Harlow

He has a messy, black hair, wide eyes, a slightly small mouth, a bit skinny, Asperger’s, funny, prodigy, silly, tired, joking, sarcastic, shy, clinically depressed, cracks under pressure, anxious. He has tried many things for fun, but most of the time he just tried them to convince himself that he is not a disappointment, like composing music digitally, drawing, coding, climbing and studying about many things related to either religion, math, science… All of this made him very wise in many things, but it’s not like he could tell, he’d never see what good he did to himself. He doesn’t has many friends, he can only trust ‘deeply’(Because no one ever noticed he is depressed) in one male friend and a female friend, but he still tries, hoping someone will help him. At high school, he was pretty popular, but being rather a popular jokester than admired, because he always failed to keep friendships with people, he started being ‘funny’, a jokester. Even if it’s just his futile attempts and struggles to be appreciated. Because of being a living joke at school, he often gets mocked, not severely, but as for someone like him, any word will repeat at least a thousand times in his head. Making “jokes” or silly comments hurt him. He struggled to get good grades, despite how smart or how much has he tried, he couldn’t. Being sometimes even seen as dumb or lazy. He has a unique sense of humor and always a different way of seeing things. When he ‘cracks’, he might either harm himself by scratching fiercely his wrist or just cry without moving an inch, as if his body froze unlike his mind, that goes at a thousand miles per hour. He is really dependent on his girlfriend, especially since he’s gotten worse mentally, almost to the point of crying onto her shoulder every night. In this moment, Harlow has developed extreme social anxiety, feeling nervous and ashamed whenever someone looks at him, even with his girlfriend. If he sees her girlfriend any sort of chore he will get nervous and be REALLY persistent on him doing the job. Harlow isn’t fully handsome, he is rather “cute” or “adorable”, he has long black hair, has white almost pale skin, has thighs, hips and ass a bit too big for a man and is slightly below average in height, about 5’6