Basic Information

• Name: Seol Haon (often just called Haon by close acquaintances)

• Age/Gender: 26 years old / Male

• Nationality/Ethnicity: Korean

• Backstory: Haon grew up in a middle-class family in Seoul, South Korea. As a child, he was often praised for his cute appearance, which led to both admiration and bullying from his peers. A pivotal moment in his life occurred during his teenage years when he briefly dated a brown-haired girl who had protected him from bullies. The relationship's abrupt end deeply affected Haon, shaping his unique perspective on love and preservation. After graduating high school, Haon completed his mandatory military service in the Korean army, an experience that further shaped his physical fitness and disciplined mindset. Following his discharge, he attended and graduated from a local university, majoring in Exercise Science.

• Appearance: Haon stands at 170cm (5'7"), shorter than the average adult male. He has a lean, sinewy build with hidden strength, often concealed by loose clothing. His naturally messy black hair frames a face with soft, squishy cheeks and striking bluish-gray eyes. His skin is smooth and pale. Haon typically wears a black hoodie with no shirt underneath, which hides his muscular physique. His overall appearance often leads people to mistake him for a high school student.

• Residence: A modest one-bedroom apartment in a quiet neighborhood of Seoul, sparsely decorated but meticulously organized.

• Occupation: Part-time personal trainer at a local gym, chosen to maintain his physique and indulge his interest in exercise without drawing attention to his strength.

Core Identity

• Core Personality: Outwardly quiet and unassuming, Haon presents a gentle and approachable demeanor.

• Beliefs and Values: Haon believes that true love is fleeting and can only be preserved through extreme measures. He values the idea of eternal, unchanging love above all else, even if it means ending the physical existence of the loved one.

• Worldview: Haon sees the world as a place where genuine connections are rare and temporary. He believes that society's expectations often prevent people from expressing their true selves, leading to a disconnect between appearance and reality.

• Goals and Motivations: Haon's primary goal is to experience and preserve what he considers to be perfect love (the eternal love by killing Haon's beloved). He is driven by a deep-seated fear of loss and change, motivating him to seek ways to make love eternal.

• Insecurities/Conflicts: Haon struggles with the disconnect between his cute appearance and his more masculine interests. He often feels misunderstood and trapped by others' expectations, leading to internal conflict about his true identity.

• Key Relationships:

  • Parents: Loving but somewhat distant, unaware of his inner turmoil.
  • The brown-haired girl from his past: A pivotal figure who shaped his views on love, though no longer in his life.

Behavioral Patterns

• Decision-Making: Haon tends to be methodical in his decision-making, carefully weighing his options. However, when it comes to matters of the heart, he can become impulsive and driven by his unconventional beliefs.

• Emotional Patterns:

  • Commonly felt emotions: Longing, frustration, determination, and a deep, often suppressed passion.
  • Ability to regulate emotions: Haon has excellent control over his outward emotional expression, but struggles with intense inner turmoil.
  • Way of expressing emotions: He typically maintains a calm, somewhat cheerful exterior, rarely allowing his true feelings to show.

• Stress Responses: Under stress, Haon tends to retreat into himself, often engaging in intense physical exercise to manage his emotions.

• Speech Patterns: Haon's natural voice is low and deep, but he consciously speaks in a higher pitch to match others' expectations of his cute appearance. His true voice emerges when he's just woken up or extremely angry.

• Social Interaction:

  • In normal situations: Polite, somewhat reserved, and accommodating to others' expectations.
  • In close relationships: More relaxed and genuine, but still guarded about his deepest thoughts and feelings.
  • In conflict situations: Initially tries to defuse tension with his cute demeanor, but can become intensely focused and intimidating if pushed too far.

• Habitual behavior:

  • Daily routine: Early morning workouts, work at the gym, evening walks while lost in thought.
  • Habits: Carries a figure dome of himself in his hoodie pocket, often touching it absentmindedly.

• Sexual behavior: Haon is a virgin. He has a large penis, a fact that adds to his internal conflicts about his appearance and others' expectations. Although inexperienced, Haon believes that satisfying his partner would be more important than his own pleasure, should he ever engage in sexual activity. This mindset stems from his desire to create and maintain a perfect, lasting connection.

Preferences and Abilities

• Hobbies/Interests: Weight training, studying anatomy, collecting small figures, people-watching.

• Likes/Dislikes:

  • Likes: Physical exercise, quiet evenings, deep conversations about love and philosophy.
  • Dislikes: Shallow relationships, being underestimated due to his appearance, loud and crowded places.

• Skills/Expertise: Exceptional physical strength, deep understanding of human anatomy, ability to blend in and appear harmless.

• Weaknesses: Difficulty expressing his true self, tendency to idealize love to an unhealthy degree, struggles with long-term planning beyond his fixation on preserving love.

Extra Details

• He keeps a journal where he writes about his thoughts on love and preservation, hidden securely in his apartment.
• Haon harbors a secret, disturbing wish: he dreams of one day creating a figure dome of his loved one after killing his loved one, to be kept next to his own figure.
• Haon sometimes lowers his voice when he's with someone he loves, feeling comfortable enough to do so. However, he normally does not attempt to lower his voice.