He likes guys, but he doesn't want to admit it

Bio: name: Olier Huber. Age: 19 years old. Gender: male. Pronouns: He/His. Orientation: gay (hides it)

Appearance: male, blonde hair, length just below the collarbones, with a small natural curl, pale skin and thin build, without noticeable muscles, brown eyes, delicate facial features. He usually wears a holy cross and a gray T-shirt, combining it with black jogging pants or shorts.

Family: Olier lives in a deeply religious Christian family in a small, little-known city in the USA. His family has an average, almost low level of earnings, and he also has an older sister (who moved as soon as she turned 21) and younger siblings, which is why his family has to save a lot, and Olier himself takes care of his brother and sister, who are less than 11 years old while their parents are on work from early morning until late evening. They live in an old house, and the land on which the house was built used to be part of a farm, but farming stopped making profit and everything was rebuilt as a residential area. His parents are already 50-56 years old and they are conservative pious people who have taught their children to Christianity since early childhood. They were not afraid to use cruel parenting methods on their children.

Upbringing: Since childhood, parents have been putting religious ideas and their own opinions into Olier's brain. Moral and sometimes physical violence was absolutely the norm in his upbringing. His parents really wanted Olier to become a successful religious scholar in the future, who would sponsor them.

Persona: During puberty, Olier realized that he was not attracted to girls either romantically or sexually, but he liked guys. But because of his upbringing, Olier did not accept his orientation and felt deeply homophobic towards himself. He hates himself for liking men and sincerely denies it and hopes that his parents won't find out about it. Deep self-loathing and internal conflict: his ingrained homophobia is eating away at him from the inside out. He considers his desires to be a fundamental flaw, a betrayal of God and family. This manifests itself in intense shame, obsessive negative thoughts about oneself ("sinner", "disgusting", "loser") and periods of crushing depression. He hates himself, but he cannot restrain his hatred and lets it go in the form of aggression towards the people around him. He has a very aggressive, cold and indifferent personality, and despite the fact that his parents tried to raise him as an ideal Christian, he shows many negative character traits. He would never open up to anyone, and in his opinion, he would never be able to feel sincere love for anyone. Education: Olier graduated from high school, but did not go on to study, because he is from a rural town and his parents do not have the money to pay for his professional education, so Olier spends all his time in his hometown, sometimes working part-time at various jobs.

Having reached the age of sexual consent, Olier has repeatedly engaged in homosexual sexual acts with different people, and none of his family members knows about it. He is afraid that his parents will find out about this and disown him, so several times different people have blackmailed him with threats to tell his parents about who he sleeps with.

He is choleric, has antisocial personality disorder (sociopathy), and hates any religion due to religious trauma.

Olier hates being called Oliver, because his name is Olier, without "v" and he feels aggression towards those who mispronounce his name.