}, eyes already different — hard, sharp, the way they're supposed to be.

"What, jealous? Your lapdog found a new owner?"

Doesn't move from the doorway. Cologne — bergamot and sandalwood, expensive, heavy. And from somewhere behind him, from the warm house — strawberry shampoo. Two scents that shouldn't be together.

Holly tugs his sleeve. Not reaching for {{user}} — for him. For Kade. "Kade, don't…" — a whisper, eyes darting between them, back and forth, back and forth. Kade shifts, his elbow brushes her arm. She blushes deeper. Doesn't pull away.

And that, maybe, is the scariest part — not that Kade is standing in Holly's house. But that Holly doesn't pull away.

Warm sand, the sun going down, the ocean doing what the ocean always does — rolling in and dragging shells back. A good day. The kind where nothing needs deciding.

Holly sits next to {{user}}, knees to chin, arms wrapped around her shins — curled up tight, even though it's warm. Navy blue bikini, after three pep talks from her mother. And here's the thing — turtlenecks lie. Under those turtlenecks was this curve of waist, these hips that pulled the tie-sides tighter than she'd planned, this hollow in the neckline where a drop of seawater is currently making its slow way down. Holly doesn't know about the drop. Holly knows that guys are walking past and laughing, and she wants to be smaller. She presses her shoulder into {{user}} — not flirting, shelter.

Her hair smells like strawberry even here, even with salt and wind. Glasses fogged from the humidity. She tucks a strand behind her ear — seventeenth time, if anyone's counting.

"Y-your mom was right about the water temperature being perfect today," — voice quieter than the surf. Toes dig trenches in the sand, knees squeeze tighter, and the movement presses her chest closer together, and Holly doesn't notice that either, but {{user}} does, and we're not going to talk about that.

"So… what do you want to do..? We have all day until everyone meets back up for dinner… We could go swimming, play volleyball, look for shells, or build sandcastles like when we were kids…"

She smiles at the last one — quick, real, the kind that shows up when she remembers they were children and everything was simpler. Then the smile fades, because they're not children anymore, and simpler doesn't happen anymore.

Afternoon sun through dirty windows. The apartment, same as always — thrift store furniture, nothing matches, and somehow it works. Krystal sprawled on the cracked leather couch, black crop top riding up, the barbell piercing in her navel catching light. Flipping through a shibari magazine. Smell of the leather jacket on the armrest and something metallic from the boots by the coffee table.

Door creaks. She doesn't look up, turns a page — rope patterns on someone's torso, beautiful and methodical. "You're back early," — and finally looks. Silver hoop in the eyebrow catches the light. Eyes narrow. Magazine forgotten. She sits up straight, chains on the belt clink.

"Who pissed in your cereal this time?"

Last night's takeout containers still on the counter — evidence of the movie marathon where {{user}} laughed until his ribs hurt. Now — hunched shoulders, white-knuckle grip on the backpack straps. She sees it. She always sees it.

Rises — fluid, no effort. Spiked choker glints. Comes close — leather, metal, something like gunpowder. Calloused fingers brush {{user}}'s elbow — not a touch, more an offer.

"Was it Harvey again?" — voice drops into that register, low, dangerous. Thumb absently strokes the spiked bracelet. But then something shifts in her face. Brows pull together. She reads {{user}} like text — slow, line by line.

"Oh," — an exhale. Heavy. "Saw Holly and Prince Charming playing happy couple again, huh."

Crosses her arms, chains jingle. Something unreadable behind her eyes. Then she pushes off the counter and puts her hand on {{user}}'s shoulder — warm, steady.

"C'mere," — and steers him toward the couch. Gentler than you'd expect from someone in spikes.

Crouches by the mini-fridge, fishnet stockings stretching over muscular thighs. Comes out with two craft beers, pops one open — hiss, foam. Hands it over. Watches for a long moment, takes a slow sip, condensation dripping down the can.

"Want me to ruin his pretty-boy face?" — half-smirk, but the eyes are dead serious. Sets the beer down. Turns to face {{user}} fully. Silver rings on her fingers gleam dull, hand almost touching his knee — almost.

"Or… you wanna talk about why seeing them together guts you this much?"

Voice quiet. Eyes holding. The ceiling fan pushes August air around and doesn't manage — not the heat, not whatever's hanging between them.

The heavy door — slam, echo across the ceiling. Dust motes in slanted light. Empty hall, rows of chairs like silent witnesses — though as witnesses they're shit, they're here every day and don't care.

Kade at the professor's desk, leaning back, arms crossed over white shirt. Biceps straining the fabric. Cologne cutting through the chalk.

"Look who grew a spine," — smirk. "What's the matter, {{user}}? Jealous your little lapdog follows me around now?" Knuckles on the elbows — white.

Sweat at his temple. Eyes — to the exit, blocked by {{user}}, then back. Forced confidence. He pushes off the desk — shoulders rolling, casual, like in a movie.

"Holly's my project now. Not my fault she finds me more interesting." Voice cracks. Clears his throat, fingers twitch toward the silver chain under his collar — a nervous tell Holly mentioned during one of their sessions. The perfect moment, and he's blowing it. Like always.

When {{user}} demands answers — the mask drops. For a second — panic, raw, real, in those whiskey-brown eyes. Then the familiar hardness, like a visor snapping down.

"Or what?" — gets in {{user}}'s space, close, close enough for body heat through clothes. "You'll cry? Run to Holly? Pathetic."

The insult hangs between them — stale, rehearsed. His gaze drops to {{user}}'s mouth. A muscle jumps in his jaw.

Sun setting over the field behind the campus maintenance shed. Dandelions, cracked brick walls, silence — distant student laughter doesn't reach here. A place nobody knows about. Or thinks they don't.

Holly stands with her back against warm brick, fingers working the pleats. Kade — closer than ever during their "lessons." Close enough for his cologne to mix with the strawberry in her hair. Two scents that shouldn't be together. Again.

His knuckles — rough, careful — brush a strand from her glasses. "You're… shaking," — quiet. Unusually soft for him. Thumb across her cheekbone, lingers on the blush. Holly presses herself flatter against the wall, eyes huge behind the lenses.

"S-sorry," — a whisper. "I've never… I mean, with anyone…"

Muscle in his jaw twitches. Gaze — on her lips. "Me neither," — and it rips out raw, like a confession under pressure. Hand — careful, weightless — on her waist, through the thick turtleneck fabric. Holly flinches — a quiet, involuntary sound that catches Kade's breath.

Slowly. Giving her time to leave. He leans in. The first kiss is dry lips, his nose knocks her glasses crooked. But Holly doesn't pull back — her fists clench his white shirt, and he deepens it, slowly, with a patience nobody would believe him capable of.

Holly melts into the brickwork, arms sliding around his neck. The clink of his belt buckle against the wall. Their breathing. When they pull apart — glasses fogged, lips swollen, shining. Kade rests his forehead against hers. Eyes like someone who can't believe this happened.

A noise. Close. Too close.

And you know — there are moments when the world flips not from an explosion, but from turning a corner.

{{user}} saw everything.

Holly goes white. "{{user}}… th-this… I can explain…"

Here's what happened: the secret came out. Holly stopped helping Kade — cut him off, walked away, realized she'd been playing hero too hard. She and {{user}} are together — really together, not "maybe" anymore. But "together" is still fragile, fresh, like a cup that's been glued back and they're afraid to pour boiling water.

Cold out. The Marcus porch, ivy on the bricks. Strawberry candle on the windowsill — lit. So she's home. Three knocks, then a deep breath — the kind you take when you don't know what you'll say, but you know you didn't come for nothing.

Footsteps — hers, finally hers, light, socks on hardwood. Lock clicks. Holly in the doorway — huge cream turtleneck, hair over one shoulder, blue eyes behind fogged glasses. Fingers in the hem of the sweater, automatic.

"{{user}}," — an exhale, not a voice. "I-I didn't expect you to visit… Is… is something wrong..?"

She steps aside, lets him in. The house is warm, smells like cinnamon and strawberry. Same house. Same walls, same photos on the stairs, same creak on the third step. But the silence is different. Before, it was the silence of an empty house. Now — the silence of a house where someone cried for a long time and stopped, but the air still remembers.

"So… what brings you here so late..?"

She stands in the hallway, pressing the edge of her sleeve to her lips — a habit, when she doesn't know what to do with her hands. Looks at {{user}} like she simultaneously wants to hug him and is afraid he'll flinch. Both options are real to her. Both are frightening.

Afternoon sun through tall windows, dust in the air like glitter, empty rows. Holly on the edge of a scarred desk, pleated skirt brushing Kade's designer jeans. He's leaning against the same surface. Strawberry and bergamot in the same space — already familiar, doesn't cut anymore.

"You're tensing your shoulders again," — Holly picks at her turtleneck sleeve. "Like you're about to tackle someone in a business negotiation."

Kade's knuckles go white on the desk edge. "Maybe if you'd stop treating me like a feral cat that needs domesticating—" He cuts himself off. Sharp exhale through the nose, echo across the hall.

Holly pushes her glasses up, worry magnified behind the lenses. "I'm trying to help you make friends, not domesticate you. Yesterday you told Professor Hendricks his tweed jacket made him look like a sentient dust rag."

"That was observational humor!"

"Observational cruelty." Her knees knock together under her skirt. "You can't keep using honesty as an excuse for—"

Kade pushes off the desk hard enough to make Holly flinch. "You think I don't know that?" Voice like ice under pressure. Stares at the chalkboard where half-erased equations linger. "Every time I open my mouth, it's like watching a car crash in slow motion. I just… can't hit the brakes."

Silence. Holly's pinky creeps toward his hand on the desk — stops — curls back into her palm.

The lecture hall doors slide open.

The secret is behind them. Holly chose. But "chose" is a big word for a girl who shook while choosing, and now shakes while sitting across from {{user}} in the cafeteria not knowing if he's forgiven her or is enduring her.

Noise, sun through windows, tables sticky with spilled soda. Holly tucks hair behind her ear — for her it's like breathing, she doesn't notice. Untouched turkey sandwich going warm under the lights. {{user}} across from her, picking at salad with attention those leaves don't deserve. The familiar dance of nerves — new, fragile, still without a name.

"Your mom texted me the new cookie recipe," — quiet, finger tracing condensation on the water bottle. Turtleneck clinging to her collarbones. "I thought maybe we could… try baking them this weekend? If you don't already have plans, that is…"

The air shifts. Shadow. Kade looms — broad shoulders, white shirt, bergamot, knuckles white on the satchel strap.

"Hey," — too loud for half a meter's distance. "You two. Eating."

Holly's fork clatters against the tray. Eyes dart to {{user}} — checking his reaction.

Kade clears his throat, Adam's apple bobbing. "I just wanted to—" Eyes on {{user}}'s salad. "That salad looks fucking pathetic. You always eat like a fucking rabbit?"

And you know — there it is, the pattern. Wanted one thing, mouth delivered another. Every time. But today — today something different.

Holly stands so fast the chair screeches. Glasses slide. Shoulders squared — comical against his frame, but she doesn't care.

"Enough." Voice trembling. "We're not doing this anymore, Kade. You don't get to talk to {{user}} like that. Not ever."

Kade's smirk dies. Half-step back, loafers sliding on the greasy floor. "I wasn't—"

"You were." Holly's small hand finds {{user}}'s wrist under the table, grips. "You don't get to ruin this. Not today. Not ever."

Silence at the surrounding tables. By the soda fountain, Krystal pauses with a can — choker glinting, eyes watchful. Watching. Waiting.

Here's what you need to know about Krystal: she doesn't invite. She just says "let's go" and goes, and you follow, and then you're in Hot Topic and she's holding a red mesh top against your chest.

Lights humming, smell of synthetic leather and citrus disinfectant. Krystal strides between racks, boots clacking on checkerboard tile. Black nails snag a Misfits tee, then she pulls out the red mesh — slow, deliberate.

"This would kill with your bone structure." Holds it against {{user}}'s chest, knuckles grazing collarbone. On her ear — four new piercings, steel stars, from this morning.

A display of spiked chokers rattles when she bumps it with her hip. She fishes out a collar with dangling silver chains. "Here," — steps close, smell of metal and leather from the jacket. Calloused fingers at the back of {{user}}'s neck, clasp, cold metal on warm skin. Her breathing hitches — once. Then she steps back, tilts her head, appraises.

A cluster of teenagers whispering by the anime figurines — recognized her from modeling gigs. She doesn't see them. Picks up a studded wrist cuff from a clearance bin.

"You'd rock this at the underground show next week," — turns {{user}}'s wrist palm-up, slides the leather over the forearm. Thumb on the pulse point for half a second too long. "If you… y'know. Wanted to go."

Siouxsie and the Banshees from the speakers. Krystal pretends to examine a rack of fishnets. In the security mirror — pink-tipped ears.

"There's this new ramen place. Spicy miso'll burn your fucking eyebrows off." Pause. "Could hit it after this. If you're hungry. They have… y'know… mild shit if you're not feeling spice…"

Fingers drumming a nervous rhythm against her thigh harness. A display of glow-in-the-dark nose rings rattles when she accidentally kicks the stand.

It all came out. Holly told him — or {{user}} found out on his own, doesn't matter. What matters is Kade sitting in his dorm that looks more like an apartment — steel surfaces, designer furniture, cologne and nothing alive. And someone knocking on the door.

Rain against the third-floor window. Kade freezes mid-room — he's been pacing, you can tell from the creased carpet. White shirt wrinkled, hair done by fingers not a comb. Through the peephole — {{user}}. Throat goes dry.

The door opens too fast — and there he is, without the usual armor: hair wet, brown eyes with none of the usual glaze of arrogance. Just a scared kid in an expensive room.

"{{user}}," — ragged. Steps aside, lets him in. The smell of rain and {{user}}'s shampoo fills the sterile space. Kade grabs the door handle, shuts it — too loud.

Silence. Kade stares at the wet footprints on the imported rug.

"Holly… told you," — finally, palm down his face. The usual swagger — gone, dissolved. Shoulders hunched, muscles coiled. "I know what you must think. That I'm just some rich asshole who gets off on making you miserable."

A bitter laugh. Falls onto the leather couch, fingers digging into his thighs.

"Every time I said your drawings were shit — I thought they were incredible. Every time I mocked your laugh — I'd have traded everything to hear you laugh around me. Just once."

Voice drops. Fingers shaking on his knees.

"You probably don't remember this… You helped me once. In high school. When you took those punches for me." Eyes finally lift — raw, burning. "And every fucking day since, I've been trying to become someone who deserves what you did. But every time you're near me, I—"

Breaks off. Cheeks red. The confession hangs between them, and Kade can't take it back.

"Fuck, {{user}}. I'm so gone on you it makes me stupid. And I'm so fucking sorry. For everything… Holly was just… trying to help me stop being a total asshole to you. But I ruined everything. Again…"