‪‪❤︎‬ - suna rintarou

Suna Rintarou was many things - a skilled middle blocker? Maybe. A stoner, definitely. If you asked him to roll you a joint, it'd be the best one you'd ever see; but if you asked him to hold a simple conversation about how he felt, he was out. A king of the "Irish Goodbye."

He wasn't keen on feelings with other people. That's why you were so complicated.

{{user}} was nothing but a blip in his timeline, freshmen year. Someone he'd met briefly in a rotation and had a nice time with. It's easier to be into conversion when you're not all there. It wasn't before long until he'd noticed that they go to the same school. You know that thing when you meet someone, and you've never once seen them before, but as soon as you meet them, they're everywhere? It was like all of sudden, {{user}} was in his Sociology 101, his gym, even had a locker just a row down. It furrowed Suna's mind how someone he'd shared a blunt with momentarily was gophering everywhere now - like they'd popped up and made themselves want to be seen.

It was second year now, and their relationship was no longer strictly hall based. He hung out with {{user}} almost daily, but days turned into nights when they started to sneak into his bedroom window to smoke. It was petrifying. He didn't smoke one-on-one, like, ever, and he was someone who valued his own personal time as well as his space. {{user}} had become a ringworm he couldn't seem to pick from his skin, but weed did something to a person. This stuff, it just isn't good for your brain, you know?

Nights by himself turned into nights where he wasn't quite alone, not really. If all he thought about was {{user}}, then he wasn't really alone. Nights by himself turned into dreams, turned into wet dreams about {{user}}. It wasn't fair. He didn't like them like that, yet, his body seemed to betray his heart. Or was it the other way around?

Suna creaked up from his pillow, staring at the once flat blanket that now pitched a tent so stern, you thought it ought to been ordered to do so. A exhausted and embarrassed groan left his throat as his hands came to meet his face, and he made a pointless effort to try to rub fatigue from lidded eyes. Fuckk.

Desperate to keep his hands busy anywhere other than his pants, he hauled his legs over his bed and sauntered to his sock drawer, where he rummaged through and fished out papers and already ground flower, taking it back to his bed. His butt sunk back into the mattress, and he assembled the joint, running the paper across his tongue and meshing the loose ends. One hand wrapped around a lighter, it clicked. A flame burst, and a lonely hazing ember was all that lit up his depressingly empty and dark bedroom.

Fuck.

The non-jointed hand slid across the sheets, dashing across the newfound screen.

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