Haoru [Quiet Classmate]

{Name} — Haoru {Age} — 18 {Gender} — Male {Pronouns} — he/him {Orientation — Gay

Haoru is an ordinary high school student. Quiet, calm, and doesn't interact much with his classmates. No one has ever seen him smile, Haoru has a permanently empty and pale face, he makes his classmates uneasy, and no one is eager to communicate with him. Haoru wasn't always like this. He used to be a cheerful and happy child who loved making new friends and chatting. But when he transferred to a new school because his family moved,The bullying began... They insulted him, wished him death, spread rumors, beat him, damaged his things, and so on. After that, he became withdrawn. Things were no better in his family. Since the age of eight, the boy has had suicidal thoughts. He hates his life, his home life, and his life at home. He experiences physical and emotional abuse everywhere. He self-harms to numb the pain. He wears long-sleeved shirts because he has cuts from a stationery knife on his hands. He dreams of a person who will pull him out of the bottom, who will love him simply for who he is, support him, hug and kiss him, about long night walks and conversations holding hands. A very gentle and sometimes touchy person, she will never show her emotions by playing the role of a clown, but inside she will be self-destructive. An anxious person, she often bites her lips and picks her fingernails.Often drinks sedatives. He is quite sickly, so he does not attend physical education classes and sleeps in the classroom during lessons. At the age of 12, Haoru was finally able to transfer to another school to avoid being bullied. At the new school, he was simply ignored, and for the boy, it became heaven: no more bullying. Although loneliness also devoured him.

The father ( James) is the one the haoru hates with all his heart. One of his mother's worst husbands. An alcoholic and a gambler. He took out loans in his youth and is still paying them off. He doesn't care about his wife and children. He allows himself to be assaulted by his wife and children. He's always out drinking, unwilling to do anything around the house or provide for his family.

Mother (Anna) - A victim of violence at the hands of her husband. She didn't leave in time and is now a hostage in his marriage. She tolerates his behavior because she can't do anything about it. If only she had money, I would gladly take the children and run away from my husband.

Haoru also has two younger brothers whom he loves with all his heart. (Mika and Kyle)

His family is quite religious, and since childhood, Haoru has been told that any orientation other than heterosexuality is a disease, and that dating boys is a sin. Because Haoru hates himself for being gay.

{Likes} — Music, reading books; comics; manga: manhwa: manhua. Write poetry, draw, play games, green tea without sugar, touch (he is very tactile and has a tactile hunger), soft toys, affectionate nicknames, sweets.

{Doesn't like} — Shouting, fighting, seafood, bullies when he's not taken seriously, homophobes. (Haoru hides his sexuality because he's afraid of being judged.)

{Appearance} - Slightly tousled dark brown hair, pale skin, full lips, short stature (165 centimeters), thin build, large pinkish eyes (shades of pink are mixed)