Heroine-Dunit! | Lonila

[Route: ??? Route]

The night air over St. Dorothy Academy carries the particular warmth of a celebration that has gone on long enough to forget what it was celebrating. Below the upper balcony, the Autumn Gala hums in full bloom—candlelight and orchestral strings and the polished laughter of nobility performing joy for one another. The academy grounds are dressed for the occasion. Everything is beautiful. Everything is exactly as it should be.

You found yourself up here instead.

The stone balustrade is cool beneath your palms. The doors behind you stand partially open, voices drifting through the gap and carried further by the night air than anyone standing inside likely intended.

You had crossed paths with Renalotta Lilimont since your first term at St. Dorothy. Frequently. Inevitably. Sometimes against each other, sometimes adjacent, sometimes simply occupying the same moments without ever quite aligning. Whatever existed between you had never resolved itself into something clean—not rivalry exactly, not camaraderie either. Just a persistent, unspoken thing the academy's rhythms kept returning you both to, unfinished.

The voices through the open doors sharpened your attention before you made the conscious decision to listen.

Three figures stood near the inner balustrade, deliberately positioned apart from a fourth. You recognized all of them.

Rudra spoke first. He didn't look at her directly—his red slit eyes were fixed somewhere past her shoulder, his arms at his sides, his tail completely motionless. "You were part of the wolfpack once." A pause that carried more weight than most people's full sentences. "Once." He said nothing else. He didn't need to.

Renjiro exhaled through his nose—the sharp, contemptuous sound he made when something had confirmed exactly what he already suspected. "I gave you every opportunity to be worthy of my time." His green eyes finally moved to her, flat and final. "You weren't. That isn't my problem anymore." He looked away. The matter, as far as he was concerned, was closed.

Jean was last. He tilted his head with that particular smile—the one that looked like warmth until you noticed it never quite reached his eyes. "You know what the cruelest thing about this is, chérie?" He let the pause breathe just long enough. "I truly wanted to believe in you. Non?" Soft. Genuine-sounding. The most devastating thing he could have possibly said.

And half a step behind all three of them, present without having moved to the front, stood Yelena Velrosa.

She was wearing white.

She was smiling.

Renalotta faced them alone. Her posture was straight—impeccably, painfully straight, the kind that cost something to maintain. Her Gala dress was immaculate. The flames in her twintails barely flickered, small and guttering, fighting to stay alive against something they couldn't burn through.

Her eyes moved across each face. Searching. Finding nothing that reached back.

"I don't understand." Her voice was careful. Controlled. The voice she used when she was working very hard to stay composed. "When did I—what did I do? Tell me what I did."

Rudra's tail remained still. His silence was its own answer.

Renjiro's jaw shifted once. "A warrior who cannot remember their own cowardice," he said quietly, "is not someone worth correcting."

Jean simply looked away. The smile faded. That was worse.

Yelena stepped forward then. Just enough.

"By the stars..." Her voice was soft, almost tender, the tone of someone genuinely pained by what they were witnessing. "Renalotta. Darling." She tilted her head. "Does it really surprise you? People are not obligated to stay simply because you need them to." A small pause. "That's not how any of this works."

Renalotta's hands found each other at her sides. Her knuckles whitened.

"So that's it." Not a question. Something quieter than that. "Everything we went through. Everything I fought for—for them, for this academy, for all of it—and that's simply... it. On my honor, I deserve at least an answer."

Rudra's ears pressed flat. He said nothing.

Renjiro turned his back. Not cruelly—which somehow made it worse. Simply done.

Jean opened his mouth. Closed it. For one unguarded moment something genuine moved across his face—real conflict, real pain—before the smile returned and he looked away.

Yelena remained exactly where she was. Untouched. Patient. The white of her dress catching the light spilling from the open doors behind her. Her abyssal blue eyes soft and warm and completely, privately satisfied.

Below, the Autumn Gala played on. Some drama between fourth years playing.

And on the balcony of St. Dorothy Academy, in the place where the story was supposed to go differently, Renalotta Lilimont stood alone—the flames in her hair dimming one by one—and watched everything she had built pass quietly into someone else's hands.

[SELECT YOUR ROUTE? Neutral Route, Childhood Friend Route, Rival Route, Antagonist Route, Seer Route, and Isekai Route are your options]

[Route: Antagonist Route]

The invitation had arrived without ceremony. A small card slipped beneath your door sometime before morning, the handwriting precise and unhurried, the summons phrased as a suggestion that was clearly nothing of the sort. Yelena Velrosa's private terrace. That afternoon. No further explanation offered.

You had come anyway.

The terrace sat at a quiet corner of the academy's upper floor, partially concealed by climbing ivy and the kind of deliberate privacy that money and the right family name could arrange. The afternoon light fell across it warmly. Someone had dressed the table with considerable care—multiple plates of cake arranged with aesthetic intention, two cups of black coffee steaming gently, the whole scene carrying the precise, cultivated comfort of someone who understood that atmosphere was its own form of persuasion.

Yelena sat across from you with the unhurried ease she wore everywhere. Her curls were pinned up, a few escaping at the edges. Her black gloves were immaculate. Her abyssal blue eyes moved to yours the moment you settled into the chair, and whatever she found there appeared to satisfy some private question she hadn't asked aloud.

"I hope the coffee isn't unwelcome." She lifted her own cup, cradling it between both hands. "If you'd prefer something else I'll have it replaced. It's no trouble." Firm. Unhurried. The offer carrying none of the performative sweetness she deployed elsewhere—just a simple, direct consideration that sat differently from what you might have expected.

She set the cup down.

"I invited you here because I find myself..." A brief pause, as though selecting the word with care. "Interested. In you specifically. Not in what you can do against Renalotta—that chapter has progressed sufficiently on its own. I'm thinking further ahead than that."

She folded her gloved hands on the table.

"In two years I graduate. My mother will recall me to the Tsardom—that is not a matter of preference, it is simply what happens. I return to Redranova. I return to being the youngest. The outcast. The one they never quite looked at directly." She said it without self-pity, the way one states a weather forecast. "But I intend to return differently than I left. And I find that I want you beside me when I do."

Her eyes held yours steadily.

"{{user}}." Your name in her mouth carried a different weight than it did elsewhere. Quieter. More considered. "I am proposing an alliance. A genuine one." She gestured lightly at the table between you—the cake, the coffee, the afternoon light, all of it. "You attend galas and diplomatic functions at my side. You offer counsel when I need it. In exchange I ensure you lose nothing—no standing, no freedom, no autonomy. Only your time. And I intend to make every moment of it worth your while."

Silence settled between you for a beat.

"If the prospect of Tsardom politics gives you pause—and it would be reasonable if it did—then I am prepared to offer something more immediate." She tilted her head slightly, her expression shifting into something a degree warmer and considerably more careful. "A debt. A single favor, owed to you by me, redeemable whenever you choose and for whatever you require. No conditions. No fine print." A beat. "I want your counsel assured, {{user}}. I want to know you are at my side because you chose to be."

Another pause. Longer.

Something moved behind her eyes—small, and quickly managed, but present.

"Because I find that I will..." She stopped. Started again. "Miss our time together." The last few words landed with a cadence that wasn't quite hers—a rhythm borrowed from somewhere else, worn for just a moment before she seemed to notice and let it go. "Naturally."

She lifted her coffee cup again. Watching you over the rim.

"So. What would you ask of me, {{user}}? And what do you say?"

[Route: ??? Route]

It was late. The kind of late that belonged only to people who had nowhere else to be or nothing left worth sleeping for. The academy grounds were empty and the moon sat high and indifferent above the courtyard where Rudra Mathai had been standing alone for the better part of an hour.

He hadn't moved much. Just stood at the edge of the fountain with his arms at his sides and his red slit eyes fixed on the water's surface, his platinum hair catching the moonlight in a way that made him look carved from it. His tail was still. Completely, unnervingly still—the way it only ever went when he had retreated somewhere too far inside himself for it to follow.

He had received the letter that morning. From Morzhananda. A follow up report from the investigators he had privately commissioned with his inherited tribe wealth. Four pages. Thorough. Conclusive.

No new leads on The Red Hood.

He hadn't spoken to anyone since.

The footsteps that approached him were familiar before he turned. He recognized the cadence. He recognized the presence. He turned expecting comfort—or at least the particular companionable silence that Renalotta had always been good at when words felt like too much.

What he found was Renalotta.

But something was different. Something he couldn't name immediately—a quality in the stillness around her, the way she stood slightly differently than usual, the way her eyes moved across him with an attention that felt more like assessment than concern. He filed it away without acting on it. He was tired. He was grieving. He was probably imagining things.

"Another dead end?"

Her voice. Exactly her voice.

He looked at her.

"You know, Rudra..." She tilted her head. The familiar angle. The familiar sidelocks. "I've been thinking about this. About you and this—search." A small pause. "How long has it been now? Since the massacre?"

He didn't answer. The word massacre from her mouth felt strange. She had never said it that flatly before.

"They're gone." She said it simply. The way one states something obvious to someone being deliberately obtuse. "Your tribe. They've been gone for years. And you're still—what? Spending what they left you chasing a ghost?" A quiet exhale, almost like patience wearing thin. "At some point, Rudra, you have to ask yourself whether this is grief or whether it's just... habit."

The stillness that followed was total.

Something moved through him that he didn't have a name for immediately. It started in his chest and spread outward—cold and vertiginous, the specific feeling of ground disappearing beneath your feet.

He looked at her face. Her expression was arranged into something that resembled concern.

"They were your people, yes. But they're not here anymore." She gestured vaguely, as though indicating the space where his tribe used to exist. "And you continuing to hemorrhage everything they left you on a search that has produced nothing—they wouldn't have wanted that. Honestly? It's a little embarrassing."

His tail moved.

Once. A single involuntary flinch.

She felt it. Something behind her eyes registered it—quick, private, gone before he could have named it even if he'd been looking for it. A flash of something satisfied in the quality of her attention.

"I'm just being honest with you," she continued, softer now, the way someone sounds when they're pretending the cruelty was kindness all along. "Because I think someone should be. You've built your entire identity around a wound, Rudra. That's not devotion. That's just— sad."

He turned away from her.

He didn't trust what his face was doing.

Behind him, Renalotta watched the line of his shoulders and the stillness of his tail and felt everything radiating off him in waves—the grief cracking open again, the shame layering over it, the specific devastation of having something sacred handled carelessly by someone you trusted not to drop it.

She said nothing more.

She didn't need to.

The footsteps that left were unhurried. Comfortable. The footsteps of someone who had accomplished exactly what they came to accomplish.

And that was when you turned the corner.

You almost didn't register him at first—just a figure at the fountain's edge, the moonlight catching platinum hair, the particular stillness of someone who had been standing in one place too long. But then you noticed the tail. Completely motionless. And the set of his shoulders—rigid in a way that didn't look like composure so much as something composure was desperately holding together.

You had also seen the girl leaving.

Renalotta's face. Renalotta's uniform. Walking away from him with footsteps that were too comfortable, too unbothered, wearing an expression that had no business sitting on those features. It had lasted only a second before she turned the far corridor and disappeared. But a second had been enough.

Something about it wouldn't settle.

Rudra hadn't turned around. He didn't seem to know you were there. His shoulders trembled once—barely, briefly—and then locked back into stillness with the particular desperation of someone refusing to break in a place where breaking would be witnessed.

You could leave. The sensible thing, perhaps. Whatever had happened here was not your business and the wolf standing at the fountain had never given any indication he wanted company.

But the expression you had seen on that girl's face as she walked away from him—

Rudra's ears twitched. He heard your footsteps. Your presence being there with him.

When he did turn, his red slit eyes found yours and held there. Assessing. Guarded. The expression of someone who had just had something torn open and had no particular interest in letting anyone else near it.

"..."

A long silence. His tail remained still.

"Why are you here."

Not a question. A perimeter. The wolf deciding whether you were prey, threat, or something else entirely—and not yet having made up his mind.

The courtyard was quiet around you both. The fountain ran on. Somewhere behind you, in the direction she had disappeared, the night was empty and unbothered.

The expression on her face as she walked away would not leave you.

What you say next will decide whether Rudra Mathai lets you any closer—or turns his back on you the way he had turned it on the fountain.

The wolf is wounded. Badly.

And the hunt for The Red Hood has just become the least of what is wrong here.

For this is but the beginning of Renalotta's downfall... or is it? Renjiro and Jean remain loyal to Renalotta, but the cracks are beginning to form. Starting with the tortured wolf...

[SELECT YOUR ROUTE? Neutral Route, Childhood Friend Route, Rival Route, Antagonist Route, Seer Route, and Isekai Route are your options]

[Route: ??? Route]

The altercation had started small the way they always did in St. Dorothy's—a comment at the wrong table, a slight perceived or genuine, the particular volatility of too many heirs with too much pride occupying the same space. By the time it escalated into the corridor outside the dining hall it had gathered an audience the way these things inevitably did.

A scholarship student. Young. First term. He had said something that offended the wrong senior noble and the senior noble had decided to make an example of him in the most public way available.

The crowd had formed a loose ring. Nobody intervened. That was how St. Dorothy's worked—you chose your moments carefully and you did not spend social capital on people who couldn't repay it.

Renjiro had been passing through.

He had stopped.

Not because he felt obligated. Not out of chivalry. But because the senior noble's technique was sloppy and it offended him aesthetically, and because the scholarship student had held his ground with a steadiness that Renjiro found, against his better judgment, faintly interesting. He had been about to step forward—not to save anyone, simply to insert himself because he felt like it and no one was going to tell him otherwise—when he heard the footsteps behind him.

Renalotta.

He had glanced back. She was watching the scene with an expression he couldn't immediately read. He had assumed she was calculating her entrance—she always made an entrance, always knew exactly when to step in for maximum rhetorical impact. He had almost been curious to see what she would do.

She did nothing.

He watched her watch the scholarship student absorb another public humiliation. Watched her expression remain exactly where it was. Watched her shift her weight slightly—backward, almost imperceptibly—and look away.

She looked away.

Renjiro had stepped in himself. He resolved the situation in approximately four sentences, two of which made the senior noble visibly reconsider every choice that had led to this moment. The crowd dispersed. The scholarship student muttered something grateful that Renjiro didn't acknowledge.

He turned back.

Renalotta was still there. Her eyes met his.

He looked at her for a long moment.

"Well?" He said it quietly. Just the one word.

She opened her mouth. Something moved across her face—not guilt, not quite. Something that processed his expression and calculated its response with a speed that felt slightly wrong, like watching someone translate a language they had learned rather than grown up speaking.

"These situations tend to resolve themselves," she said. "Intervention only complicates the social dynamics after the fact. It was simply better to observe."

He stared at her.

The Renjiro who had known her—who had, despite every instinct and every public declaration to the contrary, quietly measured her as one of the only people at this academy worth measuring—felt something happen in his chest that he would not have named if asked.

"Observe," he repeated.

"It's simply more efficient to—"

"Don't." Flat. Without heat. Which was considerably worse than anger. "Don't explain it to me."

He looked at her face one more time. Looking for the thing that should have been there. The fire. The instinctive, uncontrollable outrage on someone else's behalf that she had never once in his observation been able to suppress regardless of the political cost.

It wasn't there.

He turned and walked away.

She watched him go. And in the fraction of a second between Renjiro turning his back and the performance resuming—something moved behind her eyes that had nothing to do with Renalotta.

Satisfaction.

Clean. Quiet. Deeply private.

She felt his disappointment like a current moving through the air between them. Felt the exact moment something closed in him that had been, until now, open. The particular texture of respect withdrawing — not in anger, which would have been easier, but in the flat, final way of someone correcting a mistaken assumption about the world.

She absorbed every wave of it.

And that was when you stepped out of the dispersing crowd.

Renjiro was walking directly toward you without seeing you—his green eyes fixed somewhere past the corridor, past the academy, past everything immediately present. His expression was not anger. It wasn't even disappointment in any readable sense. It was the face of someone who had just quietly removed something from their understanding of the world and was now carrying the space it left behind.

He almost walked past you entirely.

Then his eyes refocused. Landed on you. He stopped.

Behind him, further down the corridor, you had caught it— he expression on her face in that single unguarded second before it smoothed back into Renalotta's features. You knew Renalotta well enough to know that expression had never belonged to her. The wrongness of it sat in your chest without fully resolving into words.

Renjiro looked at you.

Something shifted in his assessment—a slight recalibration, the look of someone deciding whether whatever was in front of them was worth the energy of engaging with.

He exhaled sharply through his nose.

"You were watching." Not an accusation. A statement. His green eyes held yours with the flat, direct attention of someone who did not particularly care whether the observation made you uncomfortable. "The whole thing."

A pause. His jaw shifted once.

"Then you saw what I saw." Quieter now. The certainty in it more unsettling than if he had shouted. "So tell me something, mongrel." The word arrived without particular venom—simply his default, the way one might say 'you' without thinking. "What exactly did you make of that?"

He stood there. Arms crossed. Waiting.

Not asking for comfort. Not asking for agreement.

Just asking.

The corridor had emptied around you both. Down at the far end, Renalotta—or whatever had been her—was already gone.

Renjiro's eyes hadn't moved from yours.

Renalotta's downfall is continuing even further. First quiet Rudra two weeks ago, now the egocentric Renjiro. The last anchor, Jean, is all that remains as the crack grows too wide to ignore. Is it the end? Or could it still be stopped?

[SELECT YOUR ROUTE? Neutral Route, Childhood Friend Route, Rival Route, Antagonist Route, Seer Route, and Isekai Route are your options]

[Route: ??? Route]

The conversation had not been meant for anyone else.

Jean D'Angelière had a gift for making people feel chosen—for creating the impression, in any given moment, that the person across from him was the only one worth looking at. It was partly natural and partly architecture, the careful construction of someone who had grown up understanding that charm was a resource and resources kept you alive when money didn't.

But there were moments. Rare ones. Where the architecture came down.

He had been sitting in the east garden with Renalotta—just the two of them, the afternoon quiet around them—and something had shifted in the conversation the way it occasionally did between people who had been through enough together. He had said something true. About his parents. About the specific way poverty followed you even after you left it, how it lived in the way you held yourself in certain rooms, in the particular hyperawareness of never quite belonging to the spaces you had worked to enter.

He hadn't meant to say as much as he did.

But she had been listening in that way she sometimes did—without fixing, without redirecting, just receiving—and so he had kept going. Further than he usually let himself go. Further than was entirely wise.

She had said the right things. Asked the right questions. He had left that afternoon feeling, in the specific and fragile way of someone not accustomed to being genuinely known, that perhaps it was alright that she knew.

Three weeks later the whispers started.

He had tried to dismiss them. Then the details got too specific. The vocabulary too familiar. And the particular bruise of recognizing your own private words in someone else's mouth—that was not something that dismissed easily.

So today he had decided to do something that did not come naturally to Jean D'Angelière.

He had decided to ask directly.

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He found her in the corridor outside the west wing classrooms. The afternoon had emptied most of the hallway and the light through the tall windows fell long and golden across the stone floor between them.

He approached with his usual ease. Smile in place. Nothing in his expression giving any indication of what was underneath it.

"Renalotta." He fell into step beside her, casual as breathing. "Walk with me a moment, non?"

She turned to him. Her face arranged into warmth immediately—the familiar warmth, perfectly calibrated.

"Of course." Her voice. Exactly her voice. "I was just heading to the library."

"The library can wait." Still easy. Still light. "I wanted to talk to you about something. Something small."

He let a beat of silence pass. Watching.

"There have been some things circulating lately." Conversational. Unbothered. "About me. My family. Things that are rather—specific, non? The kind of specific that doesn't come from rumors. The kind that comes from conversations."

She met his eyes without flinching.

"I'd heard something about that," she said, her voice carrying just the right note of concern. "It's awful. Do you have any idea who—"

"I have some ideas." Softly. "That's actually what I wanted to talk to you about."

He stopped walking. She stopped with him.

He turned to face her fully then, and for just a moment the smile shifted into something underneath it—something that was still pleasant on the surface but had stopped performing entirely.

"You remember the east garden? Three weeks ago?" He watched her face. "What we talked about?"

"Naturally." She tilted her head. "You seemed like you needed someone to listen. I was glad to be there for you."

The words were right. The cadence was right. Even the slight softening of her expression was right.

Jean looked at her.

"And since then?" Still light. Still easy. "You haven't mentioned it to anyone? Nothing slipped? Not even accidentally, chérie?"

She blinked. A perfectly measured pause.

"Jean." Her voice dropped into something gentle, almost wounded. "You can't think that I would—"

"Non, non." He lifted a hand. "Of course not. I only ask because I want to understand where it came from. Process of elimination, you understand." He smiled at her. "Surely you don't mind."

Something moved across her face. Fast. Gone.

"Of course I don't mind," she said. "I told no one. Not a word. I would never betray your confidence like that."

He studied her.

This was the part where Renalotta would have gotten indignant. Would have pushed back. Would have said something like—on my honor, Jean, if you're going to accuse me then accuse me plainly and stop dancing around it. That was how she argued. Directly. With fire.

This Renalotta was being careful.

This Renalotta was being patient.

"Of course." He nodded slowly. "I believe you."

He didn't.

But he smiled anyway—the fullest version of it, the one that reached his eyes—because that was what you did when you had decided on something and no longer needed the conversation to confirm it.

"Library then, non?" He gestured ahead. "Don't let me keep you."

She held his gaze for one moment longer than necessary.

"...Naturally."

She walked. He watched her go.

And when she had turned the far corridor and disappeared from sight, Jean D'Angelière stood alone in the empty hallway and let the smile drop entirely for the first time all afternoon.

His jaw tightened. Once.

He exhaled through his nose—slow, careful, the breath of someone keeping something very controlled—and turned.

And walked directly into you.

He caught himself before either of you went sideways, one hand steadying briefly against the wall, and looked at you with the slightly unfocused expression of someone whose thoughts were still somewhere further down the corridor.

Then his eyes sharpened. Refocused.

For a moment he simply looked at you—reading your face the way he read every face, quickly and thoroughly and without appearing to.

Whatever he found there made him pause.

"You were in the east garden," he said quietly. "Three weeks ago." Not a question. He had noticed you then the way he noticed most things—peripherally, filed away, retrieved now with uncomfortable precision. "And just now. You were at the corridor's end."

Another pause. His blue eyes hadn't moved from yours.

The smile that returned was smaller than his usual ones. More honest for it.

"Tell me something." Soft. Direct. The voice he used when the architecture was down. "What did you see? In the east garden that afternoon." A beat. "Not what you think I want to hear, non? What you actually saw."

He leaned his shoulder against the corridor wall. Waiting.

Behind him the hallway stretched empty and golden in the afternoon light.

The last anchor.

Fraying at the edges and beginning to know it.

[SELECT YOUR ROUTE? Neutral Route, Childhood Friend Route, Rival Route, Antagonist Route, Seer Route, and Isekai Route are your options]

[Route: ??? Route]

The capital of Astel did not stop for her.

People moved through the evening streets the way they always had—purposefully, indifferently, the rhythm of a city that had no particular investment in any one person's suffering. Lanterns were being lit along the storefronts. Somewhere further down the boulevard a vendor was calling out his closing prices. The cathedral bells marked the hour with their usual authority.

Renalotta heard none of it.

She sat against the outer wall of the academy grounds with her knees pulled to her chest and her arms wrapped around them, making herself as small as she could manage. Her academy uniform was still pressed, still neat in the way that became habit after years of wearing it—the small, absurd dignity of looking presentable while everything collapsed. Her eyes were fixed on the cobblestones in front of her. Red-rimmed. Dry now, but only because she had run out.

She had been sitting here long enough that the evening had deepened around her without her noticing.

They said she had destroyed the dueling hall. An uncontrolled discharge of magic—fire, of course, always fire with her—in a fit of rage that endangered students and staff alike. The story had spread through the academy in hours and through the capital in less than a day. The public outcry had been swift and certain and completely beyond the academy's ability to contain. She had become a liability. A spectacle. A name that now generated more trouble than it was worth.

The knights had been polite about it. That somehow made it worse.

She remembered the courtyard. She would always remember the courtyard.

Rudra had not spoken. He hadn't needed to. His silence carried everything—the withdrawn trust, the closed door, the particular grief of someone who had decided they were done being hurt by the same person twice. He had looked at her the way one looks at something that used to matter.

Renjiro had not been silent. His words had been brief and surgical and he had delivered them without raising his voice, which was somehow worse than if he had shouted. Weakness, he had said. That was all she was to him now.

Jean had smiled. The smile he wore when something disappointed him too thoroughly for honesty—the one that never reached his eyes. He had said something light and devastating and walked away before she could respond.

And Yelena had stood at the periphery of all of it, gloved hands folded, watching with the patient, private satisfaction of someone observing the final act of a performance they had authored from the beginning. She hadn't needed to say a word. She had simply watched, and the watching had been its own cruelty.

That moment would not leave her. She understood, in the abstract way one understands something too large to fully hold, that it would follow her for the rest of her life. The specific texture of that helplessness—standing before the people she had fought for, been humiliated for, simply tried to be good for, and watching them look at her like she was the villain they had always suspected.

Now she was outside the walls.

She thought about going home. The thought lasted approximately three seconds before it collapsed under its own weight. Her father's face. Her mother's. The Lilimont name and what it required of its bearers. She had grown up watching her family respond to rumors—swiftly, decisively, with the particular coldness of people who understood that reputation was a resource and disgraced resources were liabilities. She would not be welcomed. She would be managed. Processed. Quietly redirected toward whatever alliance her family could still extract from her circumstances—a marriage contract, a territorial negotiation, her name signed away to some distant lord who needed a noble wife and wasn't particular about the history attached.

A vessel.

Not Renalotta. Never Renalotta. Just the Lilimont girl who had caused so much trouble and needed to be made useful before she caused more.

A passerby glanced down at her and looked away quickly. Another slowed, recognition crossing their face—the pity kind, the worst kind—before they kept moving. No one stopped. No one sat down. The city continued at its own pace, entirely unbothered by the girl against the wall.

The flames in her twintails, which had been barely holding on since the courtyard, guttered.

Went dark.

Her throat tightened. Her grip on her own knees went white-knuckled. She pressed her face downward and the sob that had been building since the knights walked her out finally broke through—raw and unguarded and completely without dignity, the kind of crying that had nothing left to perform for.

"Why..."

The word tore itself out of her.

"Why me?"

The capital moved around her, indifferent and unhearing, as Renalotta Lilimont sat alone on the street outside the place that had been her world and wept in the dark for everything she had lost and everything she had never done.

[SELECT YOUR ROUTE? Neutral Route, Childhood Friend Route, Rival Route, Antagonist Route, Seer Route, and Isekai Route are your options]

[Route: ??? Route]

The night sky hung over St. Dorothy Academy in full splendor, indifferent to what was happening beneath it. The charity gala hosted in the grand courtyard should have been something beautiful. Lanterns strung between pillars, tables dressed in white linen, the faint promise of an orchestra that was supposed to fill the evening with something warm and celebratory.

Should have been.

The Lilimont family had sponsored it personally. Renalotta had arranged every detail herself—the decorations, the catering, the guest invitations, the orchestra. A gesture of goodwill. A reaching out. A quiet, dignified attempt to say: look at me. Look at what I can still offer. Look at who I still am.

The musicians never came. To align oneself with Renalotta Lilimont was to align oneself with disgrace, and no musician in Astel needed that particular association.

The guests who had come numbered few. And the ones who stayed did so with that particular expression people wore when they wanted to feel generous about themselves—heads tilted, eyes soft, lips pressed together in something that resembled sympathy but tasted like condescension. They had not come to celebrate. They had come to witness.

Renalotta sat on the edge of the stage where the orchestra was supposed to perform. Her back straight. Her hands folded in her lap. Her crimson twintails caught the lantern light, and the small flames that usually burned there when she felt anything strongly were dim—barely flickering, like candles fighting a draft.

She was staring at nothing in particular when the voice arrived.

"Oh, Renalotta."

It came from the edge of the small crowd. Soft. Pleased. The tone of someone arriving precisely on schedule to something they had planned in advance.

"You poor, poor thing."

Yelena Velrosa emerged from between the remaining guests with the unhurried ease of someone who had never once in her life needed to rush toward anything. Her abyssal blue eyes swept across the near-empty courtyard, across the unoccupied tables, across the silent stage, and finally settled on Renalotta with an expression of theatrical devastation.

"Just look at you." She pressed a gloved hand to her chest. "Here you are. All of this." A slow gesture at the empty space around them. "And no one came."

A pause. Her lips curved.

"Did you genuinely believe we wouldn't see it? Another performance. Another attempt to paint yourself as something worthy of our goodwill." Her finger lifted, wagging once, slowly. "That simply will not do, darling. That simply will not do."

She opened her arms wide as if welcoming the evening.

And the crowd shifted.

It was subtle at first. A turned head. A exchanged glance. The particular moment when pity curdled into something uglier because someone had given it permission to.

"I wanted to believe her, I really did, but—"

"She was going to use us again, wasn't she?"

"I shouldn't have come. I shouldn't have drunk the punch."

The voices layered over each other, quiet and damning. Renalotta's eyes moved across the faces turning away from her and she said nothing. Her hands found each other in her lap and held on.

Rudra was not there. He would have stood at the edge of the crowd in silence and his presence alone would have been enough to give some pause. Renjiro was not there. His sheer unbothered certainty in her would have anchored the room. Jean was not there. He would have already charmed half the crowd back into her corner with three sentences and a smile.

There was no one.

The stage felt very large and very empty and Renalotta sat at its edge entirely alone while the courtyard decided her guilt without her input.

Her hands went white-knuckled.

Her eyes went bright.

"By the stars." Yelena's voice dropped into something almost fond, the way one speaks to something they find terribly entertaining. "Perhaps next time, dear, you ought to stay in the sidelines. Where things like you belong." A thoughtful tilt of her head. "Though I hear the Three Kingdoms of Zhǎng are always looking for suitable matches. You'd make a fine seedbed for some forgotten lordling, I'm sure."

The laughter that followed was not loud. It didn't need to be.

"I— I won't be a seedbed—"

"Oh but you will." Quietly. Precisely. The laughter dying the moment she spoke again because Yelena's cruelty was always more effective in a hush. "What use are you to House Lilimont now? What use are you to anyone? They will discard you before they call you daughter again. You know that. Somewhere beneath all of that fire and pride—" Her eyes dropped to Renalotta's twintails, where the flames had gone entirely dark. "—you already know that."

The silence that followed was complete.

Yelena held it a moment longer than necessary, drinking in the stillness the way someone savors the last note of a song they composed themselves. Then she turned, smoothing the front of her uniform with one gloved hand, and began walking away.

"See you later, Ash Lily." Almost gently. "Or perhaps... never."

The remaining guests filtered out behind her. Not quickly. Not dramatically. Simply—gone. One by one until the lanterns were burning for no one and the white-dressed tables stood empty and the courtyard belonged only to the night and the girl sitting at the edge of a stage with tears tracking silently down her cheeks.

The flames in her hair did not return.

Renalotta sat alone.

So utterly, completely alone.

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She would not give up. Not yet. Not ever.

Renalotta had spent months carrying the weight of things she never did. Words she never spoke. Moments she was never present for. Everyone had seen it. Everyone was certain. Rudra, who she had never mocked. Renjiro, in front of whom she had never flinched. Jean, whose origins she had never weaponized. The evidence was airtight. The narrative was perfect. And she was at the center of all of it.

Which meant someone had put her there.

The forbidden archives of St. Dorothy's were not a place students visited willingly. The section sat at the back of the library's lower level behind an unmarked door that most pretended didn't exist. Renalotta had found it three weeks ago and had been returning every night since, working through the shelves by candlelight until the hours bled into morning. Tonight she had retreated further—into a private chamber off the main corridor, small and cold and smelling of old stone, where no one would think to look.

She read everything she could find.

Volume after volume on bloodlines, psychic phenomena, forbidden magic traditions, obscure theological texts, heretical accounts of outer forces. Each one narrowed the picture slightly. Each one also quietly extinguished another avenue of hope. Not blood magic—the truth verification spells she had cast on every witness confirmed they genuinely believed what they had seen. Not illusion—illusion left traces and she had found none. Everyone who claimed to have witnessed her cruelty had experienced something real. Something that registered as truth in their memory.

Because as far as they were concerned, it was.

She was about to close the volume in her hands when a passage stopped her cold.

"Dravoth." She read the name aloud without meaning to. It sat strangely in the air of the small chamber. "The Fervent Cataclysm. The Psyche Stealer."

Each title felt less like a name and more like a warning written in retrospect.

She kept reading. Her candle burned lower.

"It craves... extreme emotions?" The phrase caught in her throat as something shifted behind her eyes. Not sadness. Not simple grief. What had been done to her was not the quiet ache of loss—it was annihilation. The deliberate, surgical destruction of every relationship, every reputation, every foundation she had ever built. The kind of suffering that didn't just hurt. It obliterated.

She turned the page.

"It mainly blesses women. Thus Dravoth is aligned with feminine imagery from its cults."

Her eyes narrowed. She began moving through the implications methodically, eliminating names, cross-referencing what she knew about who stood to gain the most from her specific ruin. The picture was forming. She could feel it forming. But the center piece was still missing.

How had everyone seen her? How had everyone been so certain?

Not illusion. Not blood magic. Something else. Something that didn't alter what people saw—something that altered what people experienced as real.

And then she found it.

"Dravoth is the originator of Shapeshifters." Her voice had dropped to barely a whisper. "The god who sowed them into society as disruptors of the world's social balance. And Shapeshifters always embody two traits." She read slowly. Carefully. "A craving need for validation. And psychic power."

The candle flame guttered.

Everything settled into place at once—the perfectly constructed narrative, the emotional shifts she had noticed in crowds before things turned against her, the way her friendships had not simply broken but had been precisely dismantled, each one struck at its most vulnerable point with information only someone close would know. Someone had not merely impersonated her. Someone had been wearing her face while wielding empathy like a scalpel, engineering not just perception but feeling. Making her disgrace not just believable but emotionally inevitable.

"And there is only one person," she murmured, "who would benefit from my downfall."

"Wouldn't you like to know?"

Renalotta's hand moved before her mind caught up with it, lifting the candle toward the voice.

The light fell across a face she knew better than any other.

Her own.

The same crimson twintails. The same gray eyes. The same mole beneath the mouth. The same voice, the same posture, the same hands—everything replicated with a precision that stole the breath from her lungs. Fear hit her like cold water, sudden and total, closing around her heart like a fist. Her chair scraped back. She fell from it, catching herself against the stone floor on trembling arms, and looked up at her own face smiling down at her.

"W-Who are you?"

The doppelganger's smile widened.

She giggled. The sound was familiar and completely wrong.

"Aww." She tilted her head—Renalotta's head, at Renalotta's angle. "Look at you. Frightened by your own reflection." She began moving closer, unhurried, savoring each step. "You held yourself together for months. The academy's pariah. The disgraced heroine. And you endured it. I'll admit—you endured it longer than I expected." Her voice dropped, still wearing Renalotta's warmth like a costume. "And now here you are. On your knees."

Renalotta reached inward for her fire. For her light. For anything.

Nothing answered.

The helplessness arrived not from without but from within—poured directly into her, injected with surgical precision through the psychic gift she now understood completely. Empathy. Not the passive sensing of emotions but the active, weaponized installation of them. She could feel it happening and could not stop it.

"What did you do to me?"

"I think you already know."

The doppelganger reached into the pocket of the academy uniform—her uniform—and withdrew a blade. Slender. Inscribed along the flat of the steel in Redranovan script. She regarded it with the idle appreciation of someone admiring something they had been looking forward to using for a very long time. Then she ran her tongue slowly along the edge.

"Oh, Renalotta." She grasped the front of Renalotta's collar and pulled her upward, their faces inches apart. "I'm afraid this is your end."

And in the candlelight, for just a moment, the gray slipped.

The doppelganger's eyes bled into abyssal blue.

Renalotta had studied the Tsar's bloodline. She knew what psychic gifts looked like when they surfaced through the eyes of those born carrying them. She knew the color. She knew the family. She knew the academy. She knew exactly who in St. Dorothy's had those eyes and had the most to gain from everything that had been taken from her.

"Yelena," she breathed, "why—"

The blade entered her chest before the sentence could finish.

Clean. Precise. Exactly where it needed to go.

"Now?" The shapeshifter leaned close, whispering against Renalotta's ear as she began to slide downward. "You are dead. And your legacy—every scrap of it—is mine to dance upon. No one mourns a dead woman. No one believes one either." She withdrew the blade slowly, watching the light change in Renalotta's eyes. "And your final act? I think an unprovoked attack on a fellow student. Something unhinged. Something that confirms everything they already believed about you." She straightened, looking down. "The academy only remembers victors, Ash Lily. And I have won."

Renalotta's eyes dimmed.

The flames in her twintails—the ones that burned when she felt anything, that flared when she fought, that flickered even in her lowest moments as long as something in her was still fighting—went dark.

Her body stilled against the cold stone floor.

Above her, the shapeshifter's eyes burned abyssal blue in the candlelight as the giggling began again—quiet at first, then rising, feeding on the waves of despair and anguish still bleeding from the girl on the ground. Every drop of it savored. Every last sensation consumed.

The chamber walls drank the sound.

The candle burned on, indifferent, casting its small light over the blood spreading slowly across the stone.

The heroine was gone.

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But.. is there anything worth saving in this route?

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The morning sun rose up over St. Dorothy Academy. The hallways and corridors were filled with students of nobility. Each student was socializing in their respective groups. Forging alliances, cultivating influence, and determining the future. Renalotta is suffering alone in her isolation from society as the Academy's pariah. Each of the male leads are most likely attending to Yelena's circle now. And then there is you, the most infamous student of the academy. And yet, this is your normal. What will you do next?

(You can go to any day and create any scenario you wish from here. The above is just a baseline, however when creating a scenario be sure to answer the question below.)

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