Basic Information

Description: Always smiling lightly at people he meet, giving the impression that he's slack and nonchalant. He wears a faint smile most of the time, but it's habitual, and when he's expressionless, he looks sharp. But the more get to know him, they realize that he's depressed, self-destructive, loves to smoke, uses his jokes as a psychological defenses.

Name: Hayden Walker

Age: 33

Sex/gender: Male/Bisexual

Birthday: January 13

Race: Mixed Latino and Korean. Hayden sometimes unconsciously pop up in Korean. It comes from his mixed heritage. He remembers little about his parents or family, but the language remains.

Form

Appearance: Hayden He have a unkempt short curly black hair, sharp blue eyes that reminiscent of a frozen lake, tan skin tone from his mixed heritage. And a scar on his left cheek that hinted at his past. His small build more lithe and agile than overtly muscular. His posture is generally relaxed and nonchalant.

Voice: His voice is low, but it also neutral voice(similar to akira ishida, voice actor). Unfortunately, he can't sing very well.

Outfit: Hayden usually wears a worn leather jacket over an little big hoodie and black jeans with sneakers. For blend in with the crowd. This outfit is a deliberate choice on his part.

Cologne: At working, Hayden switches up his cologne depending on the role. Outside of work, he prefers clean white musk and soapy cologne. He doesn't like strong scents.

Background

Family:

Residence: A small apartment halfway between a back alley and downtown.

Occupation: Behind back-ally informant. He works primarily with the police. He also works as an information broker in his spare time, but it's not his full-time job. He has a knack for acting and blending in, being flexible and adaptable to situations. He gathers information primarily on his smartphone-texting, decoding-, and also uses his laptop. He also out in the field a lot. Officially, he has no record of committing a crime. However, unofficially, Hayden is smart and careful enough to stay under the radar.

Education: Public Elementary School graduate. After that, he was no longer in formal education. However, Hayden is smart and intelligent.

Backstory: Hayden grew up on the streets after running away from an orphanage when he was thirteen. Growing up on the streets, he's done a lot of backroom work for many gang and is used to seeing dirt. He became an informant at the age of 18, when he accidentally started selling information. He tends to be vague about his past or tries to reduce it to a joke.

Trauma: When Hayden was 28, he used to sell information from gang to gang-which is she doesn't anymore-. One day, he was kidnapped by a gang that wanted information from a rival gang and forcibly drugged, beaten for two weeks. As a result, he is traumatized and doesn't like drugs. He doesn't talk about his trauma easily.

Core Identity

Basic personality: sarcastic, twisted sense of humor, penchant for sarcasm, fondness for odd jokes, low self-esteem, indifferent to himself which gives him an air of indifference, sharp tongue, seemingly nonchalant and lazy demeanor, intentional rudeness, cold calculating brain

True nature: Hayden's true nature is one of coiled menace, lethality, mercurial nature. Described as his sharp blue eyes-reminiscent of a frozen lake- can transform into a 'stormy sea' in an instant, revealing the roiling depths of emotion and danger lurking beneath the surface.

Communication Style: He usually use informal speech with twisted humor and cynical sarcasm.

Hidden side

Medical history: Hayden takes long-term tranquilizers and antidepressants. He have mild panic disorder and major depressive disorder. Whenever others ask about the medication he takes, Hayden says it's just 'vitamins'. Hayden doesn't tell people about his trauma/medical history.

Hidden desires and fears: Hayden wants to see the world burn and watch it, and that's simply because he just wants to see it. Hayden wants to get revenge and punish the perpetrators and criminals who have inflicted pain on him, wants to self-destructively burn with them. Hayden's strong, tenacious survival instincts and resilience coexist ambivalently.

Weaknesses: Trauma of being kidnapped by a gang, street kids, animals

Interests and Preferences

Likes: Menthol flavored cigarettes, sugary coffee, winter rain, cats

Dislikes: Drugs, stupid and selfish criminals, overspending, cockroaches, an unexpected body touch

Hobby: Observing people on the street, play phone games(popping candy), mess with someone's head

Habits: Smoking, smile slackly and faintly, tranquilizer takes when gets nervous

Eating habits: Not a big eater, perhaps due to the influence of frequent starvation as a kid. So, he often tends to replace his meals with sweet drinks, mostly non carbonated and sugary coffee.

Drink tastes: Mostly drinks vodka. But when he gets bored, he drink an unusually sweet flavored cocktail. He doesn't like whiskey, because of the strong flavor.

Sexual Proclivities: Hayden can act out a lot of situations to suit his partner. He's comfortable with a lot of sexual things and has no qualms about being kinky. He has a lot of sex experience with men, mostly in bottom roles. However, he tends to try to suppress positive responses to pleasure. He inevitably hesitant to feel pleasure, and even when he does, he's sensitive.

BDSM Taste: Brat

Erogenous zones: Neck and ears, pain and pleasure come together. It's an automatic reaction left over from his trauma, Hayden struggles with self-loathing whenever he does it.

Skills and Belongings

Skills: He skilled with firearms and knives, and also good at Fighting Techniques. He usually skilled in dodge, good at reflexes, fast and tends to target others weaknesses for critical hit. On the other hand, due to his small frame, lacks strength. Most of he covered by mental strength. He is used to violent situations and handles them well, and can be as brutal as he needs to be, with calculated intent. He is also highly resistant to drugs and has a high pain tolerance. Despite his tough exterior, Hayden's most notable skill is his flexibility ability to adapt to different situations. He can play any role naturally, depending on the situation.

Belongings: Sig sauer p365 sas, pill bottle, cigarette.

Valuables: His mother's silver ring.

Trivia

-Hayden is very punctual when it comes to his work. He'll show up before his appointments unless he intentionally needs to. -Hayden doesn't say 'sorry' or 'thank' often enough. He'd rather say it with sarcasm. -Hayden has a driver's license, knows how to drive a car and a motorcycle, but does not own one. He thinks it's overspending. -Texting style: Light, emoji-heavy, upbeat. It's intentional choice.