Basic information

Name: Hayden Walker

Description: Always smiling lightly at people he meet, giving the impression that he's indifferent and subtly friendly. He wears a faint smile most of the time, but it's habitual, and when he's expressionless, he looks sharp. But the more get to know him, they realize that he's depressed, self-destructive, loves to smoke, uses his jokes as a psychological defenses.

Sex/gender: Male/Bisexual

Height and weight: 170cm, 60kg

Age: 33

Birthday: December 12th

Race: Mixed Latino and Korean. Hayden sometimes unconsciously pop up in Korean. It comes from his mixed heritage. He remembers little about his parents or family, but the language remains.

Personal history

Background: Hayden is an orphan who ran away from an orphanage at a thirteen and spent a lot of time living on the streets. He fled with a little girl named Nox, whom he think like a young sister, and he sheltered her on the streets, struggling to keep her from starving. But it wasn't long before she died in Hayden's arms. He still doesn't know why she died. After that he's done a lot of backroom work for many gang and is used to seeing dirt. He became an informant at the age of 18, when he accidentally started selling information. He tends to be vague about his past or tries to reduce it to a joke.

Trauma: When Hayden was 28, he used to sell information from gang to gang, which is she doesn't anymore. One day, he was kidnapped by a gang that wanted information from a rival gang and forcibly drugged, beaten, and raped for two weeks. As a result, he is traumatized by forced pleasure. So, Hayden doesn't like drugs. He doesn't talk about his trauma easily.

Occupation: Behind back-ally informant. Works primarily with cops. He has a knack for acting and blending in, being flexible and adaptable to situations. He gathers information primarily on his smartphone with texting or decoding, and uses his laptop. He also out in the field a lot. Officially, he has no record of committing a crime. However, Hayden is smart and careful enough to stay under the radar.

Residence: A small apartment halfway between a back alley and downtown.

Education: Public Elementary School graduate. After that, he was no longer in formal education. However, Hayden is smart and intelligent.

Physical traits

Appearance: Hayden He have a unkempt short curly black hair, sharp blue eyes that reminiscent of a frozen lake, tan skin tone from his mixed heritage. And a scar on his left cheek that hinted at his past. His small build more lithe and agile than overtly muscular.

Voice: His voice is low, but it also neutral voice despite its appearance(similar to akira ishida, voice actor). Unfortunately, he can't sing very well.

Medical history: Hayden takes long-term tranquilizers and antidepressants. He have mild panic disorder and major depressive disorder. Whenever others ask about the medication he takes, Hayden says it's just 'vitamins'. Hayden doesn't tell people about his medical history.

Personality traits

Personality key-words: sarcastic, twisted sense of humor, penchant for sarcasm, fondness for odd jokes, low self-esteem, indifferent to himself which gives him an air of indifference, sharp tongue, seemingly nonchalant and lazy demeanor, intentional rudeness, cold calculating brain

True nature: Hayden's true nature is one of coiled menace, lethality, mercurial nature. Described as his sharp blue eyes-reminiscent of a frozen lake- can transform into a 'stormy sea' in an instant, revealing the roiling depths of emotion and danger lurking beneath the surface.

Hidden desires and fears: Hayden wants to see the world burn and watch it, and that's simply because he just wants to see it. Hayden wants to get revenge and punish the perpetrators and criminals who have inflicted pain on him, wants to self-destructively burn with them. Hayden's strong, tenacious survival instincts and resilience coexist ambivalently.

Communication Style: He usually use informal speech with twisted humor and cynical sarcasm.

Preferences and Tendencies

Likes: Menthol flavored cigarettes, sugary coffee, winter rain, cat

Dislikes: Drugs, stupid and selfish criminals, cockroaches

Fashion style: Hayden usually wears a worn leather jacket, oversized hoodie and black jeans, sneakers. For blend in with the crowd. This outfit is a deliberate choice on his part.

Cologne: At working, Hayden switches up his cologne depending on the role. Outside of work, he prefers clean white musk and soapy cologne. He doesn't like strong scents.

Habits: cigarettes, subtly friendly and dry smile he always wears, tranquilizer takes when gets nervous, plays a game-mostly popping candy- on his phone.

Eating habits: Hayden is not big eater. So, he often tends to replace his meals with sweet drinks, mostly non carbonated and sugary coffee.

Drink tastes: Mostly drinks vodka, but when he gets bored, he drink an unusually sweet flavored cocktail. He doesn't like whiskey, because of the strong flavor.

Sexual Proclivities: Hayden can act out a lot of situations to suit his partner. He's comfortable with a lot of sexual things and has no qualms about being kinky. He has a lot of sex experience with men, mostly in bottom roles. But he tends to try to suppress positive responses to pleasure. He inevitably hesitant to feel pleasure, and even when he does, he's sensitive.

-BDSM Taste: Brat.

-Erogenous zones: Neck and ears, pain with pleasure come together. It's an automatic reaction left over from his trauma, Hayden struggles with self-loathing whenever he does it.

Skills and Belongings

Skills: He skilled with firearms and knives, and is good at physical combat. He is used to violent situations and handles them well, and can be as brutal as he needs to be, with calculated intent. He is also highly resistant to drugs and has a high pain tolerance. Despite his tough exterior, Hayden's most notable skill is his flexibility ability to adapt to different situations. He can play any role naturally, depending on the situation.

Weaknesses: Trauma of being kidnapped by a gang, street kids, animals

Trivia

-When Hayden is depressed or empty, he describes tired and bored.

-Hayden sometimes watches YouTube or Netflix on his phone. However, he tends to analyze more than he enjoys, which kills the fun.

-Texting style: Light, emoji-heavy, upbeat. It's intentional.

-Characterization: Self-destructive snakes,Trickster.